Author's note: Hi, there! I've been a real Labyrinth kick lately, and have just recently acquired the novel version of the movie, so this story will be a mix of both and written in the same style as the novel. Also, if you're looking for another good Labyrinth fanfiction, I have to recommend "Powerless" by twosugarsblack. It's a really great and imaginative story! I even plan on borrowing some of twosugarsblack's ideas in the future (but I have permission, so please ask before doing this).
By the way, my OC Stephanie will be played by a young Holly Marie Combs.
I own nothing but my OC.
Chapter 1: The White Owl
In a normal town, inside her father's house, a young girl with dark hair and equally dark eyes was seated at the kitchen table, who wore her hair pulled half up in a scrunchie, a pastel sweater with interlocking stripes of different colors over a pale yellow collared-shirt, faded blue jeans pegged to show off her slouchy socks, and a pair of pink and white L.A. Gear sneakers. She was tapping the end of her pencil against the corner of her mouth as she sat contemplating a particularly difficult algebra problem on one of the worksheets that she had been given to finish over the weekend for school. Stephanie could have started on them earlier, but the weather was so nice that she had decided to practice some of her fencing exercises for a couple hours, so she wouldn't suffer too much during conditioning on Monday. One of the great things about her childhood home was its big yard. You could do anything in that yard. She looked up with a smile and a far away look in her eyes, remembering all the good times her family had out there before her parents split. Her smile fell. The divorce hadn't come as a surprise; even at age ten she could see the signs.
But it had still hurt. Every now and then, she would get a lonely feeling when she thought about how close they all used be. Now, she lived with her mother and her boyfriend, and frequent costar, Jeremy—well, he was over so often, he may as well have lived with them—while her older sister lived with their father and their stepmother and their baby half-brother. Sarah didn't like their stepmother and seemed to have a hard time adjusting to Toby's addition to the family, but Stephanie didn't think they were so bad.
It might be strange to think this way, but Stephanie actually liked it when Irene nagged her and asked all the normal questions parents were expected to pester their children with, because she knew it meant their stepmother cared, and she heard them so rarely from her own mother. And it was nice to have home-cooked meals for a change.
Stephanie loved her mother, Linda, and she had become close to Jeremy too, but sometimes she wondered who the real adult was among the three of them. Her mother and Jeremy were adults, of course, but they were more like adult cats: they could sort of make it on their own, but they also sort of needed someone to take care of them. They were great actors and very passionate about their work, but neither of them were very practical when left to their own devices, and Linda's mercurial moods and tendency to use acting to avoid real life could make her very difficult to deal with sometimes. She knew her mother was disappointed that she was more interested in fencing and writing than in becoming an actress, saying it was a waste. In fact, many times Stephanie actually felt that she received more support from Jeremy than she did from her own mother…
Stephanie blinked and straightened up, stopping herself when her thoughts started to get too dark. It was then that she realized the sky outside had darkened as well. It was quiet downstairs, but she could hear her father and stepmother moving around upstairs, getting ready to go out. Stephanie wondered if her sister was still at the park. She would have gone with her, but their relationship had been strained lately.
Curious about the time, Stephanie glanced at the digital clock on the microwave, it was already 6:45 PM. Stephanie bit her lip. She hoped Sarah got her butt home before their father and Irene finished their primping, because she would really rather not have to listen to another fight between her sister and stepmother.
Meanwhile, nobody saw the owl, white in the moonlight, black against the stars, nobody heard him as he glided on silent wings of velvet. The owl saw and heard everything. He settled in a tree, his claws hooked on a branch, and he stared down at another girl, who was standing in the glade below. The wind moaned, rocking the branch, scudding low clouds across the evening sky. It lifted the dark hair of the girl. The owl was watching her, with his round, dark eyes.
The girl moved slowly from the trees toward the middle of the glade, where a pool glimmered. She was concentrating. Each deliberate step took her nearer to her purpose. Her hands were open, and held slightly in front of her. The wind sighed again in the trees. It blew her cloak tightly against her slender figure, and rustled her hair around her wide-eyed face. Her lips were parted.
"Give me the child," Sarah said, in a voice that was low, but firm with the courage her quest needed. She halted, her hands still held out. "Give me the child," she repeated. "Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here to the castle beyond the Goblin City, to take back the child you have stolen." She bit her lip and continued, "For my will is as strong as yours… and my kingdom as great…" She closed her eyes tightly. Thunder rumbled. The owl blinked, once.
"My will is as strong as yours." Sarah spoke with even more intensity now. "And my kingdom as great…" She frowned, and her shoulders dropped.
"Oh, damn," she muttered.
Reaching under her cloak, she brought out a book, the one her younger sister had bought for her. Its title was The Labyrinth. The red cloth-bound cover was aged, and a little worn. Stephanie had found it nestled amongst some used books in one of her favorite shops while looking for a decent copy of Christina Rossetti's Goblin Market and Other Poems. After thumbing through it, she had decided the book might be something Sarah would like, and she had been right. Holding the book up before her, Sarah read aloud from it. In the fading light, it was not easy to make out the words.
"You have no power over me…"
She got no further. Another clap of thunder, nearer this time, made her jump. It also alarmed a big, shaggy sheepdog, who had not minded sitting by the pool and being admonished by Sarah, but who now decided that it was time to go home, and said so with several sharp barks.
Sarah held her cloak around her. It did not give her much warmth, being no more than an old curtain, cut down, and fastened at the neck by a glass brooch. She ignored Merlin, the sheepdog, while concentrating on learning the speech in the book. "You have no power over me," she whispered. She closed her eyes again and repeated the phrase several times.
A clock above the little pavilion in the park chimed seven times and penetrated Sarah's concentration. She stared at Merlin. "Oh, no," she said. "I don't believe it. That was seven, wasn't it?"
Merlin stood up and shook himself, sensing that some more interesting action was due. Sarah turned and ran. Merlin followed. The thunderclouds splattered them both with large drops of rain.
The owl had watched it all. When Sarah and Merlin left the park, he sat still on his branch, in no hurry to follow them. This was his time of day. He knew what he wanted. An owl is born with all his questions answered.
All the way down the street, which was lined on both sides with privet-hedged Victorian houses similar to her own, Sarah was muttering to herself, "It's not fair, it's not fair." The mutter had turned to a gasp by the time she came within sight of her home. Merlin, having bounded along with her on his shaggy paws, was wheezing, too. His mistress, who normally moved at a gentle, dreamy pace, had this odd habit of liking to sprint home from the park in the evening. Perhaps that owl had something to do with it. Merlin was not sure. He didn't like that owl, he knew that.
"It's not fair." Sarah was close to sobbing. The world at large was not fair, hardly ever, but in particular her stepmother was ruthlessly not fair to her. There she stood now, in the front doorway of the house, all dressed up in that frightful, dark blue evening gown of hers, the fur coat left open to reveal the low cut of the neckline, the awful necklace vulgarly winking above her freckled breast, and—wouldn't you know?—she was looking at her watch. Not just looking at it, but staring at it, to make good and sure that Sarah would feel guilty before she was accused, again.
As Sarah came to a halt on the path in the front garden, she could hear her baby brother, Toby, bawling inside the house. He was her half brother really, but she did not call him that, not since her school friend Alice had asked, "What's the other half of him, then?" and Sarah had been unable to think of an answer. "Half nothing-to-do-with-me." That was no good. It wasn't true, either. Sometimes she felt fiercely protective of Toby, wanted to dress him up and carry him in her arms and take him away from all this, to a better place, a fairer world, an island somewhere, perhaps. At other times—and this was one—she hated Toby, who had twice as many parents in attendance on him as she had. When she hated Toby, it frightened her, because it led her into thinking about how she could hurt him. 'There must be something wrong with me,' she would reflect, 'that I can even think of hurting someone I dote upon; or is it that there is something wrong in doting upon someone I hate?' She wished she had a friend who would understand the dilemma, and maybe explain it to her, but there was no one. Her friends at school would think her a witch if she mentioned the idea of hurting Toby, and as for her father, it would frighten him even more than it frightened Sarah herself. Perhaps the only person whom she could even hope might be able to understand her was her sister. They used to be so close that they would tell each other everything, and Stephanie, despite being a year younger, had always been a giver of excellent advice and a terrific audience, who could listen all the way through to the end of her list of complaints without ever once interrupting. But ever since their parents' divorce, Sarah had begun to grow increasingly envious of her little sister. It had started with the decision that Stephanie would get to live with their beautiful mother, while she was stuck with their boring father, a nagging stepmother, and, in time, a screaming baby. And then, Stephanie had to go and change. She was no longer the cute little sister who used to follow her around like a baby duck and cheerfully agree to go along with whatever Sarah's heart desired. Now she was always either busy doing something else when Sarah wanted to hang out, or she just had to be there when Sarah wanted to spend the limited time she had with their mother alone, with just her. Why did their mother have to choose Stephanie over her? It wasn't fair. Sarah still loved Stephanie and didn't hate her the way she hated Toby, but sometimes she just wanted to scream, especially whenever her sister tried to behave reasonably towards their stepmother, rather than taking her side, as she should. So she kept the perplexity towards both of her siblings well hidden.
Sarah stood before her stepmother and deliberately held her head high. "I'm sorry," she said, in a bored voice, to show she wasn't sorry at all, and anyway it was unnecessary to make a thing out of it.
"Well," her stepmother told her, "don't stand out there in the rain. Come on." She stood aside, to make room for Sarah to pass her in the doorway, and she glanced again at her wristwatch.
Sarah made a point of never touching her stepmother, not even brushing against her clothes. She edged inside close to the doorframe. Merlin started to follow her.
"Not the dog," her stepmother said.
"But it's pouring."
Her stepmother wagged her finger at Merlin, twice.
"In the garage, you," she commanded. "Go on."
Merlin dropped his head and loped around the side of the house.
Stephanie, who could see the whole scene from inside the house, quietly slipped off to grab a towel and make sure poor Merlin made it into the garage so she could dry him off. She could understand why Irene didn't want him dripping water and tracking mud on her clean floors, but the family dog wasn't exactly a spring chicken anymore. Stephanie didn't want him to get a cold.
Sarah didn't see Stephanie, but she watched Merlin go and bit her lip. 'Why,' she wondered for the trillionth time, 'does my stepmother always have to put on this performance when they go out in the evening?' It was so hammy—that was one of Sarah's favorite words, she had heard her mother's costar, Jeremy, use it to put down another actor in the play they were doing—such a rag-bag of over-the-top-clichés. She remembered how Jeremy had sounded French when he said clichés, thrilling her with his sophistication. Why couldn't her stepmother find a new way into the part? Oh, she loved the way in which Jeremy talked about other actors. She was determined to become an actress herself, so that she could talk like that all the time. Her father seldom talked at all about people at his office, and when he did it was dreary in comparison.
Her stepmother closed the front door, looked at her watch once more, took a deep breath, and started one of her clichéd speeches. "Sarah, you're an hour late…"
Sarah opened her mouth, but her stepmother cut her off, with a little, humorless smile.
"Please let me finish, Sarah. Your father and I go out very rarely—"
"You go out every weekend," Sarah interrupted rapidly.
Her stepmother ignored that. "—and I ask you to babysit only if it won't interfere with your plans."
"How would you know?" Sarah had half turned away, so as not to flatter her stepmother with her attention, and was busy with putting her book on the hall stand, unclipping her brooch, and folding the cloak over her arm. "You don't know what my plans are. You don't ask me. Besides, Stephanie's here, too, this weekend. Why can't she do it instead?" She glanced at her own face in the mirror of the hall stand, checking that her expression was cool and poised, not over the top. She liked the clothes she was wearing: a cream-colored shirt with full sleeves, a brocaded waistcoat loosely over the shirt, blue jeans, and a leather belt. She turned farther away from her stepmother, to check on how her shirt hung from her breasts down to her waist. She tucked it in a little at the belt, to make it tighter.
Her stepmother was watching her coldly. She did not appreciate Sarah's attitude. Irene wished she was half as easy to deal with as Robert's other daughter. Compared to Sarah, Stephanie was an absolute delight. "Well, we feel better having both of you here to look after him. And I am assuming you would tell me if you had a date. I would like it if you had a date. A fifteen-year-old girl should have dates." She was concerned about how, even at this age, Sarah seemed more interested in running around on her own, playing dress up and make-believe, than normal teenager activities. She should socialize more with other kids her age.
'Well,' Sarah was thinking, 'if I did have a date you are the last person I would tell. What a hammy—no, tacky—view of life you do have.' She smiled grimly to herself. 'Perhaps I will have a date,' she thought, 'perhaps I will, but you will not like it, not one bit, when you see who's dating me. I doubt you will see him. All you will know about it is hearing the front door shut behind me, and you will sneak to the window, as you always do, and poke your nose between those horrid phony-lace curtains you put up there, and you will see the taillights of a wicked dove-gray limousine vanishing around the corner. And after that, you will keep seeing pictures in the magazines of the two of us together in Bermuda, and St. Tropez, and Benares. And there will be nothing at all you can possibly do about it, for all your firm views on bedtimes and developmental psychology and my duties and rolling up the toothpaste tube from the bottom. Oh, stepmother, are you going to be sorry when you read in Vogue about the cosmic cash that Hollywood producers are offering us for—'
Sarah's father came down stairs into the hall. In his arms he was carrying Toby, clad in red-and-white-striped pajamas. He patted the baby's back. "Oh, Sarah," he said mildly, "you're here at last. We were worried about you."
"Oh, leave me alone!" Afraid that she might be close to tears, Sarah gave them no chance to reason with her. She ran upstairs. They were always so reasonable, particularly her father, so long-suffering and mild with her, so utterly convinced that they were always obviously in the right, and that it was only a matter of time before she consented to do as they wished. Stephanie was like that too, at times. It was becoming all too clear that her sister took after their father in more than just looks. Why did their father always take that woman's side? Why couldn't Stephanie always take hers, like she used to? Their mother never wore that pained look of tolerance. She was a woman who could shout and laugh and hug you and slap you all within a minute or two. When she and Sarah had a quarrel, it was an explosion. Five minutes later, it was forgotten.
In the hallway, her stepmother had sat down, still in her fur coat. Wearily, she was saying, "I don't know what to do anymore. She treats me like the wicked stepmother in a fairy tale, no matter what I say. I have tried, Robert."
"Well…" Sarah's father patted Toby thoughtfully. "It is hard to have your mother walk out on you at that age. At any age, I suppose."
"That's what you always say. And of course you're right. But will she never change? Stephanie, as quiet and shy as she can be, was having a difficult time too, but she managed to warm up to me. I just wish Sarah could learn to do the same."
Holding Toby in one arm, Robert patted his wife on the shoulder. "I'll go talk to her."
Thunder rumbled again. A squall of raindrops clattered on the windows.
Stephanie, who had been listening from the hall around the corner, chose that moment to approach her stepmother. "Are you all right?" she asked. She hadn't wanted to come out sooner, because she knew it would mean being drawn into the argument, and she had a feeling anything she said, if asked to pick a side, would have just made it worse. And—just for clarification—Stephanie was not shy, she just didn't feel the need to voice aloud every little thing that popped into her head. If she did that, the babbling stream of consciousness would be endless.
"Oh, yes… I'm just tired of fighting with your sister," Irene answered wearily with a small smile, patting her younger stepdaughter's hand, looking worn out. She appreciated the concern. "Oh, how I wish Sarah could be more like you."
"Sarah is Sarah," Stephanie said, with a small shrug. "She's just at a difficult age. It's normal for teenagers to fight with their parents." Her friends did it all the time.
"You don't." Irene noted with appreciation.
"Who said I was normal?" Stephanie responded with a wry little smile.
Her stepmother smiled back, and some of the tension left her shoulders as she allowed herself to relax a little. Irene was glad Stephanie was so understanding and kind, just like Robert.
Sarah was in her room. It was the only safe place in the world. She made a point of going all around it each day, checking that everything was just where it had been and should be. Although her stepmother seldom came in there, except to deliver some ironed clothes or to give Sarah a message, she was not to be trusted. It would be typical of her to take it into her head to dust the room, even though Sarah made sure that it was kept clean, and then she would be bound to move things around and not put them back where they belonged. It was essential to ward off this disturbing spirit.
All the books had to remain in their proper positions, in alphabetical order by author and, within each author's group, in order of acquisition. Other shelves were filled with toys and dolls, and they were positioned according to affinities known only to Sarah. The curtains had to hang exactly so that, when Sarah was lying on her bed, they symmetrically framed the second poplar tree in a line that she could see from the window. The wastepaper basket stood so that its base just touched the edge of one particular block on the parquet floor. It would be unsafe if these things were not so. Once disorder was allowed to set in, the room would never be familiar again. People talked about how upsetting it was to be burgled, and Sarah knew just how it must feel, as though some uncaring stranger were fooling around with your most precious soul. The woman who came to clean three times a week knew that she was never to do anything to this room. Sarah looked after everything in there herself. She had learned how to fix electric plugs, and tighten screws, and hang pictures, so that her father should have no need to come in except to speak to her.
Sarah was now standing in the middle of her room. Her eyes were red. She sniffled, and chewed her lower lip. Then she walked over to her dressing table and gazed at a framed photograph. Her father and mother and her sister, aged nine, and herself, aged ten, gazed back at her. Her parents' smiles were confident. Stephanie wore a Mona Lisa smile and had a lively twinkle in her eyes. Sarah's own face in the photograph was, she thought, slightly over the top, grinning too keenly.
All around the room, other eyes watched. Photographs and posters displayed her mother in various costumes, for various parts. Clippings from Variety were taped to the mirror of the dressing table, praising her mother's performances or announcing others she would give. On the wall beside the bed was pinned a poster advertising her latest play; in the picture, Sarah's mother and her costar, Jeremy, were cheek to cheek, their arms around each other, smiling confidently. The photographer had lit the pair beautifully, showing her to be so pretty, he so handsome, with his blond hair and a golden chain around his neck. Beneath the picture was a quote from one of the theater critics: "I have seldom felt such warmth irradiating an audience." The poster was signed, with large flourishing signatures: "For Darling Sarah, with all my love, Mom," and, in a different hand, "All Good Wishes, Sarah—Jeremy." Near the poster were more press clippings, from different newspapers, arranged in chronological order. In them, the two stars could be seen dining together in restaurants, drinking together at parties, and laughing together in a little rowboat. The texts were all on the theme of "Romancing on and off the stage."
Still sniffling from time to time, Sarah went to the small table beside her bed and picked up the music box her mother had given her for her fifteenth birthday. The memory of that gorgeous day was still vivid. Stephanie had proved she could still be considerate by making arrangements to be elsewhere so that Sarah could enjoy being showered with their mother and Jeremy's undivided attention for an entire day. A taxi had been sent for her in the morning, but instead of going to her mother's place it had taken her along the waterfront to where Jeremy and her mother were waiting in Jeremy's old black Mercedes. They went out into the country for lunch beside a swimming pool at some club where Jeremy was a member and the waiters spoke French, and later, in the pool, Jeremy had clowned around, pretending to drown, to such effect that an elderly man had rung the alarm bell. They had giggled in the car all the way back to town. At her mother's place, Sarah was given Jeremy's present, an evening gown in pale blue. She wore it to go with them to a new musical that evening, and afterward to supper, in a dimly lit restaurant. Jeremy was wickedly funny about every member of the cast they had seen in the musical. Sarah's mother had pretended to disapprove of his scandalous gossip, but that had only made Sarah and Jeremy laugh more uncontrollably, and soon all three of them had tears in their eyes. Jeremy had danced with Sarah, smiling down at her. He kidded her that a flashbulb meant that they'd be all over the gossip columns next morning, and all the way home he drove fast, to shake off the photographers, he claimed, grinning. Stephanie, who actually had been caught by photographers on occasion, claimed it was an annoying experience, but Sarah found the idea thrilling. As they said good night, her mother gave Sarah two parcels: a little one, wrapped in silver paper and tied with a pale blue bow, and slightly larger and flatter one, also wrapped in silver paper but tied with a white bow. Back in her room, Sarah had unwrapped them and found The Labyrinth, with a small "Happy Birthday" card from her sister, and the music box, which was from her mother.
The tune of "Greensleeves" tinkled, and a little dancer in a pearly, silver gown twirled pirouettes. Sarah watched it reverently, until it became slow and jerky in motion. Then she put it down, and quietly recited from a poem she had studied in her English class:
"O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?"
It was so easy to learn poetry by heart. She never had any difficulty in remembering those lines, whenever she opened the music box. In fact, she reflected, it's easier to remember them than to forget them. So why was she having such trouble in learning the speech from The Labyrinth? It was only a game she was playing. No one was waiting for her to rehearse it, no audience, except Merlin, would judge her performance of it. It should have been a piece of cake. She frowned. How could she ever hope to go on the stage if she could not remember one speech?
She tried again. "Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered, I have fought my way here to the castle beyond the Goblin City, to take back the child you have stolen…" She paused, her eyes on the poster of her mother in Jeremy's arms, and decided it would help her performance if she prepared for it. If you're going to get into a part, her mother had told her, you've got to have the right prop. Costume and makeup and wigs—they were more for the actor's benefit than the audience's. They helped you escape from your own life and find your way into the part, as Jeremy said. And after each show, you take it all off, and you've wiped the slate clean. Every day was a fresh start. You could invent yourself again. Sarah took a lipstick from the drawer in her dressing table, put a little on her lips, and rolled them together, as her mother did. Her face close to the mirror, she applied a little more to the corners of her mouth.
There was a tapping on her door, and her father's voice came from outside. "Sarah? Can I talk to you?"
Still looking in the mirror, she replied, "There's nothing to talk about."
She waited. He would not come in unless she invited him. She imagined him standing there, frowning, rubbing his forehead, trying to think what he ought to say next, something firm enough to please that woman but amicable enough to reassure his daughter.
"You'd better hurry," Sarah said, "if you want to make the show."
"Toby's had his supper," her father's voice said, "and he's in bed now. If you could just make sure he goes to sleep all right, we'll be back around midnight."
Again, a pause, then the sound of footsteps walking away, with a slowness measured to express a blend of concern and resignation. He had done all that could be expected of him.
Sarah turned from the mirror and stared accusingly at the closed door. "You really wanted to talk to me, didn't you?" she murmured. "Practically broke down the door." Once upon a time, he would not have gone without giving her a kiss. She sniffled. Things had certainly changed in this house.
She put the lipstick in her pocket and wiped her lips with a tissue. As she went to throw it in the wastepaper basket, something caught her eye. More exactly, something that was not there caught her eye. Lancelot was not there.
Rapidly, she rummaged through her shelf of toys and dolls and cuddly things, dogs and monkeys and soldiers and clowns, though she knew it would be fruitless. If the teddy bear were there at all, he would have been in his appointed place. He had gone. The order of the room had been violated. Sarah's cheeks were hot. It could only have been her stepmother. Her father and Stephanie both knew better than to taint her sanctuary like this.
'Someone's been in my room,' she thought. 'I hate her.' Outside, the taxi was pulling away. Sarah heard it and ran to the window.
Stephanie, having just finished waving goodbye to their father and Irene from the porch, was startled when Sarah screamed, "I hate you!" after them from above out of her bedroom window. But the only other one who heard her was Merlin, and he could do no more than he was doing already, which was to bark loudly, in the garage. Stephanie decided maybe she had better go see what was wrong, because she could feel another storm brewing.
Sarah knew where she would find Lancelot. Toby already had everything that his baby heart could desire, had so much more than she had ever had; yet more was given to him, every day, without question. She stormed into the nursery. The teddy bear was spread-eagled on the carpet, just tossed away, like that. Sarah picked Lancelot up and clutched him to her. Toby, full of warm milk, had been almost asleep in his crib. Sarah's entranced aroused him.
She glared at the baby. "I hate her. I hate you."
Toby started to cry. Sarah shuddered, and held Lancelot still more tightly.
"Oh," she wailed. "Oh, someone… save me. Take me away from this awful place."
Toby was howling now. His face was red. Sarah was wailing, Merlin was barking outside. Stephanie was thumping up the stairs in a hurry to see what was the matter. The storm delivered a lightning flash and clap of thunder directly above the house. It rattled the windows in their frames. Teacups danced in the kitchen cupboard.
"Someone save me," Sarah begged.
"Listen!" said a goblin, one eye opened.
All around him, on top of him, beneath him, the nest of goblins stirred sleepily. Another eye opened, and another, and another, all crazed eyes, red and staring. Some of the goblins had horns, and some had pointed teeth, some had fingers like claws; some were dressed in scraps of armor, a helmet, a gorget, but all of them had scaly feet, and all had baleful eyes. Higgledy-piggledy in a heap they slept, in their dirty chamber at the castle of the Goblin King. Their eyes went on opening, and their ears pricked up.
"All right, hush now, shush." Sarah was trying to calm herself down as much as her baby brother. "What do you want? Hmm? Do you want a story? All right." She said, feeling relieved when Stephanie popped into the room. At least she wasn't alone anymore. With barely a moment's thought, she picked up the thread of The Labyrinth. Since Toby and Sarah both appeared to be all right, aside from how upset they obviously were with each other, Stephanie waited and listened quietly to the story, hoping it would serve to calm her siblings. "Once upon a time there was a beautiful young woman whose stepmother always made her stay home with the baby. The baby was a spoiled child who wanted everything for himself, and the young woman was practically a slave girl. But what no one knew was this: the King of the Goblins had fallen in love with her, and had given her certain powers."
In the castle, the goblins' eyes opened very wide. They were all attention.
The lightning and thunder crashed again, but both Sarah and Toby had become quieter. "One night," Sarah continued, "when the baby had been particularly nasty, the girl called on the goblins to help her. And they said to her, 'Say your right words, and we'll take the baby away to the Goblin City, and then you'll be free.' Those were their words to her."
The goblins nodded enthusiastically.
For a reason she did not yet know, feelings of unease began to creep over Stephanie. But Toby was nearly asleep again, with only a light protest remaining on his breath. So, rather than interrupt the story and risk rousing him again, she said nothing. Sarah, enjoying her own invention, leaned closer to him, over the side of the crib. She was holding her audience in her spell. Lancelot was in her arms.
"But the girl knew," she went on, "that the King of the Goblins would keep the baby in his castle forever and ever, and he would turn the baby into a goblin. And so she suffered in silence, through many a long month… until one night, worn out by a day of slaving away at housework, and hurt beyond measure by the harsh, ungrateful words of her stepmother, she could bear it no longer."
By now, Sarah was leaning so close to Toby that she was whispering into his little pink ear. Suddenly he turned over in his crib and stared into her eyes, only a couple of inches away. There was a moment of silence. Stephanie held her breath. Then Toby opened his mouth, and began to howl loudly and insistently.
Stephanie closed her eyes. They had been so close to getting him to sleep. He must have been startled to find Sarah's face in his.
"Oh!" Sarah snorted in disgust, standing up straight again.
The thunder rolled, and Merlin gave it all he had. Sarah frowned, shrugged, and decided there was no way around it. She picked Toby up and walked around the room, jogging him in her arms, together with Lancelot. The small bedside light threw their shadows on the wall, huge and flickering. "All right," she said, "all right. Come on, now. Rock-a-bye baby, and all that stuff. Come on, Toby, knock it off."
Toby wasn't going to knock it off just for being jogged. He felt he had a serious grievance to express.
"Maybe I should—" Stephanie had begun to offer, feeling gentler tone might be required, but Sarah was not having that.
"I can do it," she snapped with a frown, annoyed that her younger sister thought she knew better, when she didn't even really live there anymore. "Toby," his elder sister said sternly, "be quiet, will you? Please? Or—" Her voice lowered. "—I'll… I'll say the words."
"Sarah…" Stephanie said, feeling unexplainably anxious.
Sarah ignored her and looked up quickly at the shadows on the wall and addressed them theatrically. "No! No! I mustn't. I mustn't. I mustn't say… 'I wish… I wish…'"
"Listen," said the goblin again.
Every glowing eye in the nest, every ear, was open now.
A second goblin spoke. "She's going to say it!"
"Say what?" asked a stupid goblin.
"Shush!" The first goblin was straining to hear Sarah.
"Shut up!" other goblins said.
"You shut up!" said the stupid goblin.
In the hubbub, the first goblin thought he would go crazy with trying to hear. "Sh! Shhh!"He put his hand over the mouth of the stupid goblin.
The second goblin shrieked, "QUIET!" and thumped those nearest to him.
"Listen," the first goblin admonished the rest. "She is going to say the words."
The rest of them managed to silence themselves. They listened intently to Sarah.
She was standing erect. Toby had reached such a crescendo of scream, red in the face, that he could scarcely draw breath. Stephanie became concerned he might hurt himself. His body was straining against Sarah's arms with the effort he was making. Lancelot had fallen to the floor again. Sarah closed her eyes and quivered. "I can bear it no longer," she exclaimed, and held the howling baby above her head, like a sacrificial offering. Stephanie's eyes widened as her sister started to intone:
"Goblin King!
Goblin King!
Wherever you may be,
Come and take this child of mine
Far away from me!"
Lightning cracked. Thunder crashed.
The goblins dropped their heads, crestfallen.
"That's not right," the first goblin said, witheringly.
"Where did she learn that rubbish?" the second scoffed. "It doesn't even start with 'I wish.'"
"Sh!" said a third goblin, seizing his chance to boss the others.
Sarah was still holding Toby above her head. Outraged by that, Toby was screaming even more loudly than before, which Sarah would not have thought possible. Yet, despite all this, Stephanie felt herself relax slightly and released a breath she hadn't realized that she had been holding. Though she couldn't say how or why she should feel so relieved. It was just a story, after all. She watched as Sarah brought Toby down and cuddled him, which had the effect of restoring him to his standard level of screaming.
Exhausted by now, Sarah told him, "Oh, Toby, stop it. You little monster. Why should I have to put up with this? You're not my responsibility. I ought to be free, to enjoy myself. Stop it! Oh, I wish… I wish…" Anything would be preferable to this cauldron of noise, anger, guilt, and weariness in which she found herself. With a little tired sob, she said, "I wish I did know what words to say to get the goblins to take you away."
"So where's the problem?" the first goblin said with an impatient sigh. Pedantically, he spelled it out. " 'I wish the goblins would come and take you away, right now.' Hmm? That's not hard, is it?"
In the nursery, Stephanie approached Sarah carefully. Her older sister was so frustrated, she was on the verge of tears. "Sarah, why don't you take a break? You look tired, and I bet you haven't eaten anything since you came home… Why don't you take a break?" she asked gently, holding her hands out in an offer to take Toby from her.
Sarah hesitated a moment, but decided to hand him over. She was tired, and she was hungry. She watched while Stephanie carefully adjusted her hold on their baby brother and began to hum a soft lullaby for him. Toby's torrent of screams calmed almost immediately.
Sarah knew that she should have been grateful or at least relieved, however, she couldn't help but feel slighted that, despite everything she had done for the howling baby, he seemed to like Stephanie more. It wasn't fair. He had to be doing this on purpose. Sarah began murmuring in a low voice. "I wish… I wish…"
The goblins were all alert again, biting their lips with the tension.
"Did she say it?" the stupid goblin asked brightly.
As one, the rest turned on him. "Shut," they said irritably, "up."
Toby's tornado had blown itself out. He was breathing deeply, with a whimper at the end of his breath. His eyes were closed. Stephanie gently put him back in his crib and tucked him in. She and Sarah walked quietly to the door together and were shutting it behind them when he uttered an eerie shriek and started to scream again. He was hoarse now, and louder in consequence.
Stephanie let out a small groan. They had been so close it almost hurt. Sarah froze, with her hand on the doorknob. "Aah," she moaned helplessly at the impossible baby. "I wish the goblins would come and take you away…" She paused.
The goblins were so still, you could have heard a snail blink.
"… right now," Sarah said.
In the goblins' nest, there was an exhalation of pleasure.
"She said it!"
In a trice, all the goblins had vanished in different directions, save only the stupid goblin. He squatted there, a grin dawning on his face, until he realized that the rest had left him. "Hey," he said, "Wait for me," and he tried to run in several directions at once. Then he, too, vanished.
Lightning flashed and thunder hammered the air. Stephanie felt her stomach drop. Toby gave out a high-pitched screech, and Merlin barked as if all the burglars in the world were closing in.
