Love Notes
This is a Drarry FanFic. This is my first ever FanFic. It is M/M Romance.
I Do Not Own The Rights To These Characters, I Just Made Up My Own World Using J. Characters.
Harry sends Draco secret messages and they get chatting opening up to each other. Eventually Draco learns its Harry who's been messaging him and they finally admit their feelings for each other.
How will their friends react to the news of them being gay and them being together? Can Harry and Draco really be together?
Read on to find out.
New chapter added every few days ❤️
Enjoy please feel free to comment with suggestions and of course don't forget to vote x
Return To Hogwarts - Chapter One*Please note, I have never written any FanFic before so please be kind* *Comments and Votes are very much appreciated*
It's a Wednesday evening and Harry hadn't been back at Hogwarts long after the summer holidays when he starts to notice Draco Malfoy acting strange. Malfoy hadn't insulted him once all day and Harry even thought he'd caught Malfoy staring at him a few times during potions, however, when Harry looked up and over at Malfoy he just smiled and went back to his potion. It wasn't that snarky smirk kind of smile either, it seemed genuine which just confused Harry even more.
Lying in bed that night listening to his fellow Gryffindors snores Harry decided to check on the Marauders Map to see what Malfoy was doing. Not expecting to see anything Harry was surprised to see Malfoy pacing back and forth in the Slytherin common room. Suddenly an idea struck Harry, he grabbed his inkpot, quill and a piece of parchment and scribbled out a note to Malfoy.
Malfoy,
What are you doing awake? It's 3 am.
X
Harry crept over to the window where an owl sat perched on the windowsill. He attached the letter to the owl's leg and told her "Wait for a Reply, Make sure he gives you one" The owl flew away into the night.
(Dracos POV)
Draco was pacing and if he wasn't careful he'd walk a hole in the dam rug at his rate. 3 am and yet again he couldn't sleep. He was so caught up in his own thoughts he didn't notice the owl land on the windowsill outside so when the bird tapped on the window he jumped a mile. Confused Draco opened the window to let the owl in, who would be writing to him at this time of the morning? Taking the note from the owl he began to read, suddenly feeling like he was being watched he looked around the common room when suddenly the owl nipped at his fingers. "Ouch," He exclaimed, "What the bloody hell did you do that for?" "You want a reply now?" The owl hooted as if in response "Fine, Hang on a minute"
Seriously Who is this?
Who writes to people at 3 am without telling them who you are?
Also, how do you know I'm awake?
Why are you awake?
Malfoy
Draco attached the letter to the owl and she flew away. After watching the owl fly into the night wondering if this night could get any stranger, Draco returned to pacing before deciding to settle onto the couch to await a reply.
(Harry's POV)
Harry saw the owl return and rushed to take the letter from her, he raced back to his bed to read Draco's reply. Suddenly very aware of the butterflies in his stomach and the excitement he was feeling at getting a reply from Malfoy. Trying to shake off these feelings Harry read the letter smiling to himself he prepared to write his reply.
Malfoy,
I believe I asked you first why you're awake.
Glad to see you've stopped pacing.
X
Harry attached the letter to the owl's leg and sent her on her way with the same instructions as before to ensure he got a reply.
(Draco's POV)
Another tap on the window told Draco the owl was back "Why did I even bother closing the window?" he mumbled to himself whilst letting the owl in, this time leaving the window open. Sitting back on the couch he read the letter and smiled. Draco picked up his quill to reply.
I'm awake because I'm having relationship issues. Now it's your turn why are you awake?
How did you know I was pacing? Are you watching me?
Who are you?
Malfoy x
Shaking his head he gave the letter to the owl and she flew off, this time he didn't bother closing the window before returning to the couch.
(Harry's POV)
Harry laughed when he read Malfoy's reply and couldn't wait to send one back.
Malfoy,
Relationship problems? Why don't you tell me about them? Might help!
Don't worry I'm not watching you, I Can't see you.
Why am I awake? Kind of the same reason as you but different
H x
H,
H is it now? Well, we're getting closer to a name.
I Can't tell you what if you tell people?
How can you have the same problems as me but different?
Malfoy x
Malfoy,
That's as close as you're getting for now.
I won't tell anyone I'm not like that, honest.
I'm having sexuality issues.
H x
H,
Sexuality issues? So you're gay? That's not a problem though, is it? You'd be surprised how similar our situations are. Okay so I'm gay and the guy I like won't ever like me back EVER!
I have no idea why I'm telling you this, you could be anyone.
Draco x
Draco,
Wow, Thank You for trusting me with that! Does anybody else know?
How do you know the guy you like doesn't like you back? How could he not?
I'm in the same situation though, the guy I like, HA he would freak out if he knew how I felt about him. Maybe in a parallel universe, he'd like me back.
Wow we've been writing for hours, My dorm mates will be awake soon, maybe we can continue writing after classes?
See you at breakfast
H x
p.s here's a clue as to who I am...I'm not a Slytherin x
Harry rushed to get ready for breakfast, he'd never been so excited to get to the great hall before and Ron and Hermionie seemed to be taking forever to get ready. "Come on Ron, Hurry up" Exclaimed Harry "Mate, why are you in such a rush this morning?" replied Ron "I'm erm, just hungry" answered Harry defensively.
Practically bouncing up and down Harry tried to hurry Ron up as they walked down to the Gryffindor common room to meet up with Hermione. "What's the rush boys?" asked Hermione "Harry is apparently starving this morning" answered Ron. Hermione watched Harry carefully noticing that he seemed to have an extra bounce in his step that morning.
As the trio entered the great hall, it took everything Harry had not to look over at the Slytherin table for Malfoy. Just then Draco walked into the great hall hand in hand with Pansy Parkinson and Harry's stomach dropped.
Having been watching Harry carefully Hermione noticed Harry's expression change. "Since when have Draco and Pansy been an item?" asked Harry sounding way more annoyed then he meant to. Suddenly everything made sense to Hermione, Harry had finally realised he was crushing on Malfoy, stifling a laugh Hermionie took a sip of her pumpkin juice.
"No idea mate, Why do you care? And since when did you call Malfoy by his first name?" Asked Ron confused. Hermione rolled her eyes, sometimes she wondered how her two friends navigated the world with them both being so oblivious.
"Wha...What I don't care and that's his name isn't it?" Snapped Harry suddenly standing up to leave. "I thought you were starving, where you going?" asked Ron. "Lost my appetite" mumbled Harry as he left the great hall.
Just as Harry left a letter landed on the table for him, Hermione grabbed it before Ron could, saying "I'll give that to Harry in potions"
(Draco's POV)
Draco watched as Harry stormed out of the great hall with a face like thunder, he looked over at the Gryffindor table to find Hermione staring at him as if telling him to go after Harry. Without thinking Draco jumped up and ran out of the great hall. Once in the corridor, he realised he'd taken to long and Harry was gone. He was deciding what to do next when he felt a tap on his shoulder, he spun round to find Hermione stood there "Library" is all she said before turning around and disappearing back into the great hall.
Draco ran to the library, he searched the stacks till right at the back in the furthest corner he found Harry, sat on the floor knees bent and arms wrapped tight around himself. "Potter," Said Draco. Harry jumped not realising anyone was there. "Malfoy? What do you want?" snarled Harry. "You alright?" Asked Draco, shocked Harry remained quiet for a few seconds before standing up and looking Draco right in the eye he shouted: "You confuse the hell out of me, you know that?" "Me, What'd I do?" Asked Draco shocked.
Still shouting Harry said "You say your gay and the guy you like won't ever like you back then you waltz into the great hall hand in hand with Pansy bloody Parkinson. WHAT THE HELL" "Wai..What, wait a minute your H? H as in Harry" stammered Draco but before Harry could answer Draco had slammed their mouths together, pushing Harry against the stacks. Shocked but pleased Harry returned Draco's kiss, slipping his hand into the nape of Draco's neck and the other onto his hips pulling him closer.
What seemed like hours but could only have been minutes passed by, the boys finally broke apart staring at each other before Draco said "See you in potions Potter"
Potions Class - Chapter 2*I'm always looking for ways to improve so any comments you have are always appreciated and votes too Thank You for reading*
Harry must of been running on autopilot because the next thing he knew he was sat in his potions lesson and he didn't remember leaving the library. Thoughts of Draco and the kiss still fresh in his mind he had no idea how he was going to focus today. "Harry, Harry are you okay? asked Hermione worriedly "Huh, yeah I'm fine why?" answered Harry " You seem, distracted. Did Malfoy find you?" she asked "Malfoy? Why would Malfoy want to find me?" Harry replied shocked. "Oh come on Harry, Anyway class is starting but this arrived for you after you left the great hall this morning," said Hermione passing Harry the letter from this morning.
Harry stared at the letter so much had changed since then
H,
Pansy Knows, She's great she pretends to be my girlfriend so my father never finds out.
Do your friends know?
Please tell me who you are.
Draco
Harry laughed, had he waited for a few minutes before storming off this morning things could have turned out very differently. Just then Professor Snape arrived forcing Harry to push the letter into his pocket.
As much as Harry needed to focus on his potions lesson he just couldn't get Draco and the kiss out of his mind. To make matters worse Draco hadn't shown up to potions that morning and hadn't he said "See you in potions Potter" so where the hell was he? Noticing Harry was struggling to concentrate Hermione leaned over and whispered "Why don't you go to the hospital wing for your headache Harry?" "What headache?" Asked Harry but Hermione just looked at him. A few minutes later Harry clicked on to what she was getting at and raised his hand. "Yes Potter" snarled Snape "I erm I need to go to the hospital wing sir, I have a very bad headache" lied Harry "Fine, go but this does not excuse you from today's homework" Said Snape.
Gathering his things together Harry left the dungeon not knowing where he was going but thinking about nothing other than Draco. When Harry looked up he realised he was back at the library. "Well this is as good a place as any I guess" he mumbled to himself. Walking into the stacks he found his usual place right at the back of the stacks where it was always quiet and nobody else seemed to go. He'd been sat there about ten minuets when he heard someone clear their voice "uh hum" looking up he saw the most beautiful pair of green eyes and the whitest hair. He was looking at none other than Draco Malfoy himself "Skipping class Potter?" Asked Draco "I could ask you the same thing Draco, you weren't in potions and I distinctly remember you saying see you in potions" said Harry with that Draco laughed and sat down next to Harry. "That I did but something came up" "Oh yeah like what?" Asked Harry "Well I kissed this guy and then I freaked out he was going to tell everyone or hex me so I pretended to have a headache and skipped potions. Why aren't you in class?" asked Draco. With this Harry laughed "I also told Snape I had a headache to get out of class because this guy kissed me and then left without saying anything else to me, so I didn't know what to make of the whole thing" replied Harry. Both the boys sat in silence for a few minuets thinking about what this meant. "Did you want me to kiss you? Draco asked with a sense of vulnerability in his voice. Harry looked over at him and smiled "More than you can imagine" replied Harry before leaning into Draco and pressing a soft kiss against his lips. He could feel the smile form on Draco's mouth as he kissed him and butterflies formed in his stomach again.
"I got your note when I was in potions, in answer to your question Hermione knows somehow although I didn't tell her. But I haven't told Ron yet" Harry told Draco "Why did you storm out the great hall this morning Harry?" asked Draco "I saw you with Pansy and after you told me in your note you were gay, I erm I got jealous" blushed Harry this too made Draco blush "You got jealous?" He asked "Yeah okay so don't laugh at me but I think I've been crushing on you for years, I think that's why I argue with you so much" Said Harry. To his amazement this made Draco smile, a smile so wide Harry didn't even know a person could smile that big. "What?" He asked "I too have been crushing on you for years Harry, that's why I always taunt you" laughed Draco which made Harry also smile his biggest smile.
The two boys stayed in the library for the remainder of what was meant to be there potions lesson, chatting and getting to know each other that little bit better. By the time the bell rang for lunch both boys were sad to have to leave "Harry wait, are you going to tell your friends about us? Is there an us?" Draco asked Harry thought about this for a minuet. "Draco would you like to be my boyfriend?" Draco flung himself into Harry's arms and kissed him. "Yes I would love to be your boyfriend Harry" he replied "And yes I am going to tell my friends about us, I have to tell Ron I'm gay first but then yes I want to tell them about us is that okay?" asked Harry "Yes of course that's okay, I want to tell Pansy and Blaise too, they already know I'm gay and they already know I was major crushing on you so it shouldn't be too much of a shock for them. If you can't sleep again tonight will you write to me again?" Pleaded Draco. Taking Draco's hand Harry replied "Of course I will babe, I'll let you know how it goes with Ron and Hermione too" Draco smiled and kissed Harry once more "Babe, I like that" he laughed "Yeah that kind of just slipped out but I liked it too" laughed Harry. "Okay, go find your friends, tell them and then write to me" Said Draco kissing Harry one final time before heading off towards the great hall for lunch.
Harry walked into the great hall smiling from ear to ear as he approached Ron and Hermione. "You okay mate, Mione said you had a headache that's why you left class" inquired Ron "What, Oh yeah I'm fine now thanks. Listen can we go somewhere to chat there's something I need to tell you both" Said Harry anxiously.
"Sure Harry" Said Hermione smiling, she thought she knew what this was about and really hoped Ron took it okay and was so happy Harry finally felt comfortable enough to tell them. Leading his friends out of the great hall Harry felt nervous, he thought Hermione already knew but he had no idea if Ron knew or how he was going to take the news. These were his best friends and he really didn't want to lose them. He knew Ron didn't like Draco and wasn't sure which piece of information he'd take worse the fact that he was gay or that Draco was now his boyfriend. He glanced over at the Slytherin table for a final look at his boyfriend before leaving the room. His heart jumped at the sight of him. He could do this.
Outside in the ground of Hogwarts under there favourite tree, Ron and Hermione sat down but Harry was to nervous to sit so he paced. "Okay so I need to tell you a few things and I hope this doesn't change anything, the two of you are my best friends and I don't want that to change" Said Harry "Of course that's not going to change Harry we love you, don't we Ron" Said Hermione "What yeah course mate, what's up" Said Ron confused. "Okay here goes I'm gay" Rushed Harry. He stopped pacing to stare at his friends. "Oh Harry that's wonderful. Thank You for telling us" Exclaimed Hermione jumping up to hug him "You already knew didn't you" he whispered in her ear "Since first year, I was waiting for you to figure it out" she laughed.
They both stopped and looked at Ron. After a few minuets he stood up, walked over to Harry and hugged him, "Mate each to their own, it's not for me but I could be your wing man" Both Harry and Hermione burst out laughing. "Actually there is another thing I need to tell you and I'm really not sure how your going to take this one" Said Harry "You have a boyfriend" exclaimed Hermione practically jumping with excitement. "Erm yes" replied Harry "Is it Draco?" Asked Ron
This gained him shocked looks from both Harry and Hermione "What I'm not blind or stupid" he laughed "Actually yes it is, how do you feel about that Ron? I know your not his biggest fan" Asked Harry "Mate, as long as your happy, I'm happy and does that mean he's going to be nice too us now? Cause I could get used to that" laughed Ron
With that the three friends laughed and talked boys and relationships till it was time to return to the castle for afternoon classes. Harry couldn't wait to get back to the boys dorms later that evening to message his boyfriend to tell him how wonderful his friends had been and to ask how his day had been.
The Complication - Chapter 3* As always comments always appreciated along with votes, Thank You for reading*
Harry, Ron and Hermione walked back to the Gryffindor common room at the end of the day discussing which homework they should start with first, as Ron and Hermione argued Harry's thoughts were elsewhere. He couldn't wait to get back to write to Draco. He hadn't seen him all afternoon and he missed him terribly which made him laugh out loud. "Harry, You okay?" Asked Hermione "Yeah course why?" Replied Harry "You just laughed like a mad man mate" Said Ron "Oh sorry I was thinking about Draco and how I kinda miss him but it's only been one afternoon and how stupid that is and yeah it made me laugh" giggled Harry "That's not silly Harry, Your in love of course your going to miss him" Sighed Hermione "I'm what no, I'm not in love Hermione, we've literally only just started seeing each other"Said Harry "What ever you say Harry, Now were going to do homework are you coming or are you meeting up with Draco?" Asked Hermione "I'm going to write to him see what he's up to" Answered Harry.
Harry walked over to the table in the corner of the common room, pulled out him ink, quill and parchment and scribbled out a note to Draco.
Draco,
So I told Ron and Hermione, as I thought Hermione already knew. They were both amazing, so supportive and both really happy for me. They're both okay with us too. Ron says you have to be nice to him now though.
Anyway I missed you this afternoon. What you up to this evening? Want to sneak out and meet up?
Harry X
Harry attached the note to an owl and sent the letter off to Draco hoping he would get a reply soon.
(Draco's POV)
"Draco are you okay?" Asked Pansy "Of Course, Why wouldn't I be?" He Replied "Well you've been walking round with a huge smile on your face all day it's not like you" Said Blaise "Okay I need to tell you guys something, Lets find an empty classroom" Said Draco. Blaise and Pansy looked at each other not knowing what was about to come but still followed Draco into the empty classroom. Draco was pacing back and forth he didn't know why he was so nervous they both knew he was gay, they also both knew he had a thing for Potter, he should really start calling him Harry even if he was only thinking about him. Anyway He needed to tell them.
"Okay so here it is, I kissed Harry" Draco said "Oh my god Draco, that's amazing, wait is it amazing? Did he kiss you back?" Screamed Pansy. Draco smiled "Yes it is amazing, Yes he did kiss me back and he is now by boyfriend" "I'm so happy for you Draco" Screamed Pansy running up to him and flinging her arms around him. Draco looked over to Blaise who had remained quiet "You okay Blaise?" Draco asked "I'm fine, Happy for you, look I gotta go, see you later" Blaise said and left the room. Draco looked confused and asked Pansy "Is he okay? I thought he'd be happy for me, Oh my god does he have a problem with me being gay?" suddenly panicking Draco began to pace again. "No Draco he doesn't have a problem with you being gay, he's jealous" Admitted Pansy "Jealous, Of what?" Said Draco even more confused "Of Harry, Draco you've been caught up in Harry all these years you've never even noticed that Blaise is in love with you" Sighed Pansy. Draco stopped pacing immediately, spun round and stared at Pansy "I'm sorry, you wanna run that by me again?" Shouted Draco "He's been in love with you for years Draco and you've never even noticed, you know how that feels" "I..I...I Didn't know, I didn't even know he was gay Pans, How could I not know that. I'm such a terrible friend" cried Draco "What should I do?" "Oh Draco I don't know, give him some space" Admitted Pansy.
With everything that had come to light today Draco didn't feel like finishing the rest of his classes so he went up to the hospital wing and said his headache was back and he really needed to rest. This wasn't a total lie he did now have a headache.
He'd been in the hospital wing all afternoon when suddenly an owl landed on his bed and stuck out her leg holding a letter. Smiling to himself he took the letter and thanked the bird. Draco smiled as he read the letter at least Harry's day had gone well and he wanted to meet up with him. Still confused and unsure what to do he decided he'd meet up with Harry tell him everything and see what he thought.
"Harry,
Glad your day went well, Mine went to hell. Meet me in the room of requirement in 15 minuets.
I really need to see you. I've missed you.
Draco X
Draco found the owl, gave her the letter then went to tell madam Pomfrey he was feeling a bit better and was going to return to his dorm room now. He Couldn't wait to meet Harry and tell him about what had happened with Blaise and Pansy. But also he just couldn't wait to see Harry and kiss him, well just to be with him.
(Harry's POV)
Harry sat waiting for a reply from Draco, Hermione and Ron were doing there homework but Harry wasn't able to concentrate so he sat tapping his quill on the table "Harry, I know your anxious for a reply but please I'm trying to concentrate" Said Hermione "Sorry" mumbled Harry. Suddenly an owl swooped into the room and landed on the table right on top of Hermione's homework. Ron laughed, Hermione sighed and Harry reached out to grab the letter. Quickly reading the note Harry jumped up and said "Right I'm off out, See you guys later" "Later" Both Ron and Hermione said together.
Full of excitement Harry raced out the common room and ran the whole way to the room of requirement. Walking past the room three times thinking I need a place for me and Draco to be alone three times. Suddenly the door appeared. When Harry opened the door the room had transformed itself into a mixture of the Gryffindor common room and the Slytherin common room making sure both the boys felt at home. Looking around at all the Slytherin things Harry didn't hear the door open and Draco enter.
(Draco's POV)
Draco stood and watched Harry, he hadn't realised Draco had arrived which gave Draco a few minuets to admire the boy. He really was handsome. His hair messy as usual, his clothes still a little big for him, he always seems to loose weight over the summer, that is something that always bothered Draco, he must ask Harry about it sometime.
"Hey Handsome" Said Draco. This made Harry jump which made Draco giggle. "Hey You" Replied Harry smiling. "I've missed you" Said Draco a sad look appearing on his face "Hey, what's wrong? You said your afternoon went to hell what happened?" Asked Harry worried as he rushed over to comfort Draco. As Harry wrapped his arms around him Draco began to sob "Oh Harry, I thought both Pans and Blaise would be happy for me, I've spoke about how much I loved you for years they both knew, but turns out Blaise fancies me and he didn't take it too well that were finally together" Cried Draco "You love me?" Smiled Harry "Whaa What?" Stammered Draco "You just said you love me, I know that's not what I should be focusing on in what you said but you said it" gushed Harry "Oh Harry I'm sorry, don't freak out" Worried Draco "Freak out why would I freak out, I love you too" admitted Harry. Both boys smiled for a minuet before Harry realised what else Draco had said "Wait a minuet, did you say Blaise fancies you?" Harry asked shocked "Yes, and I don't know what to do about it" admitted Draco. Suddenly Harry was on his feet walking towards the door. "You don't know what to do? Well I guess I'll leave you to figure it out then" He shouted whilst walking out the door and slamming it behind him.
Draco sat there silently crying for what seemed like hours. He had no idea what the hell had just happened.