I own nothing. Fifty shades trilogy belongs to E.L.James.

I step in my office at 9:30, there is chaos everywhere in this place, it is turning out to be small with my ever expanding acquisitions business , I have bought a place as I recently earned half a billion dollars and a new office is a necessity, I can't wait to move my office there and be secluded at the top floor not to deal with everyones chattering, but the place needs furnishing. I make a mental note to ask Andrea contact the best interior designer in Seattle.

Ofcourse the best.

I know my business is new but certainly it is growing at a rate 10 times than what I expected it to, not that I am complaining but all of this has kept me quite occupied as I work 12 hours a day which is better than the time when I dropped out of Harvard in my second year and had just started the company at the age of 20 although I had planned to start the company eversince I understood the concept of mergers and acquisitions, there was a certain someone and wanting to forget her made me work like a machine, not sparing anytime to think about her. I regret confiding in her, all of it made her go run for the hills.But it felt so right to hold her in my arms, to be there with her, she made me feel comfortable in a way no one had until then and eversince, she felt like home, like the place where I belonged.

But I regret it.

Even after two and a half years I regret it.If I had taken it at slow pace maybe she would have been here with me.

To share my success with me.

Hell, I would give up all I have earned in a heartbeat if I can go back to that night and make things right.

Maybe.

Thinking about the possibilities makes my head spin.

I need her.

No.

I need to get my shit together.

Thinking about her leaves me frustrated and angry that I can't do anything about it. I call out to Andrea asking her for a black coffee and my schedule.

What a start for the week.

Andrea comes in after five minutes with a cup of coffee and her iPad.

"Mr.Grey, there is the opening of your sister's restaurant tomorrow at 10"

" Yeah, about that, I will be visiting so cancel all the appointments until lunch."

" Also, you have to meet the realtor for the final signings of the papers for Grey House, today at 3."

"Okay, and please contact the best interior designers for the furnishing of the place."

"Yes sir. Anything else?"

" No, that'll be it."

Then I stick to my work for the day and wonder in between about her. She has been a constant in my mind since that night.

I didn't have any nightmares when I slept with her. In my sleep, I dream of her, sometimes I see her and two beautiful children running around us. But these sweet dreams are not everlasting as a nightmare comes in to destroy my sleep and hope even when I hope for the impossible, it makes me sad that she ran away and took away the chance of the happiness I feel in my dream.

But even if I had her, would I want a family, would I have wanted kids?

Who am I kidding ofcourse I want them with her that is why I see them in my dreams. She was it for me.

She was my more.

My everything.

It took me only one night to know that I want her more than anything else, but she left.

Not pondering on the thought anymore I work my ass off. Tomorrow I have to deal with my sister.


This is my first fanfiction. I have read a lot during the last 3 months and am completely obsessed with them. I decided to give it a shot.Please take a minute to Review.

Also forgive for any grammatical mistake or typos.