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Cuz I can.

I was only a second away from sleep when the loud sound of Esme and Bella's sobbing woke me up. I glanced at the TV and saw the credits rolling. THANK GOD. That film had to be one of the soppiest, cheesiest films ever. It was about some blind girl who falls in love with a deaf guy, and they fall in love somehow.

"What happened?" I asked, confused as to why they would be crying.

"It was just… so sad" Rosalie replied, mocking Bella and Esme. I looked at the two of them and let out a snort of laughter. Edward glared at me and pulled Bella closer, talking to her in a hushed voice. I rolled my eyes and jasper smiled at me, looking amused. He got out of his chair and walked over to me, "Come on I'll show you to your room." He said, walking off. I got up and followed him, looking around the house in awe. It was massive! I mean, did leeches really need a big house? What did they do in it? It wasn't as if they were always having massive parties and business meetings was it?

Jasper disappeared into a room and I followed him. "I know it's a bit plain" he stated

"But we didn't know you were coming, I'm sure Esme will redecorate it to suit you soon." Thanks I said, managing to smile at him. The room was huge, and totally not me. It was all white and bright. I sighed and started to get undressed, forgetting Jasper was there. He cleared his throat and I jumped, "Oh shit sorry, forgot about you." I apologized, he smiled and said "Don't worry, I'll see you tomorrow. Sweet dreams Leah." Before walking out the room. I snorted, sweet dreams? Yeah right. More like long dreams of an empty room that goes on forever. That room is my life. I sighed and stripped, grabbing the nightgown on the bed, shoving it on my head and jumping

under the covers. The bed was amazingly comfy and I was asleep in seconds.

DREAM:

I walk into the empty room, but it's yellow. The yellow is too bright, I feel like I'm being blinded.A tall blonde walks out of a door that appears in the room "sweet dreams" he whispers and then the room disappears, and I'm dancing in a field the sun is shining on me and im gloriously happy. Too soon, the room appears again, this time it's black and empty. The dream goes on, black and empty.

LIFE:

I woke up, seriously confused at the dream. "What the fuck Leah?" I muttered to myself. I sighed and shook my head before dragging myself out of bed and staring in the mirror. My hair was a state and seriously needed a wash. I groaned and jumped into the shower. I made the shower ice cold that always woke me up. I sighed at the mix of pain and pleasure as the ice cold water fell down on me. After my shower I blow-dried my hair, trying to give it more of a bounce but it didn't really work. I walked into the bedroom; towel wrapped around me, and found some clothes on the bed. A long white summer dress. Me? In a dress? Get real. I growled and looked for the clothes I had been wearing yesterday, but they seemed to have disappeared. I yelled out "BRING ME SOME OTHER CLOTHES" but no one replied. I thought about my options, 1. Wear the dress. 2. Leave the room in the towel. up the bed sheets and make some clothes from them. The third option would probably upset Esme and the second would just be embarrassing. I sighed and moaned as I pulled on the dress.

My belly rumbled so I left the room and walked downstairs, frowning at the silence in the house. A house with 9 other people in it should not be quiet. Walking into the kitchen, I found a plate full of croissants and bread rolls. Next to it was a plate with

toast on it and next to that was a big bowel of fruit. "Do they seriously think I can eat all that?" I muttered, sitting down and staring at the food.

"Yep" came a voice, and I turned around surprised to see Jasper stood behind me.

"Nice dress" he said smirking. "I heard you yelling about it though."

I growled at him "fuck off it's not funny."

He sat down in front of me and clearly looked amused and I violently ripped my roll apart, shoving it in my mouth and glaring at him as I chewed on it.

"Very ladylike" he commented and I kicked him under the table "I'm not a lady I'm a wolf you knob." I snarled, tearing apart another roll.

He looked at me with some kind of concern, and sympathy. "Your not just a wolf Leah." He said quietly. I sighed and said "just shut up and let me eat in peace ok?" he nodded and I carried on eating.

I gave up when I was half way through my food and rubbed my belly. "I can't eat anymore," I groaned and he grabbed the plates, washing them so fast I didn't even see him do it. He sat back down in front of me, laughing at my shocked face. I narrowed my eyes at him and he stopped laughing. "Where are the others?" I asked

"Esme and Rosalie are shopping for your clothes and furniture, Carlisle is at his new job, Nessie and Jake are out together and the rest are hunting."

"Oh." I said, "Well I'm going to go and relax in my room since I can't go running until the others are back."

"Why not?" he asked looking confused.

Because when I run it's private I thought but instead I sarcastically said, "They might eat me."

Jasper stared at me for a moment with wide eyes, wondering if I was joking, before bursting out with laughter. I rolled my eyes and walked off to my room.

I flopped down onto the bed, trying to ignore the sounds of Jasper still laughing as he walked into his room, which was next to mine. It was silent for a while and then music started playing, I recognized the song straight away. It was Don't Stop Believin' by Journey. I smiled to myself as I heard Jasper sing along to it

'Just a small town girl. Living in a lonely world'

I laughed to myself as I imagined him playing air guitar in his room and decided I would go and spy on him, just to see if he was. His door was half open and his back was turned to me so I walked into the room. He wasn't playing air guitar but he was still singing along. I let out a small girly giggle as he threw his hands up in the air at the end of the song and he turned around surprised.

He saw me and looked embarrassed.

"Your so sad" I said smirking at him. He glared at me and said, "Well what kind of music do you like then?"

I walked over to his CDs, he had thousands.

"I love a bit of pink" I said, "But I doubt you'll have it"

"Well" he said, joining me and picking a CD that was right at the top "You know what they say about not judging a book by its cover"

I stared at the CD in his hand and was shocked to see that it was Pink's album 'I'm not dead'

"No way" I exclaimed grabbing the CD and putting it in the CD player. Her song 'Cuz I Can' started playing and I sung along

'And I drink more than you, and I party harder than you and my cars faster than yours too roar'

I sang with her and Jasper laughed at me, "You're a strange creature Leah Clearwater" he said, clearly amused.

I stopped singing and glared at him.

"Well if that's what you think of me Jasper Whitlock, then I won't bother trying to act normal around you' I snarled before opening the CD player, grabbing the CD, breaking it and storming out of the room.

"Leah, I didn't mean it like that" he said calmly, following me into my room.

"WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO CALM?!" I screamed at him "WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ANGRY ONE, WHY DOES EVERYONE AROUND ME GET TO CONTROL THEIR EMOTIONS, WHY DO MINE CONTROL ME!" I kept screaming.

"Why do you do this to yourself Leah?" he asked me sadly

I growled at him sarcastically "Cuz I can."

He opened his mouth to reply but I ran past him yelling "DON'T BOTHER JASPER, I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY OR HELP"

I ran out of the house and exploded into the big silver wolf I really was, barking triumphantly at the ripped dress laying on the floor before running off into the forest, passing the returning Cullen's on the way.