Blake POV
After the lesson went by on that day, I couldn't change even one word with Weiss because I was attacked by new students. The mass of people included that orange-haired girl whose name was Nora. She is hyperactive and speaks a lot but she is funny even though I can't take loud sounds long enough so I kinda shut her out after a while. I know it's rude but I told them my hearing is unordinary so they shouldn't be mad if I try to avoid them because they are shouting.
I also got to meet Jaune who is a nice guy and I can clearly see that Pyrrha has a thing for him and I don't even know how this guy can't put the two together. Anyway, I really wanted to inform him what's happening but I don't want to get between them. Maybe he doesn't feel the same way and it will just become a thing like Weiss and I.
There is also Ren who is way too quiet which is a blessing for me I can't thank enough. I don't plan to speak with him much and I think he feels the same way. Although, when he decides to speak, you can see that he is smart and he always says something interesting. It's a good change after that shouting especially when Yang and Nora do something together.
That day went by fast with these people and surprisingly, I enjoyed every minute of it. I'm happy that I got to meet them and I hope I can eventually call them friends. I couldn't meet Weiss that day, other than that first lesson which I missed half of it. But I got to meet Ruby who is Yang's sister and an English teacher. She looks really young. The blonde told me that she is in her twenties and I'm not lying when I say that I almost fell out of my chair when this information reached my ears.
It has been almost a month since that first day and a lot has changed. I feel like I deepened my bond with my group of friends. Luckily, nothing weird has happened with me in school since then. Yang is still the only one who knows about my condition and she didn't tell anyone. I feel like everything is going well.
It's a friday afternoon and it's time for me to go home. I'm actually doing that but I get some weird looks from people. Oh wait… I forgot...
Everything is not great. A bunch of jerks just ambushed me and for some reason, they took my boots and socks. Who the fuck does that? If you want to bully someone at least do it right… Nah they shouldn't do it, but as long as they only do it with me I'm totally fine with it. And these are just little pranks which I don't really care about.
It's been going on for two weeks now. Everything started when I stopped them from hurting a faunus. She has bunny ears and they just don't leave her alone. Her name is Velvet and I befriended her since that day and now they finally leave her alone. As long as they can mess with someone they feel good. It doesn't matter who the person is. And I'm a faunus so they have a reason to bully me, I guess.
I know I could end it really quick but I feel like that would earn me a big kick out of this school. If they leave my friends alone, I'm fine with it. I actually made an offer for them. They are all guys and they have a little group. They promised that they won't mess with others but only me. It actually makes my day more interesting. I like challenges. But I still don't understand what they are enjoying about this.
I haven't told it to anyone and I'm definitely not planning to. But the funny thing is, that they actually kept their promise. Velvet said that she never felt this relieved in her entire day. Every time she spoke you could see that her face shone with delight. That made me think that everything is fine.
So I was walking home barefoot. I decided to run so the road back wouldn't take too long. I was running on concrete and by the time I got home I started to feel the effect of it. Although it didn't hurt that much now, I knew it would have an after effect later.
When I got home and threw my backpack aside, I realized the day is not over as I have some problems to solve in math. I came up with the idea of visiting my beautiful teacher because I started to miss her. And if I'm already there, she can help me with math because I have no idea what we are learning about at this point.
As I already felt much happier just thinking about it, I decided to eat something so I wouldn't do that at Weiss'. I don't want to eat all of her food. I'm not sure if she will react positively about the fact that I show up uninvited but seriously, I haven't talked to her for almost a month. That never happened since we knew each other. At least not that I know of.
I spent a few hours dealing with my stuff, reading mostly, and playing some video games. I knew Weiss finishes the days later than me because of teacher duties and all that. But now, she arrives home earlier because sometimes I wait at a park near to our school. The perfect spot to see who enters and leaves that entrance door. You see, I'm not there to stalk Weiss… Or maybe I'm just telling this to myself. Already a month and I still can't get her out of my head. I don't know how much time you need to not love someone anymore but in my case, the part where I don't love her is not happening.
So anyway, I saw her a few times walking out not long after most of the students finished. So if I'm lucky today, I can catch her at home while the sun is still up. It's not a problem for me if it's night, but I don't want to keep her up, even though it's friday so tomorrow is free. Although, I want to avoid the scenario where I sleep there because I don't want to repeat what happened when I was at her place last time.
It was already time to start moving. When I got out of my bed and placed my foot on the ground, as soon as I stood up I could feel that little pain in my sole. I know it will become horrible by tomorrow but what can I do? A little pain is nothing. I had to go through worse, it just makes me stronger.
Unfortunately, I don't have a license so driving a car is out of the question. Her house is not too far away by foot but it still takes some time. I really hope she will give me a ride back. But before that what I really wish is that she invites me in instead of kicking me out as soon as she lays eyes on me.
I grabbed my pulover because it cooled down for the night. Even getting my feet in my shoes was a struggle I had to overcome as I kept feeling that pain that slashed through it every time I put my feet down. I kinda was walking on the outer part of it to keep the pain away. I can already feel my ankle becoming a bit sore.
I knew this road to Weiss will take me twice as much as the last time I came home from there.
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I arrived. I started to get a bit nervous here, standing in front of her house. I can see the lights coming from her room so I'm pretty sure she is at home. I waited a bit to get my thoughts together, to decide what to say, why exactly am I here. I also brought my math notebook so that's at least a reason to visit her. I'm not just showing up because I miss her like crazy. I feel like that part fills most of my reasoning next to that freaking math which I don't really care about.
I pushed the bell and with that my cat ears just dropped as well. My nervousness didn't ease with that move, it just became worse. Okay Blake, calm down. You're just visiting a friend. That shouldn't be so nerve-wrecking. Right…
When I could hear the creak of the door I felt myself stiffen as Weiss' posture started to come into view. Well, I don't know if it's just me or she changed a lot in the past month. Even to the point that she became male. Well, that is awkward.
"Hey there." The person in the entrance greeted me and he did look handsome. Maybe the pretty boy would be a better term for his appearance. Who the fuck is this?
"Hello." I said, not that gently as he greeted me. I feel like I'm looking at him like he is a burglar that came to the wrong house at the wrong time and I'm going to teach him a lesson. I already don't like him. Maybe he is the one who has that arranged marriage with Weiss.
"We haven't met yet. It's okay if you have your doubts about me. You must live around here, right?" I just bowed out of instinct. That made him continue. "I'm Neptune. Nice to meet you. Although, you must have come for Weiss." Where is she by the way? She must be in her room because the lights were on. Wait, did I come at the wrong time? What if they did something… you know… intimate? Nahh… The guy wouldn't look this composed. At least, I wouldn't be able to get myself together if someone would arrive right when we are in the middle of doing it. Especially with Weiss. Don't think about that, idiot!
"Y-Yeah. I'm one of her students." I said, showing up my notebook as he focused back to my eyes when I continued speaking. "I just… wanted some help. But if she is not—"
"It's okay. We are not doing anything that can't wait." How should I interpret this? Are they planning to do it at night? I need to know otherwise I won't sleep tonight. I can't with the thought that Weiss is having sex with this dude and not with me. What if she really is not into girls, she just doesn't want to hurt me so I would know that I have zero chance. I could feel the pain in my sole intensifie as I stood on my feets. For some reason, it started to hurt so badly.
It was already late afternoon, I could see the sun starting to come down. I don't want to stay here long but now I kinda want to sleep here so they wouldn't have a chance to do it.
"Come in." He motioned me while already turning around to go further into the house. "Sorry. I couldn't catch your name." He said as I finally got in, feeling the warmth of the house. It was pleasant because it started to become a bit cold outside but not to the point that you would freeze.
"Blake." I said plainly. He closed the door behind me and I think he watched my back because I didn't bother to turn around. All I wanted to see was Weiss.
"Blake, hmm… You are the girl she talked about." Now that made me turn around.
"What did she say about me?" I asked curiously, perking my ears up, but then pushed it back normally just as fast so it wouldn't seem like I cared that much about it.
"That you are… trouble sometimes." That definitely something Weiss would say. "And that you are cute… I can see both." He said smiling. Weiss really thinks I'm cute? Well, she did say it to me once. But you know when people say to me that I'm cute? When they think I'm a fucking child. I want her to think I'm hot or something. Although, I don't think she would say that to another person. Especially if it's her boyfriend. I hope he is not.
"Yeah." I wasn't so talkative with this person and I had my reasons for that. One of them is that I just met him and his niceness is making me want to run out of this house. He walked into the living room, leaving me behind with my thoughts.
"Weiss! Blake is here!" He shouted. Oh fuck, here she comes. I walked next to him and I saw Weiss appear, coming out of her room. Her expression showed concern and confusion. And her clothes… She was wearing baggy shorts with a bluish T-shirt that luckily was loose as well. I couldn't see curves that I shouldn't.
"Blake? What are you doing here?" I think I couldn't hide that swallow I just did. I just became nervous every time she stepped closer.
"I was, uh, thinking you could… help with math?" I said, raising the notebook up. I can't thank her enough that she gave us homework and with that, she also gave me a reason to come here. I can't just say I came here because I'm yearning for her look, right in front of her boy— or whatever he is to her.
"Oh, of course." I felt happy that she accepted it naturally.
"Hey, Weiss. I think I should leave. I don't know how much time this will take and I don't want to be a nuisance, so…" Neptune said and that idea of his was something I can get behind.
"Neptune… Yeah… then next time if it's not a problem." Weiss said, kind of awkwardly. I hope she is not in love with him. If they kiss in front of me, I'm going to kill that guy.
"Of course it's not. Good luck with the homework." Luckily, they didn't do anything like that as he left the house, leaving us behind. Weiss closed the door and turned around, seeing me already gone as I walked to the table to sit down, and get ready for the task. I felt incredibly embarrassed now that we were alone.
She walked to the table and sat at the head of it so she can see me better when I'm working on my stuff. I couldn't get myself to look up at her, fidgeting with my pen instead.
"So… Which problem do you not understand?" Why is she not questioning any further why am I here? We haven't talked for a long time and she is not even asking if I'm okay.
"Are you okay?" I asked her anyway, because I wanted to know how she's been since she started teaching at the school.
"Y-yeah, I'm fine, Blake. How do you feel?" I knew she would ask me back because she always does that. I hoped she would elaborate more with her feelings but what else should you say when someone asks 'how are you?'
"I feel… distant." That word made me stop talking. I really felt that way. I missed her so much. Even if she doesn't want me to love her, I still miss her as a friend. But the sad part is that I'm also not. I also miss her as someone who I love so much, I just want to hug her.
"From—"
"From you…" I finally looked up at her, seeing those blue eyes go wide. Then she looked down.
"I know I haven't been to your house lately. You looked happy at school so I thought… that you… finally found your place…"
"There is not a place without you." I said it immediately, after she finished. I started spinning the pen around my fingers, trying to ease my nerves. I could feel her touch on the top of my hand that was fisted on the table. I stopped doing anything, only feeling her touch.
"I'm sorry. I should have talked to you. If you want, I can go over sometimes so you wouldn't feel alone. You can ask me about other subjects as well. I will gladly help you." I didn't want her to help me with subjects and only come over because of that. I want her to see me because she misses me like I do.
"Did you miss me?" I asked, looking at her hand on mine.
"Of course I did." She squeezed my hand a bit, reassuring me that she did miss me.
"Why didn't you come to see me at least once? You don't want to be around me because of…" I couldn't finish, I pulled my hand back from the table, leaving only hers on it.
"No, Blake… Of course I want to be with you…"
"You know this won't go away, right? And that guy… I surely interrupted something." I said, standing up. "Tell him to come back and continue where you left off. I won't bother." I started going for the door with my book in hand.
"Wait, Blake. He is not like th—" She touched my arms to keep me from leaving but I turned around fastly.
"Weiss! Please tell me! Do I have a chance that you will love me!? If not, I'll leave you alone… I can't take this anymore…" I could feel her letting my arm go. Is that her answer? Showing that I should do the same… and leave her behind me. My feelings for her increased so much. I can't see a future with her when I'm only just her friend. I would always want more, but if she doesn't… then what's the point in hurting. Seeing her with boys, who obviously want something from her. I just can't.
Getting no answer from her I decided to turn around and leave. She didn't follow me so I guess that was really her answer. Why do I hate math even more now? It really is a subject that tears you apart. At least for me.
But no… She did stop me from leaving by hugging me from behind. Clinging on me, making me unable to reach my destination. Why does she have to make this even harder?
"I don't want you to leave. I don't love you, Blake…" I know… you don't have to remind me. I clenched my pullover tightly.
"...But I want to… So make me!" As soon as those words left her mouth, everything just stopped for me. Did she really say that? Did that really come from Weiss? I'm not imagining it, right? I blew out the air I was holding, almost feeling every little detail of Weiss' front as she pressed herself tightly against my back.
I touched one of her arms that was thrown around my waist. I was circling around her knuckle with my finger, feeling myself calm after what she said.
"Do you want me to? Or are you saying it because I'm this fucking insistent?" I was sure she would mention my swearing but at this point, do you think I care? She did say that, but I'm not sure if it came from her or from me in her voice.
She made me turn around which was definitely unexpected on my part.
"I want it. I fucking want it, okay?" Now that was something else.
"Are you angry?"
"Excuse me?"
"You said you only swear when you are angry." I could see her think for a bit, when she decided to lock her arms around my neck. She was standing on her toes to reach me which was so adorable.
"I'm angry that you haven't kissed me yet." She moved her head further and pressed her body against mine even more. Is this even real? I really have a chance to make her fall for me? I already tried it this whole time but she confirmed that I can come out of it successfully. I can't mess this up.
"I was waiting for permission." I said and kissed her after that, not even waiting for even a moment. I could hear that little sound of pleasurable delight from her. I hugged her, pulling her even more closer, not even caring about the tent in my pants. Feeling her lips made me feel like I'm somewhere else. A field full of flowers with only her and no one else.
I was gentle this time, and didn't want to rush it at all. I was caressing her back and after a while, I started to feel out of breath. I parted her mouth to catch some air, still holding her close by the waist. I couldn't believe that just happened. This was so much more passinable than the one we shared at my place. I felt like Weiss' heart was in it this time.
"What happened with the homework?" She said, tapping the tip of my nose once.
"That can wait… right?" I could barely say with the absence of air in my lungs.
"I think we have another problem to solve…" She said while looking down at my visible erection. I followed her view and I couldn't believe this was all it took for her to wake that part of me up.
"Will you tell me who that guy was?" I asked, in hope of making my crotch limp again. I really have a hard time restraining myself to not jump on Weiss and tear her clothes off of her body. But I can't rush it and I'm sure Weiss wouldn't approve that act of mine. Maybe if she starts talking about that dude my boner will go away. I even pulled away from her so she wouldn't touch me.
"Oh… So you do have something else in mind other than… doing me." I'm sure she was surprised that I started asking about Neptune when we were in the middle of something. But that last part of her sentence made my face burn. Since when does Weiss say something like that?
"D-D-Doing… you—? Y-Yeah…" I stuttered, almost started to continue where we left off. But then I came back to my senses. "I mean, no! Well… if you want to…"
"I'm just joking. You should do homework instead, you know?" She said, already walking back to the table to sit down. What does she want me to do with my boner? I looked down and it was still raging.
"Did you just make a sex joke?" I asked, realizing what that was earlier that she said. I was still standing where she left me. My mind just couldn't decide what to do.
"Whatever you think of that." I turned her way, remembering that I did ask her about that guy but it seemed she dodged it.
"S-So the guy… Is he your, uhm… boyf—"
"No, Blake. He is nothing like that." Then what is he to her?
"Then you didn't plan on having… you know… sex—" For that she jumped out of her chair.
"What? No! That's disgusting! He is my best friend. And he is gay." Ohhhh… I guess I have nothing to worry about then.
"Oh. Well, he is nice looking… I thought he was after you." I said, still standing in the same spot while Weiss closed the distance.
"Did you think I would want you to kiss me if I were to date someone?"
"I'm pretty irresistible so who knows." I said smugly, winking at her. This attempt might make her fall for me. I don't think so though.
"Me too…" She brushed her finger on the front of my pants where my crotch was sticking out. I bit my lower lip so I wouldn't give out sounds. "You know what else is irresistible…?" She started, her head even closer to mine, still brushing the tip of my penis.
"My peni—"
"Homework." She said, turning around and walking away. Her messing with me is weirdly sexy. It turns me on even more when it shouldn't.
"You know I can't concentrate at all like this." I said, following her figure and my eyes did wander onto lower parts of her body as she walked away. She turned around, noticing that I'm not looking at her eyes but lower.
"I can tell. Go take a cold shower. That could help." She suggested.
"It's not helping me."
"Neptune said it helps him…" I could hear her lowering her voice when she realized she might didn't want to share this information with me.
"Wait, what? Why would you—"
"I asked him… so I would be able to help you." She lowered her head. Just imagining that conversation between them is weird. It must have been extremely embarrassing for Weiss to ask such a thing from a guy. I walked to her and held her face.
"You would do anything to help me, wouldn't you? I love you so much, Weiss." I could see a little red tint appear on her face which made me smile even bigger. I was so calm, I couldn't feel the stiffness anymore. I think I managed to shut it out. Wait… did I?
I looked down and noticed that I didn't have a bump anymore. How did this happen?
I closed the gap to kiss her again but this time softly. I wanted to share all my feelings with her. I didn't push my tongue inside her mouth now, rather just felt her lips. Feeling her, overall. When we parted I hugged her again, pulling her close to me. We were staying like this for a while when a question found its place in my head.
"May I stay for the night?" When I didn't hear an answer from Weiss I had to make sure. "...I promise I won't do anything… that I shouldn't." She still didn't say anything so I decided to wait.
"Yes… You may." She said and I felt her holding me tighter. Is Weiss happy now? Because I'm willing to do anything to make her feel that way.