Hi everyone ;) I am really glad about the reviews for the: My walk to remember Delena remake, you are really gentle, It's not finish so don't worry my priority will be A walk to maybe remember, and this story will be on my second place.

Since everyone were making something about season 4 here's mine .


"I helped her she needed my help."

"You what?"

I felt electricity run over my entire body, like some sort of mechanism that brings you back to life, like shocks to my heart, that I didn't felt beating. Wait, I didn't felt beating? What's wrong, all I can remember was being with Matt in a car. Something tells me I need to wake up right now.

"Ahhhh!"

I gasped looking for breath, where somehow the oxygen escaped. This happens when you no longer have the ability to make your heart send oxygen to your lungs, which means my heart stopped beating, am I dead? Those lessons of science really helped a lot, but not in this case where you realize your dead.

"Elena!"

Stefan placed his both warming hands, one on my back and the other one on my shoulder, trying to comfort me. It seemed he was freaking out, and I didn't quite know why.

I looked around in shock I was on one of those tables, for operations it seemed like, but has I looked closely I realized I was on a Hospital Mortuary. The colors seemed Black and White as I twinkled so I could focus my vision, the colors had been gone, metaphorically.

"Are you okay? What are you feeling? Do you need me to call somebody?" He was perplexed, and really worried, he was still supporting my back has I looked confused at him.

"Stefan, what happened?" I looked deeply in his eyes, remembering I chose him. Not Damon. Wait he wasn't here, where was Damon?

"We need to get you to the boarding house, then I'll explain everything." He started to lifting me up to the floor, holding my hand and my back. I lifted my hand to my head, has I felt dizzy.

"Slowly El-"

Was when Damon showed up, on a complete rush and disagreement, he pushed Stefan onto the wall, grabbing his neck, something terrible must have happened so Damon could act like this.

"What did you do? Why didn't you save her?" I could feel the anger on his voice, and sadness, and also disappointment. I stood there watching the situation, I wanted them to stop, but I felt so weak to spell a single word. I felt like someone who just had an accident and lost his memory.

"I was too late." He said having a hard time to speak with Damon's hand on his neck.

"No brother, you were trying to be the hero and save the world, while the person you love was dying."

Oh god I remember, my car … Rebekah…REBEKAH! She was standing on the road when matt lost the control and the car fell over the bridge, Stefan saved Matt, but is the only thing I can remember, the rest seems a damaged television.

"I was respecting her decision."

"Look what her DECISIONS made."

By now Damon already let go Stefan, when he gasped for air, as I did a while ago. When I feel dizzy again, I am about to fall when Damon catches me in time, with his strong arms, that felt so familiar. I can't imagine how many times I went on his embrace, he was the one who always caught me.

He took me in his arms and carried me by the back of the hospital, so people couldn't suspect anything. I mean if you didn't understand what was going on here, you would think: "What is this guy doing, carrying a patient all over outside while she is asleep?". He placed me in his car, while he went to the driver position and Stefan went to the other sit looking behind at me, and turning around to face the road in relieve.

"I'm sorry Damon, It's all my fault." Stefan said, not even bothering to look at Damon's face, I could see he was in pain and guilt.

"Yes it is." He said coldly, looking straight to the road.

Stefan's Phone was ringing, and he picked up the phone, when both Stefan and Damon looked at each other not knowing what to say to the person who was calling. Caroline.

"Hey." He almost whispered, the breaking news were coming and I was the only one with less information here, laying on a back of a car. I could feel Stefan paying attention to what was being said behind the phone.

"Caroline, call Bonnie, Jeremy and the others to meet us at the boarding house."

Some sort of reunion or something.

"So you made a family reunion to give them the breaking news?" Damon, being Damon, but not completely and 100% Damon, he was sad. Actually everything he said seemed so out of life and that's something crazy, since everything Damon says tends to be awkwardly funny.

"They need to know."

"Your right they need to know the mess you just done brother."

Finally we arrived the boarding house, Stefan went to take me out of the car bridal style, While Damon took his weapons out of the back of his car. Since Alaric, had that double personality problem, all the weapons needed to be safe, in case the members of the councilor found them or send a research to Damon's car.

I woke up of my brief fainting, has Stefan placed me on the couch.

Everyone was already there. Caroline, Bonnie, Jeremy. What about Tyler and Matt? Well Matt must be injured but Where's Tyler? Anyway they were all examining me or somehow expecting me to make something, like people in the zoo waiting for the monkey to make some tricks.

Caroline run to sit next to me on the couch, while Bonnie was sitting on the other couch with her hands on her face, trying so hard not to cry or extend her anger. Both Jeremy and Damon were next to each other on feet looking at me, while Stefan tried to approach Bonnie, but she just pushed him away.

"Elena dear, what are you feeling?" She placed a hand on my arm, stroking it to comfort me.

"I- I don't know, I mean I'm confused, and sick and with a strong headache." I said fast, while everyone stared at me, trying to figure what I was feeling, expecting me to say something they wanted to hear.

"Well, that will pass, we just need to explain you everything ok?"

I nodded in agreement. All I wanted to know was what was going on, so I waited for an answer while Caroline looked to everyone, making a gesture to see if they agreed on her, explaining things to me. Bonnie seemed static, Damon nodded and Stefan lowered his head, Jeremy didn't say anything either, so she approached a little more to me and started.

"Elena, you do remember your car fell out of the bridge and Matt was having trouble, when Stefan saved him right?"

"Yes, it's the only thing I remember."

Damon looked at me hurt, guess he wanted me to say I remember breaking his heart, but I did, I just thought it wasn't the best time to talk about it.

"Well, I want you to listen me carefully Elena, and understand why this happened." I nodded, I was getting scared. For the sake god, just spit it out!

"Stefan saved Matt, but he hadn't time to save you, so when he came back to see if you were alive, you were already dead. When Stefan brought you to the hospital, Dr. Fell tried her best to save you somehow, but you had a bleeding hemorrhage, and you were already gone. The only solution was to make you come to live. She injected Damon's blood on you and here you are."

"OMG." Was all I could say, I was crying to the top of my lungs. How could they? they left me no choice, they just turned me into a vampire, into something, I was always afraid to be. I was supposed to grow up, start a family what about now? Stefan should have let me died, but that's when my conscience brings me back: Jeremy. I'm being too selfish I can't let Jeremy alone, for god sake he lost everyone, and the last thing he said to me, was that he still had me, I can't take that from him, I just can't. What about Alaric, if I'm dead it means he is…gone.

"Elena calm down, you just, you have to calm down."

"How do you want me to calm down, if you left me with no choice."

"You couldn't be more selfish Elena." Damon said while he left to upstairs, probably to his room, he was hurt again. I understood what he was talking about, not just for this but for all my wrong decisions. I looked as if I was about to say something, but he was already gone.

"Elena, was I left with a choice?"

Tears were streaming down my face when I see Bonnie leaving the room unable to be in.

"I just can't stand this." Bonnie said, almost crying. I couldn't see her like this.

"Bonnie I…" I was trying so hard, but they were all leaving me now, they couldn't understand how hard it was for me now. I know, I know they love me and all, but I need their support.

"Elena, you do know, you will have to make a choice?"

"I just woke up from a nightmare, and now I have to choose between dying or living. Living with a switch, where my emotions can go lost, living enjoying the blood from innocents veins, or just be death and watch your tears, but knowing I will not become this person. Tell me how can I choose?" I said, almost yelling at Caroline between tears. Poor girl she wasn't fault on this, I just needed to unload my anger on someone.

"I chose to be this monster you claim us to be, because I knew I was a strong woman, capable to control myself, my needs, and still be able to be here sitting with you, showing my love and compassion, my care. Not for a second I turned off that imaginary switch. That is a choice you make Elena. You can't leave this entire people that love you so, so much, you can't leave those wonderful memories we had together, just because your life is going to get harder. You have a bunch of people here to make sure you don't kill anyone, to make sure you're safe. So yea, you actually can choose to live with a switch, where your emotions can go lost."

I smiled at her, knowing she was right. I fight so much trough everything, to just leave all behind, cause my life is getting harder. This is a second chance to live, that so many people don't get.

"I accept it."

"It will come easier with time, you will see Elena. Love ya." She pulled me closer on a hug, crying over my shoulder, and I was crying over hers, looking at a smiling Stefan behind Caroline, leaning on the wall.

We pull apart and Caroline announced everyone I was going to transitioning.

"Guys? Where is everyone? Stefan go call Damon I will look after Bonnie, Jeremy wait here with your sister."

"Caroline, I rather go talk to Damon about it." She looked at me confused. The truth is he been through so much because of me, and I owe him and explanation for everything, but mostly telling him I'm living.

"Huh, Okay then."


So what did you think? Will Damon accept Elena's transition, how will be their talk?

Please leave review so i can know if it's good to continue ;)