Lord...I am epic fail! I had the chapter ready to post and never hit post! Just noticed it now.

:-(

I'm probably going to post the last chapter later tonight. We are expecting snow here *eye roll* and with the power system still so fragile after Sandy, I'm not taking any chances.

Chapter Nineteen

the Mood

"Where did you go, Edward?" you whisper, your hot body above me, tempting me. Instead of being with you, I'm stuck in memories; horrible, life-altering memories.

"I missed you…so much," I croak, unable to keep the tears from falling freely down my face. Just remembering how hard it had been to watch you walk away…it's killing me all over again.

"Oh God, I know, baby. But we're here now. And I swear to you, nothing will keep us apart ever again," you vow as you sink down on my cock, enveloping me into that hot, wet, grip I've missed so much.

This is right.

We are right.

*()*()*

I can't wait to have all of us back under the same roof.

Alex, Gracie, Emma, Will…and the two of us.

This is right.

My eyes are locked onto your swaying breasts, the way your long, dark hair slides across your silky skin, caressing you.

Your hands are pressed against my chest, your voluptuous hips moving up and down as you ride me.

I'm not going to last long, six months without you felt like a lifetime, but I'll be damned if I come without you again. I reach down through your wetness, stroking where you're hot and desperate for me. You tremble against me, your rhythm faltering and when you come, you call my name, just like I'd fantasized you would all those mornings I spent alone. I hold you tightly as I give in and explode inside you.

You collapse on top of me, breath sawing in and out of your kiss-swollen lips.

One thought plays over and over again as I'm finally holding you: Will we by okay, baby?

I will do anything to keep you here with me.

I want you here.

Won't you stay?

*()*()*

You slowly roll off of me, pushing to your knees and rising slowly to your feet. I find I can't look at anything else.

You're breathtaking.

Your body has changed and I know it is because of the running and the yoga.

You stand, a goddess before me.

You haven't told me what you think of my new ink, baby. Your hand was there, covering it as you rode me; you had to have seen it. You always warned me not to get your name. Having the kids' names permanently in my skin was fine, but you never wanted yours there on me. You worried it was bad luck, like we would be tempting fate.

But I couldn't help it.

You were gone a week when I got it done, your name, forever displayed right across my heart.

Bella

No matter what happens between us, I'm yours.

We'll make it, baby.

I know we will.

Yeah they will.

See you later for the epi!