By XxSailorWinchesterXx
WOW! I can not believe the reviews and responses I got to this story and its only been one chapter. I'm so glad that everyone is enjoying the story so much. So here is the newest chapter. I hope you like it even more then the last.
I do not own Glee. All I own is this idea and my Glee boxsets.
Rachel didn't feel like eating. She played with the food on her plate one last time before scraping it into the rubbish. She couldn't do anything, since coming back from the shops. She tried to do her homework, but she failed at that. Then she tried to practice her song for glee, but she sounded all off, so she failed that too. I'm beginning to see a pattern here. She thought sadly as she looked at the left over pile of scrapes that could barely be called food. She'd burnt her cooking at least twice and had to start again, and then when she finally did get it right, she'd burnt herself. I fail at everything. She thought dejected as she walked into the living room and fell onto the couch. Try as she might she just couldn't get the image of Beth and Shelby out of her head. I can't believe that she adopted Beth. Quinn and Puck's Beth. Do they know, have they been keeping it from me on purpose? She thought as she rolled over onto her side.
She'd know that Shelby wanted a child, but she just never thought that she'd actually adopt one. Though she'd never admit it, she was seriously hurt when Shelby had told her that she wanted to go sperate way. All her life she'd wanted a mother, not that she wasn't grateful for her fathers, but there was just times she wanted a mother. And now, her mother was out there raising someone else's child.
"Stop it Rachel. That's no way to think. That child deserves a mother just as much as you." She told herself as she sat up on the couch. It was petty for her to be thinking that way. Still she couldn't help but think, what did Beth have that she didn't. Was she really so worthless that even her own mother was trying to purge all traces of her from her mind. Was Beth the child Shelby had always wanted and Rachel was simply a big disappointment.
Rachel felt something warm roll down her cheek and realised that she was crying. Wiping her tears away Rachel walked over to the phone to see if there were any messages.
1 new message.
Rachel saw the light flashing and pressed play.
Hi baby. Sorry but we're going to have to stay in London for another week. Your grandmother's will is taking some time to come through.
Rachel felt another tear roll down her cheek. Her grandma's gone too. Another person who left her.
Anyway, we'll send you some more money. Behave while we're gone. Love you.
Rachel deleted the message after listening to it a couple more time.
Dad, Daddy, Grandma, Shelby. There's a definite pattern here. Rachel thought sadly then walked up stairs to her bedroom. Not even bothering to change, Rachel jumped into bed and curled up under the sheets. She couldn't stop the tears from flowing from her eyes as her thoughts wandered to everyone who had left her. You're so worthless.
Rachel was woken up by the sound of her phone playing 'Faithfully', she knew it was Finn before she answered because that was his personalised ringtone. Grabbing her phone off her nightstand Rachel groggily answered.
"Hello?"
"Rachel. Where you sleeping?"
Rachel looked over at the clock and saw that it was 8:30, she'd over slept. But she didn't care. Right now she didn't care about anything.
"Yeah. I was."
"Well you better hurry up and get up, or you'll be late for school."
"I'm not going today Finn, sorry. I don't feel well."
There was a pause and for a moment Rachel though that Finn had hung up.
"Is this about yesterday Rachel?"
"No Finn. I just think I ate something bad last night, that's all."
"Okay babe. Well I'll come by and see you after school. Love you."
"I love you too." Rachel said then hung up.
Sighing Rachel threw her phone on the bed and went back to sleep. Praying that Finn wouldn't be the next one to leave.
So what do you think? I wanted to explore Rachel's character some more. How do you think I went? Please review