Listening to Touch-a Touch-a Touch-a Touch Me... as much as the scene itself creeps me out/amuses the hell out of me, the song is incredible. Not the lyrics obviously, but Jayma's voice is incredible and Naya and Heather in the background is amazing. That episode was one of a few I'd missed in Season Two - all caught up now thankfully - and I can't believe I never saw it. Ah-mazing. I love Kurt in it.
Anyway, I should be sleeping right now because in 5 and a half hours, I have my first graveyard. But I'm not tired enough so I'll have to risk it - there's someone there with me for the first two nights so I don't think I'll fall asleep on the job. Plus, I'll have a lot to learn.
By the way, everybody who's been messaging me or sending reviews with questions, I have seen them, I promise! I'm just a bit busy with everything at the moment and I'll try to get to them really soon, okay? I'm sorry for neglecting you guys a bit but it's been a little frantic this week...
From StAR GirL EmmZzzZz: In Sexy Kurt says he loves Romance and well, I want him to have the most romance and cheesy kiss of all time. A kiss with Blaine in the rain. :) Preferably after they have had a fight. :D
Rain kiss wins. I wasn't going to do the fight, but then the idea sprung to mind... as they all seem to do. I'd consider this more of an argument than a fight though.
Rain
Kurt's dreams - upon later recollection would turn out to have something to do with pink marshmallows and ducks - were interrupted by the steady pattering of rain falling on the window. He rolled onto his stomach, mumbling something about the weather interrupting his sleep patterns, before trying to remember what was going on. It clearly wasn't the middle of the night, which meant that Kurt had fallen asleep somewhere.
Then he remembered Blaine coming over to his house earlier that day, their plans to study together, how Kurt had tried valiantly to stay awake through mind-numbing Math homework before just 'shutting his eyes' for a moment...
That means Blaine's still here.
Struggling to clear his sleep-filled mind, Kurt rolled back over and sat up. The dim light, speckled by rain, filtered through his window, illuminating the desk where Blaine was sitting. But instead of doing work, Blaine was facing him with his elbows propped on his knees, staring.
"Um, hi?"
Blaine blinked a couple of times before shaking his head and sitting up fully. "Oh, hey. I was just wondering how long you were going to sleep for, I wasn't sure whether to wake you up or -"
"Blaine, cut the crap."
Blaine froze mid-sentence, stunned. Kurt was shocked himself, but the combination of tiredness, having only just woken up and being completely sick of Blaine being oblivious clearly forced his mind to take decisive action.
This wasn't the first time Kurt had caught Blaine staring when he thought Kurt wasn't watching. The first few times, Kurt had brushed it off; after that, it had become a compliment and perhaps a hint that Blaine might be interested. But now it was just getting on Kurt's nerves. Yes, he liked Blaine. A lot. And yes, he definitely wouldn't be complaining if Blaine felt the same way - and by now it was pretty clear that he did. But ever since the Valentines Day debacle, it was as if Blaine was walking around on eggshells, not sure how to act or what to do. Kurt wasn't sure if Blaine even knew he felt the way he did, and hadn't wanted to call the other boy out on it in case he ended up pulling away as a result.
But this was beyond a joke.
"I know you were staring at me."
Blaine laughed, but it sounded fake to Kurt's ears. "I'm sorry? I've been studying most of the afternoon actually. I just wasn't sure when exactly you fell asleep so I thought you might want to be woken so you could do more study."
Kurt swung his legs over the side of the bed, facing Blaine more fully. "Look. You are allowed to like me, you know?"
"I - why do you think that I do?"
And that hurt more than Kurt would ever dare to let on. Not just that Blaine was trying to deny his attraction to Kurt, but that he could honestly think that Kurt didn't notice. "Please, don't insult my intelligence. I get it, you're not good at relationships, you've never had one before, you don't know how to go about it. But when you so obviously like someone -"
"Who said it's obvious?" Blaine snapped back. "Just because you think something doesn't make it true, Kurt."
Kurt was silenced instantly. Blaine had never snapped at him before, and he felt the tears begin to well up in his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he forced his emotions back and tried to keep his voice level. "I did. And I know what it's like when someone likes someone else because I have been crazy about you for so long now." Blaine's jaw dropped and Kurt sighed. "And you knew that. I told you in the coffee shop, maybe not in those words but I did." Standing up, Kurt headed towards the door, still fighting to keep his voice from shaking. "Sometimes I don't know why I do, but I love you, Blaine. And I wish you could just admit that you feel the same."
Before Blaine could respond, Kurt was out the door and darting down the stairs. The fact that it was his own house made running away a bit more difficult, and there was only one place to go. Pulling open the front door, Kurt ran out into the rain without a second thought.
He was drenched instantly. Somewhere along the line, the steady drizzle of rain had erupted into heavy raindrops, thudding against his skin and soaking through his clothing. Kurt took a few steps across the grass before tilting his head back into the rain and finally letting his tears go. Totally ignoring that the ground was wet and muddy, he sank to his knees, letting the rain pour across his face.
"Why do you do this to me, Blaine?" he sobbed, pushing his wet hair back off his face angrily. "All I ever did was love you."
The door to the house slammed and Kurt jumped to his feet immediately, not wanting to be caught looking weak by Blaine, who was most likely storming off and driving away, never wanting anything to do with Kurt again...
And then the sound of hurried footsteps came up behind him, and Blaine's arms were around his waist. His breathing was harsh and ragged in Kurt's ear, mixed with the sound of badly concealed sobs.
"Kurt.. I'm so sorry, I didn't know, you have to believe me, if I'd known I would have done something. And I do, I do love you, I just never thought I'd have a chance with you or that, yes, I would screw it up..."
Kurt twisted around so he was facing Blaine, reaching out to cup the other boys face. "Blaine, shh." Blaine stopped his rambling, sniffing quietly. "You honestly didn't know?"
"I had no idea. I know, I'm oblivious and stupid, but I never dreamed that you'd feel the same. I fell for you too hard, too fast, and it scared me and I didn't know what to do with it -"
Kurt pulled Blaine's face towards him and kissed him. All of the emotions he had felt over the past few days, weeks - it all erupted and he poured it into the kiss, willing Blaine to just understand. Blaine's lips were against his, kissing him back fiercely as the rain pounded down on top of them, and somehow he seemed to know. They both knew. This was it for them.
Kurt somehow managed to tear himself from Blaine's lips for a few moments. "You are oblivious," he murmured quietly, "if you somehow missed the fact that I am head over heels for you."
Blaine shook his head, shaking water droplets around him, and pulled Kurt straight back in for another kiss. Kurt's hands were still holding Blaine's face, his thumbs brushing across the other boy's cheekbones as they kissed again, suddenly soft and sweet - as if they had just realized that they had all the time in the world to be together, to learn one another, to live.
The rain still poured on around them, but everything in that moment was perfect.
Mm, I'm a sucker for a good rain kiss too... so I hope I wrote a good one.
MusicalEscape:
Deciding the duet song:
"Hey, we should try-"
"No, before you ask, no Katy Perry. And no, definitley not Hot 'n Cold."
"I wasn't even going to-"
"Ahem. Yes, you were."
"How did you-"
"One, I know you way too well. Two, it's fun interupting all of your sentences."
"Wait, wh-"
*kisses*
