AN: I don't own Harry Potter incase any of you really thought I did.
AN: Songfic Breath me by Sia
She came home late at night defeated and depressed. Hoping that the next day with him would be better. Hoping he would change or she would change to be more like he wanted her to be.
Help, I have done it again
It will never happen. The voice said in the back of her mind. To many times has she come home and thought the same thing. And to many times has her wish of a better life not happened.
I have been here many times before
She keeps going back to him thinking everything will be different one day, and he will see that she is perfect the way she is but somehow it never happens and she knows it won't in the back of her mind. But she goes back again.
Hurt myself again today
He watches her come home every time and wishes she would not leave but he knows she will. His green eyes shimmer with tears unshed for his best friend. Wanting to run to her and hug her but afraid of how she would react to him knowing he knew and seen her own tears fall down her face.
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame
She secretly wished that he would take her in his arms and tell her that it would all be fine. Tell her she didn't need to change to make him happy so she shouldn't run back to that idiot but she dare not think that he would.
Be my friend
They were all best friends at one point right? Why did things change when did they change? Make it go back to the way it was. PLEASE! But she and he both knew that it wouldn't.
Hold me, wrap me up
He should feel guilty for thinking about her like this. Not only was she his best friend, she was one of his best friends girlfriend or something of the sort. Wait he shouldn't feel guilty. She gets treated like crap. What kind of friend just sits back will the other gets disrespected and is unloved? Not the kind that he is that's for damn sure.
Unfold me, I am small and needy
He walked into the living room expecting to see her reading and covering up the fact that she was hurt at all by the lake of interest the other boy showed in her. That is what she always did and he would pretend to believe her and not notice the tear tracks down her face. This time it was different. This time she didn't hide the sob coming out of her.
Warm me up and breathe me
He rushed over to her and kneeled in front of her. When he ask what was wrong she looked at him and snorted. "Like you don't know."
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
"Come away with me and just leave him. If only for awhile just to have a break form the way he treats you." He asks her trying to sound sure of him self even though he was thinking it would all blow up in his face.
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe
They looked at each other for what felt like forever until a small smile crept on to her face.
"I was wondering if you really noticed and didn't want to do anything about it or just really blind."
"so is that a yes?
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me, I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me
When Ron got home all he found of his friends were two notse left on the table.
"We used to all be friends. You used to respect me at least I thought you did. I could have been wrong, but I so wanted to be right. It is time that you found out what I really was to you and what I could have been. A part of me will always love you but I can't be what you want and I can't love you the way I thought I could.
Its over.
Hermione
"You should have treated her right. You know that and if you don't you will soon enough.
Harry"
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me, I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me