A/N: I don't own this, we all know who does. If I did, Rpattz would have gone to parent-teacher conferences with me today, distracted the teachers with all his pretty so that they wouldn't have yelled at me so much.

This is unbeta'd, so any and all mistakes belong to me. But I have ice cream to help dull the pain, so it's cool.

This is for my wifey, Mrs. Robward. Are you reading her drabble Might Have Been? Let me just say, I love her angsty, cold as ice heart. She writes that story so good... :)

Thanks to Luxure & EdwardsBloodType for prereading this. I were ever to take on mistresses... :D

**disclaimer **

This story is a bit taboo. You'll get more parts of the story with each chapter. :) And yes, there will be longer chapters spread throughout this. Let's keep in mind that Edward is a jealous 18 year old boy/man, okay? :)

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… Chapter Four - Tree House … Edward …

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She pulls me outside, against the side of the house. Quiet giggles fill the air.

"Shhh, listen," she says, standing still.

I hear him. The open window above us, his grunts floating through the air.

"Ew, my parents are having sex," she says.

My stomach drops. You're letting him touch you, fill you, the way I was doing only minutes before.

"Come on," she says, pulling me to the back yard. Up a ladder and into the tree house, I follow her.

My heart hurts, I may vomit.

Her shirt is off and her bra gone. Her nipples look like yours.

"Fuck me, Edward."

I do it, because she asked me to. And because you're letting him have you.

I remember what he sounded like as he pounded into you, and I groan as I push into her tight pussy.

She's tighter than you are, but I don't like it.

You told me I'm big, I know I'm bigger than most guys my age.

You like me big.

She likes me big, too. I've heard her tell her friends.

"Edward," she moans, thrashing underneath me. I push harder, sucking on her neck as I do.

Maybe if you see a hickey there tomorrow, you'll know what you did to me by letting him touch you.

"Bella," I whisper, cumming hard inside of her.

She stills. "What?"

"Bella...beautiful." I try to cover my mistake. "You're so beautiful. I thought you liked that foreign language shit."

She smiles, and I see your smile.

"I do, but that's my mom's name. Maybe don't say that one again, okay?" she laughs.

"Never again," I say, promising that I'll never slip again.

Or maybe I'll never be with her again.

This is hard...too hard.

I need you, and I don't like lying to her.

She's too much like you, I can't break her the way I'm broken.

"Thanks for the fuck, baby," she says, laying across the floor naked, catching her breath.

She's fucked. You're fucked. I'm fucked.

This whole thing is fucked.

And I can't stop.

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A/N: Another chapter tomorrow. More info coming out, like a name. :)

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