A/N: Chapter named after the song 'Girl Crush' by Little Big Town. Announcement: as you can all tell I name a lot of my chapters after songs, so I've decided to make a youtube channel with a playlist of all the songs I've used. I will be keeping it up to date. I'll copy the link here and in my profile. So if you have the time, go ahead and give it a listen. All the songs are in order of the chapters. Also thinking about making a playlist of just some good music I like to listen to. Some more good news: I passed two exams today so yay. Halfway there folks. I really enjoy all the reviews and I do read them, so if there's something you really want to see happen tell me. If I can do it I most likely will, and I'll give you a shout-out too. Really I have an end game for this story and obviously some set in stone things but right now the story is pretty open. Alright I'm done talking now, thank you for reading :)

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Chapter 24: Girl Crush

Alice POV:

This afternoon was just short of deathly embarrassing. I was watching Bella in Gym, like I normally did, thinking about the evening before and what lay beneath all those damn clothes. I had no idea how turned on I had gotten until Bella yelled at me. Of course Emmett heard the entire ordeal and wasted no time in telling everyone on the ride home. They would all be giving me shit for the rest of eternity that's for sure. But I didn't mind that much, Bella was coming over later.

My favorite sound in the whole world approached the door at exactly four in the afternoon, my mate's heartbeat. I ran to the door to intercept her first and she laughed at my excitement.

"Now don't get too excited Alice!" Rosalie called from the couch which caused Emmett to explode into another fit of giggles. I growled at her.

The afternoon and evening were absolutely lovely. My mate was amazing at everything. She beat Emmett in every video game he owned, which caused him to break the TV, and won the arm wrestling match with very little effort. Esme convinced her to stay for dinner but Bella insisted on helping her cook. Watching Bella from my spot on the counter, I realized I had fallen head over heels with this perfect woman. Despite what she thought of herself. Rosalie suddenly snickered behind me.

"What?" I asked defensively thinking she was making fun of me again.

"You're too obvious Alice." She whispered under her breath so Bella wouldn't hear. "I can practically see the little hearts floating above your head."

"Oh shut it Rose. I'm happy." I was still peeved at her from earlier.

"I know." She dropped her smile and looked at me seriously. "You have no idea how glad we all are about this. I can see how happy she makes you, and you make her." I raised my eyebrows at that last part. "Really. Look at her laughing with Esme right now. Would you even think that a possibility three weeks ago?" Rosalie left me to stare at Bella again.

I felt slightly bolder by the end of the evening and followed Bella out the door after she bid everyone a good night.

"Now just where do you think you're going?" She asked me as I slid into the shotgun seat.

"Home with you." I said bluntly and she smiled and said 'ok' with a laugh. Damn did she drive fast! She was handling the vehicle with such ease it was turning me on. I like cars ok? And I especially like my girl knowing how to work one flawlessly. I had forgotten about our conversation in Gym so it surprised me when Bella's eyes went pitch black. Oh shit my bad. I was about to apologize and pull my head out the gutter when she abruptly pulled the car into a deserted area. She was growling lowly and I could not stop the excitement flowing through me now. She was turning me on, which turned her on, which again turned me on. It was an endless cycle.

I couldn't take the anticipation anymore so I grabbed her neck roughly pulling her lips to mine. Jesus her skin was hot! I know she's part werewolf and everything, but dang. She moved to position herself on top of me in the passenger's seat. Her hands were roaming my body filing every nerve with fire. Her lips trailed down my throat again and I let out a very loud growl. Feeling frustrated, I pushed her off me for a second and threw off my shirt. Even in her extremely feral state, her eyes widened at my sudden action. After a second of wondering if I had done something, I was once again attacked by Bella's lips. Her hands were kneading my chest and I really needed some sort of friction before I lost it. I pulled at her waist hoping that she'd get my hint, but her mind was too far gone. This probably wasn't my smartest move. Bella's control was already small since she was still a newborn and all, and I was adding fuel to the fire. I would have been more concerned if I wasn't where I was right now. Worry was not on the forefront of my mind. I grabbed her shirt to tear off, but stopped when I felt something on her chest. Her identification tags on a chain around her neck.

All of a sudden everything rushed back to me and my logical thinking returned. What were we doing? What was I doing? I didn't want our first time to be here and like this! And I especially didn't want Bella in the state she was in now. I tried to gently push her off me again but it wasn't having any effect. So I pushed her hard and she seemed to get the gist of it. For a moment her black eyes were just staring at me as if to ask what I was doing. But slowly her eyes faded back to the light gray I've come to know and love, and she jumped off me once again.

"Fuck! Shit Alice I'm so sorry! I knew I was losing control and didn't stop myself. Fuck that was all my fault." She put her head in her hands angry with herself.

"Once again Bella, there are still two parties here. It wasn't like I was resisting or anything." I tried to make light of the situation but Bella just looked up at me with an odd expression on her face. "What? What did I say?" Had I said something wrong?

"No. It's nothing. Come on let's go." She dropped the subject quickly and we were back on the road in no time. What the hell was that about?

"Can I still stay the night?" I asked hesitantly. Her mood was still strange and I wasn't sure.

"Yeah. If you want to." What did I say? I didn't want to ask in case it was sensitive or something, but I was genuinely concerned. I spent the rest of the night in silence as she got ready for bed. Finally, I couldn't take the not speaking anymore and asked her something I'd been wondering a while when the lights were out.

"Bella?"

"Hmmm?"

"I was wondering, um, what was it like? Back when the Volturi had you?" I knew I was just asking for pain with that question, but she never talked about it with me. She rolled over to look at me with a curious expression on her face. Like a 'what's your angle here?' face. But her eyes hardened to that no emotions look I knew all too well and she rolled back to her side.

"Like nothing you could ever imagine."