After reading through all the fics in the fandom, I found out there were quite a few long and well written fics. I especially enjoyed them all, huge respect for the authors who wrote these huge 200k word stories! However, none of them were ever finished so here's my own attempt at it!

Disclaimer: I don't own Muv-Luv Alternative or any of the characters. All rights belong to âge.


Takeru POV

"Shirogane-san, your fight in this world is over. You are no longer a Causality Conductor."

"All Carbon based existences are recycled. Carbon based existences are not living beings."

Standing here near the memorial Sakura tree down the hill of the Yokohama base reminds me of all that I've been through. Knowing I will soon disappear from this world, hopefully I can bring a souvenir back with me. The very last line before I blasted the Superior has not stopped haunting me. It has become an eternal reminder of how I have failed all my friends and everyone who fought with me, all of them becoming a part of the BETA in the end.

"Looks like I caught you before you disappeared." Yuuko appears walking down the hill, holding a stack of papers in her hands and following her is Kasumi looking saddened. After walking over, Yuuko places the stack of papers into my hands and places her gun on top of the papers.

"Look Sensei, I'm not going to shoot you. If I didn't shoot you after what happened with Sumika, then I definitely won't do it now." After all that training during the first few weeks of the loop, I could tell that the gun was empty anyways. However, I decided not to call her bluff and simply let it go. After all, without her, I would not have had a fighting chance in the first place.

"Fine then, why did you want the papers on the 100 page theory in the end?" Sensei looks at me with curious eyes, unable to figure out why I decided to ask for a theory that I should not be able to comprehend.

"Think of it as a souvenir, something that was one of the biggest reasons as to why I am in this world. It will serve as a reminder or even might help me get closer to you in the other world." I replied jokingly as I started to see parts of my body start disappearing, starting from my legs. "Looks like it's time for me to go."

The process didn't take very long, probably a minute at the most is what my inner clock seemed to feel. Right before I fully disappeared I see Kasumi tearing up and saying the words "I loved you" to me. Right after that, everything in my vision turned white and I lost connection to both the world and myself.


When I came to, all I could see was a clear white area. All around me was pure white, as if nothing else existed in this area. It seems like the papers I was holding ended up coming along with me however. Deciding to do a bit of exploring, I walked a bit of distance to try to figure out if there's anything else in this world, perhaps even an exit. After walking for 15 minutes, I found two weirdly glowing spaces. The space on the left seemed to be giving off a kind of soothing and calming feeling. The right one seemed ravaged and felt really unstable. The first thing that came to mind is that perhaps I have been given a choice. I have a choice on which world to go back to. The problem is that I am no longer a Causality Conductor. There is no guarantee I will be able to loop again and there is also a chance I will become permanently bound to the world I choose. On one hand, the left side seems to be the peaceful world that I was supposed to end up in. I remember Sensei telling me that when I end up in the other world, I will most likely lose my memories and never jump between worlds again, restoring the balance. The right side must be an option to go back to the BETA world and try to save that world once again. However, with no guarantee that I will loop again, it seems that I will become a permanent resident of that world and this will be my only chance.

Perhaps there is a different version of myself out there who would think this is a tough choice. However, the only thing I could think about is all the people that I cherished in the BETA world, how I've failed them, and how there is another chance for me to save them. Holding onto my papers tightly, I think to myself, "

Well these papers will be really handy in dealing with Sensei again." I quickly walked to the area on the right and resolved myself to walk right through.

As Shirogane Takeru walked through the right portal, a change in the portal occurred midway into his entrance to the other world. The light yellow glow that the portal emitted quickly turned pink, signifying a major change in the process. Sadly for our hero, he will never be able to realize what the major change was until it is too late.


October 22, 2001 (Shirogane Residence)

Upon opening his eyes, Takeru instantly recognizes he was back in his room. Looking to his left, he found the stack of papers he had brought with him. He quickly opens the window curtain and sees the broken down Gekishin once more. Quickly grabbing his travel bag near his desk, he starts grabbing things that will be essential to his plans.

I for sure need the Game Guy to make it easier to create the XM3. Thankfully I had stockpiled some instant noodles in my room for being lazy. I should bring some of these Valgern-On game guides and mech guides. Hopefully they will improve both piloting skills and mechs. I still can't believe that time I ran away to the other world and came back, I decided to bring my Game Guy. Somehow this device came back with me through the loop. I remember getting this as a present during my birthday, which is almost two months away from the current date. Some of these memories I'm getting feels foreign, I don't remember doing some of these.

After Takeru finished his inner monologue, he glanced up at the clock and realized he had been in his room for an hour already. Taking one last look at his room before it becomes broken down, he leaves his house and starts his journey to the Yokohama base once more.

Spotting the memorial Sakura tree, Takeru decided to hide the theory papers in the area so that he wouldn't lose them during the search and tests from the base. Taking only five sheets from the top, the other papers will stay hidden until he decides to bring the rest. In order to prevent the people in the base from thinking that the Game Guy is a military device, he separates the battery to prevent it from turning on. Picking up his bag, he starts walking towards the entrance gates of the Yokohama Base.

Standing near the gates, he looks up at the radar dish that he remembers making fun of once. While reminiscing through his last loop, he hears the footsteps of the soldiers coming closer.

Takeru POV

"Hey. Finished your stroll already? State your squad and ID number." The two soldiers walking closer most likely mistook me for one of them seeing my physique. After all, my body retained all the training it went through the last two loops. "Wait a second… this guy doesn't have a badge on his uniform!" They instantly raised their guns at me in warning.

"I'm here on official business to talk to Professor Kouzuki Yuuko. Tell her it's about the XG-70." The XG-70 is probably the least secretive piece of information I can use to bait Sensei to meet me. The problem with this approach is she will most likely treat me as an American spy, but it is a risk I will have to take. One soldier decides to step back to check with the base while the other soldier still has his gun trained on me. After about two minutes, the guard returns and asks me for my name. I give out my real name as it will probably help back up my story the best later on. A bit after informing them, they started to bring me into the base, and I have to deal with the scans and tests all over again.

After two hours of strenuous tests, I finally made it to the door of Sensei's lab. Right across from this door is where it all began. This is where I will start making changes once again. And this is where the story begins.


AN: This is my first time writing a story, this first chapter probably feels very rushed, but after this chapter I will start writing out lots of dialogue and heavily develop on the thought process of the characters. Please look forward to it! Just as a warning, there will be a lot of different POVs so don't expect me to fully focus on Takeru. Next chapter will be much longer~