The morning sun began to shine through the light colored curtains of the room she started to stir from her sleep she woke at seven thirty roughly every morning and it soon became a simple habit. She sighed and mentally pushed herself to pick herself up and to get out of bed, so many days the idea of staying in bed is so tempting.

She hadn't gone to sleep until late last night due to her homework from her troublesome English teacher Tachibana. Oh could she picture him now his short size he was her height and she was pretty short if she could be perfectly honest, he had a small ring of hair with a black toupee trying to preserve his image of being young when he was clearly not.

Walking into the bathroom she let her body drain itself and washed her hands with the milk and honey scented soap before looking up at her reflection. She had small dark circles forming, touching the unwelcomed bags that had formed from her lack of sleep made her angry as she glared. She slowly inspected her face for any other imperfections, she wrinkled her face when she saw her lip was chapped. If she had to guess she probably was having trouble breathing last night and was being a mouth breather last night drying and damaging the lips she tried to keep so soft.

Her fingers went to test how bad her lip, inwardly cursing herself and thinking of what she would need to do today as she stared at herself.

"RIN!"

Hearing her name so suddenly she jumped back to reality and walked out of the bathroom, and made her way toward the kitchen with a groggy look on her face until she had something to eat and saw a little TV she wouldn't be fully awake. She was fine she didn't have to be in class until eight forty five, she sat down at the small table in the living room and turned on the TV.

The dorm was a very nice and expensive one at that it had two private bedrooms, a living/Kitchen area and a bathroom. It was perfect for just two college roommates who were just wanting a small yet spacious area one that wouldn't make them feel totally compacted and crowded. Rin smiled and saw her roommate bring to the table an easy breakfast of scrambled eggs, bacon, and pancakes.

Rin smiled happily before turning the channel to cartoons to watch fruit basket to be exact, she looked at her left to see her roommate sitting and rolling her eyes "Please Hiroko?" The woman looked at her with a bored expression and sighed "I suppose we can watch cartoons… again. You will just have to live knowing you are not mature enough to watch the drama shows and the news."

A giggle filled the room, it was Rin. That had been so funny she knew in some ways she wouldn't and couldn't grow up, "Okay. I don't like drama shows, they have too much drama I like simplicity and news is just blah boring. Unless there is like a plane crash but that too is just drama and sad drama at that."

The girl with hair dyed blonde and ruby red contacts over her naturally brown irises, and thin black glasses she wore a pencil skirt and a white blouse with her hair in a tight bun and close toed flat shoes and black panty hoses.

Rin smiled after eating her breakfast she left her roommate to go get dressed for her glasses, Hiroko was a good roommate and a good friend. She didn't have many friends she was kind of a loner and for good reason, but out of her little group of friends it was Hiroko who was the brainy one.

Walking into her room and went to her closet pulling out a maroon jumper skirt with a Alice and Wonder land pattern mixed into the fabric, the chest had a black ribbon making a corset design on the front. The under shirt was a long sleeve traditional white collared shirt and she had black rabbit panty hoses and maroon high heels with big bows. She walked over to her jewelry box and took out a black lace head band with a red rose on it, she quickly put her thick black hair up into a wig cap and put on her light chestnut brown wig with add on curled pigtails.

Smiling at herself she put on the headband, then pearl earrings and a matching necklace, the final touch was natural looking makeup with big fake eyelashes and blue contacts. She was happy with her appearance and smiled at how cute she looked before grabbing a purse that looked like a watch and walked out of her room into the bathroom. She quickly put on moonlight perfume and brushed her teeth then left walking into the main room to see her friend waiting for her.

"Rin, you look at adorable as ever."

"Hiroko you look as professional as always."

Both content with the nice exchange left the dorm and started to walk to class. They school they went to was called 'Tokyo University of the Arts.' Rin had just enrolled she was a sixteen year old freshman in the university and was the youngest one attending; she had been able to skip a few grades in grade school.

Rin walked with Hiroko to the point where they split up "See you at lunch." Hiroko nodded and blankly stared off with a distant glare "I made all of us a bento, so we can all share it." Rin smiled and gave her a big hug and lifted her right leg up before giggling and waving as she ran to class. She looked at the door and read the name Mr. Tachibana, Rin was double majoring. Sadly she had to deal with Mr. Tachibana a lot since she was majoring in creative writing and she was a Lolita model.

The school she went to was a very expensive school for a reason it offered performing arts, literally arts, normal arts and had a small culinary art class that just started this year. The school tried to offer and expand to all the arts for students in japan.

Rin sighed and walked into the waiting class room before going to her seat it was the fourth seat in third row. Her eyes stayed glued on her seat she didn't like interacting too much, trust wasn't a strong suit on her. Besides she mostly kept to herself and tried her best when in the class to only focus on class.

She sat and waited for the rest of class to file in after her, she took out her note book, her folder, a pencil and pen. People filed in beside her and around her a class mate smiled at her, the same one that always spoke to her.

"Hey Rin did you do your homework?"

Rin turned her head to her left looking away from him used her hand to support the side of her face as she tried to ignore him he was always annoying to her. He flirted too much and was always flirting with her or with another Lolita model there were only a few here on campus, only about ten of them.

"Hey dolly!" She felt her temper growing thin and glared at him "What Haku?" The name dolly in a way annoyed her, she was a living doll. However the name dolly reminded her of some western southern name and was just flat out annoying her name was Rin and she liked it so use it.

"Oh I was just curious if you did your homework."

"I did. Now quiet here comes Mr. Tachibana."

"I will only be quiet if you go out with me."

"Never."

"Then I'll never be quiet."

She sighed and got up from her seat and went to the only empty seat which was the front seat of row five. Haku had to give up right? Oh she could only hope, her teacher walked in front of the class going to the board and started writing down notes. Rin locked her eyes on it and took out her note book and black pen quickly writing it down.

All of a sudden she felt a tap on her shoulder and turned around annoyed who was interrupting her note taking?! She saw a student who held a piece of paper in her hand and tried to give it to Rin who only turned back to note taking, there was another tap and Rin was trying to ignore it but it was hard to.

Suddenly the tapping stopped and she noticed why Mr. Tachibana wasn't at the board no more, she looked behind her to see him holding the note. He looked at Haku and Rin and went to the front of the class and stood with a glare at his students "I didn't give up being a writer to teach the authors of tomorrow to use their time here to write little love notes like grade schoolers!"

Rin knew this would be embarrassing but she had to, she raised her hand and was called on. She stood up and spoke public speaking wasn't her strong suit but now it would have to be "I want no part of this, I only want to focus in class and take notes. I don't want any notes and there is nothing going on between me and Haku so those of you who think your helping by passing notes. Please don't anymore."

With that she sat down and the teacher nodded before ripping up the note and throwing it away "Very well said, no back to class. If I find another note in this class it will mean detention and a zero on the assignment of that day." Rin smiled and the rest of class wasn't all that hard it was easy to know Haku would be mad but he could just go chase the other nine living dolls around campus so it wouldn't last long.

It was soon lunch Rin only had her English class, her creative writing class and her fashion class, her modeling class and that was all. So two classes per day then the lunch and after that was free time. She waited in the dining hall for Hiroko who was double majoring in culinary and in photography, Hiroko was running a little late today. Rin smiled when she saw her other friend who was a drama and acting major. I smiled and jumped at my friend hugging her tightly it seemed whenever I wore Lolita I felt free to be me, to be childish. My friend Fuyu smiled and hugged me back picking me up and spinning me around "Oh Rin darling it has been so long since we have seen one another, I feel as if I was going to die being apart from you my loving daughter!"

When I was let go from Fuyu's arms and smiled looking at her "Another role?" Fuyu nodded and looked somewhere else clasping her hands together and gave it her all "I am a poor mother who has sent my child away to have a better life in the big city, I am a maid who has done everything to paid my child's way to a great school now I finally get to see her after five years. That child is you my darling Rin."

I couldn't help but roll my eyes Fuyu was my very dramatic friend and she was very funny and interesting too, and very popular with the guys. She was not slut but was very out there, but it didn't bother Rin the least bit. Rin had never had a boyfriend, the whole love and romance thing just didn't happen to her. It was hard for her to trust and it just didn't seem like a lot of importance, she never saw a real loving relationship.

My mother is Jin Yamamoto, she was a Child Psychologist. Who traveled all over Japan and even different parts of the world to study rare cases of children with strange backgrounds, she was always trying to make a new discovery. My father is Ryo Yamamoto, who was a child physician. He was also world renowned he worked on rare child cases and her mother and father would sometimes be on the same case at times.

They were hardly ever home, and Rin was always at home. She normally stayed at her dorm once a week and that was Friday. Today was Friday she just was going to have lunch then go home, her friends also stayed at home a lot of the time, Hiroko only stayed on Friday too. But she had a different reason, her parents had passed away and she was raising her two younger brothers.

Fuyu mostly partied and stayed the night at her friends' houses she stayed at her dorm on Mondays and Wednesdays mostly. Rin smiled seeing her friend Hiroko standing with a bento for them it was three layered. They ate and shared some small talk and Fuyu smiled looking at Hiroko "Say how are the growing monsters?"

"Ken and Kyo are fully human I assure you. They are good, both in 'Little Dango Learning Academy.' Also they are turning five in twelve days I hope you both come to their birthday."

I nodded and smiled looking at her the boys liked me I was their little play mate "I will be sure to come with a big gift too." Hiroko looked at me and shook her head smiling "That really isn't necessary." I pouted and looked at her "What else am I going to spend my huge allowance on?" Nothing else was said until Fuyu looked at me I smiled and poked her cheek "Poke."

She looked at me and wrapped me in her arms "Oh my loving daughter still loves me after all this time we were apart." I struggled in her grasp and looked at Hiroko who only shook her head she wasn't really a playful person, way to serious but Fuyu and Rin lightened her up a lot.

"Grandma help me!" Hiroko arched a brow and spoke smoothly "So now I'm grandma?" With a nod from she sighed and shook her head "I'm no drama major." I giggled and looked at her with a pout "Ken and Kyo will want to play and you have to pretend your something your not."

"They already want me to be a dinosaur."

"See."

Suddenly I looked over hearing my name being called and rolled my eyes as Fuyu held me. Haku smiled standing infront of all of us his hair was blonde from bleaching it and blue eyes from being a foreigner. Fuyu spoke up and I smiled "Oh Haku why don't you leave my poor child alone?"

"I want to add her to my life."

"Well I forbid it."

"So do i." I added plainly, honestly I didn't like him at all. Besides my parents are angry I'm not majoring in science degree so dating a writer wouldn't cut it in their eyes. I wasn't wanted as it was, as a child I came across my mother's journal and read all of it.

It was a journal about her pregnancy and how she was going to end it, but then my father brought it to her attention she could use me to test her theories on. It made me sad knowing that, and since I wasn't a wanted child. Nope I was a wanted testing subject, that explained why I had trust issues, and afraid of the dark.

Haku after some talking left to chase after another Lolita.

I started my walk home with Hiroko, we normally would walk together until we picked up her brother then walk a few blocks before parting ways. I often got on a bus or in a taxi and made it to my house, my parents are very wealthy and I got a great allowance. I usually spent It on outfits, staff members or friends.

Rin smiled skipping out of the front gate of the university with her friend Hiroko following her, she loved skipping it got you to places faster than walking and didn't tire you out like running. Hiroko cupped the side of her mouth and called "Rin! Wait for me, I'm not skipping and I'd like to talk!"

I turned around and started skipping backwards and giggled looking at my stick in a mud of a friend "Okay!" Soon I was by her side and talked side by side with Hiroko. We walked side by side a few blocks and I was we were talking about weekend plans when all of a sudden something hit us from behind, it hugged us both.

Turning around we saw it wasn't anything bad it was Fuyu I would say it wasn't anything dangerous, but get her mad and she will tear you limb from limb. She smiled happily and spoke with her normal voice, she was no longer in character.

"Hey what you doing tonight?!"

I didn't really have any plans I normally never do, I'm the good girl that stays at home. I normally go shopping online or watch movies, sometimes I type I have my own account on a writers site. My account name is 'Moonlight Love.' I always loved the moon, the peace it brings at night, the beauty it has, the silver shimmer, the enchanting glow, how it can be ruby red, petal pink, and my favorite is the whole moon. Half of it is darker than the other half every time I see it all I see is a ying yang sign, the crescent moon is also my favorite it's familiar to me somehow. It feels more calming…

"Um writing I guess, I need to write a few more chapters. Now that I have a larger fan base I need to update frequently."

"Ugh you and your laptop, I swear if I took it away you would have no life."

"Fuyu that isn't fair, Rin is doing what she loves. You and I do the same, I take care of my brother and cook a lot on the weekend. You party and dress up and go out under different names and personas."

"Hey I'm just saying I hang out and have friends."

"I have friends. I message them a lot online and talk to them, you know I don't do well in crowds. I don't really talk unless someone talks first."

"God! Can't you just come to a night club or something with me? Let go to a party or something, a movie even! Just have some fun."

"I'll call you Sunday and we can go to lunch how about that?"

"Fine. Oh looks like I have to go, this is my boyfriend's block see ya!" They watched as Fuyu smiled running down to the tenth house and knocked on the door, they saw her walk into the house and finished walking two more blocks. Hiroko looked at me with a calm smile "It's okay, not everyone is supposed to fit in with the young crowd. These days they just seem to party with no real goals in life." I nod I had always wished to fit in but no matter how I tried I never did, I always stuck out somehow.

The things that they did like crowd in a room and watch a movie, yet be on their phones the whole time not talking to each other or watching the movie. That just seemed so pointless, it was the things they did that seemed meaningless that drove me away from trying to fit in anymore. I learned to just be me I wasn't wired like they were, but that was alright I was immature style and behavior wise, yet mentally I was mature.

We stopped walking and I was awoken from my thoughts feeling something hug my waist, I looked down and saw two little boys with black hair and green eyes. The two boys had huge smiles on their faces and laughed hugging her "You look so girly!"

"Yea you look like a doll!"

"Are you a doll?"

"You are kawaii!"

"Will you come play with us?!"

"Why do you dress like that?"

"Can we get ice cream?"

"Do you have a boyfriend like sis?!"

"Why is your name Rin?"

I was mentally drained the two boys were always so wired with energy it was exhausting. Hiroko grabbed them by the back of their shirts and sighed pulling them off me and turned them around and held a finger up talking to them.

"Now listen you two, only ask her one question each. You both are too hyper right now, please calm down."

"Why?" They said almost in sync and tilted their heads trying to act cute, it had always worked on their parents and now was a habit that they tried on their sister.

"Because when we get home it is nap time."

"Oh…"

"Alright sis."

Ken looked at me he was the one with spiky short hair and dark green eyes, while Ken had longer hair that was neatly combed and had light green eyes. I smiled in truth I loved kids and wish I had a little brother or sister, but I wasn't even wanted so I had no brothers or sisters. However I couldn't help but dream of having a child, I wanted to have a child with the man I married. Then again to be married I would first have to date, and I didn't do that.

Ken spoke with a hyper voice yet only asked single question like Hiroko told him to, "Hey why is your name Rin?" I smiled some children asked the simplest things with such curiosity, he wanted to know why I was named what I was? So simple yet I find myself in him "I was named Rin, in honor of my parents. My mother is named Jin and my father Ryo, when you put them together you get a few names. The names you can get are Rin, Jyo, Yin and Jon. My parents decided Rin was best suited with my last name Yamamoto."

He smiled and nodded with a thoughtful look on his face them jumped into a hyper filled excitement "I was named Ken, because it was in a book mommy liked. Kyo was named Kyo because mommy said she and daddy met in Kyoto and it was where they fell in love. So Kyo is short for Kyoto."

Hiroko was still sad from her parents deaths, her brothers still believed that their mother and father were in America on vacation for their twentieth anniversary. It had been a few months and her parents bodies weren't able to be shipped here to Tokyo, they died in New York City in a car crash.

"That is really cool."

"My turn! Do you have a boyfriend?"

I couldn't help but blush and shake my head "No. I don't."

"Why?" Hiroko came to my rescue she knew I didn't like talking about it "I said only one question that is two Kyo." We walked and came to our fork in paths home, I gave them all hugs and then hailed a taxi and waved as we drove off.

I smiled and then turned to the taxi driver and spoke clearly "Sakura Circle, fifteen please." The driver zoomed off north and spoke in a rough voice he had a baseball cap on "That's a really rich neighborhood isn't it?"

"I guess it is, I don't really like to talk sorry."

"Nah it's okay, I was just curious you're the first one that made me drive there."

I looked out the window watching the world pass me by, watching life pass me by. All I ever did was stay to myself in class, in a house by myself with staff members being my caretakers, and with two people outside of class. I never ventured out and never did anything daring…

It wasn't before long I arrived in front of my family's estate, it was a decent size mansion. It had a total of thirty two rooms and was three stories, some would say living like that was amazing. All I can say is that is lonely, I would love to live in a small four room house with a mother and father that were always there. I paid the man and walked to the door and knocked with the knocker, my house was western style my family loved the western style of early America.

I sighed and waited within a second or two the door opened with a maid bowing "Miss Rin, how wonderful it is to see you once again. Please come in, allow me to take your purse to your room?" I walked in and shook my head smiling "No, I'm fine that is where I'm going right now."

"Yes, Miss Rin. Call if you need anything."

"I will, thank you Mika."

"It is my honor."

With that we parted ways as I took the elevator to the third floor, I listened to the classical music of Bach as I waited for the ding that would tell me I'm on the third floor. It wasn't long before I heard it and saw the doors open, as I walked out I saw two maids in the hall, one was dusting the paintings and fixtures decorating the hall and the other cleaning the windows.

I nodded to them I was thanking them and acknowledging them, they went back to work and I went to my room. My room was pale pink with a canopy bed with pink satin sheets and a light flowery pink, I went to my golden coat hanger and hung up my purse. I took out my coin purse that was a small pink puppy and opened it to reveal my jump drive. I looked at my desk and then went over to my hope chest at the end of my bed it was light chestnut color matching my book selves, my TV stand and my desk, and dresser. I opened it and looked under a few quilts to find my laptop, I always hid it so if anything happened It was safe.

I walked over to my desk and turned on my laptop and stuck in my jump drive, then the words started pouring into my fingers as I began to type away my thoughts of another chapter. It was a romance about a bad boy who was in a gang and a hard working girl and shy girl. Since she didn't date she could at least imagine the perfect romance and make it real, or real to her by typing.

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AN: Tell me in reviews who you want to see next, whoever I get more reviews of in the next three days is who I will write about. Trust me they all have great back stories.

Sango?

Miroku?

Inuyasha?

Sesshomaru?

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Thank you, I'm trying to give your fans/readers more interactive part in my writing ^-^

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