Rey

After hours of traveling, we had finally made it to the resistance base. I didn't know what to expect, so when I saw the beautiful vines crawling up the stones and the bright blue sky, I melted.

I walked out of the Falcon, getting a look at everything I could. All the ships, people running about, the little stone hills with doors. I almost forgot about Kylo. Almost.

Chewie stood close behind me, holding Kylo in his arms, waiting for someone. A middle age woman wearing a blue dress, clearly important, wandered up to us.

"Chewie. Who is that in your arms- Oh my son! My Ben! What happened?" She looked up at Chewie. He grumbled quietly. "Take him to the medics. No matter what they tell you, say I told you to do such."

The lady looked at me. She smiled, she had a kind smile. "You must be Rey. Finn told me about you," she told me. Finn. He had run up to a pilot who greeted him and smiled.

"Y- Yes. I'm Rey. And you are…"

"Leia. General Leia. I'm Ben's mother. Thank you for bringing him home."

I stuttered. "B- but Han. Kyl- Ben. He… Killed him." Leia nodded. She told me it would be ok, then took my hand.

"You must be tired, but first, I need to ask you a few things." We walked to one of the stone hills, and she opened the door.

A cozy, small room was layed out in light colors. Leia nodded me to sit, so I sat in a cozy arm chair. She sat across from me, with a table between us.

"Rey… Did Ben hurt you while you were with him?" Leia asked. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"I… I- well he … Sort of. Not really. I mean I guess a bit."

Leia nodded. "Did he… Keep you captive?"

"Kyl- Ben … He did at first, but then he started training me, but I was only allowed in my room, so kind of? I mean, it's hard to explain. He and I… We…"

"Please Rey, you can tell me. I'm his mother," she pleaded. I nodded.

"He kissed me, and I had feelings for him, but he killed Han and I… I don't know," I turned to liquid, putting my head on my hands.

"Did he force it on you?"

"No. He had compassion for me, but he didn't like it," I replied. "What's going to happen with him?"

She took a breath. "I'm had him sent to the medics, they are going to help with the wound. After that, my crew will most likely put him in a cell for murder."

I shook my head. "But I know that won't hold him for long. Don't you love him? Why are you ok with this?"

She sighed. "I'm not. But there is nothing I can do. You seem tired."

I nodded.

"Rey, you are always welcome here, from now on, my son loves you, so you are family to me."

I smiled, thankful for her kindness. But the smile was forced. I didn't love Kylo anymore, but he didn't deserve this.

She led me out of the room, just to be led into another. It was very similar, except it had a bed. I thanked Leia again, and she closed the door, leaving me alone.

I layed softly onto the bed. A tear rolled out onto the pillow with a pat. I didn't know why I was sad. Han? Kylo? Finn? I had no idea.

Rey.

I sat up quickly. No one was there.

Please.

It was Kylo.

'You monster.' I thought to him.

I'm sorry, Rey. Please.

'No. Kylo, no'

I'm sorry.

'You're not. You're lying. You're trying to get me to save your hide, and it's not happening. Not after what you did!' I thought. He didn't reply. Good.

I screamed into the pillow, conflicted with myself. Why?

I shook off the thoughts. I needed sleep.

A/N: Ok! Funny story! I am planning some stuff, and it turns out, I will most likely have to change the rating… Maybe….. Ha you will see. Just a few more chapters. Also, I swear, there will be Reylo, I promise. Just wait a bit longer! Thank you so much for the reviews! I always appreciate your ideas, comments, and thoughts to make it better.