A/N: So here it is. The next chapter of inside out and I know I have been promising this for a while but these characters veered off on a totally different path towards the end of the chapter and as you all know I write when it comes to my head. I hope you all enjoy. Thank you for the pimps reviews and praise for this story. It honestly means the world to me.
BPOV
"God Bella, it annoys me how naturally pretty you are, ugh you make me sick" Rosalie complained as she flopped down on Edward's bed.
"I have no idea what you're talking about" I said as I covered my lips in gloss.
"Bella, I swear you're blind, you're a fucking knock out" Rosalie said with a raised eyebrow
"Whatever Rose, you've obviously lost your mind, now where are we going?" I said turning around as my curls fell loosely around my shoulders.
"Well, I thought we could go get your outfit for tonight; you're going to the races, on Edward's arm. You gotta look hot, I mean all the way hot, so we're going to my favorite store. Then we're gonna meet Edward at Emmett's club before we head to the strip" Rosalie said pulling me along with her.
"Alice, come on bitch, we got stuff to do" Rosalie yelled down the hall as we got down to the second floor.
Alice came out of the bedroom, her face was flushed and she was running her fingers through her spiky hair.
"ugh can't you two goo a few hours without bumping uglies?" Rose rolled her eyes.
"So says the bitch who could be heard screaming Emmett's name on the next continent" Alice said flipping her the bird.
I couldn't say anything all I could do was try to hold back the giggles.
"So where are we going" I whispered trying to change the subject
"I need food and you need something hot for tonight, so we're gonna take you to Hustler and slut you up a little bit, show Edward the goods" Rosalie said wagging her eyebrows at me.
"It doesn't matter, he won't take them" I mumbled under my breath, but obviously Alice had the hearing of a bat and heard me.
"What you mean Edward hasn't-" She stopped and kind of did this weird head nod.
"He said he wants me to beg for it, he won't take it until I ask him for it, so then I asked for it and he shrugged me off, saying I had no idea what I'm asking him for" I whispered.
"Oh god, umm, Bella, do you- I mean do you really understand what you're getting into?" Alice asked as we piled into the back of a Navigator.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"I mean do you have any idea of the things you're going to see tonight, Edward, truly in his element. Do you know about him?" Alice asks
"I know why he went to prison, I know what he does, I don't care. I just want him, all of him" I said.
"Well, tonight we will get you what you want" Rose said as the truck stopped in front of the mall.
A large native American man opened the door and extended his hand to help each of us out.
"Have a good time ladies; we'll be close if you need anything. Mrs. Cullen Mr. Emmett asks that you call him" he said handing her a phone.
Rose looked down at her watch. "Oh shit I totally forgot" she muttered as she turned away from us.
"What's that about?" I asked.
"She has to check in with Emmett every so often, he likes to know where she is, what she's doing. I have to check in with Jas to, just them being overprotective, but with Emmett, he gets pissed" Alice said shrugging it off.
I looked down at my phone and smiled when I saw a text from Edward.
Hope you're having fun and spending tons of money. Wear something sexy for me tonight
-E
"Aww look she's all in love" Alice cooed and I stuck my tongue out at her.
We stopped at this little boutique when I saw the perfect outfit for tonight. I started slapping Rosalie's arm
"Jesus Bella, what the hell are you hitting me for?" She hissed
I pointed to the black and blue corset with the black short shorts with blue roses down the sides.
"Do you think Edward would like me in that?" I asked.
"Holy shit, I'd do you in that. Get you a pair of kick ass DC's that is the perfect outfit for the races" Rosalie whisper yelled.
"I just-whoa, no I want thigh high boots, that would look so killer" I whooshed out before Rosalie grabbed me by the arm and yanked me into the boutique.
Now on the rack the outfit looked hot, but on me I have to admit it was smoking. There was just one problem, I couldn't breathe.
The corset looked just like it was supposed to a little to tight and just the right amount of see through; the cinch at the waist wait was everything. Even I was in awe at the way the thing hoisted my boobs up and out but totally crushed my rib cage and my lungs.
"Oh my god, you look amazing, we can totally body wave your hair and put some body glitter on your legs and even I'd make a pass for you" Alice gushed and I just rolled my eyes.
So off we went to get the perfect shoes for the outfit. What happened in the shoe store shocked the hell out of me. I've never been a girl that was into heels but once I saw this pair of black thigh high boots, with a slightly spiked heel. I knew that this would be the perfect addition to this outfit. I had to buy them along with the blue and white DC sneakers that Rose said I had to have. I'd never spent this much money, and to be able to do it without worry was a new change for me, but it was a change that I had to admit, I liked.
After a stop to the shoe store and a few other stores, I was ready to pass out from being so freaking hungry.
"Can we please eat before I die of starvation?" I whined.
"Yeah I was just thinking the same thing" Rosalie said as we walked out of the mall. I squeaked when I saw an Olive Garden.
"Please can we go there, they have this chicken and gnocchi soup that is way to awesome!" I said
"Sure why not, I don't think we've ever eaten here" Rosalie said as we offloaded our bags with one of the guards.
As we walked into the restaurant, I heard a few people start to whisper and one lady tried to pretend to be looking at her phone but you could clearly see she was taking a picture.
"Well, look it here, the mob wives are having lunch, someone hold me up" Rosalie sneered and rolled her eyes.
"Is it like this all the time?" I asked.
"No not really, they only try to get to us when something big happens, like the guys make a business deal, something like that, we'll explain more later" Rosalie said as we were seated.
The restaurant was great in giving a table in the back dining room so we wouldn't be disturbed. The waitress was super nice and attentive.
"So tell me about the races, like what am I getting myself into?" I aske as the waitress sat my soup and salad down in front of me.
"It's actually a lot of fun, some really nice cars, slutty girls trying to get the attention of the sexiest richest guys there, which is a no brainer, I mean they already belong to us but you know. Trust me nothing to worry about, it's going to be amazing. The music the lights, it's so sexy. The guys race for pinks. It's the sexiest thing ever" Rosalie said.
"Race for pinks?" I asked as the check was laid down on our table.
"Pink slips for cars, and by the way bitch you interrupted my shopping, you're buying dinner" Alice said winking at me.
I stuck my tongue out at her as I pulled Edward's black card out of my purse.
"Ladies, just so you know, someone leaked to the press you're here. They're waiting for you outside the front entrance" The waitress leaned down and whispered.
"Thank you so much for watching out for us, that means a lot" Rosalie said giving her a small smile and a huge tip.
"Well Bella, time for the first meeting with the bottom feeders, no time to be a small shrinking wall flower, remember you're the bosses wife, time to be that boss bitch. Remember sunglasses on head held high ears closed look straight at the car you're heading for and don't let a thing that scream at you blip your radar. Trust me" Alice said as she signed the card slip.
"Okay deep breath. I would do anything for Edward, to let him know I love him and I got his back. I'd never give up on him" I thought as we walked out and a million cameras went off. They screamed at Rose, who's the new girl? Where is Emmett, what about the newspaper reports that he was running prostitutes into the united states from foreign countries? Rosalie had me in awe, she didn't even acknowledge them, but I know she heard them from the cock smirk that appeared when they started asking about the latest allegations from the newspapers.
I rolled my eyes behind my glasses when they started to mention Edward. Are you Edward's new flame? Hey new girl, what's your name? Does Edward love you? Do you know he's a convicted felon?
That question made me snort as we climbed into the car. As soon as the door closed I took a second before I burst into full out laughter. Rosalie and Alice just stared at me as if I'd lost my mind.
"Uh Bella, um are you okay?" Rosalie asked me.
"Yeah, what would make you think I was anything but?" I asked between fits of laughter.
"Uhh cause I think you may have finally fucking lost it" Rosalie said with a raised eyebrow.
"No, I just think it's fucking funny that they are so desperate to know who I am, or how much Edward and I feel for each other, I don't know for some reason I just found it comical" I snorted and wiped the tears away.
"Yeah, you've finally lost it, but it is kind of funny the way they are always after the low down on us" Alice said as the car slowed down in front of the house.
"Now we are leaving in half an hour, you bitches better be ready or I swear I will leave without you; Bella, umm can I please do your hair?" Alice said with a pout and pleading hands.
"No, I'm not a Barbie doll. I can do my own hair" I said as I climbed out of the car.
"Hello ladies, did we have fun?" Esme asked as her heels clicked across the entryway floor.
"We did, now I umm need to get ready" I said.
"Well Edward all of your things moved into his wing" Esme said with a waggle of her eyebrows.
I was about to say something but then her cell phone rang.
"Excuse me ladies I really need to take this, dam reporters" she mumbled as she walked out of the room whispering harshly into her phone.
"Well, see you guys in half an hour?" I asked
"Bella, I really really want to do your hair and make-up. I'll make you look so pretty" Alice pleaded
"Alice, I'm not a Barbie doll, and according to your brother in law I'm already pretty, so back off. I'm not your personal toy to make up and dress" I snapped.
I liked Alice from what I had seen, but her using me as her own personal Barbie doll was going to get old.
"Sorry Bella, I didn't mean to-"
"I know you didn't Alice, but it's all about the presentation, I know I have a lot to learn about this life, and there are going to be things I'm not sure of, but before I met Edward I survived, and I won't do anything less than that now. I have a mind. I intend to use it" I said with a raised brow
"oh shit check out the balls on this one, remind me to never piss you off, but you bitches wanna hurry up. I miss my husband and I'm walking out without you bitches" Rosalie said with a roll of her eyes.
I sighed as I looked around realizing that I was finally alone. I love the activity and bustle of this family. I'm never bored, but god knows five minutes to just be felt amazing. I didn't miss how bored I was in my old life, but I did miss being able to just have some quiet time to think.
I enjoyed my shower and putting my make up on and hot rolling large barrel curls into my hair that hung down my back and when I laved up the black leather thigh high boots and looked at myself in the mirror, I wouldn't go as far as to say I didn't recognize myself, I knew who I was, I just liked how this girl looked a lot better. I liked the confidence she exuded, the exotic beauty to her with her dark hair and eyes against her light skin her dark eyes that were framed by long beautiful dark lashes and the rhinestones that adorned the edges of her eyes. This was the girl that I'd always thought I was supposed to be. Now it was yet to be seen if Edward would like her.
I grabbed my purse and wallet and checked my phone noticing that if Rosalie was serious in her threat we would be leaving Casa De Cullen in a little less than five minutes. I carefully teetered around the room getting my bearings on the death heel of the sexiest boots in the history of creation; I could actually strut across the room with confidence without even stumbling.
I descended the stairs carefully and delighted in the way my heels clicked across the marble floors of the grand foyer; I stepped into the sitting room and smiled a little when I saw Esme and Carlisle on the couch she looked up at him as he spoke to Rose and Alice as if he was the only person in the world. The love in her eyes was almost magical.
My eyes met Carlisle and he stopped whatever he was saying and whispered "Santa Madre di Dio" and everyone turned and looked at me. They were stock still and silent and obviously there had to be something wrong. I started to fidget and pull at the outfit, my confidence wavering and shaky.
"Um is something wrong? Do I look okay?" I whispered.
Esme was up and off the couch in a matter of second taking my hand in hers. "Oh my sweet girl, you look absolutely sinful, you're going to turn quite a few heads tonight and maybe stir up a green eyed monster in my baby" Esme said as she winked.
"Bella, I hope that you're going to be able to contain Edward tonight, please don't let him get arrested" Carlisle laughed.
"I doubt that would even be close to a remote possibility, but I promise he will be on his best behavior" I said with a small smile.
"You my darling shouldn't make promises you can keep, because once my sons sees you I doubt he will be on his best behavior" Carlisle said as he bent to kiss my cheek.
I had to look away as I felt all the blood rush to my cheeks as he looked over the three of us and muttered something about his sons always having a death wish and snickered as he walked out of the room.
I was in a fog of confusion and the next thing I heard was Rose telling us it was time to leave.
"You were right Bella, you didn't need me. You look amazing" Alice said as she bent over to zip up her boots, she was wearing some black short shorts and this ankle length through wrap style cloak. The outfit made her look long sleek and deadly, but beautiful.
"Hey you're looking pretty amazing yourself" I said motioning to her outfit.
"I hope Jasper thinks the same" Alice said as she threw back another shot.
Rose was in the driver's seat of a yellow Audi with suicide doors and a killer paint job in front of the house when we walked out.
"Jaysus what took you bitches so long, I almost left your asses" she grump and she tore away from the house.
"Aww are you going into withdrawal and need your monkey man fix?" Alice teased
"Bitch please, that boy is just as whipped and addicted to me. It's what makes us work so well" Rosalie winked at me in the rearview mirror, I just shook my head. I was trying to pay attention to where we were going but Rose drove like she was qualifying for the indy five hundred, thank god for me I don't get car sick. What did make me sick was when we stopped outside of a pretty upscale business but the small marquee said gentlemen's club.
"Uh Rose, what are we doing at a strip club?" I quietly asked.
"Don't you remember when I told you earlier we were going to meet the guys at Emmett's club? Well this is Emmett's club" Rosalie said as two large men opened the doors and held out their hands.
"Evening Mrs. Cullen, they're still in the meeting; but you can go on upstairs" he said as Rosalie handed him the keys.
Rosalie leveled him with a glare as his eyes glazed over while looking at her car. "I find a single scratch and I will feed your still beating heart to a pack of hungry wolves" She sneered and I swear he went pale.
Alice met her eyes with a raised brow and a questioning glance.
"What? Emmett bought me that car" she shrugged
She smiled brightly. "I get it , I'm the same way with everything that Jas buys me, now let's get in there before they come out looking for us.
"Do we have to go in there; I mean there are naked women in there, what if Edward is with one of them?" I said suddenly losing all the confidence I'd been so full of earlier.
"Girl please, these used up hags in here, they are money makers for them, nothing more, I can guarantee Edward is a little more selective than that and besides, he would never do you dirty. He's not like that anymore" Rose said grabbing my arm and pulling me forward.
"I've never been in a strip club, umm" I stuttered desperately looking for an excuse to get out of this.
"Well no time like the present' stop dragging your feet, there is nothing in here that is going to bite you, other than Edward and remember, he said you had to beg him first" Rosalie said as we walked into the club.
I don't know what I expected to see in a strip club but this wasn't what I expected. I saw a few girls in skimpy lingerie but for the most part it was soft seductive music a bunch of guys sitting around playing poker with girls surrounding them, it wasn't dirty smelly smoke filled cess pool that I'd imagined. Emmett walked out of the back and he honestly didn't look like he owned the place. He was wearing a pair of dark colored distressed jeans and a white button down and a backwards baseball hat.
"Hey girls, how's it going, how was shopping?" he boomed walking up to us pulling Rosalie into his arms. I noticed the girl behind the bar giving Rose the stink eye.
"It was fine, we had a good time, had to make a sneaky exit, the press somehow found out we were at the mall. I think they're itching to find out who Bella is" Rosalie said as she snuggled into Emmett's chest.
"Yeah, a few of the news stations have tried to chat mom up, you know she ain't going for that shit. So are you girls hungry; we got dinner upstairs; Edward is waiting for Bella but he's dealing with Jacob" Emmett said
"I don't know why he bothers with that mangy mutt; him and his team are such dogs" Alice sneered with a roll of her eyes.
"Come on Alice, he's a money maker, the shit with him and Jasper aside, they let it go why can't you. You know Jas don't want you starting shit with him. As long as that skank Rachel is around him, he's just as fucking-"
"There is the prettiest little thing in the world" Jasper said coming up behind Alice wrapping his arms around her.
"Saved by the bell, she was just launching into her favorite I hate Jacob and Rachel rant" Emmett said.
"Darlin, you know he's a means to an end. I know how you feel, but remember what I told you business is business" he said tapping her nose. She pouted but didn't say another word.
I had started to look around for Edward.
"Come on let's take her to her boy before she explodes" Emmett laughed nodding towards me.
"Are the mutt and his skank up there?" Alice snarled
"Alice, I'm tellin ya right now, you're gonna stop this shit. I mean it!" Jasper growled.
His voice so cold and laced with venom, I jumped. Alice stood there looking up at him like a wounded chastised puppy.
"Sorry baby, I just-" Alice said quietly
"I don't wanna hear another word about it, I know where you're coming from; but this is just business; nothing more nothing less so let's just leave it alone" Jasper said wrapping his arm around her neck.
"You're right Jasper babe, I'm sorry. I love you so much" she whispered and they kissed and then they walked away towards the back of the club. It was so sweet gut I honestly felt like I was intruding on their moment. I turned my head and then I felt Emmett's gigantic arm wrap around me.
"Come on little one, let's go make my baby brother swallow his tongue, when he sees you; he's gonna loose his shit" Emmett said.
Rosalie laughed hard and Emmett winked, his blue eyes sparkling as he walked through the club. He stopped at one table and talked with a bunch of guys that were smoking cigars and playing cards. I looked to the front of the room ad there was a girl with long black hair and almost naked except for knee high leather boots. The floor of the stage was littered with money.
I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I wish I had that much confidence I could be in a room full of people and be almost naked and not care. She was a beautiful girl and looked like she commanded the attention of all that were around here.
"Her name is Gia, and she's a good friend of mine" Rosalie said
"Really, I mean she's around Emmett naked, I didn't think you would be even slightly okay with that" I said with a smirk.
"Please the bitches know the deal, and if Emmett wants to keep his balls he knows to keep his eyes to himself, besides the trick to keeping Emmett behaved is he knows that he's the king and the king never gets told no, at least as long as the queen is happy. Besides what you don't do for your man another bitch will " she replied as a wink.
Emmett had finished his conversation and we went down a hallway in the back of the club that was lined with doors. One of them opened and a guy walked out, he was zipping his pants and he winked at me. Emmett saw it and boomed
"Jared, don't get fucked up man; she's Edward's"
The guy nearly turned as white as a sheet of paper before quickly dropping his head and scurried away.
We walked into a large dimly lit smoke filled room. It had to stifle a groan. There was Edward sitting at the head of the table with a cigar between his lips. He was wearing a black button down shirt and a black baseball hat with a blood red A on the front with the bill slightly cocked to the side. A large silver gun was sitting in front of him along with four huge stacks of money. The intense look on his face as he stared at the cards in his hand was so utterly sexy that I instantly licked my lips.
"Come on Cullen stop hiding and let me take all that money son" a guy with a grey suit and light blonde hair said and the others around the table started to laugh.
"Oh so you think you have something for me huh Mike I doubt you have any idea about the ass whooping that's about to come for you" Edward said with a cocky smirk as he laid down his cards.
The whole table erupted in groans and low whistles.
"I should have fucking known, you crafty little shit" He said as he laid down his cards and shoved a pile of money towards him and stood up extending his hand.
"Good game man, and thanks for that heads up. You're on my Christmas list. Let me know if you want to set up that meeting with the Russians. I know we could make a lot of money if we play this shit right" Edward said shaking his hand.
"I'm glad you're back. Shit was okay while you were down but we both know some boundaries were crossed, but you know while the cats away the rats and all" He said with a shrug.
"Yeah I'll take care of the that, like Liam said this is a business of gentleman, there aint no need to fight over territory, there is more than enough to go around, but James needs to be taught a lesson; I done playing his games" Edward said.
"Well Tuesday night, I'll meet you at Midnight sun while he's there kicking up to Frank and we'll sit down with him. I didn't want your father to catch wind of his little stunt but there is only so much we can protect him from" Mike said.
"Good looking out Mike I-"He stopped mid-sentence when our eyes met. I had to bite down on my lip watching his eyes change. I shifted my weight from foot to foot under the scrutiny of his stare.
"about fucking time you finally noticed your woman, cause I'm sure if you don't want to pay her any attention I could definitely find someone who would" Rose snarked.
Edward nearly jumped over the table to get to me and he stopped standing stock still in front of me.
I felt like everyone disappeared except for the two of us. He wrapped his arms around me and I inhaled the scent of his cologne the bourbon and cigar and it was absolutely intoxicating.
"You're killing me baby, you look so sexy" He whispered.
"Edward, you're a tease and you don't play fair" I murmured.
"I won't tease, not tonight" he whispered as his lips grazed my ear.
"You told me to ask and now I'm begging" I said as he rested his forehead against mine.
"No need to beg, not when you're as beautiful as you are, Bella I just didn't want to hurt you or scare you" he said.
A few throats cleared behind us and burst the bubble we were in. We both just looked at each other and smiled.
"You gonna cheer me on when I race tonight?" He asked quietly.
"I'm always gonna be right by your side. When are gonna believe that?" I asked him with a shy smile.
"I believe you baby. I'm always gonna have your back, and dam am I going to enjoy your front. I'm never gonna be able to stop. I swear I feel more than human with you. I don't need to eat or drink, I-"
"Baby I get it, it's okay. We know how we feel and we both understand" I said softly placing my finger against his lips.
"Well let's go have some fun baby; I can't wait to show you off" Edward smirked
"God what am I gonna do with you?" I asked as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"I don't know but you're stuck with me, so you best be figuring it out" he said.
We all stood out in front of the club waiting for the valets to bring the car around. The night was hot and sticky but it didn't stop Edward and I from our not so appropriate public display of affection. I guess in my naivety I never thought that kissing my boyfriend on a street corner would be front page news; but then again I'd never had to deal with someone who the press would basically sell their souls to satan himself for the smallest tidbit of news on their family.
"You sure you willing to put up with this shit?" he softly whispered tilting his head towards the two girls who were even trying to be subtle in recording our kiss.
"I told you good or bad I'm with you. You're my heaven remember?" I said my voice no higher than a whisper.
"You're fucking amazing Bella; seriously I've never met someone who just wants me; not for my money, not to get their bad boy fix or a quick buck for a tell all with the media. Just me; you're the realest thing I've ever experienced and it's pretty fucking awesome experience so far" Edward said with a soft laugh.
The valet slowed to a stop right in front of us with midnight blue and chrome early model muscle car that was absolutely beautiful the valet tossed Edward the keys and he opened the door there were soft creamy white with midnight blue trim and harness seatbelt. The dash was completely futuristic but a touch screen and what I assumed was a sound system. Edward had his hand on my lower back as he helped me into the car. When he got in he touched a few buttons on the screen the music started the bass from the song was so heavy I could feel it thumping in my chest I looked over and Edward was turning his baseball hat backwards our eyes met and he gave me a wink and a crooked smile.
"You better hold on tight little spider monkey" he said as he peeled off from the curb. Speeding through the streets was such a rush. My hair was blowing and Edward took one hand of the steering wheel and laid it on my bare thigh. I shivered under his touch and looked over at him.
"You're going to get a speeding ticket if you don't slow down" I screamed at him above the music. He just squeezed my thigh and laughed.
"Oh baby you're too cute. I won't get a ticket just trust me babe" he yelled back with a shake of his head.
"Fine if you get in trouble you're the one that's going to get railed on by your dad" I said as I crossed my legs and my arms. Crossing my arms pushed my breasts out even more and I swear he groaned and licked his lips; which put a cocky smirk on my face.
"Keep it up Bella, you'll pay for that later he said as he touched another button on the screen and the volume of music turned down.
"Yeah yeah, I doubt it. I mean I basically threw my naked body at you today and you turned me down, so don't make promises you have no intention of keep" I said faking a yawn and looked down at my nails. He was quiet and all of a sudden the car sped forward. He made a sudden screeching turn which I'm sure confused poor Emmett and Jasper. His phone began to ring.
All I heard was Emmett booming "What the fuck bro, where are you going?"
"I have something to take care of I'll be at steak and shake in like 45 minutes. We still got time the races haven't ever started yet, and they won't start until we get there so fucking chillax and g give me about forty five minutes" he said and ended the call without waiting for Emmett's response.
"Edward; what are you doing? Where are we going?" I asked suddenly scared.
"We're going to give you what you want; I told you I wanted it to be special with your first time and all; but if you don't give a fuck why should I?" he said with an edge to his voice.
"I didn't mean it like that; I guess I don't understand why you keep rejecting me. It hurts my feelings. It's not like I know how to flirt or even appear remotely sexy. I just-
"Bella, you honestly have no idea how beautiful you are. Your eyes your hair your body baby you are naturally sexy and I've wanted you since the first time we saw each other back in Arizona. I just I know how rough I can be. I'm aggressive by nature and it's been a while. I just don't want to scare you. I want to protect you even if it meant protecting you from me" he said cutting me off.
I looked up at him bit my lip and made a split second decision and crawled into his lap straddling him.
"Edward baby I trust you and I know you would never do anything to hurt or disrespect me baby. But I'm all yours. You know how I feel and you know I would do anything for you. Remember what we talked about last night? Ride or die. You and me, we'll protect each other" I said and then it happened. Something in him totally snapped he grabbed my hips and pulled my forward the kissed he laid on me most certainly going to leave my lips bruised and the hold he had on my hips was almost painful and as I tried to squirm away his hold on me tightened right at what felt like it was a direct connection to my lady bits that were throbbing and ruining my panties well the scrap of fabric that was posing as panties. He thrust his hips as just as I dropped my weight down fully in his lap and we both moaned quietly.
"God that felt so good" I breathed out
"Trust me baby I got something that's gonna feel even fucking better he mumbled into my neck before his teeth bit into my skin the lines between pain and pleasure were suddenly blurred and things that typically would hurt were making me want him even more.
"Please Edward don't stop baby I need you right here right now. I'm begging –oh-god please just take it" I said as another long moan escaped my throat. My back arched and my head fell back. I knew the moans and pleads were coming from me and somehow my hips were moving again the large straining bulge in his pants.
He took one hand from my hip and reached down between us and as wrapped his fingers around the soaking wet crotch of my panties his knuckles grazed against my clit and I swear I started to see stars. I pleaded his name as his ripped the fabric away from my body his eyes feral and dark his voice dark and seductive.
"Bella if you want me to stop this is your only out. I never wanted your first time to be in a car, it seems dirty and grimy" he panted his hands on his belt buckle.
"Dirty and grimy is what you do best babe. I don't need the fairy tale romance. I just need our kind of romance. Dirty and grimy now stop stalling I'm dying without you baby" I pleaded
He stared at me and I reached down and unbuckled his belt and snapped open the button. I had to stop and stare. He had a tattoo of a fire breathing dragon wrapped around the same crest that Cullen scripted into the flames. I slowly dragged my nails across the colorful ink of his chiseled abs. Edward had grown impatient pushing my hands away and wrapping his arms around my waist as he lifted his hips slightly I pushed his jeans down. I'd seen my share of naked men even though I'd never had sex before. I'm not a prude but Edward was the biggest I'd ever seen thick and cut I felt my eyes widen and heard the gasp.
"You trust me not to hurt you anymore than I have to right?" he said
"I know, I just-"
"Babe don't loose that hot as fuck confidence you had like a minute ago. I promise to be gentle. Just concentrate on my eyes, don't think just feel baby" He whispered as he increased the pressure his fingers putting on the pressure point in my hips.
As he lowered me onto his thick length I cried out a little I really felt like I was being split in two the burning and the pain were too much but Edward kept telling me to relax and pressing my clit with his thumb.
I buried my head into his neck the scent of his cologne intoxicating me the taste of his seat as my tongue drug along the side of his neck. escaped my throat, the way my nails dug into his shoulder, and my eyes clamped shut and he gave another small thrust forward and I screamed out from the pain and I honestly believed I was being split in two and the pain would go on forever but then the way his thumb rubbed my sensitive skin between my lower lips the line between pleasure and pain was once again blurred and I found myself moving my hips to meet his.
"Look at me" he demanded and I complied. His eyes so green his face twisted in intense pleasure. He was beautiful.
"I won't ever be able to not have you Bella, do you understand what-shit I- need-" his voice strained and his movements became jerky and erratic I bit down on my lip this was such an intense moment I couldn't look away from him. He forcefully grabbed my hips and held me still his breathing was erratic and he was mumbling and so low I couldn't hear him but at the time the car was filled with his groans and mumbles and my moans and pleads and all of a sudden Edward threw his head back growled out my name. The sweat was pouring down his chest and we both were struggling to catch our breath.
"I'm sorry I hurt you" He whispered.
"Edward, we were wonderful together I swear I will smack you if you apologize for what we just did" I softly smacked his chest.
He wrapped his arms around me. "I was an asshole, I didn't even worry about your pleasure or if was selfish" he said leaning his head back against the head rest.
"No Edward it was perfect and I think that it will only get better" I said and rolled my hips a little and shuddered and he groaned out a low fuck as he was still deep inside me. I laid my head on his chest.
"I wanna stay like this cause now I need to have my hands on you constantly but we got like less than five minutes to meet Em and Jas" he said softly rubbing my back.
I sighed softly not wanting our moment to end but was more excited to see Edward race.
"Where are my panties" I said starting to crawl off of him.
"Not wearable, sorry but even if they were they're mine now" He said with aa smirk.
"You want me to go without underwear. What if I have to bend over, everyone will see" I was on the verge of total panic.
"For one with that little ass scrap of fabric if you would have bent over, it would have been out there anyway; and for second you're gonna be with me the whole time unless I'm racing then the girls will hold you down. No worries baby. I got you now calm down" he said handing me a few Kleenex while he buckled his pants.
With a touch of the screen the engine once again roared to life and the music started to thump again. I was digging in my purse for my eyeliner
when Edward's hand shot across the seat; he grabbed my hand and started to pull.
"what babe?" I asked looking up from my attempt at fixing my make-up.
"Come over here" he said giving my hand a soft tug.
"Edward I cant sit in your lap while you drive. It's dangerous" I scolded.
He started to laugh. "Dangerous? Have you met me. Come on Bella trust me I can't not touch you baby" he said giving my hand a gentle squeeze.
I attempted to calm him by sliding over closer to him. But it wasn't good enough, but it was close enough for him to slide his arm around my waist and pull me over into his lap I turned sideways so that my back was resting against the door.
"Now was the so hard?" he asked winking at me. My response was simply to stick my tongue out at him.
He barked out a laugh and peeled out of the parking lot we'd been parked in. I looked around as we turned the corner onto a busy city street. I was going to make Edward show me around. Just to hang out.
"You ever been to steak and shake?" he asked.
"I've actually never heard of it" I said my hand grazing the hair line at the back of his neck. He leaned into my touch and he was visibly the most relaxed I'd seen him since we face to face met.
"This is my go to spot Emmett and I work late a few nights a week when we're collecting and we always eat here. This double steak burger with cheese and bacon is fucking amazing" he said with his eyes lighting up.
It seemed like everyone came here before the race. The place was completely packed and the cars were beautiful. The custom paint jobs were bright and detailed and the tech stuff that went into them touch screens and sound systems that had light shows that changed color and had different designs that changed with the music.
Edward opened the door and helped me to stand on my feet before wrapping his arm tightly around my waist.
The first time out in public on Edward's arm was eye opening and a little intimidating. Thank god for Rose and Alice. They walked up with Emmett and Jasper as Edward was looking at his phone.
"Where the hell did you guys go?" Rosalie asked.
"We went to go talk, we had something to work out" I said cryptically. Rose immediately got my point and wiggled her eyebrows at me.
Edward who was disinterested in the whole conversation started to fidget and run his fingers up and down my thigh.
:"What's wrong babe?" I asked him bringing my arm up to scratch the hairline at the nape of his neck.
"I'm fucking hungry" he groused. I raised my brow and looked at him.
Rose piped in, "Oh Bella you've never met the bastard standing in front of you. This is hangry Edward. He's a fucking tool when he's hungry" Rosalie snarked
"You know what Rosalie I got about this much patience right now, so if I was you I would shut my fucking mouth" he spit.
"Jesus Edward you just got laid, and if you want it to happen again anytime in the near future you will apologize to Rosalie and then tell me what you want so I can go get your food" I hissed
He looked down at me and narrowed his eyes.
"Edward I would pick my next words really carefully if I was you" Jasper said wrapping his around Alice's waist.
"Fuck me I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry Rose" he said quietly
"It's okay baby, now let's go get you some food" I said wrapping my hand in his.
He brought my hand up to his mouth and kissed it.
"Baby I love you" he mouthed.
"I know handsome now let's get my growing boy fed" I smiled up at him and he leaned down and kissed me.
"Hey Edward" a whiny voice said from behind us.
Edward's grip tightened around my waist as he turned us around. It was the blonde hair she devil flight attendant.
"Tanya, sup" Edward said in a bored tone.
"I saw the GTO outside and thought I would come in and say hello. It's been a while. How have you been?" she asked fluttering her obviously fake eyelashes
"You keep twitching your eyes with all that fake mess you're gonna take off in flight" I snapped before I even knew what was happening.
"Excuse me, who are you to speak to me like that. Edward are you-"
"Tanya you know you know you're not even supposed to be speaking to me without the presence of an attorney. This violates the agreement after your so called sexual harassment bullshit. So seriously if your job means shit to you back the fuck up" Edward whispered.
"Edward I never wanted it-"
"You're fired. He told you to go away. Now run along, I think you have you have some job applications to fill out" I said taking a step towards her.
"Bella" Edward warned
"Who the fuck do you think you are- talking to me like that? You can't fucking fire me you little grunge. You think because he took you from the fucking gutter and dressed you to be his little arm candy you can speak this way to me. Bitch I have enough trash on him to lock him and his whole fucking family under the dam jail. So you might want to keep me happy" she pointed her fake nail in my face.
"Grunge? Gutter rat? I'd rather be both of those thinks than a ladder climbing gold digging whore. You're just mad because he used you and threw you out like the trash you are. And if you had all this so called fucking dirt you would have used it. But you continue to work for them. You really hope he will what come back to you? Right, you were used for a purpose and that purpose is served, you were nothing but a one time itch that he scratched and to be honest from what I heard you are even worse at that than you are at trying to be a flight attendant. So let me tell you right here right now. You're done working for this family. You're fired, and if you ever approach him again and I hear about it. I swear I will do whatever it takes to ruin you mentally physically whatever you don't matter to him and you for dam sure don't matter to me. So get the fuck out of here. This is my one and only warning" I was fighting against the strong hold Edward had on me.
"Are you threatening me you little gutter rat?" she seethed
"I don't threaten, that's tacky. I make promises and every promise I make I keep. Try me if you think I'm kidding" I said trying to yank myself free.
We had drawn a small crowd and I knew when Esme and Carlisle found out about this I was going to be in trouble. I didn't care they had done so much to protect me and had given me a family and every girl's fairy tale. I would do the same come hell or high water to give them as much protection as they'd given me.
Tanya stood there with her mouth hanging open breathing hard and for a second I thought she was going to lunge.
"I swear to god if you try it I will take self-defense to a whole new level" said Rosalie in a voice so full of venom and ice even I shivered.
"Fuck you all I swear I will make you fucking pay. You're fucking nothing but a bunch of fucking criminals. All of you. Edward I hope she fucking tears your heart out and I know you will come crawling back to me" she spat and attempted to turn on her heel, but Alice the little devil casually swung her foot out and Tanya went sprawling to the floor he face against the bottom of the door.
The restaurant erupted in laughter and she scrambled off the floor and screamed as she pushed the door open and ran to her little rusted Honda.
"Baby baby baby. That was so fucking hot. I'm gonna so have to reward you for that" he whispered in my ear.
"you know what. I'm not racing tonight. I need to take my girl home. Tomorrow night at the air strip peeps. I'm out" Edward said and walked us to the door.
"I thought you were hungry?" I asked as he all but drug me to the car.
"I am but I think I want you for dinner. Are you down?" he asked as he opened the driver's side door. I started to walk around to the passenger side.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"to get in the car, I mean you can't honestly think I'm gonna sit in your lap every time we get in a car?" I asked
"I don't think I know now come on I need to get us home and naked" he said with a wink.
"I honestly think you've just lost your mind and with the way you drive I want my seat belt so no I'm sitting in my own seat but I promise to scoot as close to you as I can" I said blowing him a kiss.
"This smart ass sassy you is pretty fucking amazing. You were amazing before but you standing up to Tanya, no one has ever done something like that for me outside of my family" he said as I strapped into the seat belt.
"Well I was always the quiet cowering little mouse. I told you I wanna do something different, be someone with a voice, you and your family make me feel like it's safe and the way I feel is okay"
"It is okay, just remember that when I do something to piss you off cause I will eventually"
"Of this I have no doubt, but I also doubt that we can't make it through anything" I said kissing him.
Tonight had been amazing in more ways than one. For the first time in a long time I had no idea what tomorrow would bring; and to me that was pretty great.
A/N: So you the fans of this story have waited so long. I apologize for that and make no excuses other than I don't have a true outline this shit come to me in my sleep. I will not post everything until I feel like it flows and doesn't appear first. I wil include race night in the next chapter, this one was getting way too long. I appreciate those of you who waited patiently and hit me on Facebook with kind words of encouragement. I appreciate you. I hope this chapter was worth the way.