This took an unusual amount of time to finish, but here ya are!

For those wondering about 'Because Karma, Thats Why' it will take a while to update. I am having a massive brain fart, and writers block...well not really, i'm just having trouble deciding on which way to write the chapter. i know what it's about, it's just on who's P.O.V. is the problem right now...

I am leaning towards Rin for some odd reason.


Vampire Knight.

When she was born into this new world, she had no desire to open her eye's and face it. She was weary, tired of opening them to see new faces she would have to call her Mother or Father, or open them to the ceiling of an orphanage, or to the cold night sky where she was abandoned. Most of the world she was born into consisted of violence, of protecting her new siblings from a new threat.

Her most peaceful life so far- that is to say, the most normal- when she worked at a hospital with her colleague Dr. House, second was at another hospital she worked on in another life with a male who looked like Elijah Mikaelson (She never could remember his name, she always called him Elijah because of how he looked exactly like him). Well, actually now that she thought about it, there was some pretty weird shit that happened in those lives.

...wait, maybe the life she played Basket ball with Murisakibara was the most normal? Or the volley ball one with her Twin Shouyou was it (Although, she went through that same life twice, with one going to Karasuno with him, while the other he was sent off to Nekoma)...and that baseball one with Mihashi...

Ok...maybe she had a few relatively normal lives now that she thought on it, they were just overshadowed by the dangerous ones.

She has been a ninja, pirate, mermaid, centaur, satyr, imp, Fairy, spirit, gods, a country, vampires (Of different kinds), ghoul, witch, wizard, sorceress, sorcerer, devil, demon, deity, angel, dragons, wyverns, a giant, cat's, dogs, geth (That had been fun for a while), Finalist, Magi, Pandora, Pandora's box, Lilith, Eve, Adam at one point, the snake that tempted eve because she was so bored, Oda Nobunaga, Oda Nobunaga's youngest sister, werewolf, hunter, a Monster Hunter, gorgon, siren, Fenrir, Hel, a talking Feline, types of raptors, chimera, Kirin, death, mage, an Archdemon, Hollow, Arrancar, and so much more throughout her lives.

So many names associated with different faces.

Heartache and despair.

She had gone insane once, thousands of years ago for a few lives, trying to find a way to end this curse of hers and finally rest in piece. She accepted her fate after the next hundred of lives, and decided to make the most of it because sometimes, she will be reborn in a world where her family was. Her mother, Kagome, Souta, grandfather, and her father. It was never the same, there were differences in each one. Sometimes her family was royalty, sometimes peasants, sometimes they weren't part of a long line of shrine caretakers. And because of those possibility's, of having a chance to see them again, she had stopped cursing her fate and waited.

Currently she had been reborn into another vampire world (One where they age. Slowly...). As Yuji Kryuu the elder sister to twins, Zero and Ichiru respectively. She had long soft white hair and lavender eyes that reminded her of Byakuran (Oh, if he could see her now), soft features that made her look gentle. The lazy eye's didn't make it any better. Her brothers looked more like her than they did their parents, only their eyes were silver and were more cat shaped. She was two years their senior, and she loved teaching them all she knew, especially since she had been reborn into a hunter family (Again). She rammed it into their heads that they are to never betray one another, not for anything, be it their parents, a lover, a friend, nothing. Because a twins bond is a special kind of bond, and she had promised to protect that bond for as long as she lived.

So, when the night came and a pureblood vampire decided to slaughter her parent's, turn Zero into a vampire, and abduct Ichiru when she was out on a hunt with her teacher she went ballistic.

They were sent to live with an old hunter friend of her teachers who was now in charge of a school, Headmaster somthing-to-do-with-a-walking-stick cross, so he could help Zero with his new vampirism. All the while Yuji had searched and followed any hint's as to the whereabouts of the piece of shite pureblood who took her brother so she could kill her. Consequences be damn because that was her brother, and it was her family that was slaughtered, and her brother that was turned. No one would be able to talk her out of it.

Sadly, unlike herself, Zero had developed a hate for vampires. Especially purebloods like Kaname Kuran.

...And wasn't that strange? To hear her name and having to physically stop herself from reacting to it becausethatwasn'thernameanymore.

Yes, she was actually fairly good friends with the pureblood, he was old- not as old as herself- and she couldn't connect with those in her physical age group very well. Kaname had noticed that she was not as young as others think she is, that she wasn't just 'mature for her age', he could very well see the ancient soul inside the young body. Because of that, the two would rather be around each other then their classmates. She would listen to his story's of when he was alive thousands of years ago, about the hardships he went through and how he came to be in this time period in a younger form. He would listen as she told her own story of reincarnation, of how truly old she was along with her favored lives and siblings.

She found out that yuki was his 'sibling' and he was to marry her to keep the kuran line going, and because he loved her.

He found out that she had married a few of her siblings over her lives for the same reasons, thus she understood him and did not judge.

And they both bonded on how far they were willing to go for their siblings.

Kaname had agreed to keep an eye out for any information regarding his fellow pureblood and Ichiru for her, in exchange that she agree to keep yuki safe from harm for him. She became the first committee member to guard the night class gate, to make sure that no day student found out what they were, along with being the correspondent between the two. Her brother became the second, as he didn't trust vampires anywhere near his sister, and after some convincing yuki was last (As Kaname was slightly reluctant on letting her anywhere near those rabid fangirls). The girls didn't seem to listen to yuki, the poor girl was too nice to really be threatening, but it was made up by the healthy fear of death that zero would put into their frail little hearts. Likewise, yuji put that same fear into the vampires when they got too rowdy.


At the moment she was balancing herself on the wall separating the two class's, keeping an eye on the vampires to make sure they behaved. Especially on that Hanabusa, god (Her) knows how many times she's caught that vampire asking girls their blood types and trying to sneak a bite. Her eye's lazily scrolled over them as she kept an ear out for her brother and Yuki. Checking her watch, she saw it was time to open the gate, making her look towards an awaiting Kaname and give him a nod. Jumping down and landing in front of the gate, she signaled her brother to make the path.

Zero sighed from under his tree, "Right." he muttered as he made his way to the fangirls. "ALRIGHT EVERYBODY! MOVE OUT OF THE GODDAMN WAY IF YOU KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YOU!" he yelled out. It made a good amount of girls squeak and move to the sides, but there were stubborn ones who ignored him. He scowled, marching to stand next to Yuji and glared at the girls. "you have five seconds to scatter, or else."

One scoffed, "Or else what?"

"Yeah what are you gonna do? Yell at us some more? Boring!"

He narrowed his eye's, then pointed to his sister. "Or else, Sanno, I'll have my sister go to each and everyone of your room's, confiscate everything you own of that relates to the night class, and burn it."

They gasped.

"Y-You can't do that!" One cried out in horror.

"Actually," Yuji said, her soft voice gaining attention. "I can very well do that. It is in the hand books that 'A Prefect who feel that a Student is behaving sub-par to standards, or he/she feels that the student(s) in question are being too distracted, can inspect their dorm room and remove anything said Prefect thinks is causing the behavior/situation.'" she stated, loud enough for all to hear. And small smirk working it's way up the siblings faces at the paling girls. "Meaning, that if I feel that this little...infatuation with the night class is getting in the way of, lets say yours grades or making you behave irrationally, then I am well within my rights to burn all of your photo's and other nick-nacks of the night class."

There was a deafening silence at her words.

She tilted her head innocently, "should you not be moving? I feel concern at your behavior for actively standing in the way of the others class' way."

That quickly had the girls running to the sidelines, just in time for the gates to open, revealing the source of them problem. When lilac met wine red, Kaname gave an amused smile towards yuji, letting her know that they had heard her little threat.

"Hello Kaname-kun." She greeted, ignoring the scowls Ruka was sending her.

He smiled, "Hello Yuji-chan, thank you for your hard work." he stated as they walked towards the school building. He received a chuckle, "will you be joining us this evening?" he questioned, because the prefect sometimes sat in class with the vampires, and he looked forward to those times. He would have someone to keep him company as he already knew what was being taught, he was older then everyone here (Sans Yuji).

"Oh~? Yu is joining us today?" Shiki stated, walking with Rima to Yuji's free side. He grabbed a pocky stick and offered her one, munching on his own. "At least the class wont be so boring today."

"Yeah, you'll be able to keep Shiki awake." Rima added in, bringing out a book to read while walking. Before yuji was able to answer her, she was pulled back from the vampires by a glowering Zero. "Aaaand here's the guard dog. Right on time." she muttered.

"How many times do I need to tell you leeches? Stay. Away. From. My sister!" he snarled, pushing said sister behind him and palming the gun he carried. He reminded them all of a hissing cat, with his hairs on end and hissing at them.

Yuji sighed fondly, peeking around her brother to smile at the night class as zero had grown taller then herself. "I'm sorry Kaname-kun, but I already promised to do whatever brother dearest wished today." she explained, wrapping an arm around Zero's middle, calming the snarling teen down somewhat. She smiled brightly as Zero wrapped a protective arm around her, squishing her into his side, making her snuggle into him. "Maybe next time?" she mumbled.

Shiki and Rima pouted, while Kaname sent a strained smiled at the two siblings. "Of course, next time then." he stated, slightly glaring at Zero in accusation for taking his companion away. "Good night Yuji-chan, Kryuu." He and the rest then turned and headed the rest of the way inside the building.

Zero scoffed, giving one last glare at the doorway, before steering them back towards their patrol route. "Feh, 'Goodnight Yuji-chan'!" he muttered scathingly under his breath, mocking the pureblood. "He has no right to be so goddamn familiar with you."

Yuji giggled, snuggling more into her brothers side. "Ro-kun, we're friends. It's perfectly appropriate to say my name in such a way, or have you forgotten?"

He frowned down at her, "I still don't see why you're friends with those vampires. All they want is your blood, they'll break your heart one day."

"Nh." she agreed, eye's scanning the area for any day class students lurking about. "Probably, they are fairly inconsiderate when it comes to their human counterparts. But then, I'll always have you, now wont I?" she squeezed her arms, hugging him closer. "My darling little brother. And once I've found Ichi-chan, then we'll be complete, and nothing will tear us apart. Ever. Again."

He smiled at her, relaxing in his sisters presence, before a thought came to him. "The hunter association will try to get rid of me one day, because of my statues of a Level E." he muttered. He felt her tense up at his words, feeling the absolute fury rolling off of her in waves at the thought that someone would try and kill her little brother. They already refused to tell her who it was that took Ichiru, they knew which pureblood it was and refused to do anything about it, saying it was out of their hands.

Oh how she loathed the association with all her heart. The fucking cowards. That act of theirs caused them to lose one of their most promising Huntress, along with said Huntress shooting at every member of that damnable guild whenever they crossed her path.

"Over my dead body." she whispered seethingly. She had noticed that her brother was getting worse a few years ago, the stupid tablets could only do so much, and honestly she didn't think they were the greatest of inventions. They were vampires, they were born to drink blood, body's hardwired for it, so she thought it stupid to try and replace their main source of nourishment with vitamins that taste and look like blood, but did not carry the natural nutrition meant for them. She had cornered him at one point when she was younger, and forced her bleeding wrist into his mouth, it was keeping him sane and healthy now. And if she didn't do it, then she would have no doubt that Yuki would try the same thing, which was a no-no since she is a pureblood (Despite it being locked away).

As if she was going to let her brother get addicted to that.


"Valentines Day." Yuji muttered as she watched Yuki and Zero organize the girls into their respected lines. She never understood this holiday, she knew what it was for, but she just thought it was kinda stupid. She didn't understand why confessing today of all days would be more special then any other day. And why chocolates? Not that she didn't like them, milk chocolate was her favorite, but still what about ice-cream? Or cake? Cake is good. And it takes a lot more time and effort to make the cake then it does chocolate, wouldn't something like cake make it more obvious that you like them because you went through the effort? "Tch. They get even more annoying then usual." she muttered while frowning at the loud squealing the girls were making. "Almost time." she sighed, turning towards the night class and taking a deep breath. "Okay Night class, It's that time of year where you will be bombarded with chocolates and what-not! Kaname-san has gone over the rules with you earlier before you left the dorm, but just in case you've conveniently 'forgotten'" i.e. Ignored them, "I'm going to go over it one more time for you! If you're going to bother to get your chocolates then go to the stand with your name on it. Don't want it? Then be kind about it! No biting-" Hanabusa, "No asking blood types-" Hanabusa again, "No using your charm on girls-" Hanabusaaaaa, "No inviting them over for a 'study session', or 'getting to know one another'-" Fucking Hanabusa, "And lastly No skipping class as this day is not an excuses to get a bite just because those idiot people are throwing themselves at you!" HANABUSA.

The majority of the class were actually looking at said vampire. He looked offended.

"Thank you miss Kryuu, I'm sure everyone heard and understands the rules, knowing to follow them unless they would like to be punished." Kaname said, a serene smile on his lips, as most of the class still stared at Hanabusa.

He was still in hot shit for trying to take a bite out of a student, and Yuki, a few nights ago.

Seeing them ready, and checking the time, she nodded her head and jumping from the wall to the other side. "Time to open up!" she called, watching as the gate opened and the Night class came out. Some of the vampire did go and collect their chocolates, others ignored their stand and just went right on by. Shiki was dragged to his rather reluctantly, and Hanabusa seemed to be enjoying his fans, while his cousin did not seem to care. Kaname was being polite an accepting all the chocolates he could before leaving.

"Nee-chan?" Zero questioned Yuji when he saw her dig into her pocket. He blinked when he saw a small box of her homemade chocolate brownies, it took a second before he realized that his sister most likely made them for a boy in the Night class. "wait a minute-!" he started, only to be interrupted by his sister throwing it at her target. He watched and felt himself spazzim when he saw Kaname catch it in surprise delight. "NO!" he stated when he saw said vampire smile and kiss the box. "NO! Nonononononononononononononooooo!" he latched onto Yuji and steered her away from the crowed.

"Zero?" she questioned.

"O-OI! ZERO-KUN!" Yuki yelled as the mob of girls broke away from their stands, wanting to give their chocolates to the disappearing vampires. "DON'T LEAVE! HELP ME!"

"Ah...Zero, Yuki seems to be needing you-"

"NO." he said firmly. "She can take care of it."

"BACK! GET BACK I SAY! NO! DON'T DO TH- WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!"

"...Are you sure? She sounds a bit overwhelmed." she questioned when she heard Yuki's screams. But Zero was having none of that, he would not let her be around vampires, vampires he was sure was using their stupid charm on her, because why else would she be giving out her brownies to them? Nope. They were done for the day.

"She's fine Nee-chan."

"ZEROOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

Yeah, she got this.


It was one of those night's, when Yuji was lost in her memories, of the lives she had lived and her family. Her first family more specifically. When she was still Higurashi Kaname, elder sister to Souta and Kagome, Heiress to the Higurashi fortune and mother to Higurashi Rin.

She remembered her mother singing her lullaby's, petting her hair as she rested on her lap. The soft warm and comforting voice, the humming, the smell of peaches and sakura. The age lines starting to show on her face when she came back after three years, how much older and weary she felt. The joy in her eye's when she realized her children were all safe for a moment, but more importantly alive and healthy.

She remembered Kagome's small baby hands wrapping around her finger, the bright blue eye's opening for the first time and looking at the world. Her giggles and childish laughter when Souta was born, how happy she was. How much she would follow her around and wanted to be like her, or always coming to her for the littlest of things, be it a paper cut or being scared of the monsters in her closet. Then the woman she became when they met again, how strong she had become as time passed and realizing she no longer needed her elder sister to protect her.

She remembered Souta's first word, and how it brought tears of joy to her mother's eyes. His cheering when they watched soccer together and his favorite team won. The excitement when he was aloud to sit in on one of her training sessions, how he declared that one day, he would be protecting her when he was older. The awe and longing in his eye's when she told him story's of their father, the grin he gave her when she gifted her favored picture of father to him. The realization when she saw just how much he had grown in her absence, seeing him taking an interest in a girl and coming to her for advice.

She remember Grandfather, his lessons and teaching's. The way his face would seem to de-age when he laughed or smiled, when he told her story's of their ancestors or artifacts in the shed, when he remembered Grandmother Kimi and regaled how the two had met and fallen in love. How he would visit his son's grave as often as he could, sitting there and telling him about what had happen so far. When he would be depressed when the anniversary of either his wife's or son's death came, opting to sit with her and her siblings and regale tales of when their father was little. The proud look he sent her way when she first visibly manifested her reiki. How he had seemed to have aged years instead of the three she was gone. How sick he had gotten since she was gone, and knowing that he probably didn't have much time left, the fact he knew and was content to die when the time came. The excitement to be able to see old friends again, along with his beloved wife and son.

Yuji would sit and stare blankly out at the moon, her mind filled with every memory she had that she could remember. Of the Harry Potter in her second run through that universe where she was a girl name Aries Lillian Potter, heiress to the Black fortune and seemingly a dark lady in rising. She could see where they came from, Twins were always meant to be one soul split into two, and only joined together once they were both dead, completing the split soul whole again. She was always the opposite of her twin, she had to be so they would balance out. She just happened to be the dark part in that life with a bit of Light, while her dearest elder brother who was such a gentle soul and loved with all his heart, was her light with a dot of black. Harry, lovely kind and brave Harry had been betrayed by the man he trusted most because he had been unknowingly raised to die a martyr. How he had cried in such heart break that she felt herself going mad in trying to find a way to fix his heart. He decided to give himself up to stop the war for those stupid fucking wizards that didn't deserve his tears! Didn't deserve his Loyalty and love after all they did! She had gone with him, both holding hands until the bitter end, 'Till the end of time itself' they had said. She had made a deal with death to let her brother live, to replace death in that world from it's beginning, having to watch her brother live a life without her in it. Of the Hunter she had befriended when she was a Gore Magala, the quest's they went on together and how cheerful he was as they raised up in the ranks. The fierce protectiveness he had of her against other hunters, the story's he would tell her if his childhood and his dream of fighting and defeating a Fatalis. Watching him getting married, having children, and watching over his grandchildren when he past. Watching each generation of hunter do amazing things until she too had passed on.

Madara.

Fili.

Kol.

Will.

Uta.

Dante.

Vergil.

Riku.

Sora.

Fon.

Godric.

Jasper.

Garrett.

Matt.

Masrur.

Zorro.

Ace.

Law.

Ardeth.

Fenris.

John.

Perseus.

Lovers come and gone, children born and taken, brothers/sisters she protected and loved. Always gonegonegonegone, leaving her or having to leave them. Loyal to them to a fault, being betrayed the worst of ways. Dying before them-

(Nononononopleasedon'tcryit'salrightyou'resafesafesafesafe!)

-or living past them-

(Don'tgodon'tgodon'tgo!Pleasedon'tleavemebehind!PleasepleasepleaseIdon'twanttobealoneagain!)

….either way it was the same result in the end for her. She could never follow them, she could never reunite with the people she knew. With anyone at all.

(Letmedie!LetmeDIEletmedieIwanttodieIwantToDieStopStopStopstopsTopStOpStopSToPstOp-!)

Because in the end, she would wake up again. Taking her first breath in her knew body, seeing the blurr's of the knew parent(s)/Mother/Father/Orphanage/Street Gutter/wherever she ended up. Another piece of herself breaking and resigning to her fate. Waiting to see if, maybe- just maybe- this would be the one. The last life ever. The chance to go to Heaven, or Hell or anywhere in the afterlife!

That she could finally rest.

That is how Kaname found her those night's, and he understood slightly because he too would get lost in memories from so long ago.

So he would sit there, wrap a comforting arm around her, and wait until she came back to herself. He felt sad for her, for this ancient soul inside of the teenage body. He couldn't imagine going through what she had, of dying time after time only to be reborn somewhere else, as someone else and having to readjust to the culture. Having to remake friends, of calling the strangers that made her 'Mother' and 'Father', replacing her last siblings with new ones.

No, he could not understand...

"Kaname..." She murmured as she stared blankly out the window.

"Yes?" he answered.

And he did not want to.

"...I...I don't remember what Father sounded like anymore..."

"..."

"'Gome...I don't...what...was she...?"

The thought of possibly forgetting everyone he had known, or Yuki and Yuji, of Juri and Haruka...

"...I...There was...a...boy...? I...I was suppose to...Marry him...I-Father he..."

Exactly how it was happening to her. She had told him her memories were fading, some were blurred together and she was starting to have difficulty separating them form one another. She would get confused at times on where she was, who certain people were and where others had gone and why weren't they there?

"Percy...?" she mumbled, looking around in confusion. "Perseus?" she called.

Kaname stared at her, "Yuji." he said, she ignored him and called out for that boy again. He pursed his lips, walked up to her, and placed his hand on her shoulder. She was startled and looked at him in question.

"Kaname, have you seen Perseus anywhere? We have training to do, and we still have to coordinate for Capture the Flag later." she said, going back to looking around the lake.

Kaname closed his eye's to compose himself, "Yuji, there is no one here named Perseus." he looked back at her when she tensed.

She gave him a bewildered look, "What the hell are you talking about? You and Percy were just talking earlier today! And why are you calling me 'Yuji'? It's Alastor, you're not even close to my name."

"...Yuji," Kaname mumbled solemnly, "Look at your reflection." he pointed to the lake. Kaname watched as she gave him a look and walked over to the lake, watched as her body went rigged, as hands came up and touched her face.

"...Yuji..." he heard her whisper, voice trembling slightly. "R-Right...I-I'm not..." her fists clenched. "P-Percy is...they are all...Everyone...gone..."

Those incidents were few and far in between, and he was glad for it, but it didn't mean his heart didn't ache every time he had to snap her out of it. To watch the realization that those people she knew, she fought with, loved, raised, were all dead and gone now.

He wished that she would just activate one of her genes, if she did then her memory would become clearer and she would remember enough to make her content. But every time he had suggested it, begged her to, she would deny it. She had found out some lives ago that if she activated a gene, then it would stay active until her next life, and that wasn't an option for this life. She was born to a hunter family, if she had then it was likely that she would be hunted. That didn't concerned her though, she assured him that she could kill any hunter that came her way, no what concerned her was her brothers being taken from her either by parents or her mentor. Even after they were away, parents dead and mentor absent, she kept herself human for Zero. From the moment her brother was turned to a Level-E she had kept her blood the same, because she knew he would someday need blood once those tablets stopped working for him. So long as her blood was human, untainted by anything, then she could feed him and keep him sane.

The only problem was in exchange her memory was starting to suffer.

"It's alright Yuji," he said softly, bringing her onto his lap and hugging her tightly. "you'll remember once you see them again, you just have to wait."

She sagged into him, letting out a weary sigh. "...Kaname..."

"Hm?"

"Kaname...I'm tired..." She whispered, burying her face into his neck while hugging him back fiercely. "So, so, so tired." And it was obvious about what she meant. She was tired of everything, of coming back, of living. And after a few more moments she would drift off to sleep, leaving Kaname to sit there and hold her, dreading the day she would give up on this life in hopes of it being the last.

The morning after, she would revert back to how she was, as if nothing was wrong.


The vampire sighed silently as he watched Yuji cuddle her brother from the classroom window. He could see and hear Zero getting flustered as he cuddled her as well, grumbling about how he wasn't a child and she didn't need to worry about him. His eyes glazed slightly as he heard her giggle, Stop that. He thought, tearing his eyes away from her and staring in boredom at the board. She is nothing but a friend, I am going to marry Yuki. Sweet innocent Yuki... he mused, trailing off as his gaze went back towards the silverett. Their eye's met, and she smiled and waived at him, making his lip's quirk.

Yes, he was going to marry Yuki. Even if he wasn't he wouldn't marry Yuji, he would not add his face to the long list of heart break when she passed, and inevitably was reborn again...

Even though he long to be selfish and possess her entirely.


Well, as you can see, Kaname is still affected by this, Because I think anyone given long enough, would probably go insane and despair on not being able to truly die. CYA NEXT CHAPTER!