** I am so sorry! I had to rewrite the chapter. My computer glitched and didnt save it!**
Chapter 35: Green vs. White
Im only dressed in the light pink robe. Not even bothering to put on anything underneath. I didn't want to wake Kylo because he was sleeping so peacefully. I'm now standing in the kitchen looking out the windows that overlook the lake. I don't want to leave the Lake House, it's so beautiful here. I frown at the thought. I turn my attention to the pantry and try and find something to eat for breakfast.I open the pantry and examine some food I have never seen before. I notice a harmless loaf of bread on the top shelf. I look around me to make sure no one is watching, even though I know no one is. I open my palm and will the bread to slowly come to my hand, laughing at myself. It looks so good, I go to take a bite of the bread and it just smells foul to me. I throw it on the counter and clutch my mouth trying not to throw up. I take a few deep breaths through my nose and walk out of the kitchen, I just completely lost my appetite.
Kylo is standing in the dining room in the middle of the house. "Are you okay? You look a little pale." He says, and he walks over to me, placing his hands on my shoulders.
"Yeah, just nervous to go back to the Destroyer I guess," I say. "What do you think will happen to me when we get up there?"
He sighs, "None of this will fall on you. I promise." He runs his hands down my sleeves and grabs my elbows pulling me to him tightly, his hands wrap around me and he lowers his head into my shoulder. "I love you."
I pull back a little to say it back but he surprised me by raising his one hand to in my hair and kisses me. I love this man so much, and I can't deny it anymore. Being here with him like this is what fairytales are like. He bites my bottom lip a little and then pulls back to look at me. I open my eyes and his eyes are serious.
"What are you wearing under this?" He asks and then he smiles. I just shrug in his arms and smile back at him. "We can be late." He whispers and he kisses me again leading me to the living room.
The next day Im standing in the white room waiting for Kylo to come back, he said he had to make some arrangements. But its been hours and im completely bored. At least I have my Lightsaber hidden under my cloak, a slight comfort. A droid brings me in the usual breakfast of grains and fruit but I still dont have an appetite. I walk over to the table and pick up a piece of fruit eyeing it, but my stomach doesnt agree and I feel the bile rise in my throat. I put the fruit down and breath through my nose. Maybe its my nerves. I start pacing around the room but decide maybe taking a nap is the best option. Im awaken by kylo rubbing my leg, he has no helmet on, his face looks worried. He runs his glove hand down my thigh.
"Your not eating," he says. I roll my eyes and sit up to push past him but he puts his arm in front of me stopping me from getting off the bed.
"I just dont like it here." I push his arm out of the way and get off the bed. "So now what? Keep me in this room forever?" Kylo gets up and goes to stand next to me, I ignore him. Pulling my hood up over my head, keeping my face down.
"Your not going to like it but the Supreme Leader requests both our presence and the Generals in the throne room. I tried getting you out of it but..." He brings his hand up and grabs my chin and makes me look at him. "Do you trust me?"
"You. Yes. Them. No." I know the General is out for my blood. Kylo presses his lips into a fine line. He is very cautious with his movements towards me on the Destroyer. Anyone could see but sometimes he slips up. He lets go and steps back away from me. His helmet hisses shut and he tilts his head motioning for me to follow him. I do as im told. I was calm until we get to the black corridor and saw the General standing at the entrance. Waiting for us. His head darts to me.
"Your both late." He snickers.
'Your just early." Kylo snaps back. He doesnt like being questioned or accused of anything. I look between them. Something is seriously causing tension between these two.
Kylo waves the black door open and I follow behind them with my fingers interlocked in front of me. My eyes on the back of Kylos head because im afraid to look at the General. Its not that im afraid that he will kill me, I am afraid what will happen to me if I kill him. We are all standing on the platform, I positioned myself so Kylo is in the middle of the General and I. He has this vendetta against me, he thinks im in the way of something big. I make eye contact with the General once, and he narrows his eyes at me. He is much taller than I am, even from a few feet away his height and mass is profound looking. The hologram flickers on and Snoke leans forward on the throne.
"Ahhh, Tell me Kylo Ren... How was the attack on Dagobah?" Snokes eyes shoot right to me.
"Supreme Leader, the attack was unsuccessful. When my Knights arrived, the base was empty. They fed our source with false information. My knights are working extremely hard to locate them." Kylo states.
"Were were you when all this was happening Master Ren?" Snoke asks. My heart starts racing and I break out in a cold sweat.
'Calm yourself' Kylos words echo is my subconscious.
"I was busy training my new apprentice. I thought her progress was more valuable than what I had to offer on Dagobah. My apologies if I was mistaken." Kylo says. His voice booms through the large room.
"How are you progressing?" Snoke turns his attention back to me. His large eyes looking me over.
"There is still so much left to learn." Each word burns my throat. The idea of acknowledging him makes me sick. His voice is just as dark as his soul.
"I hardly think she is even a necessity of the first order. I find her roaming the halls unattended and Master Ren has brought her to the main deck. She could easily access our plans and contact the Resistance again. I feel she should not be trusted." The General interrupts. He has some balls for talking like that in front of Kylo but he shows no fear. Plus no one knows the extent of our relationship.
"Is this true Master Ren?" Snoke looks down on Kylo who looks right at the General the back at Snoke.
"Yes Supreme Leader. It was a mistake. It will never happen again." Kylo says and then turns towards me. "Right?"
My heart stops for a second at how to respond. "Yes Master." Is all I manage to say. I bow my head and trace the cracks in the floor with my eyes.
"Hmm..." Snoke says and leans back in his chair. He waves one hand in front of him, "Proceed Master Ren, take the girl and continue her training. I will be visiting you shortly."
"Where do you suggest I take her?" Kylo asks.
"Bespin. Now go." Snoke says and points with a shaking hand to the door. Kylo turns and heads down the stairs and I follow. The General starts talking to Snoke but it slowly fades as I walk towards the door.
"500 Thousand troops are ready now, the other 500 thousand ready in months time..." and we are out the door so I cant hear anything else.