Heyyya everyone. new chapter :D i dont really want to say alot up here so im just going to wait till you get to the bottom. enjoy!

Bella's POV.

The days that followed after the baseball game were some of the happiest that I've had since I became a vampire. The time that everyone wasn't in school or in work I would be with them, getting to know them all better. Of course, me and Jasper spent as much time together as we could, when I wasn't being monopolised by Alice. We would spend hours together just sitting, talking, kissing and touching each other. I never thought in my whole life I would be this happy but I was now. Since I had been with the Cullen's I had learned to love them all individually for their own reasons. Alice for her bubblyness, Rose for her bluntness, Edward and Emmett simply because of who they were. They would always look like they were living life like it was one big game and they had fun with it, but then you saw the protective sides of them towards their mates and their family. I could tell that there was nothing that either of them wouldn't do for everyone. Esme and Carlisle because of their compassion and their view on life. As creatures, we didn't exactly have the best life, having to kill humans in order to survive ourselves, but Carlisle had found a way around that and was able to give his family everything that they had missed when they were human. They were able to live a life where no one would suspect anything. It was safe, well as safe as this life could or would get. And then there was Jasper. I don't even think I am able to verbalise why I love him. I just do, but it is a different love compared to what I feel for everyone else. I'm not sure if he knew that I have been trying to keep my emotions in check when I around him, but it hard when he makes me feel the way that he does.

Today I had been left on my own, either everyone was in school or at work so that gave me the time that I needed to get things together for when I finally get to Boston. I knew that I had to leave soon, I did, but it would be hard especially now that I had a group of people who I cared for and who cared for me. It was even harder thinking about leaving Jasper behind. Being with Jasper now had turned into a need rather than I desire. I needed to be around him and the thought of that not happening hurt me.

But I wouldn't let myself think about that, not right now at least. For the moment, I was occupying myself with floor plans of building that I was considering buying to start my crèche when I get to Boston. I had found a few buildings that would be very suitable and were very close to my house. I was just looking over the finer detail of one when my cell phone rang. I didn't check the ID before I answered, but now I wish I did.

"Hello" I answered.

"Bella it has been too long." The voice answered back. I stiffened when I heard the voice.

"Jane. And what to I owe for this pleasure?" If you can call it that!

"Just calling to let you know that Aro will be in the area soon. He has a favour that he wants to ask of you." Jane asked me.

"I will not do anything for Aro! He knows that!" I growled into the phone.

"You say that now Bella, but we all know that you will come back to us soon. Either way, Aro will be visiting you soon." Jane said.

"I'm not in Chicago anymore." I told her. I knew that it wouldn't make a blind bit of difference if I was in the city or not. They would find me.

"Oh, Where are you now? No matter im sure that Demitri will be able to find you. See you in a few days then Isabella." And with that the line went dead.

I knew what Aro wanted as soon as Jane had spoken to me. Me! He knew what I could do as I had gone with them a few years after I was turned. Aro found my ability very useful and encouraged me to stay, but I refused. Aro let me go but has been chasing me ever since. This was one of the reasons why I stayed away from people. Why I tried not to make bonds with anyone else, because I knew that if Aro had anything to use against me to get me back to Italy, he would use it. I had never giving him chance. Until now! Everyone around me, everyone who knew me would be at risk now!

The decision that I had been fighting against, whether or not I should leave, now became all too clear. I had to go. I would not stay here and put any of these people at risk for what mistakes I had made in the past. I knew that I wouldn't be able to stay and say good bye to them, the only way that I would be able to do that now was through a note. I found a piece of paper and scribbled on it quickly, telling everyone that I had left but not saying why. As soon as I had finished the note I put it somewhere where I knew that they would find it before I started going around gathering all of my things and throwing them in the back of my car. Due to Alice's inability to go into a store without spending a penny, gathering everything that was mine took longer than I wanted it too. Long enough for someone to get back to the house before I had left. I froze when I heard the door opening and someone calling my name.

Alice's POV.

Arrrg! School was really starting to annoy me. I wasn't normally a person who complained about anything, but I was seriously fed with being here. I wanted to go to college again and do something different. I wanted to go to Paris and maybe get into designing, but no! I had to endure another year here. I don't know why I was in such a mood I just was. I wanted to get home and spend some more time with Bella. She had only been with us little over a week and I loved her. And I know how happy she had made Jasper. I have never seen him like this before. I knew that he loved her, even if he wouldn't admit it just yet.

I was sitting in the cafeteria in school with everyone waiting for the day to be over when I felt myself leaving the school cafeteria.

Bella was in the house picking up things and putting them into one spot. It looked like she was tidying up even though the house was in immaculate condition. She continued to hurry around the room before picking the large pile of objects and opening the boot of her car and putting them in. She glanced around and went to look at a note that was on the wall. It read:

'Cullen's, I really don't want to leave you but I must. You have no idea the danger you will be in if I stay here with you. It hurts me so much to have to go without saying good bye to you all but I don't have enough time. Please trust me when I say that it will be better for everyone if I leave now without anyone here because I know if you were here with me you would stop me. I cant say how much you all mean to me after such a short time and I love you all. So much! Please do now follow me. Anyone!

Bella. X'

After she read the note she got into her car and drove out of the garage. Leaving behind a few tire tracks and smoke in the garage. And then she was gone!

I came back to the real world and I ins6tantly knew what was happening. Bella was leaving us. Without saying goodbye. Everyone was looking at me confused, waiting for a explanation, but there was only one person who I spoke too.

"Jasper you need to get home now!" he told him, wanting to scream, but knowing that would draw attention.

"What are you talking about Alice?" Jasper asked.

"there isn't time, you need to go home now and stop her!" I said again. He seemed to understand this time because he got up off his chair and left the hall quicker than he should have, but it didn't matter. All that mattered was that he get back to the house and try and stop Bella before she left.

Bella's POV.

I knew who had come into the house as soon as I heard the door open, and it was the last person who I wanted to be here.

"Bella!" Jasper called from downstairs.

I knew that there was no point in hiding. He would find me in a matter of seconds either way. I was in his room picking my things up so that I could leave. But he found me.

"Bella what are you doing?!" he asked me.

"I have to leave Jasper, please don't stop me." I begged him.

"Why are you going? What brought all this on? Please Bella I need to know what you are running from?" he asked me. I wasn't running from something. If anything I was running towards the problem rather than running away from it.

"I'm not running from anything Jasper." I told him honestly

"Then what are you so scared about? Please Bella." He begged again.

"I cant tell you, and it is killing me not to be able to. I have to go you will be safer when I'm not here." I promised.

"What will we safer from? Bella you are not making any sense." Jasper begged.

"The Volturi! They are coming so I need to get away from you." I told him truthfully.

"Why are they coming here? We haven't done anything?" jasper asked.

"They are not coming here. To this house. They are coming after me." I finally told him.

"Why?!" Jasper demanded.

"Jasper you have seen what I can do. Do you have any idea what Aro will do to get me. This is why I never stay with other vampires, because I am scared that if anything like this happens people will be at risk. I have never given Aro the opportunity to hurt people to get what he wants. He is not above that!" I told him, continuing to pick things up from the room.

"Bella, Aro will know you have been here even if you do go. Ave you forgotten what he can do?" jasper asked me.

"Don't be stupid Jasper! I know exactly what he can do. I have only shown you a tiny piece of what I can do! You have no idea the extent of my power! I can control what Aro will see when he touches me. He will see what I want him too see. He doesn't know that I can do that. It is the only way that I am able to protect you now!" I screamed at him.

Jasper grabbed hold of my arms and pushed me back into the wall his face inches from mine.

"Bella, we can take care of ourselves. We have been for years so there is no need for you to go. Please, I love you and I need you to stay with me." Jasper begged, I could hear the desperation in his voice for me to stay with him, but I had no choice I had to go. I pulled on his shirt so that he would get closer to me so that I could kiss him. He kissed me back hard. His lips seeking desperately to stay on mine. Hoping to keep me here. I pulled back after a few seconds panting.

"Jasper I love you too, I really do. You have no idea how hard that has made this for me. Knowing that you love me and that I have to go." I said.

"Then don't. Please Bella." He begged. I hated seeing him like this.

I looked Jasper in the eye and told him that he needed to let me go. Jasper took deep breaths before he let his arms drop to his sides and I was able to move again. I backed out of the room with my eyes still fixed on Jasper. I knew that as soon as I left my eyes off him he would come after me again. When I was close to the stairs I ran as fast as I could to the garage and got in my car, but Jasper was faster.

"let me come with you!" Jasper asked. He had no idea exactly how much I wanted him to come with me and be with me forever, but he couldn't.

"You have no idea how much I want that. But you will be in danger with me. Cant you get that in your head Jasper! I cant put you or anyone in danger because I love you all so much. Please stay here and be safe. Don't come after me. I don't want to but you know I will make you stay here. Please, if you love me at all you will do as I say." It was my turn to beg now.

Jasper just stood there and watched me get into my car as I started the engine. He didn't stop me! That surprised me a little. I watched as Jasper disappeared in my read view mirror as I moved away from the Cullen's house. After about 5 minutes driving what had just happened sunk into my head and for the first time in nearly 140 years, I cried for something other than my children. I cried because I had lost a man who I loved above anything else, and he had lost me.

Jaspers POV.

There was nothing I could do but watch as Bella's Audi drove away from me. I loved her and she was gone. I didn't know what I was going to do now. She had told me not to follow her for the moment, but there was nothing that she could do if I went to find her again. I saw the note that she had written to say good bye to everyone. No doubt Alice had seen what had happened, so they wouldn't need this. I picked it up and put it in my pocket, keeping the only thing that I had left of Bella safe with me.

I would find her and I would get her back!

Dont hate me! Please?! I know wat im doing. They are going to be apart for the next few chapters but i promise that they will fine each other again sooon. So let me know what you thought about this becasue i really want to know what you thought. and btw, people have been messgaing me on my other story commenting on my spelling and stuff lk that. There could very well be spelling mistakes in my stories, im not perfect but Alot of words that are in my stories and spelt different if you live in America and are reading this. so unless you see a genuine spelling mistake, can you not comment on them because it is effecting my abilty to write when i am being critisised about silly things like that. Ok now i got that off my chest i will leave you :) Remember what i said, review and it will help me write quicker :) love you all.

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