Fuckin' Perfect

XxSailorWinchesterXx

I do not own Glee or any of its characters.

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"So you got yourself a mum and a sister in one afternoon. That sounds pretty good to me." Finn joked as he and Rachel walked from their last class together. Rachel shook her head and pushed a stand of hair from her face.

"It's not going to be that easy Finn. Shelby may want me to be a sister to Beth, but I don't know how she feels yet about having me as a daughter." Rachel explained as best she could. Although she did have to admit that it felt good to be apart of Beth's life now. She couldn't wait to teach her about musically theatre and other vital life skills.

"What about Puck and Quinn? Are you going to tell them?" Finn asked as he shoved his books into his locker.

Rachel gave a deep sigh. "I dunno. I guess I'll have to tell them eventually. But not just yet." Then when? She added mentally.

Finn nodded it was a bit of a difficult situation. Slamming his locker shut he looked at Rachel and smiled.

"What are you smiling about?" Rachel asked, her curiosity rising. "You've been extremely happy all morning."

Finn's smile widened. "It's time for glee practice, and your coming with me."

"Finn, I'm not in glee anymore. Stop pulling."

Despite her many protests Rachel was now sitting in the choir room watching everyone present their glee assignment. Everyone had done very well so far and now the only two left were who hadn't performed were her and Finn. Though she had a suspicion that Finn had told Mr Schuester about her problems seeing as he kept looking at her sadly. She knew that Finn's heart was in the right place, but she didn't like people knowing about her personal troubles, other minor stuff she could tell the world. But when it came to her raw emotional problems she liked to keep those to herself.

"Okay now we have Finn." Mr Schue said and Finn got up from Rachel's side and walked to the front of the classroom. Clearly his voice he began to speak.

"Rachel. I know after what happened you're doubting yourself and feeling like you're worth nothing. But you're not. You're amazingly strong and caring. And if they can't see that, then it's their loss. Your perfect just the way you are and you have to believe me when I say that. I never want to hear or see you speak that way again."

Everyone looked at each other in confusion, about what Finn was talking about. Despite their lack of information, the glee students knew that this went further then a slushie attack. Rachel however gave a small smile, which Finn returned then started to sing.

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

Rachel couldn't help but smile at Finn, when he swore, he sounded so cute. She looked over at Mr Schue wondering if he was going to stop Finn from singing but saw no sign of that happening.

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

As he sang Finn looked straight at Rachel, hoping to get his message across to her. He knew this song would be perfect for her and now he just had to pray she would understand it. He was pouring his heart and soul into this for her.

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me...

When Finn sang his final word everyone stood up and clapped, giving him a bigger reaction then when he sang Jessie's Girl.

"That's what I'm talking bout. Expressing raw emotions, not for yourself but for someone else." Schue said and gave Finn and pat on the back. Looking over at Rachel he noticed that she had her head down and was slightly shaking. Walking over Finn lifted her head and saw that she was crying. Wiping her tears away Finn gave her a kiss on the forehead.

"You're perfect." He said and Rachel pulled him over to her for a kiss.

"You're not to bad yourself." She laughed and pulled him into the seat next to her.

Although she may never be a daughter to Shelby the way she wanted, she could be the best sister to Beth. With Finn at her side she didn't feel alone and worthless.

"So, you coming back to be our resident diva again?" Mercedes asked, breaking the moment. Rachel looked from Finn to Mercades and though about her question for a moment. Was she really ready to go back to a group that only a few days ago laughed at her? They needed her for sectionals, she knew that and she was sure that they knew it to. Looking to Finn she saw that he was giving her the 'it's your choice' look.

"No. I won't be." Rachel sighed, standing up and looking at her former glee club members. "You all think that I'll just coming running back here, but it can't. Not until I sort some things out for myself."

Rachel saw the surprised look on everyone's faces, even Mr Schue. I know they need me but I need to do this for me first. Rachel thought and looked back at Finn.

"I'm going to go home. Meet me there later?"

Finn smiled and nodded. "Sure."

Rachel walked over to the door, but was stoped by the sound of Quinn's voice. "So wait?"

Rachel turned around and saw the angry look on Quinn's face. "You're always tell us just how important it is for us to be a group and stick together, and you're just going to walk out when sectionals in a few weeks? Do you even care?"

"Yeah. I did say that." Rachel admitted taking a few steps towards Quinn. Everyone in the room looked on in suspense as the two strong females went head to head.

"$50 on Quinn." Puck whispered to Sam.

"But I'm sick of all the crap that you guys put on me. You want to win sectionals, start practicing. All you ever seem to do is come running to me when you need something, you don't care about me. You only want me voice." Rachel argued, all her pent up frustration coming to the surface. "So sorry for wanting to take some time to sort out my problems. That must be a real inconvenience for you!" She spat and then walked to the door. "I'm not quitting for good. I just need to sort myself out first." She finished in a softer voice then left.

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