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How dare he!
I ran and ran and ran for hours, tears of frustration soaking my silver fur. I carried on running until there was no energy left in me, collapsing into a big silver heap on the Cullen's front lawn. Rosalie came out of the house, obviously they had all heard me arrive; she sneaked past the window and ran past me muttering,
"Follow me".
It took all the strength in my body to get up and follow her, luckily she hadn't gone far.
She stared at me, disappointed as I phased, before throwing me another dress, an exact match of the dress I had shredded earlier.
"You should eat," she said, pulling out cold chicken and bread from her handbag.
I thanked her and took the food gratefully, shoving it into my mouth.
"Ew." She said disgustedly.
I stopped eating and rolled my eyes
"Look, I've already had Jasper commenting on my eating and about how strange I am, I don't need you to do it too. I mean, I could say the same thing to you about how you eat, well drink really" I said, glaring at her.
She glared back at me and we both laughed, realizing what we were doing.
"That's why you were so annoyed then?" she asked me and I nodded.
"He called me a strange creature." I said angrily,
Rosalie looked angry too and she muttered, "He can't say much can he."
"Exactly" I stated, chewing the last bit of chicken.
"Seriously though Leah, did you really have to react that badly?" she asked me, looking glad that I had finished eating.
"I can't help it!" I exclaimed "I've been numb for years! All my anger has been locked away so tightly and now it's exploding inside me, and I can't control it!"
She stared at me looking puzzled, opening her mouth a few times to say something but then changing her mind and shutting it.
"We saw some kids today, on the way back from shopping" she whispered quietly, I looked up at her my face twisted in understanding and pain.
"They ran over to me, told me I was the most prettiest woman in the world apart from their mummy. They were only about 3 and 4; they were shopping for camping with their mum and dad. It was the perfect family scene, the one I'll never get." She sighed, her voice shaking on the last bit.
I sighed shakily too, not being able to have kids had never really bothered me until I realized I was going to be a wolf forever, then I realized that I was going to have to spend it alone, with no beautiful children to help me through some of it.
I reached out to her and grabbed her hand, she held onto it tightly, pulling me closer to her. I got up off the rock I had been sat on and knelt down on the ground next to her, wrapping my arms around her cold marble shoulders, sobbing along with her, my tears falling into her hair, her sobs echoing through the woods.
We sat like that for an hour, even when the crying had stopped we just sat there in silence holding each other, like true friends.
"You know what rose," I said quietly to her
"What?" she sniffed,
"Me and you, I have a feeling were going to become best friends."
She looked up at me smiling and said, "Who would have thought that I Rosalie Hale would be best friends with a bitch."
I laughed and said "You've got that right in two ways, Yes I am an evil cow and I'm also a female dog." smiling sadly at the last bit.
"Oh Leah, your more than a dog, you're soon to be an ice queens dearest friend" she said laughing and getting up. I got up too and watched her as she fixed her already perfect hair.
When she was FINALLY done we both walked back to the house, arm in arm, not talking just comfortable with each other. As soon as we got close to the house, we dropped each other's arms and walked a distance apart.
Esme came out to greet me, holding a big bowel of beef stew.
"God, Leah I've been so worried!" she exclaimed, hugging me with one arm.
She passed me the bowel after I had managed to reassure her that I was fine and my strop had been nothing.
"You'll have to stay downstairs for a bit, sorry but were doing your room," she said smiling.
"Oh thank you, but you really don't have to" I said, feeling guilty at the trouble I was causing this woman. I didn't deserve someone as loving as her to care for me.
"Nonsense" she said grinning at me "I love decorating!" before she gracefully walked off upstairs, humming to herself. I smiled and walked into the kitchen, sitting at the counter ignoring Rose who was flipping through a fashion magazine.
Her nose wrinkled in disgust at the smell of either the food or me and she brought her hair closer to her face, trying to get rid of the smell. I rolled my eyes at her with a slight smile on my lips and I saw her mouth twitch in response as she looked down at the magazine. I tried not to grin and started eating the beef stew.
Rose would randomly shove the magazine towards me, and ask my opinion on the clothes or make up, I would try and give and honest opinion which she seemed to appreciate as she always smiled at me and wrote down what I thought next to it.
When I was done eating I fingered the white dress
"You know rose, this isn't really my style," I whispered to her and she looked up at me, glancing at the dress.
"Yeah I know, sorry but it's all we had then that fitted you" she said
"Then?" I asked
"Yep" she replied, "We went shopping earlier and I found you lots of clothes, plain vest tops and loose jeans until you get your figure back"
I sighed and got up, running the water to wash my bowel up in.
Rosalie watched me wash up with a small smirk on her face,
"What?" I asked when I was done.
"Leah, we have got a dishwasher you know…" she said, still smirking at me.
I glared at her "Oh thank you so much for informing me" I said, walking out the room.
Edward was sat on the couch, reading a book with a small smirk on his face.
"Annoyed?" he asked me.
Damn that man, did he want me to get annoyed? "No" I replied smirking back at him "Washing up gives you soft hands, I'd rather have soft hands than marble ones like yours any day."
He rolled his eyes at me as if I was some immature child and then carried on reading his book.
"What is your problem?" I hissed quietly, desperately trying to control the burst of anger that I could feel coming.
"You." He replied simply, not looking up at me.
"I haven't done anything!" I exclaimed, still hissing.
"I think you forget that I can hear what your thinking Leah, and the things you think about my family aren't always nice." He said, closing his book so he could look at me.
"I'm entitled to my own opinion about your family! The only people I don't like in this family are you and your soppy wife!" I said, knowing I couldn't hold back the anger much longer.
"You have no right not to like anyone in this family," he snarled at me, getting up and walking towards me looking furious.
How dare he! Try and intimidate me! Leah Clearwater! The only female wolf in the world, I could so kick his ass if I wanted. Fuck that, I could rip him into pieces!
He snarled at me and started to crouch as he heard my thoughts.
"Edward!" a shocked voice interrupted us and we both turned around surprised.
"What are you doing?!" Esme said, clearly appalled.
"She hates me!" Edward said sounding desperate
I felt a rush of calm spread over me as I watched Edward try to explain and I turned around to see Jasper stood behind me.
"Sorry" he muttered, "I couldn't handle the anger" I nodded at him, understandingly and gratefully.
"Leah Clearwater, grateful?" he said jokingly and I smiled back at him before realizing what I was doing and rolling my eyes at him instead. He just laughed; obviously he had seen the smile, before walking back upstairs. It was true though, for me to actually be grateful to someone for controlling my emotions was practically unheard of, but I didn't want to keep losing my temper. This was the last chance at life that I asked for; I wasn't going to mess it up. I snorted to myself as I realized how weird all the guys back at home would find it. A wolf living with vampires, yeah that's weird but when that wolf's Leah Clearwater, it's just abnormal. I looked around wandering where Edward and Esme had gone but all I saw was Esme walking back up the stairs to my room. Ah peace, Edward has left the building. I laughed to myself and relaxed into the sofa.
Suddenly I felt a hand on top of my head, ruffling my hair, then a lanky body landed on the couch, springing me up into the air.
"Jake!" I exclaimed, punching his shoulder.
He laughed, "Got over your temper tantrum?" he asked, grinning at me.
"Whatever." I sighed, grabbing the nearest magazine and pretending to read it.
"Didn't know you were planning on getting married soon!" he said, with fake enthusiasm.
I rolled my eyes at him, taking a quick glance at the magazine to see that it was a wedding one.
I threw it back down and crossed my arms, starting to watch the game that Jacob had put on.
The game was halfway through when Esme came running down the stairs, excitedly calling me
"Leah! Leah! Your room is ready!"
Already? God that woman is fast; I got up off the couch and followed her. It was hard not to feel a bit excited when I was in her presence. She counted to three then opened the door.
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