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Warnings: Now, this series will contain a lot of VERY graphic and sometimes VERY negatively charged sex. This has been deemed a mature read for a reason people! Please don't read this if you don't like pain, humiliation, rough sex, multiple sex partners, master and servant relationships and mild swearing.
For those of you who are still here, know that this fic also contains different degrees of crossdressing, a slightly OOC Severus (otherwise the fic wouldn't work!), sex-toys, mild BM and nail polish.
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The Urge to Belong
Severus spread his legs a bit more over the toilet seat and applied another shaving charm under his balls running his hands around them to feel if he'd missed a spot he couldn't see. Smooth, no hair could be felt. He angled his wand one more time and applied another charm, just to be sure, and ran his hands lower to his arsehole. He felt ashamed at his own carelessness when he touched around the small nub with a long finger and felt that it was starting to grow hair again. Taking a deep breath he started spelling it hair free, cursing internally at the end of the year and its busy schedule that had kept him grounded, correcting the students' tests and essays, preventing him from keeping up with his personal care.
No matter, he thought, the little devils were out of his hair again for another blissful summer and he couldn't for the life in him see a better way to start enjoying his holidays than a full grooming, something he'd been too busy to attend to. He ran his hands over his hole again and moaned at the smooth silky feeling it gave him this time. He couldn't help himself and giving in he dipped a fingertip inside it, probing and wriggling it around, trying to find his prostate in the awkward angle he found himself in, perched over the toilet sit. He was able to brush it lightly with a deeper prod and moaned, spreading his long legs even wider. Sparing a glance at the bathroom mirror he saw himself naked and panting, completely open to his own ministrations and moaned again, he felt pathetic, but this was too good to stop now. He let go of his wand and lowered his hand to his aching cock, pleased by the complete smoothness he found there as well, no hair impairing his tugging and pulling at it.
Taking a deep breath he held firmly at the base of the member, cutting off a bit of circulation, tightening his hand like a cock ring. He kept pressuring the base as he added another finger into his arse, starting to think now that instead of fingers they were something much thicker and warmer then that. He pictured a big meaty cock ripping him open at the same time as strong masculine hands grabbed him by the hair and lowered him to the ground, leaving him helpless with his arse high in the air to be fucked raw by the cock filling him. The hands would hold his shoulders down with bruising strength, and leave his cock hanging from his body to thrust against the air, unattended.
He fantasized of the body behind the cock, something big, strong and hairy brushing against his back leaving a trail of pungent male sweat that would overwhelm him and make him submissive to the other man's every whim. He could feel a warm wet mouth licking at his abused shoulder, in an uncharacteristic act of tenderness right before strong merciless teeth bit against his pliant unsuspecting flesh, drawing blood and to his disappointment ripping the orgasm out of his frenzied body shattering the illusion and bringing him brutally back to his cold and empty bathroom. He looked down at his flagging dick and felt repulsed by himself. "Useless think" he said to it, slapping it once and holding back the pained moan he'd been about to voice out. He'd been holding it so tightly and even then he'd come, stupid, useless thing, he repeated to himself, not even taking the time to enjoy the languidness his hasty climax had brought him. "If I had someone to tell me to hold back…" he stopped that line of thought before he went too far, "Get a grip Severus, as if you'd ever get to have a decent master for a change…"
He reigned in his desire with disappointment, making himself think of his previous Master and all the suffering he'd been through to get rid of the abusive prat. Scourgifying himself a few times he went about his business, analyzing his whole body again with clinic eye and focusing on hair removal from tip to toe. It was hours before he pronounced himself finished and cursed again at the time it took, it wouldn't have taken so long if he'd had a little time every now and then, but the end of term…
He stopped his train of thought again, it was useless, the term was over and done with and he could tend to himself as much as he wanted now. Sighing contentedly Severus stepped under the shower and proceeded to wash his hair squeaky clean, happy to be away from the noxious fumes the students created over their un-experienced caldrons. By the time he was ready he felt much, much better, sparing another glace at the mirror to spell his hair dry he left the bathroom and went directly to his dressing room. In a dark hidden corner he opened a notice-me-not spelled chest of drawers and removed a few pieces of clothing he then brought to his room. Sitting over the bed he got first the pair of lacy knickers and held back the pleasurable goose flesh he felt at finally dressing them again after so long.
He put it aside for a moment and reached for his bedside table removing a thin jeweled butt plug made of gold. It had been the only useful present Lucius Malfoy had left him with after so many years of torture by their Master's hands. He spelled a little bit of lube around it and slid it inside his arse, moaning at the cold metallic feel as it brushed softly against his prostate. The plug had been custom made for Severus and it was small enough for long term use, the onix on the lower end was the only thing showing once the plug was fully inside. Once adjusted Severus looked down on the knickers again, this pair was red, a colour he found out, much to his chagrin, that complimented his skin very nicely and made it glow in pleasant white paleness, not the yellowed sickly hue it was given when he wore black. Next came the pantyhose, this pair didn't require garters since it ended up high on his tights with a beautiful lacy edge that stretched and was spelled to hold in place, no matter what.
Taking a deep breath and feeling his cock already filling again in the tight confines of his knickers, he turned to put on the beautiful silk and lace corset that hugged his chest with a simple flick of his wand and adjusted it tightly so he had a little trouble breathing if he moved around much. He moaned at the lovely feeling and held back the urge to touch his now fully engorged cock again. No, he decided, he had work to do, many potions to attend to and he knew the reason why his work came out so perfect during his holiday period. It had nothing to do with extra time so much as with the extra accessories he wore under his brewing robes.
Making a final stop in front of the mirror to tie his hair back, he chose a red silky thread since he knew nobody would be coming down to the dungeons today, so early in the holidays that all the teachers would be treasuring their free time too much to plague themselves with his company. His eyes fell on the leather dog collar lying on his vanity and he sighed painfully, holding his hands back, making a conscious effort not to touch it longingly. He admired the black leather and gold latch until his cock ached with the need to submit to somebody else's desire. Severus closed his eyes for a moment and pictured his dream lover again, the strong compact body towering over his kneeling form, his own hands caressing the hairy masculine legs by his order, a slap to the face and his willing submission, taking the big cock into his mouth, sucking on it hungrily, looking up at golden eyes that shone with desire and wild possessiveness… "Remus…" he whispered and thrust his hips forward, upsetting the trinkets over the vanity, coming back from his daydream as abruptly as he'd gone into it.
Swearing, he reached down of a bit of kohl that had fallen from his open purse and decided to smudge a bit around his eyes. He didn't wear makeup very often, but today he needed to feel pretty, mostly because he desperately wanted to fool himself into thinking that his solitude was self imposed and not society's way of telling him he was an ugly hateful bastard with no chance whatsoever of getting what he so desperately wanted, to feel cherished and desired by somebody. After a moment he lowered the kohl and looked himself at the mirror, holding back frustrated tears when his eyes got attracted directly to his beaky nose, not even noticing the recently painted eyes. He dropped the kohl back into his makeup purse and left the room, sending a pulse of raw magic at the mirror that shattered spreading glass all over the vanity and the floor.
He couldn't care less, picking up his brewing robes from the peg by the office door he went into is lab, decided to focus into other things that not his pathetic love live or his desperate need for submission at the hands of another. It was a few hours latter that Severus was roused from the pleasant trance-like state brewing potions induced on him. It took him a few minutes to recognize that the distant sound he was hearing in the background was actually somebody knocking on his door and it took another few minutes for him to realise that if he didn't go out there and answer it the sound would keep coming. Sighing, or at least trying to, since the corset around his chest prevented him from taking too deep a breath, he took measured steps in the bright heels he'd been wearing to open the door to his outer office. To get there he had to cross the lab and the office, so as he un-warded and opened the bloody door he was discreetly trying to gain his breath back. To his complete despair, Remus Bloody Lupin was standing as his threshold, hand raised and poised for another knock when Severus opened.
"Lupin" he muttered, trying to sound irritated as the air left him for a completely different reason than that of the corset constricting his chest. "What do you want? It's my first day free from those brainless little bastards they call students and you're already here littering my doorstep!" he had to take a succession of short quick breaths after his outburst, and shift a little to accommodate his bursting cock inside the tight knickers, all the time mindful not to reveal the bright red shoes he was wearing under his long black robes.
Lupin for some reason seemed taken aback for a moment and Severus feared he'd revealed himself in some way, but he calmed down when the other man kept his cool and answered, "I'm awfully sorry to be bothering you so early in the summer Severus, but as you might already know, Albus has approached me again about a teaching position here at Hogwarts and he suggested as a condition a trial period, I'm to live here from the summer on, taking the Wolfsbane potion until the term starts again, I'm sure Albus talked to you about it" Lupin looked utterly innocent, but Severus cursed him under his breath. Yes Albus had talked to him about it and in his haste to enter his own blessed little world Severus had forgotten all about it! Now here he was with Lupin standing at his door, fully expecting an invitation to enter and discuss the details of the endeavor as Albus had told him he would. Dreading the next half hour Severus stepped aside carefully and barked something for Lupin to come in. "Sit down Lupin and don't expect me to offer you tea and cookies for I won't"
The other man did so, but said nothing for a while seeing that Severus remained standing. "Aren't you going to sit down Severus? This is your office after all" he said with an infuriating smile.
Severus stiffened and looked down at his own chair. He couldn't for the life in him think of a good excuse not to sit, apart from the truth, which was too ludicrous to share, so dreading his own reaction he slowly lowered himself to the chair and moaned feeling the butt plug lodged inside of him slid a bit further and causing his suffering cock to jerk inside the knickers. He was so hard by now that the tip of his cock had found its way out of the elastic band and lay flat against his belly squeezed against it, leaking come over the red lace. Carefully Severus spread his legs a bit, so focused on not creaming himself in front of Lupin he completely forgot that sitting, the hem of his long robes came up and that now the pair of shiny red heels he wore was completely revealed to Lupin's eyes. Still, the man seemed oblivious, he started talking, but Severus had no idea what his words were, so lost in his own predicament as he was.
Suddenly, he felt a hand brush against the nape of his neck, and he jolted, causing himself to move that last bit towards orgasm thus creaming himself with a long breathy moan "Remus…" and the man in question took that moment to grab the silk tying his hair back and muttered "Red Severus?" right on his ear. "Isn't that too Gryffindor for you?"
Severus was beyond himself with shame. He had no idea what to do now. Not only had he come in front of a completely unsuspecting person (Lupin for Melin's sake!), said person was the sole object of his desire and now they knew it because he'd just whispered their given name upon coming. He felt the acute need for air and fought for it in laboured needy pants as Lupin moved around his chair, he hadn't even seen the man stand from his seat!
The werewolf towered over him, standing in front of his chair and looking down on Severus. Then, he did the unimaginable and with a quick movement of his hands he was holding his cock, completely hard, close to Severus face and spoke in a cold commanding voice, "I don't care what's impairing your breathing Severus but you'll suck on my cock like you mean it and when I'm done, I'll see what I'll do about you"
Feeling a spark of desire run through him despite the absurdity of the situation Severus took a moment to admire Lupin's cock. It was fully erect and it was not big, it was huge, much thicker than in Severus wildest dreams and for a moment he thought if it had to do with the lycanthropy or if the Lupin family was just very well endowed. He didn't reach any conclusion though, since at that moment Remus started rubbing the tip against his face, smearing it with pre-come. Finally he held it against Severus mouth and shoved it inside with one long brutal movement, holding Severus head by the hair and muttering, "Careful with the teeth or I'll come for you on the full moon without any Wolfsbane".
Severus didn't nod, he was focusing all his being on not choking to death over Lupin's cock. Opening his mouth wide he felt the other man thrust his log forward until it hit the back if his throat and he gagged. Lupin didn't pay any attention to that though and he said so grabbing by Severus hair tighter and holding him down on the shaft, "I don't care for gagging Severus and I don't wait for my bitches to get used to my cock do you hear me?"
Severus moaned and felt his cock try to stir pitifully at being called a bitch. He swallowed around Lupin's cock and opened his mouth wider, trying to relax his throat for the man's next assault. To his amazement, it worked, and the log slid past his throat and further still, bending a bit down to enter fully into his mouth. Looking up he saw Lupin holding his wand in hand, the man had just spelled him reflex-free, even so his breathing was laboured and since his nose was having trouble bringing air down to his constricted lungs he soon started seeing black spots around his eyes.
Seeing, or maybe feeling, his air-headedness Lupin pulled his hair more roughly and said, "You'd better swallow Severus, or else". He rammed his cock down Severus throat once more, this time with such force Severus felt the hairy balls slapping his chin and started spurting an inordinate amount of come down his throat. The thick liquid coated Severus throat and mouth and soon started dribbling out even as he worked frantically to swallow it all.
Once Lupin's cock started flagging he pulled it out but didn't put it back into his pants, simply letting his brown tattered robes fall over it. "I told you to swallow it Severus, all of it but you still have some on you face, why is that?" he demanded, pulling Severus' head up to look at him.
Severus moaned with need and begged, "Please… I'm sorry, please punish me…" His words were merely breathed out, but Lupin seemed to have heard them all. He smiled a feral smile and slapped Severus face a few times, leaving the cheeks red and swollen. "You look good with a blush Severus" he said, admiring his own works for a moment and when Severus sobbed and thanked him for it he unwound his hands from his hair, shaking out the large black tufts that came with them and ran his hands on Severus abused scalp soothingly this time. The man kneeled in front of Severus' shocked face and whispered secretively, "I didn't mean to scare you Severus, I can be a tad rough when it comes to sex and I just couldn't help myself. Once I smelled your seed, the wolf just went crazy…"
"Smelled?" Severus repeated shocked. His mind refused to wrap itself around the situation. He was happy yes and sated, but still he didn't understand how Lupin had come to him and given him exactly what he needed at the moment. Then he felt his body engulfed by despair at the thought that for Lupin this might have been just a quick fuck and a way to ensure he had bribing material against him. He'd seen him with lingerie after all.
"Severus?" Lupin now sounded scared, "Severus please tell me… tell me you dressed up like this for me, tell me I didn't make a mistake!" He shook Severus lightly by the shoulders, his face betraying the stress and confusion he was undergoing himself.
Seeing Lupin's panic seemed to bring Severus out of the lust induced stupor and self pity and caused him to regain his senses, "Lupin, no I didn't dress up like this for you" he said mockingly and Remus let go of his shoulders as if he'd been burned, "However" Severus said forcefully, not giving time for Lupin to start apologizing, "I think this misunderstanding has revealed quite a bit about ourselves and I see it in our best interests to talk it out, lest something interesting or gruesome come out of it"
Remus seemed to calm down a bit at Severus' renewed stream of words. He sat back down on his chair and looked intently at the other man as if waiting for answers. "First of all, I want to get something clear. You did not force yourself on me as you seemed to imply, any pleasure you might have reaped from my body was given willingly I… I seem to have desire for you and I enjoyed your forcefulness quite a bit" he looked down at his red nails and flushed, Lupin must think him a freak, he'd forgotten all about them.
"I desire you as well Severus, very much but before you continue I… I have something to tell you. This "forcefulness" as you put it was not an isolated event. When it comes to sex, the wolf and I… well… I behave much more instinctually than most people and not only close to the full moon, sex with me is usually rather… extreme to say the least"
Severus let a low moan come out, despite his better judgment and flushed when Lupin looked up at him, surprised. "I… thought as much" he cleared his throat seeing Lupin's surprised and marginally offended face and tried again, "I mean I… fantasized about it"
"You fantasized about me being rough with you?" Lupin sounded scandalized for a moment but then he smiled and sounded pleased, "Have got a submission fetish on you Severus?"
Severus smiled and decided it was now or never, so he stood up and started unbuttoning his robes, "You've got no idea" he told Lupin at the same time as his robes fell down to the floor.
Lupin panted and growled like an animal taking his once again erect cock in hand as soon as Severus was disrobed. "By Merlin Severus, you look hot" he stepped toward him and touched the bit of come ruined lace on Severus knickers, "Do you walk around wearing that all year around?"
"Not really… I… I get too nervous if I do. You saw me earlier, I'm afraid to act like that in front of Albus and then what? I'd get fired for being a pervert" He snorted and led Lupin's hand further down, cupping his spent cock with them. "I've already came twice today, I doubt I'd be able to lift it up again… but you look ready to go" he pointed down at Lupin's cock poking out of his open robes. "Would you mind… I mean… would you like to… f… fuck me?" Severus felt horrible asking for this, he knew he was not an attractive person by any means and he'd already sucked on Lupin's cock, a dream he'd never thought might come true. A real fuck with the man of his dreams was too much to get through with even in fantasy, let alone the real thing.
Lupin seemed surprised, "Why are you even asking? Severus, after all this talk I'd mind very much not fucking you!"
Severus let go of his held breath and started removing his knickers but Lupin put a hand over his and Severus shivered watching how the brown hairs grew thick on the back of it, he could only imagine how Lupin's chest would look like. "Not here Severus, if we're doing this, can't we at least do it in bed?"
Severus nodded, he'd agree to anything by now to have Lupin's meaty log buried deep inside his arse. He led the other man through a hidden passage behind a bookshelf, into a steep tunnel and then into his rooms on the first floor. He had no time to remove his underwear because as soon as the door had been closed behind them, Lupin the werewolf was back and pressing him against the nearest wall. He downed his mouth on Severus' scratching him with the rough stub on his chin and upper lip, his tongue thrust through Severus' lips tangling with his, clumsy with desire, caressing it with sure measured strokes, drinking from Severus mouth, extracting his pleasure from it.
Once he let go Severus' eyes were going black again, the corset plus the pressure of Lupin's body pressing against him and he was panting desperately. Lupin seeing that fished his wand from Merlin knew where and spelled him corset free, exclaiming at his pierced nipples, sucking and chewing on them mercilessly until Severus was crying in pain, begging him to stop. Lupin did so, releasing one bloody nipple with a final tug on the gold stud hanging from it, and lifting Severus in his arms, throwing him unceremoniously over the bed.
Severus landed on his back, knees bent and legs spread, leaving his genitals protected from Lupin's hungry eyes only by the lacy knickers which were shredded as soon as the man reached the bed, he growled in pleasure at the sight, "Like to feel naked huh Severus, been shaving yourself lately?" He asked, dragging a finger from Severus' balls to his arse, where he found the plug still deeply imbibed. Lupin fingered the plug speculatively once, but left it there deciding that he'd explore other parts of Severus body for now. He touched the shriveled penis and licked around the circumcised head a few times, enjoying Severus' tortured moans at not being able to react further to the caress. He dipped lower and started licking between Severus' balls when his tongue touched something hard and cold. Surprised he pulled his head back and spread the ball's aside, gasping at the sight of a magical jewel pierced deep into Severus' tender flesh. He licked at the jewel, feeling its magic on his tongue and growled at Severus' pleasured whine. Deciding not to ask, at least for now, he proceeded on his exploration, leaving the man's genitals alone for now he went to worry one ringed ear chewing on the flesh he whispered, "I'm about to claim you Severus, once my cock is inside you and my seed is coating your insides you'll be mine and I want nothing that doesn't belong to me marking your body. Is any of these jewels and markings that you wear a sign of another's ownership of you?" He pointed at the tattoos and piercings scattered over his body.
Severus took a moment to register the words but as soon as he'd deciphered them he shook the lust out of his eyes and presented his left arm, ashamed. Remus recognized at once the scars left by the faded Dark Mark, remembrance of the late Voldemort's legacy. He looked down at Severus eyes as a warning and said "You will not trash, you will bare this down as it befits you"
Severus felt his heart thud painfully inside his chest, dreading and anticipating what was to come in equal measures. He was caught unprepared when Remus bared his teeth and with a swift vicious movement bit the scar out of Severus arm. No pain had ever compared to that, except perhaps the Cruciatus curse but on a completely different level. He registered numbly that Remus' order said nothing about screaming and let his voice out screaming his throat raw as he remained completely motionless, fighting his body's urge to shove the werewolf away from him and cradle his aching arm close to his body.
He watched as Lupin spat the marked flesh out and proceeded to lick Severus' wound thoroughly, until through some spell Severus didn't see him cast, no more blood came out of it, even if the gash still looked fresh and raw. Once he was finished he flipped Severus over as if he was made of paper and after a few moments when he was probably disrobing himself he came back to the bed, kneeling behind his prone form. "Relax" he ordered as Severus felt him push the butt plug out and just as swiftly press his own un-lubed shaft against his arse. Lupin's strong hands were crushing his waist in their strong hold and after an excruciating moment Severus felt the hot fiery burn of being dry fucked by a shaft as thick as a centaur's.
He sobbed, feeling a bit of blood come up from his abused throat and then he moaned thrusting back against the man, wanting to feel his balls slapping against his arse. Lupin seemed to understand his need then and pushed until not an inch of his cock was left out of Severus arse. He ruled his desire to fuck the other man raw against the mattress, and waited inside of him for a long moment, basking in the heat and the twitching spasms Severus didn't seem able to control.
"Home" Severus whispered and at that moment Remus felt a bit of his soul lost to the man around him, he moaned and agreed, "Yes Severus, I'm making you my home" Severus moaned and squeezed around him and Remus took that as permission to start thrusting. He adjusted himself over Severus body, covering him from the tip of his head to the tip of his toes, mounting him like a dog would on a bitch in heat. He started thrusting shallowly, slow at first, but then building up his pace. He stayed like that for a long time, hearing Severus' painful desperate moans asking for more in a strangled ruined voice, until his tongue lolled out like a dog's and he found Severus' neck, slick with sweat. He started licking at it, licking, licking and licking until he was sure the skin there was too sensitive to bear much longer and then he dug his teeth into it, biting much like he'd bit the arm earlier, drawing blood but not enough to tear the skin out.
Severus wheezed, his voice long since gone for him to be able to scream properly and he asked for more, more, more… Remus let the neck wound alone for now, enjoying the taste of Severus blood in his mouth he decided it was time to claim his bitch. He pulled up, kneeling behind Severus again, and changed his thrusting from fast and shallow to brutal and deep. He watched his cock come completely out of Severus arsehole only to thrust it back in balls deep into the man. It was mere moments until he came like this, buried deeply into Severus' channel, shooting his seed into him and coating his bowels. Finally, when no seed came out anymore and his cock was starting to shrink, he reached for the gold plug he'd removed earlier and pressed it back up into Severus' arse. "This is for you to keep every last drop of my seed inside of you"
Severus nodded stiffly, feeling the pain on his wounded neck. "I know you're in pain Severus, but there is one more thing I need to do before we're finished, turn around and show me your neck" Severus did so, Lupin knelled and licked his neck again until the blood stopped coming out, "Now turn around and show me your cock" Again, he obeyed and was somewhat taken aback when Lupin held his cock over his genitals and started pissing on them. He pissed on his cock, on his balls and around his arse and when he was finished he stooped to rub the piss on the skin some more until it was dry.
When that was finished he moved up and started to piss on Severus face, rubbing it again all around his eyes, his cheeks, his forehead and finally he ordered him to open his mouth and to swallow the last bit. Severus did so, feeling disgusted and thrilled at the same time. By the time Lupin pronounced them to be finished Severus felt his stomach drop to his feet, he'd just swallowed the piss of a man who was about to leave him. He felt vulnerable and exposed and ridiculous and was about to lash something out when Lupin lay down beside him and snaked his furry arms around his waist, holding him close.
Lupin must have felt his tense muscles because after a few moments he held him closer and whispered, "You have no idea what I've just done to you, have you Severus?"
The man in question was about to say something humiliating to save face and avoid answering that in fact no, he had not idea about what had just happened from the moment Lupin had entered his quarters till just now, but the werewolf beat him to it. "I've just claimed and marked you as my sexual partner" he paused a moment and he said, "You've become my bitch so to speak. It means… well it means I'll want to stick around for a while" Lupin gave a somewhat shy lopsided smile.
Severus felt hot with desire inside at Lupin's words, but outside he held himself together and said, "What gives you the right to…"
"You did Severus, when you answered to me the way you did by presenting me the only mark on your body that has been put there by someone else, not to mention all these marks you have" he pointed to Severus' several tattoo's and piercings, "they tell me all about your need to be owned and marked by someone else" Lupin looked down at him and smiled, "And if they hadn't, the dog collar lying on your vanity would had been a dead give away".
Severus tensed a bit more in Remus' arms, "You're not disgusted by that?" He asked, dreading the answer and its repercussions.
"Disgusted? I'm turned on by it" Remus caressed Severus' whole arm and kissed the wild flower pattern etched on it. He said nothing for a while just touching and enjoying Severus warm body. Then he grabbed his wand and spelled the other arm clean and wrapped in gauze. "You cannot spell this Severus, it has to heal the natural way" he said, conjuring a sling to rest the arm in.
"Thank you" Severus murmured, finally able to move the damaged limb again. "We should discuss the topic you came here to discuss in the first place" he was testing the waters and felt relieved to see that Remus abandoned the domineering persona once the sex was over, "Yes", he answered. "Actually… I was about to say before, if you're too busy with your personal projects to brew the wolfsbane for me I can ask Albus to find another brewer"
Severus waved his good hand at Remus, "Nonsense, it's not like I can't multitask"
"With wolfsbane?" Remus said surprised.
"I am a Potions Master, aren't I?" Severus sounded a bit irritated but he turned around and ran his hand over Remus' lower lip once showing he wasn't really. "Now that that has been dealt with, I want to know how we are going to go about this" and he pointed at Remus and himself.
"How would you like to go about it?" Remus gave the question back and Severus felt uncomfortable.
"I…"
"Would you wear that dog collar for me?" Remus asked, having mercy of Severus.
"Merlin yes!" Severus answered at once jumping from the bed and grabbing the collar on the vanity shaking it free of glass shards he brought it to Remus with trembling fingers and waited for him to take it.
Remus held the collar in his hands and examined it before fingering the latch. The collar was made of plain black leather, but the latch was gold. On the outside it looked like a common collar for a big dog, but holding it in his hands Remus could feel the ownership magic coursing through it. He looked at Severus eyes and noticed that the man was kneeling on the floor before the bed, his eyes closed, face held in an expression of expectancy. "You do know what this means, don't you Severus? Once I put this collar around your neck we'll have set the Animal Rites into motion, I want to know if you really want to go through this with me"
Severus opened his eyes and seemed to have sobered up completely. "I know what it means Remus, I was part of the Rites with another master once, it was what made me crave for dominance like I do until today"
"I will not treat you like your previous master Severus and I will not enter the Rites and be compared to him" Remus answered very seriously, holding Severus eyes with his.
"I know. That is not what I meant, I have no desire to be a pet to that kind of master again I… I want a decent master for a change. I had never dared to hope… I… please Remus, if you enter the Rites with me… I… I know I am not much of a prize but… please…" Severus looked down, braking eye contact with the other man, trying to hide his shame. He'd promised himself he'd not act like this. He'd promised that if the opportunity ever rose again he would not beg. Taking a deep breath the tried not to notice how much his hands were shaking, he did not look up at the other man.
Remus made his decision then, he took a deep breath and placed the leather collar around Severus neck. When he fastened the latch, the collar glowed blue once and then went quiet again, looking harmless, Severus was crying. "Thank you" he whispered, "Thank you, thank you…"
Remus smiled and touched his hair, caressing it. "Do you have more women underwear?" he asked, deciding to change the subject for now.
"Yes" Severus nodded but kept his eyes cast, ashamed of his tears.
"Wear it for me. Under your robes"
He looked up at Remus with bleary eyes and whispered, "Always". The pair went back to bed, Remus mindful of Severus' injured arm, and after a bit of shifting and adjusting to the other's presence they fell asleep, both planning, dreading and anticipating the actions needed to complete the Animal Rites they had just bound themselves to.
TBC…
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