Chapter 4: Intimate moments
Natsuki had decided to double lock herself in Shizuru's bathroom, just as an extra precaution in case her perverted friend tried to enter the room. She was quietly sitting on the toilet seat, her heart beat thumping rapidly in her chest as she tried to stay calm, but it wasn't working out too well. She had to try and get rid of her erection, no she needed a release more than that. She wasn't a horny teenager anymore, she can control her body…Well, she could try to, but it wasn't working.
Natsuki's body couldn't help but react strongly to Shizuru, and she couldn't contain her excitement. Just thinking about Shizuru's body, the little that she had seen after Shizuru willingly showed Natsuki her perfectly voluptuous breasts. Oh god, how she wanted to touch them, feel them, taste them. Natsuki was certain Shizuru would taste fabulous…No, no, no! She had to stop her fantasises and she had to stop them now!
Natsuki quickly pulled down her pants, groaning when she saw the damp spot on her brand new boxers. She was unbelievably turned on. Damn! It wasn't the first time she had been this hard. It was difficulty before too when it was only the two of them and they hugged, kissed each other's cheeks, held hands and always looked like a couple and they were always close to each other, but not enough at the same time and it was so frustrating! Every time the blunette had to make up an excuse to get away from her beloved to avoid her excitement being shown just in case Shizuru would leave.
Guiding her hand up and down in strong stokes she couldn't contain her groans. Harder, faster…It felt so good, so good! She almost came when she was down in the living room with Shizuru. Oh sweet lord…The chestnut-haired pastry chef is so sexy, beautiful, gorgeous and perfect. She might be disappointed when they make love if she couldn't last three minutes at least.
'Shit…' Natsuki moaned, the tension she felt suddenly freeing itself, and it was so fast as she finished. Her hands were now soiled by this white sticky liquid and she quickly canned the room for some toilet paper while her pants fell to her ankles, and she almost fell too when she heard Shizuru's voice.
"Do you need me to lend a hand, Natsuki?" Shizuru asked, her voice laced with slight concern from behind the door, but Natsuki knew the woman was just playing with her and she knew it! She rushed to the sink to wash her hands with water and soap.
"What? Oh yeah, that'd be great!"
''Of course, I'll come in right now, but Natsuki needs to open the door first."
"Huh? No! I was kidding! I mean-damn it Shizuru! Stop it! Stop teasing me! This isn't even funny!" The architect snapped. Tiredly she sighed, realising she hadn't brought any spare underwear with her tonight. There was a spare that she left in the guest room with some other clothes she brought when she stayed over sometimes. She looked around the bathroom, spotting a lace red string-No! That was just a really bad idea…really bad…
"Ara! Natsuki is so naughty, screaming my name like that, and who knows what my Natsuki was doing behind that door? I'm teasing, I know exactly what she was doing, I just hope you are thinking really hard about me." Shizuru lightly chuckled. "I am serous about helping you out with your little problem Natsuki, are you sure you don't want my help?"
"It's not little; it's normal! It's a normal size! Oh god, just please stop it!" Natsuki said, frustration leaking from her words.
Shizuru simply laughed, finding this interaction between the two of them rather fun. Yes, she is a sadists, but Natsuki didn't have a reason to run from her, their secrets were already out in the open. Every time she tried to be close to the bluenette, Natsuki would simply run away. At first, she thought it was her own fault that Natsuki disliked their embraced and touches, but she only wanted to know if Natsuki was attracted to her. She smiled when she remembered all of those times and the 1excuses Natsuki had made. So that's THE reason, it really was her fault. A smirk graced her lips; she was happy, and although her jokes seemed cruel she only did them for the purpose of helping her best friends so that she wasn't too nervous to tell her about her secret. She didn't really mind that Natsuki has a penis, but the reaction in the living room showed Natsuki is frightened about how she would react. She loved her even with that extra part, it was more of a bonus.
"Ara, Natsuki is just being paranoid. I didn't talk about her member and don't worry, I don't care about the size, but if you're good with it there is no problem, and we can always practise a lot. I heard from my neighbour, Mai, that fingers, tongue and sex toys can be very helpful."
"You baka! It's not a finger, it's much bigger! Argh! Just look at what you're making me say woman and don't even listen to that Mai, she's a slut!" Natsuki shouted.
Shizuru was absolutely speechless from what she had just heard. "Natsuki! How could you say something like that when you don't even know the woman? I didn't think you of all people were like that Natsuki."
"What? I know more than enough about her. She's married and she cheated on her husband with a teenage girl, that's a fine example she's setting there."
"Ara, that business is between Mai and her husband, not us Natsuki. Perhaps she had a reason to cheat her husband, maybe she just felt lonely and unloved because he's never home or maybe he also cheated on her. Mai may even love that Mikoto girl." Shizuru tried to defend her neighbour, after all Mai isn't a bad person. Yes, she has some personal issues in her life, but it could happen to anyone because love is a complex feeling so we can't judge others without knowing their reasons. Mai and her husband had gotten married when they were mere teenagers which was more than 10 years ago. Over the time there was just a lack of love, affection, routines and everything changes when in a long relationship.
"Yeah, and your friend tried to seduce me the last time I came here to see you. She was only in her bathrobe, nothing else and she wanted me to go over to hers and drink wine or something like that! She even asked me to have a threesome with her and her stupid lover to spice up their relationship!"
"Mai asked you to do that?!" Shizuru shrieked. "I will kill her! Why you didn't tell me Natsuki?!" The Kyoto-Ben woman asked, staring at the love of her life in anger while Natsuki quietly laughed to herself. She loved to see the possessive side of Shizuru, a real tigress.
"I didn't tell you because I wasn't interested in the first place and it's not that big of a deal Shizuru." Natsuki said. "So if I did the same thing as Mai, would you still say the same? You'd be fine with everything if I met someone else, younger than you because you're always busy with work and I needed affection, even if we're married you would still agree about cheating, that there's a good reason for my actions?"
"Ah…" Shizuru let out before giving a sinister smile. "Oh, I will be honest with you my love, if you ever cheat me I will first listen to your explanations and reasons and wait for a few seconds. After that I will cut off your penis and balls with any sharp object I could find like a knife, scissors, maybe even my bare hands. Natsuki is mine only."
Natsuki blinked and gulped. "Okay, alright, I get it, I understand…C-Could I have a minute please…?" Natsuki stuttered, trying to erase the horrible and terrifying images out of her mind while covering said parts protectively with her hands because she was that frightened for her genitals.
"Very well, fine, so it's big? Then I will call it 'Big proud'. You make me really want to see it, but take your time to masturbate by yourself. I will let you have your private moment and in the meantime I will get us something to drink before we go to sleep."
"Argh! Damnit woman! It's impossible to get hard or have desires after what you just said!" The architect growled and went to splash some water on her face. She looked down and there wouldn't be any problems now, but she continued to have chills. Never make Shizuru angry or jealous or she would need to remove all sharp objects in their surroundings as a precaution.