Hello there,

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Here it is, as promised... my time has not been mine lately, so a bit late, but still done. This might not be updated as regularly as I do with Labels..., but I want to give my best. Also I think it might be just about around 5-7 chapters.

I had that in a file for quite some time, so I now wanted t give it a go, after that finale... and to make my boys and girls happy, to give them some goodness to read, with the drama of course.

So, let me set the scene:

Mid-season 5. Blair is still pregnant and just went over to see Dan, who knows about the child. Expecting him to either stop her from marrying Louis or telling her he loves her or run away with her, or maybe all three things together. I'm not sure, yet if I just pick that random event and ignore all the other seasons before too, or if I might insert an event to turn it into my direction, but if I do I tell you beforehand.

I am open to suggestions, as always and I have no idea where it will go, and I still need to find a villain, besides Louis. :)

So I do hope you read, enjoy and tell me what you think.

Thanks again my sweets.

All my love,

glamourgirl

xoxo

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Gossip Girl or anything related to it. The plot is mine and all additional characters, too, but I will tell beforehand if I made them up.

*Please don't flame, I do not do it, so I expect you to do the same. Constructive criticism is always welcome.*

I don't care what they say, you were mine all the way.

"I could love this child."

"What? But why?" she looked so helpless.

He slid off his stool, moving closer to her.

Blair watched him, saw him swallowing, taking deep breaths.

Her eyes were fixed on his lips, silently praying he would say something, or do something, but at the same time, praying he wouldn't.

She prayed he would keep those gorgeous lips sealed.

Those lips who had kissed her twice already.

She had vowed to keep those luscious lips away from her as far as possible.

She had already convinced herself that it didn't mean anything, two times; she couldn't do it a third time.

If he would kiss her now, she'd be lost.

Lost forever, in him.

Lost forever, not in this triangle of love she is already having with Louis and Chuck, but in this mess, that would then also include her best friend Daniel Humphrey.

A man she wasn't ready to lose. Yes, she knew she was selfish, but that's part of the charm and package Blair Waldorf comes in, right?

She felt so forlorn.

'Oh god Humphrey.'

And suddenly she felt his lips on hers, moving softly with just the right amount of pressure.

His smell was enchanting and lulling her in, comforting and overpowering her like no other.

She was so going to write Jo Malone about their so NOT working candles.

She felt her breath hitching and her hands grabbing his shirt.

Her knees were going weak.

Soft, soft lips moving against hers, so fitting, so loveable, so perfect.

He was nipping, teasing, and carefully deepening the kiss.

Blair felt her world spinning.

It was everything and more.

She felt the long fought tears prickling in the corners of her eyes.

His hands loosely draped over the small of her back, were now pulling her closer. Closer into him. Closer into his warmth. Closer into his body. Closer into this wonderful mess.

Pictures of Chuck were flashing before her eyes.

She heard a voice deep inside her: 'He changed Blair. He changed for good. Ask him. Ask him. If Humphrey said yes, so will he.'

And then she pushed.

Pushed with all her might, herself and Dan apart.

Hard.

She moved away, backwards, slightly turning herself so that she had the door behind her.

Always looking for the easy way out, don't you, Blair?

She smirked for the fraction of a second at her own silent remark.

Dan looked puzzled.

"Blair." he sounded heart-broken.

She looked up.

His eyes were shiny, deep, and warm. Filled with all the emotions and feelings he had for her.

There were so many, but all Blair could see was love.

Love.

Pure, undenying love.

For her.

It broke her heart.

It broke her heart into thousands of pieces.

How could she have not known? How could she have been so blind?

Tears were spilling out of her eyes.

She couldn't stop them nor did she care.

She had convinced herself that there was nothing.

He had convinced her that there was nothing.

She swallowed, trying to buy herself time to think about her next step, but it just floated out of her.

"Why?" and with that, she broke his heart.

"Because I love you, you idiot." he felt pathetic.

"No. Please… please don't." Blair was moving again, away from him in the direction of the door.

"What? Please, don't tell me you love me, because it makes it all more complicated?" he sounded angry and frustrated.

Blair nodded and whispered: "Yes."

"Well newsflash Lady, life isn't easy."

"But I can't, Dan. I just can't." Another step in the direction of the door.

"So like all those other times, it didn't mean anything to you?" Hurt, hurt, hurt, that's what his voice was saying.

Another step.

"Nothing at all?" his voice hitched.

She remained silent.

Not trusting herself with anything.

Dan groaned and his hands were sweeping over his face and into his hair.

A gesture to calm himself, but it turned Blair weak.

She had never been able to resist his hair.

His hair that was so soft under her touch.

Those soft curls that were so him.

Those soft curls that promised her comfort, security, love, and such beautiful children.

"It means everything to me, Dan." she heard herself saying and then clasped her hands over her mouth.

How could she? How could she be so weak, so vulnerable, so open?

And then there was silence.

Uuhhh... makes me all tingly inside. So good, but in such a sad context. Seems like I have a soft spot for the melodramatic side of things. ;)

So tell me what you think.

Love reviews. Love replys. Love ya all.

xoxo