Hi everyone this is my first Fic in about seven years so I am a little rusty. Just an introduction chapter really giving some insite into characters ect.
Please forgive me you should know I am Dsylexic I love to tell storys but my spelling isn't great at all, I try my best and spell checker is my best friend but sometimes a few mistakes slip through, please feel free to point them out if you see them.
This is set before the coronation of Thor.
Warning.
The story is going to have bullying, strong violence, and alot of darkness in chapters to come so please if anything like that triggers you this story may not be for you. Thank you.
"Thor can never find out!"
"You can not keep it from him forever"
"Father please, Thor hates the frost giants, as does everyone on Asgard"
"Your brother loves you Loki"
"Brother?"
"You are no brother of mine you monster"
"Thor please"
"Do not come any closer or I will slay you where you stand frost giant"
"I want to be your brother, I want to be your equal"
"You will never be anything but a disgusting abomanation. When I am king the first thing I will do is exile you from this realm"
Lokis eyes shot open as did his mouth as he inhaled a breath like he had returned from the dead. His green eyes filled with water, black hair sticking to his face. Loki placed his hand over his heart which was beating faster than usual. Just another nightmare. He blinked a couple of times and rolled over in his bed leaving a slight wet patch on the pillow where he had been sweating. He slowly started to regain his breath.
It was leading up to the time of Thors coronation, Loki has been having more and more nightmares about Thor finding out about his true form knowing the power he would have once king and how he hated frost giants.
Loki couldn't stop thinking about the day he found out he was a frost giant the memory of it causing his hands to shake.
He found out from the age of ten he was different, he played one day in the weapons vault unsupervised after casting a simple sleeping spellon the guards. He enjoyed to look through the relics and think about the history attached to each and every one of them. One this perticular day he walked to the end of the vault where a blue shining relic was kept he did not know its name or use. Loki remembered how he felt like it spoke to him almost he couldnt get it out of his head, it was almost whispering for him to pick it up. The 10 year old reached out his hands to grab the relic and froze in shock as his skin turned blue. Odin the Allfather yelled his sons name from across the vault and Loki's hands fell from the relic, he turned to look at his father with bright red eyes and blue skin, before it quickly faded back to his pale flesh toned colour. "My son, I wish to speak to you" Odin said calmly as he walked towards his youngest child. Loki was still in shock examining his now flesh tones hand. "Father?" He asked in a quiet trembling voice.
He quickly snapped back to reality and took a deep breath sitting up, his hair was sitting on his shoulders with wisps of hair drawn across his sweat covered forehead. Dressed in a green pair of pants he jumped out of bed and headed to his shower. Loki didn't get alot of sleep and as the coronation grew closer he was sleeping less and less. He reached out and turned the golden handle of his shower before stripping and stepping in, the water was cold he was thankful it made feel more awake.
He closed his eyes and enjoyed the cold fresh water hitting his pale skin. He rubbed his face with force almost to try and wash the dream away, but it played on his mind and he knew it would until Thor found out what he truly was. A monster.
Chapter one
It was midday, Thor and the warriors three where in the courtyard sparring with eachother, not for practice or training, mearly to amuse themselves. Thor took great pleasure in reminding his friends who the strongest one was even without wepons.
Loki sat benieth a tree a fair distance away reading a book on necromancy he hadn't looked up once dispite the laughter and shouting going on in front of him. Pieces of black hair fell forward onto his pale face tickling his cheek, he was that invested in the book he didn't even think about moving them out of his face. His dull tired green eyes widely moving from side to side taking in all the information the book had to offer.
Thor walked over to his brothers direction "Brother why do you sit so gloomy?" Thor asked in a playful voice. "Come spar with me I will go easy on you" he joked puching his fists in the air Lokis way, Loki smiled slightly not looking up from his book.
"Not now Thor" Loki mumbled as he turned to the next page and continued to read. Thor could tell Lokis moods after all they are brothers and have grown up together, he knew Loki liked to read but he also knew Loki would of come back with a sarcastic comment about how he would kill Thor sparring.
Thor sat beside his brother and took the book from his hands throwing it off to the side, Loki sighed and looked to the side where his brother was sat grinning at him. "You seem to have something on your mind brother, please let me share the burden" Thor offered that cheeky smile still on his face.
Loki faked a smile to reasure him and looked over at the warrirors three as they continued throwing each other around the courtyard... a place that is supposed to be peaceful. "Your coronation is coming up, are you excited brother?" Loki asked with what sounded like genuine curiosity, a tone he didn't use much when speaking to Thor.
Thor laughed deeply and grabbed his brother by the shoulder shaking it slightly. "You're changing the subject" He stated before removing his hand. There was a breif pasuse before he spoke again. "Yes I am to be honest brother I can not wait. I hope this doesn't make you feel badly toward me or father" Thor said looking at his brother once more this time wearing a more concerened look on his face.
Loki raised both his hands and bowed his head slightly. "Not at all Thor, I am...proud" Loki managed to get the word out, a word he never would usually use. Loki thinks the world of Thor but the one person he would never tell that too is Thor himself.
Thor crossed his arms. "Then what burdens you?" He asked.
I am the thing you hate most. Loki thought still managing to keep a shred of a smile on his face.
"Nothing worth talking about, now I think it is time you sorted your friends out before one accidentaly stabs the other, your warriror friends are not known for their brains" Loki said in his usual sarcastic tone, Thor looked over to see Volstagg with both Hogun and Fandral in a head lock, one undear each arm the sight made him laugh.
Thor rose from the ground and began to walk away from his brother "We will talk later" He stated loudly as he beagn to jog back to his friends.
Loki was pleased Thor left he felt as though he could not bare to face Thor any longer without telling him the truth, they had a tricky relationship Loki hated and loved his brother at the same time. Loki had spent his whole life compairing himself to his older brother and his older brother always won over everything, Loki spent his life feeling second best a feeling he had come to get used to. No matter how Loki felt about his brother at the time weather it was love or hate he was the only one Loki cared about what he thought of him. The idea of Thor thinking his little brother was a monster was a thought that drove a dagger through the younger brothers heart.
Loki shook off his dark thoughts and reached for his book that Thor carelessly threw to one side and sighed as he noticed one of the pages was slightly torn. Typical of Thor to come and wreck something that could actually teach him something.
"Did you mean it?" a feminine voice came from behind him, it didn't startle him he knew exactly who it was.
A whisper of a smile hinted on Lokis lips as he heard the voice. "Lady Sif, you almost startled me, had I not known you were there the whole time" he spoke bluntly with a hint of his usual sarcasm. Sif rolled her eyes and came out from behind the trees and stood infront of the Prince. She wasn't listening on purpose, she had been walking through the courtyard on her morning patrol and could not help but overhead the exchange between the brothers.
"You did not know" She accused frowing at Loki who was still sat on the ground.
Loki looked up at her and pushed his dark hair from his face smirking "God of mischeif" he reminded her in a playful tone. She stood awkwardly infront of him for a moment. Lokis tone soon changed "Is there something I can help you with?" Loki asked impatiently, he didn't like to be interupted when he was reading especially since it was the only thing keeping his mind of the dreams he had been having lately.
"Are you proud of Thor?" Sif asked her tone filled with curiosity.
Loki rolled his eyes and looked back down the pages on his book. "I said I was" he mumbled.
Sif smiled and cocked her head. "Not at all jealous?" Sif asked she didnt intend on sounding rude she was genuinly curious.
Loki pressed his lips together hard "Not at all" He said in his usual cocky tone. He looked up at Sif who was clad in armour, her hair in a single braid falling down her left side reaching just above her hip. She crossed her arms and stared at the prince. "You think I am lying" Loki added with a smile on his face this time he even flashed his teeth.
"God of mischeif" Sif teased amusing Loki slightly. "I just want the day to go smoothly for your brother and family" she added the comment making Loki smile and shake his head. Of course she is here to make sure you are not going to ruin Thors big day, why else would she feel the need to converse with you Loki thought to himself.
Loki rose from the grass and patted his black pants down of any loose grass that may be on him. His hand flashed green and the book he was once holding had now seemingly vanished. Sif looked adjitated , she was worried about how Loki would react to her comment. "And you belive me to be the spanner in the works that is going to some how ruin the day of coronation for my brother?" Loki asked in a menacing tone.
"I didn't say that" Sif stated firmly.
Loki frowned "I can read between the lines Sheild Maiden" he muttered unhappy at the accusation. "Is there a reason you are still here? would you like to throw more theory around of how I plan to ruin my brothers big day" Loki snapped at her making her worried momanterily.
She shook of the feeling as most of the time this is the tone he took with everyone he spoke to apart from Frigga. "Loki how long have we known each other?" Sif asked smiling at him. Lokis jaw hardend and he crossed his arms over his green tunic.
"Longer than I care to remember, Lady Sif" He snapped at her in hope she would leave him alone.
Sif shook her head "And you never change" she mused. "You are as mischivious now as you where when you were eleven years old. Don't think I have forgotten the time you cut off my hair while I slept in the courtyard" She remaniced at the story, she smiled even though at the time she cried and couldn't curse Loki enough.
Loki smirked at the thought of it "I grew it back the next day" He reminded her.
She let out a small laugh "Only because Thor threatened to tie you to a tree and leave you there for wolves to graze on" She reminded him once more. Lokis smirk dissapeared as he heard Thors name mentioned it reminded him he still had to tell his brother about what he really was, or deal with a life time of lies.
Loki looked up his green eyes burning into hers. "Is this conversation supposed to have purpose?" He asked feeling slightly annoyed at her presence.
"You are odd prince Loki" Sif accidently blurted out, Lokis eyes widened and he cocked his head slightly. Sif threw her hands up as to apologise. "I mean not to offend you my prince I just... you have always isolated yourself from us even when we were younger. While we all played warriors and valkyries you would be off on your own reading books" She said in a low almost sad voice.
Why did she care, what difference would it of made to her he thought. "Maybe I didn't enjoy the taunts that came from you and your fellow friends" He sniped back at her. Loki remembered on many occasions where he would want to join in but didn't over the fears of being mocked. It only got worse for him when he found out the truth, it had ripped him apart from a young age.
"I just wish for you to be a part of the ceremony, join us at the gathering and celebrate with us... tonight we will be drinking and dancing. Won't you join for the sake of Thor" Sif asked Loki tensed up as she said his name again, everything she did she did for Thor. Loki knew she was not asking him to come because she was at all bothered. As much as he cared for Thors opinion of him he hated constantly how people would go out of there was for his older brother, no one seemed to ever care for Loki that way. Apart from his mother.
"I will be there standing by my brothers side on the day of his coronation is that not enough?" Loki asked she shook her head and smiled again, her beautiful smile made her nose crinckle and eyes scrunch up Loki noticed.
"Think about it Loki, come drink with us. We are grown, matter not what happened in the past we can all get along like adults" She told him, she turned to walk away from him after a few steps turning around to look at the dark prince who stood under the tree, arms still folded. "Think about it He cares about you Loki and he worries" she called back.
"As do I about him" Loki muttered only loud enough so he could hear. Sif began to walk over to the men in the courtyard who were now lead down after wearing themselves out being idiots.
With a lot to think about Loki returned to his living chambers, somewhere he could gaurente silence . He walked through to his private bathing area and turned the golden faucet to begin running a bath. Loki began to undress himself freeing himself of the casual green tunic, he turned around and caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror his breathing hitched as he jumped back his back hitting the wall behind him, he didn't see himself but a blue version of himself with blood red eyes smiled back. Loki blinked as hard as he could and opened his eyes again, he was panting for breath as he felt his heart race. He looked up once more and felt relif when he saw his pale form staring back at him. He was exsausted and now his own brain had decided to become the enemy.
-0-
Why am I even going to this idiodic gathering. Loki cursed himself as he walked fast paced down the hall of the palace to the great hall where Thors celebrations were being held. He was dressed in green and gold, his balck hair slicked back in its usual smart style. He stopped in front of the two guards standing at either side of the door and waited for them to open it.
Loki walked through and imidiatly spotted Thor his long blonde hair in a braid falling down his back, he was dressed in his armour and looked ready for battle. Thor turned hearing the door and his face beamed a massive smile, he was drunk.
"Brother" He shouted waving at Loki as if Loki was suddently blind and couldn't see the blonde giant right in front of him. "I am so glad you came" Thor said as he pulled his brother in for a hug, Loki tensed up until his brother let him go.
Loki threw a small smirk at his brother trying his best to act normal. "Well someone has to make sure you don't do something stupid and manage to kill yourself before your corrination" He joked Thor laughed loudly and pulled Loki over to the table.
"Everyone my brother Loki is here" Thor yelled to the room as he grabbed another drink from the table and began to down it.
"Settle down" Loki muttered to his brother. Loki hated drunk Thor, drunk Thor liked to hug and tell his brother how much he loved him, drunk Thor also once threw Loki of the balcony of the third floor of the palace after refusing to belive his sourcerer of a brother couldn't fly. Loki shivered at the memory, luckily no broken bones, just more broken dignity.
Thor sat at the table and kicked a chair over to Loki "Come have a drink" He ordered pushing a glass in the direction of his brother. "I am glad you came brother, I can't stop thinking about when I am made king the fun we are going to have. Me ruling Asgard with you by my side" Thor droned on, Loki sat down in the chair next to him and supressed a sarcastic laugh.
"The king and the prince" Loki muttered as he lent forward to pick up a wine glass, with a tap of the glass and a small green flash it filled to the top with red wine.
Thor ginned at his brothers tricks, he was easily amused whilst intoxicated. "We will have our pick of all the beautiful woman in all the realms brother" He told Loki with a beaming smile.
Loki rolled his eyes and couldnt help but think of Sif "You already do Thor yet you refuse to look at the one who stands right in front of you" Loki reminded his brother of the brunette maiden that pined for him.
Thor looked confused for a moment until he understood his brother "Sif?" He asked Loki nodded "No not Sif, she is my friend she is a warrior. Maybe if I choose to settle down one day I will allow her to bare my children" Thor droned on sipping at his drink, Loki cringed he hated how his brother spoke of woman sometimes.
"Ah yes, because you just tell woman they will bare your children, I forgot thats how it happened" Loki mumbled into his glass.
"Brother you know she would not mind" Thor joked.
Loki lowered his glass and stared at his brother "She loves you unconditionally, I personally no not why you're and idiot" He said in his usual sarcastic tone.
Thor laughed and lent forward to pat his brother on the shoulder. "Oh brother how I am glad you chose to come tonight, imagine a night without your sarcasm and taunts" Thor said in a more than jolly tone. The warriors three and Lady Sif approached the table. Warrirors in thier usual armour and Lady Sif also chose to wear hers instead of a dress like all the other woman at the gathering. "Our friends" Thor cried raising his glass.
Loki turned to see the crowd walk towards them, he imidiatly noticed Sif smiling at him almost to say I knew you would come. Sif opened her mouth to greet the brothers but was quickly cut off. "Loki you're at a party?" Fandral asked in a slurred voice, the man could barely stand. Loki rolled his eyes, he always disliked Fandral.
Loki smirked at the warrior "That is an excelent observation Fandral you could give Heimdall a run for his money" he said in a sharp tone, Fandral laughed knowing alread he was under Lokis skin.
"I just didn't think this was a scene for the dark prince, nether the less we are happy" He reasured him. "Besides standing next to you will garuntee me more woman" He added as he took a seat on the other side of Thor. The warrirors all took a place at the table, Sif sat on the other side of Loki.
There was a moment of silence and Loki turned to the side slightly to get a glimps of the woman who was after his brothers heart. "Any fair maidens peak your interest my Prince?" Volstagg asked making Loki quickly look away from Sif. Loki had probably the most time for Volstagg he was a simple man he liked to fight and he loved his food, harmless really. "We could easily find you a lady love after all you are the prince of Asgard you shouldn't be walking around with an empty arm on such an occasion" Volstagg added.
Loki shook his head and looked down at his hands for a brief second before looking up at the warrior. "I haven't given it much thought I am just here because Thor wished it to be" He stated smiply.
"And I brother are happy you came" Thor declared throwing his arm in the air, Loki rolled his eyes.
"So you are not here to find a victim to take back to your chambers?" Fandral asked leaning back in his chair with a cocky smile on his face, Loki glared at him momenterally picturing himself throwing a dagger in the cocky warrirors face.
"What. No of course not" Loki snapped.
"Well what do you think we men do at parties prince Loki?" Hogun asked with a smirk on his face, Loki could almost feel Sif clenching her teeth next to him.
Fandral laughed loudely and smacked Hogun on his back. "Give him a clue the boy has never been to a party in his life" He jested looking over at the dark prince who wore a sharp expression. "Much less probably has he even been with a woman" he added causing the table to erupt with laughter, Loki gritted his teeth as the jibes contined to be thrown. "Has Odin given you the talk yet Loki or do you need us to explain what that thing is between your legs" Fandral kept joking infact he would not shut up, had it not been for his extreme tiredness Loki knew he would of done something to reltaliate.
Thor wiggled around in his chair amused at Fandrals childish joked. "I think my brother has read enough books to know about the male body and how it works" He winked causing everyone to laugh again. Everyone apart from Loki and Sif, Sif who was now looking at the floor.
"I would rather skip the quickie in stables with a inebriated woman who can't even say my name or her own for that matter" Loki spat back at Thor knowing thats most likely where Thor would end up tonight with some intoxicated woman.
Fandral lent forward and smiled at Loki, a smile that on any other day Loki would of happily removed from his face. "So romantic... That draws my conclusion Loki has never been with a woman" He joked. "Oh Prince Loki, you have the title and you don't even know how to use it" He said in a mock dissapointed voice. Loki had grown tired of this conversation.
"Fandral if you were to be prince Asgard would be over run with children" Volstagg shouted laughing at his sex obsessed friend.
Fandral shrugged "Most likely true and neither one with the same mother" He added causing the men to laugh once more. Fandral noticed the look on the dark princes face and couldn't help himself but to tease further. "That was a joke Loki, you are aware how children are made yes?" He slurred once more.
"He has that book too" Thor mumbled into his glass.
"Excuse me" Loki muttered as he rose from his chair in haste and stormed out of the hall.
"My prince we only jest-" Fandral yelled in a fake dramatic tone.
"Loki we joke with you, no one really thinks you are a virgin I'm sure you have bedded many woman!" Thor yelled loud enough for the whole room to hear, Loki didn't turn back he continued to walk until he had left the great hall. Sif moved down a chair to be closer to Thor and was shocked at his behaviour, without further thought she punched him in the arm. Thor frowned before smiling. "What?" He asked innocently.
"Virgin really?" Sif questioned, Thor noticed she was not in a gaming mood but didn't really care.
"Look at him, me probably is I mean when have you seen prince Loki with a woman and his mother doesn't count" Hogan piped up from across the table.
She snapped her head to look over at the warriors three all in a drunken huddle at the other side of the table. "You should show him respect after all he is prince of Asgard" She snapped almost sounding like a mother telling off her children.
"It is no fault of mine the serpent doesn't have a sense of humour" Fandral complained causing Sif to sigh, of course it wasn't their fault, it never was.
"Sif you over react, my brother is mearly in a bad mood, the same one he has been in for about 400 years now" Thor slurred his words slightly and began to laugh before taking another swig of his drink, Sif rolled her eyes at their behaviour you would think after hundreds of years they would learn to handle their drink.
"Hello Prince Thor" a voice interupted Sif scolding the boys. A small girl aproached the blonde brute from behind she was blonde and petite with a smile as white as snow, Thor smiled back at the girl his cheeks slightly red and eyes scrunched.
"Hello fair Lady" He said in a semi seductive voice, the best one his drunk mind could spit out, the girl giggled as Thor kissed her hand. "Care to dance?" he asked in a lower voice, she nodded and he rose from the table pratically picking the woman up and carrying her to the dance area. Sif gritted her teeth, she hated seeing woman throw themselves at Thor and she hated him even more for entertaining them. She huffed and grabbed the nearest drink and downed it one smashing the glass against the table, Fandrel, Hogan and Volstagg knew it was better not to say anything, after all to mock Loki was one thing but to mock Lady Sif would lead to a pain that lasted for days, somewhere around the south region.
"I am going to get another" She spat jumping up from her seat, she stormed her way to the bar but passed right by it leaveing the great hall and practically pushing the guards of the door out of her way.
"Well that went well" Fandrel joked taking another sip of his mead, the other two erupted in laughter partys were made for drama and they loved every second of it.
-0-
Loki found himself outside once more, this time just past the courtyard in the opening of the dense forest, he looked out into pure darkeness once again alone with his thoughts. Do I tell Thor? Do I lie to Thor? What if Thor finds out I lied to him and casts me out forever? The thoughts rattled around in Lokis head he felt like he was going to explode.
"My prince" A Soft voice came from behind, Loki didn't bother tunring around he already knew it was Sif from her approacing footsteps. "You are a hard man to find, I have been looking for you for quite sometime. what are you doing out here alone in the dark?" She asked in a soft voice as she finally reached his side and stood next to him. Her being next to him, it calmed him somehow, her soft voice so much of a different voice she used when she was with the warriors and Thor. Sif looked forward into the same darkness Loki looked at, she thought about Thor and about her friends and how angry they made her sometimes, how she felt un-included and un-equal to them.
After a few moments of silence Loki spoke "It's only dark if I wish it to be" his voice quiet but smooth. He held his hand out in front of him, his palm facing up and two green lights appeared dancing on his hand, almost like ribbons drifting in over and around eachother without touching...
Sif looked at the light admiring the beauty of them and looked up at the prince. The green light lit his face, she couldn't help but notice the sadness in his eyes something she had never noticed before, she had never taken the time to notice. "I apologise for the warrirors three, they know not their limits when it comes to mead and wine. They also don't understand some find there conversations vulgar and not entertaining" Sif felt the need to explain herself, after all she had all but promised Loki this wouldn't happen if he would of attended the gathering.
Loki smriked but not his usual one, he looked more hurt "My own brother mocks me" He spat. He turned to look at Sif the green light reflecting of her perfect skin. "What about you Sif do you enjoy the way they talk of woman?" He asked in an annoyed tone she looked up at him his green eyes burning into hers. He didn't give her the chance to speak. "guess you have no choice, you wouldn't want to look weak in front of them after all. You just remain sitting, listening and never say a word" He muttered shaking his head. He clenched his fist and the lights dissapeared leaving them in total darkness with only the lights of the palace behind them.
Sif now not being able to see Loki looked ahead into the dark forest "I wish not to argue with my brothers in arms on a daily basis about how they speak of woman. As a woman I know all men speak of woman this way, maybe just not in the presance of a Lady" Sif shrugged pretending there comments didn't vex her at all.
"I wouldn't class them as men" Loki muttered.
Sif looked at Loki only able to see dim light behind him lightling up his black hair, she coulnt see his expression but she guessed he wasn't happy still. "I just wanted to check you are okay, that is all my prince" She softly spoke, she reached to place a hand on his arm but sensing it Loki moved away.
"Please don't think for a second my mood is any reflection on what those oafs said" He spat viciously. "I am grown, Lady Sif and such juvanile comments leave me unaffected" He snapped in a powerful tone.
Sif nodded and looked to the floor. "Then may I ask what puts you in such a foul mood?" she asked innocently. Loki tensed up and clenched his jaw at the thought of telling her his problems.
"You may not" he muttered. "Is there a reason you are still here Lady Sif?" his tone growing more and more irritated. He wasn't mad at her he was mad at himself for letting himself become this obsessed over his true form. He knew she didn't deserve to be spoken to this way.
"You seem to be in deep in thought I was just wondering if maybe there was something I could help you with?" she shifted a little bit sensing that her presance was unwanted. "I am trying to be kind Loki" she quietly reasured him.
"Don't you have something better to do like competeing with all the other woman at the party for my brothers affection?" Loki snapped , the cruel comment hit Sif in the gut she bit down on her lip and nodded before turning around to face the palace.
"I- I shall leave now, sorry" she stammered quickly before walking off leaving the dark prince to stare into nothing. He continplated calling her back to apologise for his behaviour but his mind couldn't handle the thought of having to talk anymore.
He was in complete darkness again. Nothing but the muffled sounds of the party and the wind blowing through the trees to fill the empty silence that surrounded him. He lent agains a tree and slid down it until he was seated on the damp grass below placing his head in his hands. He was tired but not tired enough that he would risk falling asleep and having another dream about where he came from or how Thor would react when he found out.
He regretted dismissing Sif so quickly after all she was only checking he was okay, Loki shook his head in fustration at the thought of the tone he took with her. He couldn't help but wonder why she checked on him, maybe she felt guilty as she was the one who asked him to go in support of his brother. Loki rubbed his eyes and ran his hands through his glorious black hair and sighed, all this thinking was making his already tired brain exsausted. He let out another sigh and rested his head back on the tree trunk he was sat up against looking into the sky.
Thats when he first got the idea.
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It was the day before the coronation and Loki had been over his plan a million times in his head. The way he was going to prove himself a worthy and equal brother to Thor, a son Odin would look at with admaration in his eyes, the son Frigga always deserved. A hero.
Loki paced around his room his arms behind his back, he was thinking about the best time to execute the plan and how he could get away with it.
His master plan was to sneak in to Jotunhiem and execute his biological father King Laufey bringing his head back to Asgard proving his loyalties will always lie with the Asgardians and not the frost giants. Then it would not matter what his true form was because everyone would know Loki is Asgardian at heart.
It wasn't going to be easy though Loki had to think about how he could get there without being spotted by Heimdall. Next he had to think about what area to arrive in as he could only have the eliment of suprise or he would be totally outnumbered, an army to one. He looked at many maps of Jotunheim he pulled from the Asgardian Library and studied them, they had a moutain area surrounded by a forest, that was his way in. Next he would have to prepair for treking for a few days, he couldn't rush and just use magic he needed to go unnoticed that was the only way he was going to get to the king. He studied the map from every angle trying to work out the best plan. Loki planned to use magic to hide himself from the eyes of Heimdall using a very powerful spell.
Once he has executed the king he would make himself visible to Heimdall and the Bifrost would be his way home.
Loki smiled to himself like a mad man. He pictured his return to asgard throwing the head of laufey down to the ground, the looks of joy from Thor knowing his brother would forever fight by his side and was no monster. We would finally be looked at as equal Loki thought, they would see me as a warrior.
I will leave before the coronation as everyone is heading to the great hall for the ceramony Loki thought to himself. He knew by that time Asgard would be so loud from celebration no one would here him steal one of his fathers smaller ships and escape Asgard though one of many secret exits Heimdall knew nothing about.
An exsausted Loki began to laugh to himself his smile big and wicked. soon it won't matter when they find out they will know I am Asgardian. Loki threw the map in the air and fell back onto his bed. He felt like the room was spinning he was truely exsausted,. With a smile on his face he closed his eyes, it was the first time he had fallen asleep with ease in a long time.
This plan will work.
This plan has to work.
