Jasper

After Bella fell asleep that night, I stared at her. Before I left to go track the scent ofVictoria, I wanted to know every curve of Bella's body. Her breasts were perfect; not too big for her petite body, just the right size and perky. Her waist was slim and filled out to create that lushes arc when it hits her hips. Her small ass just made her adorable and her toned legs looked like they could go on for miles. I kept imagining the time we kiss, her breasts pressed against me and her legs wrapped tightly around me waist.

I should've been scared that I wanted Bella this much. We just got in touch two weeks ago and we both wanted to jump each other's bones. At first, I thought it was just sex, because she was a vixen, but it wasn't. I could imagine myself having slow, love making with her. I knew I wasn't in love with her, but I did care for her a lot and…I wanted to fuck the ever-living shit out of her.

Did I mention that?

I cupped her cheek then ran my hand down her neck, pausing over the swell of breasts, curving above her waist, and settling possessively on her full hip, brushing my thumb under her shirt to feel her heated skin. She squirmed slightly, goose bumps rising on her soft skin. I wanted to taste it. She sighed my name in her sleep and even tried to scoot closer to me, but I smirked and got up. My throat was burning, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

I jumped out the window and followed the dull scent ofVictoria. I was always a great tracker, maybe even better than James so I could find her pretty fast. As I was running towardsIdaho, an unexpected figure slammed into me. I snarled as we fell down a hill together. It was obviously a newborn. I could tell by the strength and sloppiness of her hits.

I gripped her hair firmly and threw her on the ground. She hissed, but I quickly I slammed her down on the earth, locking my body on top of her's. I snarled when she moved and pressed my teeth to her neck. She froze, remembering the burn of the venom and hurriedly quieted.

I leaned back, "Who sent you?"

She screamed at me, wiggling around when I removed my teeth, "Fuck you!"

I growled, pulling her hair sharply. She yelped and tried to fight, "Who. Sent. You?"

"V-Victoria!Victoria!" She cried, garbling.

I fuckin' knew it, "Why?"

"S-She said that if we found the girl we had to bring her back without killing her and she would help with the burning in our throats. It hurts so fucking bad," She whimpered, "She said others with gold eyes are bad and could read our thoughts. We're not safe around your kind."

"And?" I slammed her head into the ground, growling. She screeched and, at the last second, her teeth snapped towards my wrist. I yanked it back in time and released her, but she hopped up and took off. It didn't matter, I would find her and I had all the information I needed from her.

…

I skidded to a stop in front of Bella's house and was surprised to see her standing in the grass, my hoodie around her and yoga tights, barefoot, and a cigarette between her red fingernails. She took a deep breath, sucking in the nicotine then exhaled, blowing out a puff of white smoke.

I walked over to her, a puzzled look on my face. She smiled at me, "Hey." Her hair was up in a messy bun, wisps of hair falling in her face.

"I didn't know you smoked." She shrugged and held out the pack ofNewport, a strong pack of cigarettes. I took one. She lit it quickly and stared at me.

"Where were you?" She asked, glancing down at my dirty shoes and my soaked jean shins.

I rolled my eyes at the wariness in her tone, "I was just—"

"Don't you dare lie to me, Jasper Whitlock!" She snapped.

I held up my hands in surrender, smirking slightly, "I wouldn't. I found this newborn and asked her some questions." Bella's eyes widened comically. She suddenly launched herself at me, running her fingers over my naked skin and clothes.

"Are you okay? Did she hurt you?" She questioned fearfully. She slapped her hands on my cheeks and stared into my eyes. It was then that I realized how close she was. Her chest was grazing mine as she stood on her tip toes and her face was inches from mine. Her full lips parted and her sweet lips flew over my face, the scent of cigarettes, strawberries, and mint.

She seemed to notice too, "Um," She blushed and looked down, turning soft pink, "S-Sorry." She slowly leaned away and leaned away, placing the cigarette in her mouth. I was too fuckin' horny to care about anything but her. I watched, perplexed and longing, as she took the smoke out of her lips, and a cloud of chemicals fell from her full mouth. I couldn't take it anymore.

I dropped the cigarette in my hand and grabbed her face in my hands, turning her lips towards mine to clash them together. Her eyes widened, but slid close after she registered what happened. My hands slipped over her neck and twined into her hair, pulling her closer. My throat was now a dry ache; I was too focused on her. She gasped into my mouth as I reached down to her ass and picked her up. She wrapped her long legs around my waist as my tongue entered her lips.

She moaned and twisted her hands into my hair, tugging roughly, "Jasper…" I let her catch her breath, kissing down her neck and sucking on her skin. I searched for her sweet spot and found it right beneath her ear. She whimpered and bucked her hips into mine, "Jasper," She tried again, "What are we doing?"

I knew she would ask that, "It doesn't matter. Just go with it, Bella. Please."

She nodded, but I felt her hesitance. I didn't want that so I reached a hand down from her hair and gripped a hand under her breast. She moaned, forgetting of her uncertainty and scraped her nails down to tuck her hands into the back pockets of my jeans, pushing my dick into her core. I growled and attacked her lips again. She gasped out on word.

"Bed." Unfortunately, we weren't going to make it that far. Charlie's was asleep in his room, snoring loudly. I placed her on the granite counter and shredded out of my shirt. She ran her hands over my chest and scars, pressing a kiss to my throat. I grabbed her jacket and took it off her body. The tank top she had on blocked the view.

"Sorry if you're attached to this shirt, darlin'." I halfheartedly apologized as I tore the offensive fabric from her body. Her hooded eyes widened slightly. I wasn't sure if she was ready for sex, but I definitely wanted to see where this went.

She had on no bra and I hissed at the sight, her perfect breasts lay in front of me. Her small hands fumbled for my belt buckle, but I pushed her back and took a tip into my mouth. She gasped then moaned, allowing me to take control.

My hands moved down to her yoga pants and I yanked them off. She tensed as my fingers trailed down her nether regions and snuck into her underwear. She mewled out a whine as my hands found her slick, wet folds, "Fuck, Bella." She smelled fucking delicious and I wasn't talking about her blood. I pushed two fingers inside her, and hissed when I felt how tight she was.

She stretched around me and moaned, squirming as I moved my fingers inside her. She bucked up, moaning my name and I had to put a hand over her mouth to quiet her. I flicked my finger over her clit and she let go, crying out loudly. Charlie's snores stuttered, stopped, and then started up again.

"Bella, you have to be quiet if we're going to do this." I told her softly. She nodded, staring at me with hooded eyes. She hurriedly undid my belt buckle and threw down my jeans, wrapping a leg around my waist.

I chuckled, "Someone's eager." She didn't even blush, but wrapped an arm around my neck, pulling me closer. I steered myself towards her wet, hot entrance and slowly pushed inside her. She froze, pain erupting into her.

"Bella?" I questioned, looking into her eyes. They were glistening with tears.

"I-I'm fine," She paused, swallowing thickly, "Just…give me a minute."

I stood still, partly inside of her and she gradually started to rock her hips, a small whimper sliding from her full lips. I couldn't take it anymore. I gripped her hips and zoomed to the living room, throwing her on the couch. I kept a hand on her mouth, making sure to keep her's and my moans down. Her legs rewrapped around my waist as I slammed in and out of her. My bloodlust was rising, but so was my climax. My abdomen tightened as Bella's sex squeezed around me. She shuddered. I wrapped my arms around her and lifted her up, clashing my lips over her's.

She moaned, threading her hands through my hair and I bucked my hips up one more time and we came together. I covered her screams with my mouth and held her still. As girly as it sounded, I was on Cloud Nine. I had just had sex with Bella.

Reality crashed down on me.

I.

Just.

Had.

Sex.

With.

Isabella.

Marie.

Swan.

My brother's ex girlfriend and love of his…existence.

But, it didn't make me upset like it should. I didn't regret it and I'd sure as hell do it again. Sure, it was impulsive and dangerous and idiotic, but…it felt so right. Bella must've felt my stillness because she peeked up at me with wide, scared eyes, panting slightly. I pulled out of her slowly and she whimpered, biting that bottom lip.

To show her everything was okay, I leaned forward and pulled her bottom lip from mouth, biting down on it gently and running my tongue over it apologetically. She smiled when we parted.

I didn't care that she was human, I didn't care if Alicecould see us right now, I didn't give a fuck that Edward still loved her. She was mine and…I loved her.

"Everything's okay, darlin'." I told her quietly. Her smile grew and her hands threaded through my hair again. I sighed and took in her scent, holding her close.

Everything was okay.

We were okay.