A/N: I don't own this, we all know who does. If I did, Rpattz would be making my kids clean the living room. People are coming over. :D

This is unbeta'd, so any and all mistakes belong to me. I'm blaming that pretty new secret group at Facebook. It's super fun. LD

This is for my wifey, Mrs. Robward. She went to the movies tonight. Hope it's something she likes. :D

Thanks to Luxure & EdwardsBloodType for prereading this. They're smart. :)

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This story is a bit taboo. You might like this... :)

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… Chapter Thirty - Watching … Edward …

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I sit in the chair, watching you. Wishing I could touch you.

After Tanya explained the options of the private room, I hid for a while longer until I knew it was a little over an hour until closing.

The man out in the hallway took my money, my order. He set me up with you. Told me about the cameras and the rules.

I was fine to follow them. Fine to watch you, ache for you, even touch myself in response to you.

I never dreamed you could be so sexy. So erotic. So perfect.

Each movement you make is magic. Each gesture draws me in. Each expression on your face breathes life back into me.

I found you. Finally.

I hate what you are doing, but after talking to Tanya for a bit, getting as much information as I could, I found out that you don't do this often. Don't dance for men. She actually laughed about it, how you must not be very good because you've only done it a handful of times.

She bragged about how she did it a few times each night.

She must be insane or just jealous if she thinks you aren't good.

You're amazing. Your body pulsing, swaying to the music.

I remember touching you, all the bare places I see, and the ones that are still hidden.

When your shirt comes off, I see your nipples, how they look the same.

I'll bet they taste the same.

I'd bet my life on it. I intend to find out.

Just as you begin moving to another song, I stand from my chair, unable to stay even ten feet away from you anymore.

I see your face, the panic in your eyes. You glance to the door. I know you're thinking of calling for help.

I step closer, my hand raising in an effort to be closer to you. Just as your eyes begin to shimmer with fear, I say your name.

"Bella?"

It comes out like a question, but I know who you are.

"Yes?" you reply, still not certain. "Do I know you?"

Your lip is trembling. I wish I could kiss your fear away.

"Yeah, you do."

I step into the light, letting you see me.

Your eyes go wide, wider than I've ever seen them. You stumble backwards, hitting the wall before you slide down, landing your ass on the floor. You watch me, like if you look away, I'll disappear.

"Edward?" you whisper, still not believing.

I look at you, how beautiful you are. There is no way anyone would believe you're a 42 year old woman. No way.

You look younger now than you did six years ago. I'm not sure how that's possible.

"Hi," I say. Nothing else comes to mind.

Instantly you scramble for your clothes, pulling them on in a rush of twisted, flying fabric. As if I haven't seen you naked before. As if I haven't had you in much more intimate settings.

"What...what you doing here? I mean, how did you know I was..."

You're panicked and I'm afraid I'll scare you away, lose you again.

As much as I wish I could just walk out the door, forget everything I've seen tonight, I can't.

My heart aches for you, yearns for you, beats for you.

I have questions that need answered. Desires that need fulfilled.

No one else can do what I need. Only you.

I squat down in front of you, reaching out to trail my fingers along your cheek.

"I've missed you, baby."

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A/N: Is it what you thought? Are you grumpy that he didn't leave? As if could have done that. :D

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