Title: Who's a girl to choose?
Rating: M
Disclaimer: Do I look like Stephanie Meyers? (Looks around) OH! Right, you can't see me. No I am not Stephanie Meyers, so no I do not own Twilight or the characters.
Pairing: Leah/Jake and Leah/Edward and Jake/Angela (But not until way later.)
Summary: I went from being unwanted to being wanted by two different guys. To make matters worse, one is my alpha and bestfriend and the other is my mortal enemy, also my imprint. I love them both but I can't stomach the thought of hurting either of them. What's a girl to do? Who's a girl to choose?
AN: Ok so Krystle and I are working on a multi-chaptered story. She is helping me write it, and giving me ideas and such. She is such a big help when it comes to certain things. This will be a multi-chaptered story. It will have a lot of twists, so be prepared for the ride.
AN2: There is no Bella or Nessie. Bella never came to Forks; therefore she never married Edward and had Renesmee. Also at the start of this Leah and Jake are already wolves. Also Jacob and Leah are dating at the start of the story. Edward cannot read Leah's mind; it has something to do with the fact that she imprints on him. Also Jake is 17 and Leah 19.
AN3: Krystle wrote this chapter and I think she did an amazing job!
Warning: There is sex in this chapter…If you don't like it don't read it.
Leah's POV:
I absolutely hate surprises. Nobody knows this more than Jacob. I actually hate everything right now. I haven't been in the greatest mood since I imprinted on that vampire Edward Cullen. That's how I know it's bad. I said vampire. Not leech, parasite, or bloodsucker. I haven't phased since I imprinted and I know that Jake's worried. He's so worried that he deems it necessary to surprise me tonight. I know that we're going on a date…somewhere. He won't tell me where and I really wish that he would. The fact that I imprinted was as big a surprise as any.
Normally Jake picks me up, but he told me to meet him at his place tonight. I was very suspicious about meeting at Jacob's place. Why couldn't he just pick me up and take me to the restaurant? Jacob Black was definitely up to something. I sigh and I pick the lint balls off of my dress as a ring the doorbell. That was another strange sign. The door was never locked. Why would the door be locked? I ring the doorbell a few more times and Mr. Jacob Black finally decides to answer the damn door. He smiled as his eyes roam my body.
Once I got a good look at him I was confused and a bit pissed off. He wasn't dressed to go out. He had on a pair of faded blue jeans and they were dirty. What the hell? He was also wearing a dirty tight gray T-shirt. Why the hell was he so dirty? That's when a pleasant smell hit my nose. It smelled like garlic, spaghetti, and chicken? I looked at him again and I'm pretty sure the red stain on his shirt was spaghetti sauce.
Jake cooked for me! I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face. Jacob never cooks. I wasn't sure that he knew how. Well judging by his outfit… it looks like he had a fight with the food. I hadn't realized that neither Jake nor I had said a word. I was so busy looking at his attire that I didn't notice that his eyes never left me. Hell, I hadn't even stepped inside of the house yet. Like an idiot, I was on his porch ogling him.
"You can come in if you'd like." Jacob teased. I just smiled at him. He really could be sweet when he wanted to be.
I took him up on his offer and I entered his house. I was blown away. The lights were dimmed and he had candles lit everywhere. It truly looked like a scene from a cheesy romance movie. I was of course oddly touched. As much as this touched me, I would not cry. I continued to look and see how Jacob transformed his usual unimpressive home into a very impressive, intimate setting. There was a beautiful red table cloth on the table and Jacob made a centerpiece out of fresh fruit and flowers. I couldn't believe he did all of this for me.
"Jacob, it's beautiful. And you… cooked? I thought that you couldn't scramble eggs?" I couldn't help but laugh and Jake joined in. The last time that Jake cooked… it was a disaster and I wasn't even the one who ingested the food. It certainly looked like he came along way since then.
"My TV was on the Food Network 24/7 this past week. I really wanted to do something to show you that I really do love you and I'm sorry. I didn't mean to push the issue about the wedding, ok? You don't have to go if you don't want to. I know that you love me and you're over Sam. It's just that I remember how much pain you were in… and you would have to love someone a lot to be that distraught over them." He grabbed my hand and kissed it as he finished his speech. I smiled like I was a kid in a candy store.
"I don't want to talk about any of that tonight, ok? I want to focus on our love. I want tonight to be perfect and meaningful. I want to remember this night for the rest of my life, Jacob. I want you to show me how much you love me. Make me feel beautiful. Show me how much you want me. I want you to be my first. I want you to have that part of me forever." I didn't realize until after I finished talking that it sounded like I was giving him a goodbye speech. Maybe in a way I was sayinggoodbye. But I couldn't think about that right now. It hurt too much.
"I would absolutely love to be your first, Leah. It'll be perfect. You'll finally have a part of me in you. It's always been you that has been in my heart. I would love nothing more than to show you how beautiful you are and how much I desire you. However, can we eat first? I kinda took a lot of time to prepare this meal for you. I had to suffer through hours of Paula Dean. You're going to eat this food rather you like it or not!" I just smiled at Jacob. God, I love this man so much.
Jake grabbed my hand and he kissed it. He walked me over to the table and he pulled my chair out for me. He was always such a gentleman. He of course fixed my plate for me. We ate in silence for a few minutes. It wasn't an awkward silence, more like a comfortable silence. Every few seconds or so we would look up at each other and smile. Jacob never looked as beautiful as he did at this moment. He was absolute bliss. Absolute perfection.
It didn't take us a long time to finish our food, we are animals after all. I saw Jacob walking toward his freezer and he took out a box. Cooking Spaghetti was one thing… but dessert is in a whole different league. He gave me a piece of the pre-cut strawberry shortcake. The cheesecake was divine. Jacob was licking his lips and reaching for his second piece of cheesecake when I busted out laughing. He eyed me questioningly with a mouth full of cheesecake.
"We haven't kissed yet and we both have garlic breath. I don't want you panting above me and your breath smells like garlic." We both started laughing again. While it is funny, I was completely serious. I really want this night to be perfect. I'm not going to let something like garlic ruin my fairytale.
"Will it make you feel better if we make a quick retreat to the bathroom before I ravish you? But I'm telling you… my breath will be the last thing on your mind." His tone was seductive and I didn't doubt him.
"You're a virgin too, Jake. I hear that most guys aren't that good their first time." I taunted him and he scoffed. If you asked Jacob Black, he would tell you that he was good at everything. Let him tell it, he has no flaws.
"Yea well most virgins don't have crazy wolf genes. And most guys aren't named Jacob Black." He winked at me before laughing and putting the dishes up. I decided that I was going to help him with the dishes.
We finished washing the dishes and he grabbed my hand, leading me upstairs. While I was very excited and nervous about my first time with Jacob, I couldn't stop thinking about Edward. I mean he's my imprint. How would he feel if he knew that I wasn't pure? If he knew that I didn't wait for him? I had to shake off all thoughts of Edward. Tonight, the upcoming moments all belonged to my Jacob.
Jacob seemed to sense my change in mood. I didn't realize that I was squeezing his hand. I gave him a weak smile and I kissed his hand to reassure him that I'm ok. The last thing that I needed was for this moment to be ruined by my subconscious. Jake opened the door to his room and I didn't realize that my hands were shaking. He noticed this immediately and he kissed me soothingly on the cheek.
"If you're thinking about changing your mind, it's ok. I won't be mad at you. I know that this is a really big step for us. Just tell me now." He was staring right into my brown eyes and I saw his love for me as he stared at me. I really hoped my eyes mirrored his expression.
"I'm not thinking about changing my mind. I'm just thinking. You're right; this is a really big step for us. Are we ready? I mean this is going to change our relationship, Jake. I just really hope that you realize that." I caressed his cheek and he placed his hand over mine, holding it there.
"Leah Monica Clearwater, I absolutely adore you. I love you so much. I'd go to hell and back just to be with you. I understand that what we're doing will change the dynamic of our relationship and I'm ok with that." He kissed me and I didn't even mind the garlic breath.
We walked slowly over to his bed, without breaking our kiss. His hands caressed my body softly and I moaned into his mouth. I had on a little black dress so it wasn't going to take much for me to get undressed. Jacob on the other hand was overdressed. I temporarily broke our kiss to pull his shirt over his head. I'd seen this man shirtless many times, but this time was special. His very muscled chest was the most beautiful thing that I'd ever seen… I wonder what Edward looked like shirtless. I quickly kissed Jacob to dismiss these thoughts about Edward.
It was his turn to break the kiss and rid me of my clothing. He pulled my dress over my head in one swift motion. I decided to wear his favorite black satin bra and matching thong. He seemed to just stare at me for a little bit, like he was truly admiring my body. I almost felt self-conscious, but when I saw the look of adoration on his face, my feelings were quickly dispelled.
I unhooked my bra and I let him take it from my body. It was the first time that he'd ever seen me topless. He smiled at me and I smiled back. He slowly caressed my left arm and then my right. He kissed me on my neck and it felt amazing. Jacob had a very soft and tender touch for someone of his size. My body was on fire wherever he kissed me and it had nothing to do with our extremely high temperature. His mouth was everywhere; my jaw, my collarbone, and he completely skipped over my breasts. His kisses instead moved to my stomach.
He sucked on the skin lightly and his tongue found my belly button. My body jerked from the sudden sensation. I'd never been touched there before. I could tell that Jacob loved my reaction to him. His kisses and licks got lower until I felt his hot mouth move over the thin piece of fabric covering my treasure. His mouth was soon replaced by his fingers. He feel of his fingers was amazing, even through the material. He looked into my eyes, sending me a message. I got it immediately. He wanted me to lose my bottoms altogether.
I lifted the lower half of my body off of the bed so he could slide my thong off. I was spread out in front of my Jacob completely naked. I wasn't even uncomfortable anymore. I felt beautiful and wanted. Jacob started kissing, licking, and sucking on my thighs. He continued until he got to my ankles. He then started his attack higher up. He paused when his face was directly in line with my flower. He teased me for a few minutes by softly blowing his breath against my folds.
"I love you so much Leah. I'm delighted that I'm going to be the first to taste you." His voice was barely above a whisper, but I heard him perfectly clear. He gave me one more smile and I returned it, letting him know that I was ok and I wanted this to happen. I was counting to ten in my head, trying to calm myself down and that's when I felt it. His tongue entered me and I shuddered, despite its warmth.
He teased my opening before plunging in at full force. My body definitely loved the intrusion. I moaned his name as he moved his tongue up and down my slit, teasing me yet again. His tongue was everywhere except where I needed it to be. I ran my fingers through his hair and I moved my hands to his neck, forcing his mouth on my clit. I couldn't take the tension, I craved him.
"Jake, please." I didn't care that I was begging like a trick-or-treater. Jacob, being the truly gracious man that he is decided to oblige. He sucked my nub into his mouth and I cried out. My whole body was on fire. Every hair on my body was standing on end. I was not going to last long if he continued his assault. I suddenly didn't care about anything but my Jacob.
He continued sucking on my clit and the pleasure was almost becoming too much. My grip on his neck tightened, as did my legs around his back. I wanted to keep my eyes open, but the pleasure was too too much. My eyed were tightly closed and I released my hands from his neck, they were now gripping the sheets. I couldn't hold on for much longer and that's when he gently bit me. I moaned his name, quite audibly as I came.
I was panting like a dog and I was completely spent. I barely registered that Jacob was kissing up my body. His hot breath was causing goose bumps to appear all over my skin. He was still very careful and loving with all of his touches. I was still enjoying my post orgasmic bliss when he took one of my nipples in his mouth. My eyes shot open in surprise. Jake was grinning mischievously at me.
He lightly bit my nipple and he pinched the nipple that was not currently in his mouth. He switched nipples and I was in heaven once again. He released my breasts and he kissed me feverishly, with a passion that was unknown to me. I didn't even care that I could taste myself on his tongue. It occurred to me that he still had his jeans on. I tried to unbutton his jeans, but Jake put his hand over mine, stopping me.
"Allow me. You just lay back, relax, and get ready for me." He used a tone similar to his alpha voice, and it was so sexy. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I've only ever seen his top half bare. I did know that he always went commando. I did exactly what he said. I relaxed and I just enjoyed the show that he was giving me. The relaxed feeling soon turned to panic after he was fully naked.
Everything on Jacob was huge. I wasn't exactly sure how he was going to fit all of the way inside of me. He of course picked up on my panic and he squeezed my hand in an encouraging matter. Being bold, I tentatively ran my hands up and down his chest. I thoroughly enjoyed the way his muscles felt. I moved my hands down lower and I massaged his abs. He bit his lip and let the most beautiful moan leave his lips.
I continued my journey south until my fingers found a trail of jet black hair. I looked up at him for permission to continue. He nodded and that was enough for me. He was already semi-hard so it didn't take long before he was standing at full attention. I could barely get my hand around all of him. I stroked him with quick, short pumps. He moaned my name and never had my name sounded so perfect coming from his mouth.
His breathing was harsh and I could tell that he was close. The way his beautiful features contorted from the pleasure was such a beautiful sight. I would never get tired of seeing him in complete ecstasy. I started stroking him harder and a bunch of 'Leahs' and a few curses escaped him. It was amazing knowing that I was the one causing him to feel so much satisfaction.
I could tell by the way that his eyes were rolling in the back of his head that he was on the verge of orgasming. I didn't want it like that. As he so eloquently put it earlier, I wanted him inside of me. I pulled my hand away and he groaned in frustration. I just smiled at him and he gave me his favorite melts my heart smile. I closed my eyes, mentally preparing myself row what was going to happen.
When I didn't feel him touching my body anywhere, I opened my eyes. He was looking through his drawer and he pulled out a condom. I sat up and I gave him a very strange look. Why the hell is it getting a condom? We're both virgins and I can't get pregnant. He put the condom on before I could protest. He spread my legs open and he was getting ready to enter me when I stopped him.
"What is the condom for? You know that I can't get pregnant." I really didn't mean to snap at him the way that I did. I hope that I didn't ruin the mood. Pregnancy is a very touchy subject for me.
"Actually we don't know that for a fact and I'm just going to be extra careful, ok?" His tone was so soothing. It was amazing how much love this man showed me sometimes. He gave me a kiss and proceeded to spread my legs.
I braced myself for the pain. I knew that it would be painful, but not as painful as it would be if I were human. He entered me at a snail's pace, inch by inch. It wasn't extremely painful, it was mostly uncomfortable. It got more uncomfortable as he got deeper. He moved slightly and I kissed him hungrily so I wouldn't scream. I also tried to hide my grimace. God, he was huge!
"Lee, you have to tell me if I'm hurting you. Do you want me to stop?" He was so sincere. I wanted the pain to go away, but I didn't want him to stop. I took a deep breath and I relaxed a little. I was ready for him to start moving again. I could tell that he was hesitant, but he moved anyway. It was still a little painful, but there was some pleasure mixed in this time.
The more relaxed I got, the more pleasure that I felt. It was pure joy having Jacob inside of me. I could tell that it was amazing for him as well. His movements were still affectionate, but they were also harsh at the same time. My hands were lovingly digging into his back, pushing him deeper inside of me. He was all of the way inside of me and he hit my magic spot.
I screamed in ecstasy and he was pounding into me, hitting that same spot before I could beg him to do it again. I dug my nails into his back harder, but he would heal by the time that we were finished… which was going to be pretty soon. I was getting that familiar tingle in my stomach as Jacob's thrusts became rougher and more erratic. We were both nearing our peak.
Hearing Jake's pants and the terms of endearments that he was whispering to me was almost enough to send me over the edge. His heartbeat was racing and my eyes were closed. We were both going to have a simultaneous climax. His movements slowed down and I opened my eyes to see why. Nothing could compare me for the sight right in front of me.
Jacob was staring at me while in complete bliss. Once he knew that he had my attention, he continued to move inside of me. His eyes never left my face as we both completely let go and let the pleasure overtake us. My eyes were halfway closed as the feeling spread completely over my body. I was in absolute paradise. I almost forgot that Jake was there until he spoke softly.
"Open those beautiful eyes, honey. I want to see you." I opened my eyes and he was smiling. He was still hovering over me and inside me. He could stay like that for as long as he wanted. He moved beside me a few minutes later. He wrapped his arms around me and he kissed me on my neck. I sighed in contentment and I closed my eyes. It was the most peaceful sleep that I'd had in a while.
TBC..