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Chapter 18

Michel POV

I exit my room expecting to find Kevin outside waiting, but instead I find nothing. I tried calling his cell but he would not answer. I attempted to call my pack but none of them answered. Two days went by with no signs of my pack or Kevin.

Again I called John, he finally answered.

"Yes"

"Where are you?" I growl

"In Montana sir, Kevin said take our time getting there so I thought I should visit my mom." His voice is a whisper, KEVIN! I want to yell, how could he?

"You get a hold of everyone and get her pronto you got that" I say with a threatening voice.

"Yes sir right away" I hang up the phone and look at Kendra,

"Kevin betrayed me, you better go look for her, before Kevin does, I don't know what he is up too and I don't want her to know about us closing in."

She nods her head and leaves.

~A week later~

Kendra is out scoping Bella, I don't know if she has found her yet. I sent her out alone, since my pack is taking forever to get here, thanks to Kevin, oh when I find him; I am ripping him to shreds.

Growling waiting to hear something from my lovely Kendra, the phone rings.

"My love, I have found her, but she is surrounded by vampires and some breed of wolf I don't know exactly. The kids are special from what I can tell, and they are surely yours you can see it. I might have been noticed; a vampire caught my scent but must have thought nothing of it.

I do know that we are going to need the whole pack, there is close to fifteen things protecting her and the kids" Kendra tells me in a rush.

"I don't like those numbers, I think that I will go and recruit tonight. Keep track of them I want to know there weaknesses and strengths."

"Ok"
I hang up the phone and toss it across the room. I want my children, and I will get them no matter the cost, and Bella will pay for it.

Kevin POV

I am in Forks, I have found Bella, but I can't bring myself to confront her, to warn her. I know she needs it. Well form what I can see. Though some could argue with me, she is surrounded by all kinds, vampires and some kind of wolf creature. Her children are talents with many. I sigh, thinking about how I could approach her without freaking out and her new family attack me and I would have to kill them, she wouldn't really trust me then.

I take in some air, smelling that familiar scent of Kendra, she has been her for a few days following them as I am, but she hasn't caught wind of me. I assume she is getting Intel on Bella and her families, making me want to scream. But I can't attack Kendra just yet; I need her to slip up so I have a better case. Bella knows Michel just as well as me, except the fact she most likely never thought in a million years that he would rape her. But now that she does she obviously knows that he is capable of anything and that is why she is running.

I need to tell her, I should tell her tonight or tomorrow, but every day I wait, is everyday that Kendra gets more intel to attack them with.

Bella POV

We are driving towards La Push last time I knew. Edward has decided to blind fold me; he doesn't want me to know where he is taking me.

My body is shaking with fear and excitement. I don't know what to expect, I don't know how to act. What we are going to talk about. Oh god I could get sick.

Gosh we have been driving around forever it seems, and we haven't said anything to each other, maybe he is just as nervous as me. That makes me feel a little better thinks like that.

"Ok" I hear Edward say, then I feel the car come to a stop.

"Can I take this stupid blind fold off now?" I say with frustration.

I hear him chuckle, "We are done driving, but I still need to carry you a little ways yet"

"Carry me" I groan, will this ever end. I hear him chuckle some more. I cross my arms and pout. Then I hear a door open then close then I hear my door open and his arms wrap around my body. I then take my arms and wrap around his neck. His arms might be cold but they are so comforting. I lean into his chest taking his smell, it's so intoxicating; this is the best place in the world to be. I know, he has been sleeping with me every night for the past two or so months, but I never really cuddled, like really enjoyed the fact he sleeps with me. I just lay on him and just sleep. I know I care for him, but I don't know how I can open up to him.

We only walk a short distance, when I hear the sound of waves, then the smell of the ocean sneaks up to my nose. He sets me down to the ground and sand covers my feet. Edward takes off my blind fold. I see a blanket, picnic basket and some lanterns. But this is not what really gets my attention, it's the sun set. The colors are hitting the water just right creating this wonderful reflection. It absolutely beautiful, breathtaking, I am in awe at this beauty.

"Edward" is all that manages to come out.

"You didn't want to go out to a restaurant, and Jake told me about how much you enjoyed yourself here"

I take his hand and we walk to the blanket, I take off my flip flop and take a seat on the blanket and Edward sits next to me, leaning back on to his elbows behind me.

"This is so beautiful, I've never seen such beauty" I whisper not wanting to ruin the moment that Edward has created for us.

"I would have to disagree, the most beautiful sight is you in the reflection of the sun set right now" I turn to look at him, the way he is looking at me, I have no doubt that he means what he says, every word of it.

I blush, hiding my face, I never had something like that said to me before; how do I react to it?

"Please don't hid your face," Edward lifts my chin with his index finger, making me meet his eyes. They are full of admiration.

"Edward, I don't know how to do this, I don't know how to give you my heart." I whisper to him, ashamed that he can be so devoted yet all I give him is a little of my heart.

"I'm not asking for it my dear Bella, I am just asking that you have an evening with me. I just want to be with you that is all. When you are ready you will know and I hope to be there when you do know."I melt at his words and his eyes, how did I manage to find such a man, well vampire. God I don't deserve such compassion, such devotion. When I look into his eyes his wonderful golden eyes, I lean in, watching him making sure this is what he wants. Edward leans in with me, and our lips meet, passion spreads like wildfire through my veins.

I press harder against his lips, eager for him to open them up to me. He does, I fall onto him, my hands are swarming every part of his body, his are doing the same.

"Bella" I hear him say, I don't know what to do but it stops me. I look into his eyes; they are full of lust, and uncertainty.

Edward POV

We have been driving in silence, I am so nervous; I don't know what she is expecting. I know that she is nervous, and is worried about me, and my expectations but I have none, I just want to be with her forever and always.

We reach the parking lot of the beach, "ok" I say, putting the car in park.

"Can I take this stupid blind fold off now?" Bella says with frustration, it's so cute when she gets this way, I chuckle a little.

"We are done driving, but I still need to carry you a little ways yet" I smile to myself; I really hope this is what Bella wanted.

"Carry me" She groans, making me chuckle more. I get out of the car and get Bella out and walk towards the beach. Bella snuggles close to me, I can hear her take big whiffs of air, I think she smells me. I smile at the thought; Bella likes to be in my arms. I can see a smile play at her lips.

The sun is setting just perfect over the ocean hitting it just right to create a beautiful sight. I think that Bella is going to melt over.

I set her down a little ways away from the picnic area so she can get the whole view, to take it all in. I take the blind fold off, and I her gasp just a little.

"Edward" is all that comes out of her mouth.

"You didn't want to go out to a restaurant, and Jake told me about how much you enjoyed yourself here" I smile, I hate the idea that Jake took her here already but if Bella really enjoyed it here then I can endure it..

Beside they had Seth and the twins so it's not like they had a date here or anything.

She takes my hand and we walk over to the blanket and sit down. I lean onto my elbows so I can get a better look at her. He hair is blowing in the wind, and the sun bounces off her perfect complexion, she is like a goddess, I am not worthy of her perfection, her beauty. I don't know how she could ever want me.

"This is so beautiful, I've never seen such beauty" She whispers.

"I would have to disagree, the most beautiful sight is you in the reflection of the sun set right now" I say to her, she turns back and looks at me, like I am crazy. She is though, she is the most…I truly don't have any word that could portray her well enough.

She blushes and hides her face from me, why is she ashamed of that.

"Please don't hid your face," I say lifting her chin with my index finger, I don't want a second to go by that I can't see her face.

"Edward, I don't know how to do this, I don't know how to give you my heart." She whispers yet again.
This is it I have to tell her exactly what's going on in my mind, I love her and always will, I can't say that but I can tell her that I will always be here and be waiting now matter the length of time.

"I'm not asking for it my dear Bella, I am just asking that you have an evening with me. I just want to be with you that is all. When you are ready you will know and I hope to be there when you do know."I can see her eyes glow, she is glowing. My words must have done something to her. She looks deep into my eyes as I am doing to hers, she leans in. I stop every thought every movement to make sure that she is actually leaning in, she is. Yes! I lean in also, letting her come to me, to show her that I am waiting for, so she knows that every step we take in this relationship is what she wants.

We kiss gently, at first then she presses harder against my lips, wanting entrance. I part my lips letting her have access. She parts her own allowing me to do the same. Then her hands roam my body, she goes up my shirt feeling my abs, making me shiver with pleasure. Without controlling myself, my hands roam her body, her perfect sculptured body. I don't go under her shirt; I don't think she would appreciate that.

"Bella" Her name escapes my lips, how badly I want to tell her that I love her and want to marry her and raise her children and always be there. I know we need to stop, I don't know how a werewolf is, but I know that a vampire having personal relations with a human can end up badly. I don't want that to happen to Bella. But the urges, I have never felt before I want her, I need her.

She stops and looks deep into my eyes for the third time tonight; I don't know what she sees. I hope she sees love and devotion, and maybe a splash of lust.