Whew! I wasn't sure I would get this chapter out ever.

I knew it was missing something and so I sent it to my beta to edit and she confirmed it. It's missing something.

I went over it and tried to change it and I'm still not happy, but I will let you guys decide.

I am sorry to say that Jacob isn't going anywhere just yet. He is going to be around for a while. Sorry ladies.

I want to thank all of you for your reviews. I did my best to answer all of you, but a few of you I didn't get a chance to, but I did read all of them.

I have to send a shout out to my beta Mandee for doing what she does best. Telling me I'm no Websters Dictionary and my English (even though it's my first and only language)sucks lol.

Thanks to my perv girls for reading it means a lot and yes Bella will have a backbone. webbiegirl it's your fault I am stuck in "R/L" so stop giving me shit lol XOXO

Stephanie Meyer who owns Twilight and the characters would so blush if she saw what my characters where like and that is why I'm not her, because what is a story without lemons and foul mouths? Lol.

Chapter 3: Who does he think he is?

EPOV

I couldn't believe I was on my way to catch a glimpse of a fucking girl. Which is exactly what she was a girl, who was inexperienced and innocent, compared to the women I had been with. How the hell would I ever be able to have her with my dark side? Even with the experienced women I had been with, the sex I liked to have, would sometimes frighten them at first. So how the hell did I expect Bella to even be in my league when she had only been with Jake?

The first sight of my playroom and she would run screaming to everyone in horror. I was completely fucking insane and still I had the yearning to go. She was like my own personal sun and I was drawn to her like I was vitamin D deficient. I would have her one way or the other because Edward Cullen always got what he wanted!

"I still can't believe your wearing that." I huffed as we drove towards the club in Emmett's car.

"I thought you would like It." he chuckled looking down at his "show me your tits" t-shirt.

"You should have just worn one that said "fuck me now" instead" I sarcastically shot back.

"Do they make those?" he said smiling.

I just shook my head as I rolled my eyes.

"Jesus Edward what happened to you?"

"I don't know what you're talking about." I answered hoping he would drop it.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about….you've fucking changed."

"Actually I'm still me big brother so why don't you enlighten me."

"Your dick shriveled up about eight months ago after you banged…oh what the fuck was her name-"

"Kate." I sighed knowing very well who my brother was talking about.

"Yeah her…did her pussy have sharp teeth or some shit I mean come on bro-"

"Drop it Emmett!" I growled not wanting to go into the details.

"Ok. Fine." he held up his hands in surrender causing the car to swerve.

"Keep your hands on the wheel!" I yelled grabbing it so we didn't wreck into the car heading strait for us.

\Emmett grabbed the wheel and continued to drive babbling on about the new head cheerleader. Thank fuck. I didn't want him to push the issue of Kate and what happened. It was nobody's business especially his.

I would never forget that night until the day I died and then I am pretty sure it will still haunt me. I was trying to focus on Emmett's rambling ass about the blond cheerleader, but memories I didn't want were breaking my focus.

I was eighteen and it was summer break. I had been at the lake every day in my dad's cabin and so had she.

Mrs. Jessica Newton was the hottest fucking teacher in Forks high and she was all up on my junk. She was married to that looser Mike and he didn't have any clue of how to satisfy her. I on the other hand had been doing a very good job of it.

Jessica loved to be dominated to no end and had shown me how to fuck her properly. She would have me tie her down and gag her. Spank her with a flogger and make her beg for mercy. At first I was worried and shied away from what she wanted me to do, but I soon found I truly enjoyed it. I had my first real orgasm doing that shit. In fact the only time I ever truly had a good orgasm was when I would do that shit. Jessica was the last person I had the fucking curl your toes one with. I fucked girls all the time and came, but nothing was ever like the orgasms I had with Jessica. I tried to get the feeling back, but soon learned it scared a lot of women so I hid that side from almost everyone I knew on a personal level…until Kate.

Kate had a wild side to her too and loved to be dominated a little. Just the fact she liked to be tied down and talked dirty to gave me the high I needed to get off properly. We eventually escalated to where I needed to be and Kate was more than willing to try new things. I was in a state of euphoria like I was when I was with Jessica. I was in heaven with her while we were together, but all fucking good things come to an end.

I had been seeing Kate for seven or eight months and things were fucking fabulous because I could be the dominant I needed. I never thought anything would change between us but nine months ago it did.

It wasn't because of Kate it came to an abrupt halt. It was because of one of her sisters and what happened to her that I quit my "lifestyle".

Tanya, the youngest of the triplets, was just as beautiful as Kate. She had blond hair instead of brown and the only one who had green eyes instead of blue. I had always thought it was weird with them being identical and all, but I was into Kate so I didn't really concern myself with it too much.

I had been invited to a party at the triplet's house, but Jake was visiting and I had my "babysitting" duties. When I told Kate why I couldn't make it she told me to bring him along so I did.

BAD FUCKING MISTAKE!

Jake took to Tanya like a fly on shit and before we knew it they were getting hot and heavy in the corner. Kate and I had left the party, to go up stairs and play yes master and were disturbed about halfway through with a horrible scream. We both jumped up and ran into Tanya's room, where the scream came from. Tanya was naked and screaming No and Jake wasn't stopping so I yanked his ass off of her. I beat the holy living shit out of the douche bag nearly killing the little sick fuck. Kate called the police, but Tanya lied about what happened and wouldn't press charges. Jake of course weaseled his way out of the situation, as always, and Tanya just kept saying she didn't want me to get kicked off the team.

Even after I told her I didn't give a damn about the fucking team she still wouldn't do it. I finally talked her into going to an anonymous clinic and at least getting checked out. Making sure there wasn't any permanent damage and to have a record incase she changed her mind later. I have hated that little fucking prick Jake ever since. I may have my wild side and dominate a woman, but there is always consent.

If Tanya and Kate hadn't begged me to keep my mouth shut I would have squealed like a fucking pig on that asshole already. Instead I made a promise to Kate, Tanya and Irina that I would never say a word unless Tanya needed me to testify in court. That was the last time I saw them before they took off to Alaska to be with their mother. I hadn't fucked anyone since.

"Edward!" Emmett yelled bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Huh…what?"

"You were fucking growling man…wanna spill brother?"

I just shook my head.

"I see…so what's the plan baby brother…how you gonna get her to deball you?" Emmett chuckled.

"I don't have one." I said with a shrug.

Emmett looked at me with furrowed brows "Huh."

"I don't have one." I repeated myself.

"So what you're just going to fucking wing it?" He asked dumbfounded.

"Well…yeah actually I am…she isn't like the other chicks Emm and nothing I have in my black book is going to work on her."

"No fucking way am I letting my little brother go into this blind." He said shaking his head

"You got a better idea?" I asked cocking my eyebrow.

"Yeah actually I do." he said with a smile that really was freaking me out.

BPOV

I can't believe I let Jacob talk me into going tonight. He always has been able to talk me into crap because I just can't say no to one of my oldest friends. It's no different than when I lost my virginity to him. I was eighteen and he was sixteen, and it was the night of Rachel and Paul's wedding. I was leaving for college two days later and was dreading going as a virgin. Jake and I had slipped away from the reception to drink some booze and ended up talking about my fears. Before I knew it I was doing what any drunk, insane, horny scared teenager would. I was fucking my best friend. I felt so guilty afterward and apologized to Jacob all the next day. He couldn't stop grinning and it was then I knew it meant more to him than just friendship. Jake had been a thorn in my side ever since.

He fell in love with me that night and hasn't let go. I mean for God sake it's been four years. I have had three boyfriends and sex encounters with a few other guys. I have tried pot and even found many things I like sexually, outside the "norm". Jake on the other hand has never had a girlfriend and as far as I know he hasn't even had sex with anyone since me.

"Why exactly do I have to go Jake?" I huffed dreading the fact I was actually going to have to go dancing. Dancing and I went together like fire and water. I had two left feet and absolutely no coordination in any of my bones. I couldn't even chew gum and walk at the same time.

"Because Bells…I've missed you and you need some fun." He smiled at me.

"Fine." I groaned grabbing my bag off the counter. If it wasn't for the fact that the Dallas Cowboys team hung out at the club, and I might get to see Edward again, I would bury myself in my books instead.

Edward Cullen sex god…mmmm!

I have loved Edward Cullen for as long as I can remember. He grew up just outside of Forks and every girl in the county wanted him. I was so obsessed in high school that I took all advanced classes so I would be in the same ones he was in. I was completely invisible back then because of my acne and braces, so Edward never even knew I existed. Luckily for me I matured and developed in my freshman year of college and look nothing like I did back then.

I have since followed Edwards's career, thanks to my dads' obsession with football, and Billy being the coach of the team. You could say I was a little obsessed, but who wouldn't be.

Edward is freaking hot!

I could have died a thousand deaths when I saw him on the field with my dad and then for him to be in my dorm room.

Gah…Nightmare!

I was very thankful I had tidied up before I went to the stadium and that he didn't recognize me. I was extremely embarrassed when he saw my poster of him on my bathroom door. I just hoped that he had no idea what I did late at night while I stared at it. To say I was disappointed when he had to leave suddenly would be an understatement. I just wanted some alone time with him, but of course Jake was not the type to let it happen, but I sure as hell was going to change that because I would be alone with Edward one way or the other.

"Okay Jake lets do this thingy." I said as I walked out of my dorm.

"Sweet!" he said taking my hand and I just rolled my eyes.

We got to the club and it was jam packed between the team and the football whores who where half naked. I mean really they should just wrap themselves in saran wrap it would be just as covering as the clothes they have on. I scanned everywhere for Edward as Jake pulled me through the massive crowd, but he was no where to be seen. I was glad when we finally got to a table in the back corner next to the exit. If Edward didn't show I could leave easily without having to worm my way back through the barely covered tits and ass shaking everywhere.

"So Bells what do you want to drink?" Jake hollered at me over the music.

"Cosmo!" I smiled and he jumped up to go get our drinks from the bar.

I continued my scan over the crowd of people and recognized a lot of the players, but still no Edward. Jake returned with our drinks and I drank mine down almost instantly. I hated being in places like this with half naked people and dancing. I would rather be in a library.

"So Bells you wanna dance?" Jake asked with a smile as he bounced in his chair. I swear he could act more like a child sometimes than an actual child.

"Dancing?...you are soooo not serious." I grimaced.

"Why not?" he wined and stuck out his lip in a pout.

Damn Jake and that pouty lip it gets me every time.

"Fine, but if you end up with bruises it's your own damn fault." I said standing up.

He took my hand and led me out onto the floor. Thank God a slow song started as we got to the moving crowd. I wouldn't be as likely to trip or fall if Jake was holding onto me. However, that also meant that I would have to be flush against Jake and awkward would be an understatement.

Jake placed my hand in his and the other hand he placed on the small of my back, but it wasn't soon before his hand started slowly moving toward my ass. I reached around my back and stopped his hand abruptly and moved it to the small of my back again. I scowled at Jake but he just smiled as his hand slowly started moving down again.

"Jake" I huffed

"What?" he asked smirking

"You know what" I growled

"Ok fine" he said with a smile and moved his hand to its original spot at the small of my back.

I couldn't help but sigh as the song continued playing

Friends slowly drift apart they give away their hearts maybe call you now and then this is killing me we could never be just friends.

It reminded me of Jacob and my relationship. He wanted more and I just wasn't able to give it to him.

"I'm so glad you're here Bells." Jake said turning me.

"Like I had a choice." I rolled my eyes but thankfully Jake didn't realize I was referring being at the club with him.

"You could have stayed in Forks." He shrugged.

"Riiight and let Charlie fend for himself in the kitchen…I think not." I giggled.

"Yeah maybe it was a good idea you coming with him." Jake laughed and before I could join in he stopped moving and his smile faded.

"Why don't we go back to the table." he said tugging on my arm.

"But the song isn't over yet and this is the only dance you get." I stated matter-of-factly.

"I don't want anyone to get our table." he smiled, but it was not a Jacob smile like I loved.

"Jake what's wrong?" I said furrowing my brows, but before he could answer there was a tap on my shoulder and Jake was scowling. I turned around and there he was.

My God did he look hot!

He had on a white t-shirt that hugged every part of his upper body and a pair of blue Levis which should have been illegal by how tight they were fitting. His hair was in its "just fucked" look and he was still sporting his goatee. I nearly creamed myself when he started smiling.

"May I cut in?" he said.

"NO!" Jake growled and tugged on my arm.

"Jake." I said slapping him on the chest "Sure you can." I gave Jake the evil eye and he dropped my arm. He walked off the dance floor none to happy and I didn't give a shit.

"Bella." he said as he offered me his hand.

"Hi." I said blushing and taking it.

He pulled me closer and my body started heating up. When he put his hand on the small of my back I thought for sure smoke was going to come out of my ears and I was wishing like hell he would slide his hand down to my ass. Unlike Jake I would welcome Edwards hands all over me. It started getting hotter and hotter the longer I was flush against Edward. I was feeling like a tea pot that was going to whistle at any second. Edward turned me and I couldn't help but giggle.

"What?" he said with a smile.

"I…I can't dance." I said blushing.

"HMM…well I could make you." he said with a crooked smile.

I giggled and shook my head. "I'm not afraid of you."

"You should be." he said turning me again and pulling me into his body. I gasped. He put his mouth to my ear and I shivered as he spoke "I can be very persuasive and I get my way a lot Miss Swan." He said and his hand grazed my ass causing me to shiver.

"I bet you do." I said praying my voice wouldn't give me away at how his touch was affecting me.

He turned me again and this time when he pulled me against him it was so close my boobs were pressed against his chest. I swallowed hard at the contact and I felt a pool start between my legs. If he kept this up I was going to loose control. I couldn't allow myself to loose control. I needed Edward to be the one to initiate what I wanted for my plan to work, but it was getting harder by the second. I had to keep my head in tact so I wouldn't slip up and make a move. I needed to put some space between me and Edward really fast.

"I need a drink." I said as I pushed myself off of his chest while I still had my composure. He just chuckled and I blushed as I turned and walked to the table where Emmett had sat down with Jake.

I finished off the rest of my Cosmo hoping it would help me relax before I sat down between Jake and Edward.

"So you're the new head security guy's daughter?" Emmett yelled over the music.

"Last time I checked." I smiled looking at him for the first time. He was freaking huge too. What the hell where the Cullens feeding these boys. I scanned over Emmett and I couldn't help the laughter that escaped me when I saw his shirt.

"What's so funny?" Jacob huffed because he wasn't the center of my attention.

"His shirt." I said through my hysterics.

"You like that?" Jake asked shocked.

"Hell yes…give me a few more drinks and I just might oblige your request Emmett Cullen." I giggled.

"Really" Emmett cocked his brow "Waitress!" He yelled with a wicked smile on his lips.

We were all roaring with laughter when she got to our table

"What can I get you" she said staring at Edward like he was a piece of chocolate. He gave her his crooked smile and for some reason I got irritated.

"I'll have a bud light in the bottle and another Cosmo please" Edward said and I felt my mouth drop in shock.

How did he know what I was drinking?

"I'll take a bud bottle too." Emmett said reaching in his wallet.

"Make that three." Jacob said reaching for his back pocket.

"Nah…I've got this one man." Emmett said to Jake as he handed the waitress some cash.

"Thanks" Jake said as he slid his chair closer to me and put his hand on my knee. I looked at him and he just smiled and winked. I rolled my eyes and looked back to Edward. I felt Jake remove his hand and heard him huff but I was not about to ignore the sex god to my right when I could see Jake every day. Edward was the man I dreamed about late at night. The man I have wanted to be with since I was seventeen and now I was sitting two feet away. My heart was racing and my blood was boiling because I was trying to control the urge to reach over and fuck him right there. Edward took a drink and then placed his hand on my thigh. I jumped and gasped because of the spark from the contact, but he didn't remove his hand. He just smiled that evil smile of his and moved his chair closer to me.

"So you like football?" he smirked raising his brow.

"Yeah I've been around it since I was a kid" I shrugged "a couple of years ago I got really into it though" I blurted out before I could stop myself realizing I may have just gave away the fact I only watched football since he became quarterback. A blush started creeping up my face and I quickly turned away. I felt Edwards hand move on my leg as his body shifted.

"Bella?" Edward purred quietly in my ear sending a shiver up and down my already heated core.

"Yes" I hissed but still didn't look in his direction.

"I bet I can guess who your favorite team is" He said with his mouth still by my ear as he ran his hand up my thigh slowly. I felt the tingle in my stomach and I couldn't help the moan that left my lips. Edward slid his tongue down my neck making me even hotter. I felt the pool that had gathered between my legs and prayed like hell it wasn't seeping through my clothes. He slid his tongue back up my neck to my ear and chuckled lightly before placing a quick kiss under my ear and nuzzling into my neck.

I completely forgot Emmett and Jake where at the table until I heard Emmett laugh.

"Isabella?" he chuckled and I stared at him in complete horror. I hated being called that and hadn't been called it since I was twelve by my worthless piece of shit mother. I didn't like it and Jake knew that shit. I looked at Jake furiously knowing he had to be the one who opened his mouth and told Emmett my name. Jake just smiled smugly and it pissed me off.

"GOD DAMN IT JACOB!" I yelled as I punched him in the shoulder.

I turned back to Emmett "Just Bella" I huffed.

Emmett laughed "OK just Bella...Jake was just telling me you are going to be a teacher"

"Um…yeah" I said blinking a few times hoping to clear my head from the anger and focus on Edward who was still rubbing my leg.

"How much longer do you have before you graduate?" Emmett asked, looking at Edward like they were having a private conversation with their eyes, before taking a drink from his beer.

"Three years" I sighed exasperated because it was still a long ass time away to get my masters.

"So you'll be sticking around then huh?" Emmett smiled and Edward sat up narrowing his eyes at Emmett.

"Yeah…I'll be here as long as my dad is" I shrugged looking at Jacob who was scowling at Edward.

This shit is going to stop right now!

"Jake can I talk to you for a minute please?" I said through gritted teeth standing up and yanking on his arm. He stood and followed me toward the bathroom. I stopped and faced him when the music had died down enough he could hear me

"What the hell is your problem Jake?" I huffed and pushed on his chest.

"Gee Bells maybe the fact your ignoring my ass for him and I'm the one your suppose to be on a date with" he said angrily rubbing his chest.

"Date…we're not on a date Jacob we are just friends when are you going to get that" I yelled

"Why can't you just admit you have feelings for me Bells?" he said clenching his hands into fists.

"I do Jake…but not those kind" I sighed "I love you Jake, but I will never be in love with you and there's nothing you can do to change that" I turned and walked away not caring if he followed or not. I was sick of having this conversation with him over and over. I sat back down at the table and started talking. It was about five minutes before Jake showed up with more drinks for us all.

We all started chatting about different things going on in our lives. Edward would lean over every once in a while and whisper in my ear or gently brush against my body sending shivers up and down me. Jacob would scowl at him and shift in his chair in fact Jacob and Edward didn't say two words to each other.

Emmett was nothing like I assumed he would be. He seemed so mean and aggressive on the T.V. during games, but in actuality he was a big teddy bear. A really big perverted teddy bear, but sweet none the less.

Edward also shocked me as the night continued. I had never talked to him in high school, but he was always going on about football and girls when I would hear him in the halls. I figured it would still be the same now, but as it turns out he has a lot more interests than just football. He actually graduated college with honors, which I never knew, because everyone just talked about his football career.

I had seven Cosmos I wanted to stop after six but Jake insisted on me having one more and went to the bar to get it for me. I finished the drink Jake brought and almost instantly I started to feel completely drunk plus it was starting to hit my bladder. I didn't want to get up, but I knew if I sneezed or coughed I was screwed. I excused myself to the potty and completely froze when Edward and Emmett stood with me. I had seen that shit in movies, but to have men in the modern day do it. I blushed and hurried to the bathroom. I had a hard time because I was getting dizzy and it seemed like I kept blacking out as I walked. I had been drunk before, but this was different. I definitely needed to drink water or something before I ended up passing out. I made it to the bathroom and did my thing but it took longer than I expected, because something was off. I couldn't figure out what, but I felt like I had been on a binge drinking trip. I splashed some water on my face hoping it would help and left the bathroom.

I hurried as fast as I could wanting to get back to Edward, but the damn room kept spinning on my way back. I kept bumping into people and nearly fell over twice. I needed to sit down before I fell down. I was almost to the table when all of a sudden the floor started getting closer to my face. I knew I was going down and stuck my arms out to catch myself, but just before I hit two huge arms where lifting me back up onto my feet.

"Are you alright." Edward said with concern as he stood me up.

"Yesh I sink so." I giggled looking around the table Jake was gone and Emmett was finishing his beer. "Where's Jake"

"He said he needed to go" Emmett said smirking.

"What a fucker…he was my ride" I giggled because I had sworn.

"Yeah…I think I better take you home." Edward said wrapping his arms around me leading me to the table.

"I'd rather go back to your place" I giggled again and stumbled over my own two feet.

"Emmett…I'm going to take Bella home." Edward said sitting me down in the chair so he could put his jacket on which I hadn't noticed he had before.

What the hell?

I grabbed my drink and gulped the rest of it down tipping my head back with the glass. I started tipping backwards in my chair and I grabbed for the table.

"Whew." I giggled as I sat myself back down and held on to the table like it was going to fly off the floor.

"Yeah…bro I don't' think she's going to make it that far." I heard Emmett chuckle.

"Jesus H. Christ." Edward laughed as he watched me lick every last drop out of my glass while I hummed. "I think I'll just take her back to my place and let her crash on the couch." He said laughing and shaking his head. He grabbed the glass out of my hand and placed it on the table.

"Hey I wasn't done wif that." I said as he wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the chair.

We walked out of the club; well Edward walked as he carried me out of the club, and got into his huge truck.

"In you go." he said lifting me in by my ass, none the less, and I giggled as I tipped all the way over and was lying on the seat.

"Oh for fuck sakes." he chuckled as he got into the truck.

"Wee." I giggled as he moved me into a sitting position making him laugh.

"Sooo…where do you lib?" I asked scooting closer to him.

"Just a few blocks away." he said and for whatever reason that was the funniest shit I ever heard. I started a laughing fit and couldn't stop. We finally arrived at his house and I slid further over and turned myself sideways so I was looking at him as my laughter stopped.

"You're fucking hot." I said and covered my mouth as I giggled. "I didn't jusss say that out loud." which was muffled because my hand was still on my mouth.

"Thank you…and yes you did." Edward laughed as he shut off his truck. "Now why don't we get you inside." he said climbing out of his truck. I slid over to his door, wrapped my arms around his neck and he helped me out onto the ground brushing along my breasts in the process.

"What you going to do wiff me when we get innnside." I said as I reached one of my hands down and groped him.

"I'm going to put you to bed." he said removing my hand from his package and walking us to his door. I felt like the earth was spinning really fast and I was floating on air. Everything went hazy for a minute and I swear I lost time. I was definitely drunk as I was seeing double. Edward unlocked the door and a rush of courage came out of nowhere. I flipped him around so he was facing me.

"Bella what are you-"

I crashed my lips to his and forced my tongue in his mouth. He reached up grabbed my shoulders and pulled me off him.

"Isabella…stop." He growled

"But I want to-" I said leaning in again, but he held me in place.

"No…I can't." he sighed

"Why not? I can handle it." I huffed

"No Isabella you can't handle it." he said angrily and it pissed me off.

WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?

I knew him very well better than even he knows.

"Oh rearry who says? You!" I spat.

"Yes!"

"I've hambled bigger than you." I growled

"Jacob Black is not bigger than me." he chuckled and rolled his eyes.

"Pleeeease…I've had more guys than just Jacob." I said folding my arms and swaying. Edward stood me up straight.

"Bella…I can't, besides you're completely wasted…and you don't know me." he sighed opening the door.

"I know more about you than you know EDWARD ANTHONY…MASON " I said smugly pushing past him and slamming the door in his face.

Take that!

I made it a total of two feet when everything came crashing down. The vomit started spewing out of me like i was in the exorcist. I ran for the kitchen ahead of me, but before I knew it everything went black. I heard Edward yell angrily and slam the front door before I lost consciousness.

Well that's the chapter.

I hope it wasn't too bad for you to read.

I will try and post chapter 4 next week. Like I said last week RL is making it hard for me to do chapters, but I will work on it I promise.