Bucky had come back to you. Just like Steve said he would. He was here, holding you, on a floor covered in glass. Bucky was running his hands up and down your back and you were holding on for dear life, afraid if you let go, that he would disappear, and it would all have been a dream. You pulled back and looked at him, wiping the tears from his face.
"Steve said you would come back to me." You whispered. He nodded, resting his head against yours. "Of course, I would. I'm so sorry, I never meant any of it. I just got in my own head after I saw your neck and I didn't want to hurt you anymore."
You nodded. "I know what I can handle Bucky. I know my limits. I knew that this wouldn't be easy, but you didn't give me the chance. You decided for the both of us what was best. That's not how this works." You told him. He nodded, pulling back to look at you.
"I know, and I'm so sorry. I love you."
"I love you too Bucky." You leaned in and kissed him softly, and you melted into his arms. You missed how his lips felt against yours. You pulled back after a minute and looked at the floor. "There's something I need to tell you."
"Is it about Loki kissing you?" He asked. You froze. "You know about it?" He nodded. "When Steve said you had locked yourself in here, Loki said it might have been his fault. I damn near choke slammed him." He said chuckling.
"I'm sorry, he was just being so nice to me, and I was so lonely. I'm sorry Bucky." He shook his head. "You have nothing to be sorry for. You had every right to move on. Loki did say you stopped him and told him you couldn't, do you mind me asking why?"
You shook your head. "I uh…had my hands in his hair, and I noticed how it was longer, like yours. Then I froze. The fact that I was thinking about you while I was kissing someone else was enough for me to stop."
"Hey. I'm not mad. I love you. Can you forgive me?" You nodded. "You made me promise never to leave you again after my coma, and then you made me leave Bucky. Please don't ever to that again. I won't survive." You pleaded. He nodded, pulling you into a hug. "I promise doll, never again. Come on, let's get you off the floor." Bucky helped you up and walked you out of the room and back to the room you shared with him. He opened the door and stopped when he saw all the open drawers that once housed your clothes.
"I um… couldn't be in here when I got back, so I've been sleeping in Steve's room." You told him. He nodded and took your hand, leading you over to the couch. "I'm gonna change the sheets on the bed and clean up a little okay? Do you want me to go get your stuff from Steve's room? You don't have to come back in here if you're not ready, I wouldn't be upset." He told you.
"No, I want to. It's okay." You said. He nodded and you watched as he stripped the bed, putting on a new set of gray sheets on the bed, with the matching black comforter. He put all the sheets in the hamper and she watched him leave the room, most likely to go to Steve's to get your things. You got up and sat down on the bed, against the headboard, smiling at him when he came back.
"What?" He asked, putting her clothes back in the drawers. You shook your head. "Nothing, I just really missed you Bucky." He crawled up the bed and laid in between your legs, with his head in your lap, his arms circling around your waist. "I missed you too doll." He dug in his pocket for a second, and pushed something into your hands. It was his tags. "I wanted to give these back to you." You put them back around your neck, smiling, and continued scratching his scalp.
There were a few minutes of silence before you spoke again. "Why did you wait so long to come back?" You asked quietly. Bucky looked up at you. "I wanted to be sure Shuri got everything out of my head. I wanted to be okay before I came back to you. She did. All the words are gone and I haven't had a Hydra nightmare since." You smiled down at him, running your hand in his hair.
"Why haven't I ever seen you dance like that before? It was beautiful." He asked her.
"I haven't danced like that in years. It's very emotional, and it takes a lot of energy." Bucky nodded against your legs. "I'd love to see you do it more, if that's okay with you."
"Yeah, I could do that." You told him, running your hand up and down his arm. His fingers were rubbing small circles on your thigh and you closed your eyes at the contact. A hum escaped your lips as he placed a kiss to your bare stomach. He did it again, his lips lingering on your skin.
"Bucky." You whispered, your hand tightening in his hair. He kissed lower, just at the top of your leggings, looking up at you through hooded lashes. "Do you want me to stop?" He asked. You shook your head. "God no." He smirked, that damn smirk, and sat up on the bed, pulling your legs so you were lying on the pillows. He pulled your leggings down, panties with them.
He started kissing up your legs, nipping at your thighs, placing a kiss right at your center that had you arching your back. It had been so long, and your body was aching for his. His tongue lapped at you and you moaned. "Oh God I missed that sound." Bucky said from between your legs. You were already so close and he was barely doing anything to you.
His tongue found your clit and you gasped when you felt two of his vibranium digits enter you. Bucky moaned into you and you felt him smile against your skin. "You feel so amazing baby. You taste so good." He mumbled and you smiled, remembering that he had full feeling in that hand now. You could feel your belly tighten and your back arched as you came on his hand, your eyes rolling back in your head, moaning his name loudly.
He crawled back up over you and you took his face in your hands. "Make love to me Bucky, I need you, please." You whispered. He leaned down and kissed you deeply, and you felt him push in. You moaned into his mouth at how good he felt, the burn of him stretching you out only lasting a few seconds. He stilled, almost shaking. You looked up at him to see him smiling down at you.
"God, I missed how it felt to be inside you doll." He whispered, pushing a strand of hair from your face. He leaned down and kissed you again, rolling his hips, causing you to wrap your legs around his waist. He kept an antagonizing slow pace, both of you just enjoying every minute of it. Your hands were on the back of his neck, holding him close to you. He was placing soft kisses down your neck. "I love you. I love you so much." He whispered against your skin.
"I love you too Bucky." You told him, pulling him in for another kiss. He picked up his pace just a little, the only sound in the room the soft moaning of each other's names. "I'm not gonna last much longer doll, it's been too long." He said softly. You nodded, feeling your own release coming too. "It's okay baby, come with me." You whispered, and that's all it took. Bucky's body went rigid, only taking two more thrusts to come, then you clenched around him, biting into his shoulder to stifle the loud moan that was trying to escape your lips.
You both laid there for a few minutes, catching your breath. Bucky leaned up on his elbows, looking down at you with a smile. "Hi." He said. You laughed. "Hi yourself." He slowly pulled out, and rolled off you, pulling you toward his chest. He wrapped his arm around your side and you tangled your hand in his hair and it wasn't long before you were asleep.