A/N: Hey guys! I apologize for the wait on this next chapter, but as you can see it is absolutely huge. I didn't exactly plan on it being this long, so I'm sorry for bombarding you all with nearly a 20,000 word chapter. I was going to split it in half, but decided against it because it would have bugged me. Regardless, here is the new chapter! It took me many sleepless nights to write, so I hope you all enjoy and leave a review to let me know what you think!
Chapter Three:
Guilt
Morning had rapidly approached upon the new First Order base. It was rather hard to tell however, especially while being kept underground in one of the living quarters. While underground, every morning, afternoon, and night seemed exactly the same since the sun could not be seen. Rey slowly began to stir from her slumber. After watching Kylo Ren and General Hux leave, Rey had waited around several more hours pondering upon so many different thoughts. Eventually she had drifted into a deep sleep, and consistently dreamt of being back with Finn, Chewie, and impossibly Han Solo. She dreamt about how different things might have been if she had been successfully saved by the Resistance. She may have even been taken back to their base. At this moment she may have even been able to find her way to Luke Skywalker and learn the ways of the force from him. So many of these dreams and thoughts tormented Rey. She shouldn't have even been recaptured. She shouldn't have allowed herself to become a prisoner again. She shouldn't even be wherever she was right now.
Rey's eyelids flickered a few times as she started to regain her consciousness. It wasn't long until she gradually opened her eyes, and gave a small arch of her back to stretch off the morning cobwebs. One thing she noticed almost immediately was that she had felt no bruises. Sleeping on an actual bed was something Rey never had the chance to do back on Jakku. She always had to piece together her own bed from scratch of whatever she could find. Every morning she had always woken up sore and uncomfortable. This time however, she felt absolutely no pain at all. This bed that she slept on was incredibly soft and comfortable, and for the moment, Rey appreciated it. It was a few moments after doing so that Rey suddenly remembered where exactly she was. She was laying upon the living quarters' bed…The bed that she had been pinned down upon…by Kylo Ren…
Rey rolled over at the thought. That man had held her down by her wrists, got on top of her, rubbed and pressed his manhood against her…The memory of it made Rey's body shudder. She could remember the exact feeling of Kylo on her, and…it prodding at her.
Rey opened her eyes completely now and stared at the blankets surrounding her. What in the world had Kylo made her body feel? He had been hardly doing anything at all to her, and yet somehow it overrode her mind and thoughts and directly influenced her ability to make decisions. It worried her. Her body had become weak under Kylo, yet so full of burning urges she had never experienced before. Rey couldn't even begin to describe or comprehend the way her body felt. Had Kylo done something to her to make her feel like that? Surely not all men could make her feel like that. She had always been able to defend herself and avoid being in any situation like that, but for some reason Kylo was able to get past her boundaries and force his way in. Perhaps he had used some sort of strong Jedi mind trick on her? But it definitely didn't feel that way. Rey didn't at any stage feel like Kylo was using tricks on her or exercising the force in any unusual way. It was all very simple actions, but also very frightening ones. If the dark Jedi was able to do that to her and make her feel like that…What would have happened if they hadn't been interrupted?
Rey closed her eyes in regret. She knew somewhere inside of her that if the Sith had continued to do what he was doing to her, whispered some more pleas in her ear, perhaps even moved to intertwine his fingers into hers, she would have submitted herself to him. She had no idea what sex felt like, but she knew that if Kylo thrusting against her like that could feel that good, then sex must have felt amazing. Kylo seemed to know exactly how to do it, Rey thought. How many times had he done it? How many people had he been with? Thinking about that made her feel a little discouraged. Part of her hoped that he hadn't been with others like this, or else that would have made her feel rather used. Being used…All Rey knew was that it didn't feel like the darkly dressed man was trying to use her. Admittedly it did seem that way at first, but after their last encounter, Kylo had allowed her to feel his unguarded emotions for her. She felt how torn he was over her. He lusted and yearned for her in a way she had never even thought possible. She could feel how much he wanted her. But what was that? Did he want all of her? Or did he want to be inside of her and that was it? Rey was so sure she had felt that he wanted all of her, but it was so hard to determine while her mind was being made to mush. She was too preoccupied by the overwhelming sensation her body was feeling in reaction to him. The first time, Kylo's erection had freaked her out and made her infuriated. But their last encounter…It somehow under the circumstances made her want it…A man's parts…Kylo Ren's genitals…
Rey blushed furiously at that thought as she tried to dismiss it from her head. How embarrassing. The thought of a man's lower regions never crossed her mind before. As far as she was concerned, she didn't want to know anything about them or go anywhere near them. But now…Rey found herself a little curious, even if she did try to hide it.
A sudden ping of guilt hit Rey. How could she even be thinking about such things. She shouldn't have even gave someone like Kylo Ren a second thought. She absolutely hated this man…right? Of course she did. Rey pushed all of her conflicting emotions to the back of her mind. This is the same man who killed Han Solo, she reminded herself over and over. He works for the First Order. He was pure evil. He was going to take her to their Supreme Leader. He was trying to take advantage of her sexually. Rey forced as many negative facts about Kylo into her mind as she could to rid herself of any possible good thoughts. Every time she thought about a positive aspect to Kylo, the thought of the Resistance and her friends crept back into her mind. She couldn't betray them like that. Kylo may have made her feel some sort of unusual pleasure, but it definitely wasn't going to be enough to sway her decision to refuse him. Out of all the things the dark Jedi had proposed to her, she at the very least knew she wasn't ever going to go to the dark side for him, or for anyone. She would never deceive the Resistance and work for the First Order.
A sudden idea zapped into Rey's mind at that moment. It was clear to see the Sith had some kind of deep obsession for her. He seemed as though he would do anything to have her. That perhaps could be used to Rey's advantage for an escape. What if she were somehow able to trick Kylo and use that against him? It was an interesting idea, Rey thought. If she turned the tables and came onto the darkly dressed man instead…Perhaps he would become overwhelmed and confused enough to let his guard down and give her a chance to escape. It seemed like it was worth the try. What was the worst that could happen?
At that moment Rey's ears pricked as she heard a beeping sound come from the other side of the room door. Apparently Rey was expecting company. But who?
After a moment or two, the door slid open, and without delay two stormtroopers marched inside in sync.
Rey scrambled up on the bed in an alert seating position as she eyed the white armoured men.
One halted in position with blaster raised toward Rey, while the other moved over to the table and placed down a tray he had been carrying.
Rey cautiously watched back and forth between both the stormtroopers, wondering what exactly they were doing. She almost immediately smelt an unfamiliar aroma circulate through the room, captivating her curiosity further.
Once the stormtrooper had placed the tray onto the table, he quickly shuffled back toward his partner.
"Eat." the stormtrooper said, making Rey blink her eyes at him inquisitively.
"Pardon?" She queried.
The stormtrooper gestured his blaster toward the tray. "Eat." He said again.
Rey peered over at the tray that was placed on the table, and now pieced together in her mind that it must have contained food. That was the scent she could smell. It was only at that moment Rey had suddenly noticed she was indeed hungry and hadn't eaten since she'd awoken here. It surprised her to a degree that she was given food. She somehow couldn't picture the First Order caring about whether or not she was nourished.
"And why should I?" Rey questioned with a hint of taunt in her tone.
"Because it's more than you deserve." The other stormtrooper spoke up.
"Then why are you giving it to me?" Rey argued. She was feeling a tad more fiery today, and upon hearing a disrespectful remark from the stormtrooper, she found it hard to shy away.
"Orders from Kylo Ren." The other stormtrooper responded.
Rey thought she'd feel even more annoyed at hearing a stormtrooper say those words for a third time around, but for some reason hearing the name 'Kylo Ren' being said out loud sent butterflies to her stomach.
"If you want to avoid trouble then you better eat." Rey heard the stormtrooper say again. She wanted to continue to argue with them, but the unusual feeling in her stomach forced her to keep quiet.
The stormtroopers soon left the room again, leaving Rey to ponder on her thoughts.
Kylo Ren ordered food to be brought to her? Why did that amaze her so much? She was his prisoner after all, so generally prisoners get fed at some point. Somehow Rey didn't picture the Sith to be caring about prisoners enough to arrange to have them being fed. Well, he obviously cared whether or not she was fed at least. Rey supposed that it was the least that Kylo could do, considering what he wants from her. But now, she wondered, where exactly was Kylo? Was he still with that smug General somewhere? What was this department C they were going to? Had the dark Jedi slept at all? Too many questions drifted in and out of Rey. If it were earlier yesterday, she wouldn't have given a damn about anything to do with Kylo, and hoped that he somehow died on the way to her room. But now after what happened…She found herself unable to distance her thoughts from him.
Finally Rey threw her legs over the side of the bed, and pushed herself up on her feet. She moved cautiously over to the tray on the table, and upon nearing it she saw that it did in fact contain food. Setting aside the idea that it could be drugged or poisoned, Rey began eating it as quickly as possible. In the past few minutes she had realised she was famished, and eagerly awaited the feeling of being full. The food wasn't exactly fantastic or fancy, but Rey couldn't complain. The food she had lived on back on her planet was absolutely nothing in comparison. If anything, the food in front of her would be classified as luxury if it were back on Jakku.
Morning had fallen upon the new First Order base, and Kylo Ren had hardly even noticed it. He had not caught a single ounce of sleep at all during the night that had passed. There were far too many clashing thoughts and emotions within him and they had become stronger and harder for him to shake off. Not only that, General Hux had kept him occupied with some new plans and missions that were in development, all of which were surrounding the Resistance. Kylo had tried to keep his focus and fatigue in check during it, but his thoughts consistently trailed back to what he had experienced with Rey.
Kylo gave a sigh to try and calm himself as he sat alone in his quarters. He wanted so badly to strike Hux down with his lightsaber for his critical intrusion into the room he and Rey had been in. But if he did kill the General, Snoke would be no doubt asking questions, and Kylo may accidentally let slip the truth as to why. The last thing he needed right now was Snoke watching his every move and doubting that he was capable of completing his training to be a Sith. Especially because he couldn't control himself when the first sight of a female with Jedi potential came along. Perhaps it was the girl's power that attracted him to her. There was no way Kylo would ever give a regular scavenger a second glance. Whatever it was, all Kylo knew was that it drove him crazy. Even more so now that Hux was turning his nose up at him as if he had something to hold over him. It was all in all an infuriating situation. Kylo had been so close to making the scavenger girl his. If only he had another minute or two with her, he would have been without a doubt inside of her giving himself to her mercilessly. He was on top of the girl, thrusting against her, and practically begging her to let him put it in her. What's more, Rey had even begun arching and pushing back into him giving him indication to proceed. She was so against having him anywhere near her at first, but her body began to give into the sensations. It was exactly what Kylo wanted. Rey would now start considering him, and become more willing to his advances. Or would she?
Kylo closed his eyes in fatigue. Perhaps Rey looked at how he had left so abruptly and took offence to it. She seemed the type to hold grudges over a feeling of being used. But that was not at all the case. If all Kylo wanted was to use Rey, he could have very easily raped her twice now. Gaining pleasure for only himself wasn't what he wanted. He wanted to connect himself to Rey on many different levels. He wanted her to be his on every single one of those levels. If he could only have her as his student, he would be able to accomplish this. The sexual strain he felt for her was incredibly strong, and even if he tried to deny himself of it, he couldn't. Everything else was a second priority when compared to engaging in intercourse with her. Regardless, under the circumstances, Kylo had to leave so suddenly after their last session together. He couldn't stay even if he tried to. He wanted so very much to, but he couldn't. The longer he stayed, the longer Hux would have accompanied him there. It would have made matters worse. It pissed Kylo off to no end, but showing how irritated he was about it in front of Hux would have only made the General smugger.
Clenching his fists in anger, Kylo took a deep breath. How was he going to get Hux off his back? There had been an ongoing power struggle between the two men ever since they were assigned to work alongside each other. They had both been at each others throats about their efficiency in doing their job and serving under the Supreme Leader, and now Hux was overly cocky that he had witnessed something dodgy on Kylo's part. Kylo was a tad bit surprised however. He thought that the General would have run back immediately to Snoke to inform him of what he had seen like the stuck up pansy he was. But instead, Hux seemed to be gloating over his newly discovered information, and using it to get in Kylo's craw. Kylo had a feeling that it was going to be a regular thing Hux would use to gain authority over him. No doubt in the next few days, Hux would be ordering him around like as if it were a normal occurrence, deliberately preventing him from having much contact with Rey. But right now it couldn't be helped. As annoying as it was, Kylo didn't even want to think about that man anymore. All he wanted to focus on was Rey, and when he would be able to be with her again.
Kylo loosened his right hand from being firmly clenched, and allowed it to drag slowly from his knee upwards to his thigh, then his groin. It was so hard to get rid of his erection after being on top of Rey. Even with overseeing mission plans with Hux and other members of the First Order, he had to endure it uncomfortably and painfully. After a while of course it subsided, but even the slight thought and memory of the scavenger girl was enough to relight him. Even through his lack of sleep he was able to get hard again in a single moment.
Kylo brushed his gloved fingers over the outline of his aching arousal. He was already stiff at the mere thought of the beautiful girl he had beneath him a matter of hours ago. He hadn't been able to relieve himself at all after their last encounter, and he so desperately wanted to. Perhaps it would set aside his built up tension for now. But somehow Kylo doubted that. It would only be a small temporary fix, and it would be no where near as good as being with Rey would have been. Reaching his orgasm by hand would have been a kick in the teeth in comparison to what he could have had with her. Nonetheless, Kylo continued to rub his fingers gently over himself. There was no chance he was going to get any sleep now. There was another full and busy day ahead of him, and he already had to try to make time to visit Rey again. It would be an achievement if he were able to get to her at some point within the day. It would also be an achievement if he didn't just throw himself at her and take her on the floor right then and there once he saw her again. He knew he had to be somewhat slow with the girl, and allow her to adjust and crave his touch. Perhaps he should try something different. There were many things he could do to her without putting himself inside of her straight off the bat.
That thought played with Kylo's mind as his strokes became firmer. He wondered what touching her like this would feel like. Rubbing her and discovering how her feminine parts felt…Rubbing her and finding her sensitive spots…Rubbing her until she became wet for him…
Kylo let a groan escape his lips as he lifted his fingers to the button of his black pants. He toyed with it for a moment, undecided whether or not he should. Time was something he didn't really have right now. He had only been able to get away from his duties for a little less than an hour, and that time had been spent sitting and trying to recollect his composure to begin the day without sleep. It had worked to some degree, but it didn't change what his body wanted. It would be easy enough to just unbutton his pants, take out his erection, and give it a few strokes. If he built a decent pace on himself, it wouldn't take long, Kylo thought. He craved the release urgently, and the thoughts and touches he was giving himself had only intensified it. The only thing stopping him was the fact that the time he had was slipping away from him quicker than he had expected it to. At any moment he would be summoned to attend a First Order business meeting, and he didn't like the idea of being caught dead in the middle of relieving himself and having to go about the day even worse off than before. It was a risky thing to be playing around with, but it still didn't stop Kylo from teasing himself in the moment over it. How was Rey feeling right now? She had all the time in the world to herself to do whatever she wanted, Kylo thought. Was she touching herself too right now?
That thought hit Kylo with a shudder of pleasure, as he began to undo his pants. He had to do it. He had to. It had been far too long since he had relieved himself like this. If he was quick enough, he could pull it off. The simple thought of Rey pleasuring herself would be enough to bring Kylo to his orgasm. He tugged harder on his pants, successfully undoing the buttons with a moan of anticipation.
"Kylo Ren, Sir." A somewhat nervous Stormtrooper spoke suddenly from the other side of the door to Kylo's room. "Your assistance has been requested by General Hux to Department C."
Kylo instantly gritted his teeth and let an aggravated snarl escape him. Of course that was the moment he needed to be summoned. How annoying.
Redoing the buttons on his pants again, Kylo forced himself up and gripped his lightsaber attached to his side firmly. How was he going to get through the day now? Another meeting was going to be painful. Yet another erection he'd have to work off. It was so frustrating. Oh how he just wanted to kill that stormtrooper who had interrupted him. Or better yet, kill Hux for not giving him a moments peace.
Kylo stormed peevishly to the door, but before opening it, he glanced back to across the room where the mask of his grandfather laid. Upon seeing it he felt a twinge of guilt. He now had two incredibly important people to him. Darth Vader, and Rey. His dedication to his grandfather still remained intact, but Rey had swayed his thoughts and actions ever since he first heard about her.
Kylo mentally swore to Vader for a moment he would still finish what he started, and apologized for the few bumps he had recently had along the way. With that, Kylo exited the room, and prepared for another day of duties.
Back in the living quarters Rey was being held in, yet more hours went by. Rey had found herself bored beyond control. She wasn't used to sitting around waiting, let alone in an enclosed room. She had always been used to being outside at the crack of dawn and working hard the whole day through to earn her daily meal. Being held captive in a room like this was definitely a big change from what she had been doing each day for nearly her entire life. In the time she had been waiting she had already bathed herself again, retied her hair, and tried her best to mend the tears in her clothing. It was becoming uncomfortable being in her torn clothes for so long, but it couldn't be helped Rey supposed. She couldn't imagine that any stormtroopers or even Kylo Ren had any spare female clothing laying around. Well, it didn't have to be female clothing. Rey would have been grateful for any piece of clothing she was given regardless of the gender style. Anything would have felt better than her tattered and dirty outfit that she was wearing right now. Perhaps she could request clothing once Kylo came back…but it was such an awkward question. What if the dark Jedi meant for her to stay in her shabby clothes until they became no more? Rey had a feeling Kylo wouldn't object to seeing her naked. Even if that were the case, Rey was determined to be clothed even if it meant she had to tie the fabric to her body with rope. There was no way she was going to let anyone see her unclothed.
There was one thing Rey had been grateful for though, and that was the food she had eaten earlier. She knew all too well how it felt to go hungry without food for a day or two at a time. At least Kylo Ren had been thoughtful enough of her to give her food. Maybe he did actually care about her. But why did he leave so suddenly without giving her so much as a second glance last night? For some reason that thought still lingered on her mind. This man was so unusual. She didn't know how to take him. Did he have a split personality or something? It was just plain confusing. Rey didn't even know why she was still thinking about this. It was ridiculous. If anything she should be ignoring his existence all together and focus on getting out of there. She didn't want to be brought before the Supreme Leader in a few days. That would only make matters worse for sure. What was he going to do to her? Kylo had mentioned that she would be brought before him for 'inspection'. What the heck did that mean? No doubt the Supreme Leader would also have the same objective Kylo had with wanting her to be trained for the dark side and work for the First Order. But under no circumstances was that going to happen, Rey thought. But there was another thought in mind as well. Did this leader know about what Kylo had been trying to do to her? Was this how the First Order treated their prisoners? Rey doubted it. If Kylo had done this kind of thing to many prisoners before he wouldn't have been so eager for her consent, and he also wouldn't have leapt off of her the moment that General walked in on them. It was probably a safe bet that their Supreme Leader didn't know about what Kylo had been up to. Was it supposed to be some dirty secret? Being her teacher, training her to be a Sith, while also sleeping with her behind the scenes? Rey didn't find that to be a good combination, but obviously Kylo did. Regardless, her decision was not going to be changed simply because she was brought before the leader of the First Order. She would refuse despite of what he would do to her. Perhaps he would kill her. Rey knew it was a possibility. If he did attempt to kill her though, would Kylo do anything to protect her?
Rey moved towards the bed, and collapsed backwards on it. She stared at the ceiling as she let out a sigh. There is no way Kylo would try protect her if she were to be killed by their Supreme Leader. There is no way he cared that much about her. This was indeed the same man that murdered his own father without a thought. But even still…She couldn't forget about how strongly she felt his feelings for her last night. If he felt like that about her, then he couldn't just allow her to be done away with so easily. Could he?
Rey closed her eyes and tried to relax herself. Earlier she had been so focussed on Kylo Ren's emotions and what she felt from him in such depth that she found her body reacting in a way she had never witnessed before. When she vividly reflected on last night's scene, she had felt herself become tingly in her lower regions. She refused to believe that perhaps she had felt turned on by the event, but it definitely seemed like a plausible theory.
Rey cautiously raised her hand to touch the skin of her exposed thigh. There was no way she was able to repair a rip that large. She slowly ran her fingers a few times over the bare skin, mentally telling herself she was only inspecting how big the tear in her clothing was. The rubs she was giving herself there seemed to only be increasing the tingly sensations she was experiencing a few inches over from where she was touching.
Frowning in disgust, Rey restrained herself from moving her hand to touch that particular spot that seemed to be calling for attention. That was just plain wrong, she thought. She couldn't touch herself while she was being held a prisoner under the First Order. Not in an unfamiliar room where there were stormtroopers just outside the door, and where anyone could just walk in. There was no way she should even be thinking or considering such a thing, especially since it only started because of one darkly dressed man in particular. Definitely not, Rey thought. Kylo Ren didn't turn her on. No one turned her on. It was all just a crazy coincidence. Nonetheless, Rey couldn't deny that what she had experienced last night felt absolutely breathtaking. Her body coincided so perfectly with Kylo's that it was like as if they were made to go together. It was unbelievable. It was without a doubt the last thing Rey had thought she'd ever feel in that situation with that man on top of her.
Subconsciously, Rey's hand drifted several inches inward, brushing over her inner thigh. She soon realised this and halted herself from moving over any further. It wasn't like she had never touched herself before. As a curious teenager going through puberty, there were times when she wanted to test out certain things, and masturbation was one of those things. She of course knew what reaching her orgasm felt like, and she knew what she needed to do to get there. But even still, masturbation for Rey was a very rare thing. Her thoughts and priorities were elsewhere each day while living on Jakku. There was always too much to be done within the day, and by the time the day had ended, all she wanted to do was sleep. It was never a huge must on her list of things to do. She never even felt the urge to touch herself. There was nothing about her life on Jakku that was exciting or sexually intriguing. All she knew was that there were many seedy men that would try to come onto her in a heartbeat. That in itself grossed Rey out, and put her off anything remotely sexual. It was only now that Rey was feeling some sort of bodily reaction to what Kylo had done to her. Never before did she feel her feminine parts requesting consideration from her. It was the most inappropriate time to be even thinking about touching herself right now. But what else was she going to do for the rest of the day stuck alone in that room?
"After construction is finished on this base, we should then move to begin construction on a third." One of the First Order members said from his seat at the meeting table.
"I agree!" piped up one other member.
Kylo Ren was only half listening to the chitchat that was bantering around back and forth across the table. Instead he occupied himself by pacing around the room trying to arrange his mind and thoughts. If it were a normal day, he would be engaging a lot more in the First Order meetings, and try to take control over plans and missions. Today however, he had taken a step back from everything and remained unusually quiet, making his colleagues rather nervous at the unusual behaviour. Some were afraid he was not satisfied with their ideas and was just going to lash out and destroy something, or someone. Kylo could feel their nerves and fear, but it didn't at all concern him. Let them be scared, Kylo thought. He didn't care. The last place he wanted to be right now was at yet another one of these meetings. This was the second meeting today he had attended, and it had taken over an hour so far, with no end in sight.
"What would the point be?" General Hux asked, joining into the debate. "Once this base is fully operational, there will be no threat left in the galaxy."
Kylo cringed inwardly at hearing the General speak. He had been nothing but a pain since last night. Well that wasn't true. Hux had always been a pain, but just doubled or even tripled since last night. Him and his smug comments. Kylo had been hearing them all day in passing, and he had grown weary of it. Every time he arrived to a meeting, gave input to ideas, or even paced around the room like he had been doing, Hux would somehow manage to get near him enough to mumble something under his breath to him. If Kylo hadn't been so tired right now, he would have probably flipped out and smashed something.
"The Resistance is still out there." A member spoke to Hux. "They managed to find a weakness in our last base. What's to say they won't find one in this new one as well?"
Hux cleared his throat. "As we speak, the pathetic Resistance are celebrating over what they claim to be a triumph. They believe that blowing up our last base had put an end to our regime." He explained. "They know nothing of this new base, and once it is finished, our first mission will be to eliminate every planet in the Illenium system."
After having that said, more chatter rose around the table. Kylo continued to pace back and forth. Blowing up the Resistance, He thought to himself. If they accomplished that successfully, then nothing would stand in his way of making Rey side with him. She would have no where left to run. No purpose for escape. He would then become everything to her. Her teacher…Her master…her lover…
Kylo let out a silent exhale. He shouldn't have been thinking about his relationship with Rey right now, especially during a discussion on erasing the Resistance. That should have been the only thing going through his mind. The only goal. But somehow he morphed it into how it involved Rey as well, as if that were the prioritized goal at hand. Perhaps he was becoming a little too obsessed. He had never acted that way over anyone before. The only thing he had been obsessed with was his Sith training, and getting rid of the Resistance. Now that Rey was in the picture, it's like as if everything had suddenly drifted to being less important. He never even imagined that anything would sidetrack him like this. He didn't think it was possible. Who would have thought a simple girl would captivate him like that? It seemed ridiculous. And one thing was for certain; Hux wasn't going to let him forget how ridiculous it sounded. Kylo just hoped Snoke hadn't sensed anything. But with how powerful their Supreme Leader was, it was quite inevitable to hide it for long.
"What if they gained knowledge of this new base?" A member asked.
"What if they tracked one of our ships during the evacuation?" Another questioned.
Hux pursed his lips. "They wouldn't have had time to track us. They are completely oblivious to this base." he said again. "If they somehow knew about it, then they wouldn't be waiting around until it is fully constructed. They would have arranged an attack by now."
It was true, Kylo thought. There was no possible way the Resistance could have found out about their second base. It was extremely classified knowledge that only himself, Hux, and a small group of other officers knew about. As far as the Resistance was concerned, the First Order had put all their effort into building one all powerful weapon without any sort of backup plan. That was their own fault for being so naïve, Kylo thought. They deserved to be exterminated. Especially because they had had captured Rey's alliance and faith…
"Isn't that so, Kylo Ren?" Hux said suddenly, snapping Kylo out of his thoughts.
Kylo turned his gaze to the General, and stared at him through his mask. There was that self-righteous smirk again, Kylo thought. Instead of playing into Hux's games, Kylo decided he would remain silent and continue pacing about the room. What a fool, Kylo thought. If he were to keep this up any longer he was definitely going to teach him a lesson. Perhaps at the very least he could wipe that smirk from his lips with his lightsaber? That would be considerably better than killing him. Watching him suffer a bit would be far more satisfying.
Suddenly out of no where Kylo felt a jolt shoot through his mind. In an instant his heart began to race and his body filled with an unsettling mixture of chills and hot flushes. What the hell was happening now? Kylo held out his gloved hands and lowered his head to gaze upon them. They were almost trembling. He could feel something. Something unusual. But what? There was some sort of powerful tremor going through him, but it didn't make any sense. What could be causing it?
Kylo looked around the room frantically as if he were searching for something. There was nothing visibly out of the ordinary in his surroundings. So what was this? This feeling…It was somehow familiar.
Kylo stood stationary for a moment and focussed his thoughts. For some reason Rey kept popping into his mind. He was sensing something strong on her wavelength. What was wrong with her? Was something happening to her? Was she trying to escape? He took a few deep breathes to calm himself and centre his thoughts and emotions on what exactly was going on. He was immediately able to determine that Rey wasn't in pain. But she was feeling something. Something had to be going on with her if it directly impacted his own emotions. But what was this? Not pain…but something somewhere between guilt, breathlessness, and excitement…
Suddenly it clicked.
Kylo closed his eyes behind his mask and let out a few uncontrollable exhales as he shuddered in delight. It was pleasure. Rey was experiencing pleasure. It flowed through him like a fever. He knew it had felt familiar. He felt it last night while he was on top of her. Her body had begun to betray her and make her feel the bliss he was giving her. How could she be feeling that now without his presence though? There was no one else in the room with her. Kylo would have sensed her alarm and panic if that were the case. So what was happening to her to give her these sensations?
Kylo choked back a groan of exhilaration. Rey…she was the one giving the pleasure to herself…she was touching herself…masturbating…alone in that room without him there to guide her while she did it. Kylo could hardly believe it. It was mind-boggling. The thoughts he had earlier that morning while sitting alone in his quarters…It was only a selfish hope and desire for such a thing to occur while Rey was waiting alone all day. He hadn't actually expected it to happen. It thrilled him beyond belief. A spark shot through his body at the thought, overriding any fatigue he had previously felt. It was amazing. This girl who had been so against him being anywhere near her, was now suddenly touching herself over…
That was it. Kylo couldn't take it any more. He was done with this meeting. He didn't care. He had to get out of there. His senses had told him their session together last night had ignited Rey's urge to masturbate. Essentially she was touching herself over what happened…over what he had given her…over him.
Not being able to stand back and do nothing, Kylo moved swiftly across the room toward the door.
Hux wrinkled his nose. "Where are you going, Ren?" he demanded, but there was nothing stopping the dark Jedi from his hasty actions.
Not saying a word in response, Kylo exited the room without a second thought. He didn't even process that the General had spoken to him. He heard him, but he had other much more powerful influences on his mind. Rey was all he could think about. She was all he wanted right now. He had to get to her as quick as possible. There was no way he could let her do something like touch herself and let it go undetected. Catching her in the midst of her pleasure…Kylo wanted to see what exactly that looked like. If she were already in the process of giving her body bliss, then would she not be willing and desperate for his touch? He could give her much more than what her own fingers could.
Kylo's hurried pace turned into more of a run than a walk and he had hardly even realised it. He was far too distracted to care about what he was doing. His only goal right now was to get to Rey's room. He couldn't allow her finish without his presence.
Rey moaned quietly as she pushed her fingers back and forth over the fabric between her legs. She had given in to her body's demands after fighting so hard to resist them. But what else could she do? Lay there bored for the rest of the day and consistently be tormented by it? At least if she did this now, perhaps her body would become relieved and no longer have these unusual reactions over what Kylo Ren had done to her. That was Rey's justification for it anyway. Doing this would get rid of her natural cravings, and allow her to regain her true thoughts. She would then be able to face the dark Jedi with a clear head, and fight back harder against him.
Rey moved her hand to the torn part of her clothing, and allowed her fingers to slip into it to their destination. She arched her back at feeling herself come into contact with her unclothed purity. She instantly felt how wet it had become, and used that to coat her fingers as she continued to rub her sensitive spots. She bit down on her bottom lip in an attempt to muffle her sounds of bliss. The last thing she needed was having a curious stormtrooper coming in to check on her. They could walk in at any second if they heard something odd like moaning going on in the room. That would kill the mood for sure. But right now Rey didn't want to think about that. She wanted to think about getting this done. She was under the impression she had all the time in the world, considering she had been left alone for so long already. There was no point in rushing things, she thought. Even after taking that into account, Rey didn't slow her pace. Even though she had plenty of time, and should take things slower, she didn't really care anymore. Her body was pushing her to finish as quickly as possible, and to reach that unforgettable feeling it was to climax. Thoughts and feelings raced through her mind as her heart pounded against her chest. She tried to fight off the ones specifically of the Sith that seemed to keep creeping back to her, but it seemed to be inevitable. He was the one who had made her body react like that. He was the one who made her feel things she had never even known possible. He was the one who made her curious about the sexual connection between a male and female. It was too much to bear. She was torn between feeling guilty, feeling nervous, and feeling elated. It was such an odd mixture of emotions swirling in the pit of her stomach. She knew she shouldn't have been doing something outrageous like this. Especially over what happened between her and Kylo. What would her friends think if they knew what she had been doing? What would Finn think?
Rey threw her head backwards into the blankets as she quickened her rubs on herself. She had to hurry this up. She had to be done with this. It felt so good but the shame was getting to her. She had to do this just once, and then she swore to herself she wouldn't do it again. No one would have to know about it. She could just as simply push it from her mind and pretend it never happened. Even then that was dangerous though. What if Kylo Ren probed it from her mind? What if he found out? That couldn't happen. Rey would make sure that secret would remain only with her at any cost. There was no way he could know about this. That would send him all the wrong signals. He would think that she wanted him…craved him…needed him…
A moan escaped Rey's lips as she quickly threw her left hand to cover her mouth. It had come out a lot louder than she had expected it to. For some bizarre reason the more that damn dark Jedi entered her mind, the more her genitals pulsed with pleasure. It was crazy. Why did that happen? She didn't for the life of her understand why. Just why? It was all becoming a blur. Her head was becoming hazy with a thick cloud. This would all be over soon…so soon…
Over her own heavy breathing under her hand, Rey didn't even hear the buttons being punched quickly into the other side of the door. It was only when the door abruptly opened, she realised that she had been caught.
Rey gave a startled airy gasp as she jumped up onto her elbows, removing her left hand from her mouth and right hand from her from between her legs. She shot her gaze over to her intruder, and saw none other than Kylo Ren standing before her. What the hell was he doing here? After leaving her so suddenly last night and making her wait around all day. He had no business walking in on her in a time like this. Rey couldn't hide her panting and shivering body from the man at the door. She was so embarrassed and humiliated. This was the last thing she ever thought was going to happen, especially when she was like this.
"What the hell are you doing here!?" Rey couldn't help but yell at the darkly dressed man. She was so ashamed of herself that she couldn't stand having an awkward silence build between them. Kylo had entered the room so quickly, and there was no doubt he would have seen exactly what she was doing. Her embarrassment of the situation made her lash out verbally in anger at him.
"You shouldn't just barge in here unannounced!" She snapped.
Kylo stared at the girl on the bed through his mask and held in a thrilled groan. He saw her. Even if it was for a split moment. He saw her…Rey…touching herself…dear god she even had her other hand over her mouth to hold in the sounds she was making. It was much more enticing than Kylo had ever imagined it to be. The brief sight he had seen burned permanently into his mind. There is no way he would ever get that image out of his head. Not unless he were to replace it with a much better one. Even looking at her right now just so incredible. He could see how good it must have felt by the way she was panting and how flushed her face was. He could sense her embarrassment and shame, and he was determined to rid her of it and show her that what she was feeling and what she had been doing was more than okay and nothing to be ashamed of.
Kylo hastily began to remove his mask as he moved quickly to the humiliated scavenger girl.
Rey scrambled backwards onto the bed frantically as the Sith approached her. Her heart skipped a beat anxiously. What the hell was he doing rushing over to her like that? What was he going to do to her?
Kylo lifted his helmet off completely and tossed it to the floor beside him like it was of no importance, as he reached the edge of the bed where Rey had been. In a moment he dropped to his knees on the floor beside her, making her frown in confusion at him.
"What do you want!?" Rey questioned, not sure of what to make of the situation. What was he doing on his knees? Was he trying to somehow become less intimidating by making himself lower than her? What was he doing looking at her like that? He looked as if he had been doing something strenuous by the way he was panting as nearly as much as she was. His eyes looked so intent and full of something she had never witnessed before. It was something between desire and intrigue, and it smouldered directly into her soul. It made her uncomfortable to be stared at so closely like this. She didn't know whether or not she should keep the eye contact, look away, or perhaps move off of the bed to keep a distance from the man.
Kylo soon made that decision for Rey, as he lowered his eyes from hers. He looked over the way her body trembled, and knew she must be still feeling the effects of the touches she had been giving herself just minutes ago. Oh how he wished he could have seen more of that display. It would have been such a wonderful thing to watch. But Kylo knew that watching would never be enough. He wouldn't be able to do it for long without racing to the girl's side and assisting her needs. He examined every inch of her, envisioning how she was feeling. He knew it all too well himself.
His eyes stopped when he noticed Rey's hands. Those beautiful petite hands. That left hand that had been used to muffle her own cries. That right hand that had been used to touch those parts. It set loose a wild passion within him.
Without warning, Kylo reached forward and latched onto Rey's right wrist.
Rey immediately reacted with a gasp and fought hard to pull it back from him. But it was no use. Kylo's strength was much more powerful than her own.
"Let go of me!" She demanded in confusion. Why was he holding her wrist like that? Was it to restrain her from moving away from him? It was like as if he were going to do something with it instead of hold her back. He hadn't even said anything at all since he came into the room and it made everything so much more alarming and perplexing.
Kylo still didn't say a word as he pulled Rey's wrist closer to him. He couldn't help himself. There was something he wanted to do.
He eyed the girl's hand more closely, examining over each of her fingers. Those fingers that she used to give herself such pleasure. If she had been giving herself feelings like that, it made Kylo wonder how often this scavenger girl touched herself. Did she do it frequently? He doubted it. But nonetheless she seemed to know where to touch and how to bring herself to her orgasm. Those fingers…They had been under the fabric…brushing over those parts belonging to a female…It was so enthralling.
After a moment or two, Kylo brought Rey's hand to his face. He leaned forward slightly to lessen the gap between him and her fingers. Without hesitation, he lightly inhaled the scent that covered the scavenger girl's digits. In an instant Kylo closed his eyes as he sniffed the aroma of the girl. Dear lord, he thought. This smell…this fragrance…This was what Rey's purity smelt like. This was her feminine elixir. These were the fingers she used to touch herself. It sent chills through him. It was amazing. He'd never in his life smelt the scent of a female like this. It somehow clicked into his male instincts and drove his urges to be on the girl insane. Rey had become wet from her actions, indicating how aroused she was. She would have still been aroused now, even if she tried to hide it. Kylo continued to sniff the girl's fingers, unable to control his eager exhales.
Rey watched the man before her carefully. What on earth was he doing? Was he smelling her? It was crazy. Why would he be sniffing her? This kind of behaviour completely took her by surprise. The dark Jedi was so curious just seconds ago about her hand it seemed, and now he looked as if he were enjoying himself over smelling it. The last thing Rey ever thought the Sith would be doing was inhaling her fingers. It wasn't exactly something normal people did to each other. But then again, Rey thought, Kylo wasn't exactly a regular person. But even still, why? Her hand shouldn't smell out of the ordinary…
It suddenly dawned upon Rey. Kylo Ren…he was sniffing the hand she had just been using to touch herself with. But why was that interesting…Rey suddenly stiffened.
"What the hell do you think you're doing!?" Rey hissed, attempting to tug her wrist free from his grasp.
Kylo held Rey's wrist stationary and ignored her queries for now. He was far too entranced in how she smelt. He could just envision how wet this girl was. How beautiful it must have looked. How the aroma would be if it were unclothed directly before him…How it tasted…
Giving a small groan at that thought, Kylo allowed his tongue to flick gently over the tips of Rey's fingers in hope of catching a taste of the girl.
Rey let out a confused moan as she shuddered at the soft flicking sensation over her fingers. What was he doing now? Licking her? She couldn't even comprehend it. She could see how enthused he was by doing it, and it only puzzled her even further. This wasn't right. It wasn't normal. No one had ever done anything like that to her before. Was he honestly doing something like this right now? It spread touch of fear through Rey's still hyped up body. She could still feel the effects of her masturbation, but it was very quickly turning into frustration. She hadn't been able to finish, and that in itself was leaving a strain on her body. She couldn't take her eyes off Kylo. His tongue moved so elegantly over her fingers. The more he continued, the more it was beginning to send butterflies to her stomach. His expression and actions were so fascinating to watch. He was completely focussed and dedicated to just a small part of her body, and it made Rey see that perhaps this man did have a kind of softer side. His eyes were closed as if he was taking in every aspect of her, and his continual sighs of contentment displayed that he was thoroughly enjoying her. But wait…this man was sniffing her…tasting her…and this was the hand she had been using to touch herself. The thought of how perverse that was overrode Rey's thoughts in an instant. This darkly dressed man wasn't showing her a gentler demonstration of affection. He was doing this to fuel his own sick desires. Those thoughts made Rey disgusted. How could she allow him to stimulate himself like that?
"Stop it!" Rey ordered. She couldn't stop herself. The outrage within her was too much for her. She slapped the Sith across the face with her left hand and snatched her right back.
"Pervert!"
Kylo jumped slightly at the sudden outburst of aggression from Rey. He was quite literally slapped out of his thoughts. He had been so hypnotised by the flavour of the scavenger girl, he had hardly even considered how she may have been disturbed by his actions. He hadn't been able to focus on anything else but her hand. But even still…Rey just slapped him for the second time, and called him a pervert. Kylo didn't know what to make of it. He didn't exactly enjoy being slapped by the girl, but at the same time he couldn't find it in himself to blame her. Acting on instinct had been all he was able to do when getting so close to her, and it no doubt confused and startled the girl. He wasn't sorry though, there was no way he was regretful for his actions. The taste of girl was absolutely incredible. It made him desperately want to investigate the location of the substance over Rey's fingers.
Rey watched the dark Jedi return his dark gaze back to her. She feared that he would become angry at her abuse, but she couldn't help it. What did he expect? Did he expect her to allow him to get off over the hand she was using to masturbate? That was insane. It was wrong. It was disgusting. It was embarrassing. This is exactly what she was hoping to avoid. Kylo had obviously seen what she had been doing to herself, and clearly it didn't disturb him in the slightest. It was just as Rey suspected. Catching her doing that had given Kylo the wrong signals. What was he going to do to her now? He still hadn't spoken a word since he had come into the room.
"Rey…" Kylo finally spoke, making Rey's stomach drop at hearing his deep breathless voice.
"What do you want?" Rey questioned, trying to resist the urge to back up further on the bed.
"Its okay, Rey." Kylo said, trying a calmer tone with the girl to relax her. "You don't need to be afraid."
Rey glared at him. "I'm not afraid of you." She snarled.
Kylo could see in the scavenger girl's eyes she wasn't lying. She wasn't afraid of him. She wasn't afraid of him in the sense of who he was and the power he contained. But she was afraid of him emotionally…physically…sexually…She was scared of what she was feeling at the mere thought of him. All that hate and loathing…it was still there, but it was no where near as intensified as it was only a day ago. Kylo could feel her conflicted emotions towards him. She was so full of shame at what she had been feeling and thinking about. She had actually been considering him sexually, and that made her feel like she was betraying her friends and the Resistance. Kylo could sense it all too well. Rey was so vulnerable right now, and as selfish as it sounded, Kylo knew he had to take advantage of the situation. If he could get her in a situation like he had her last night, he could show Rey exactly what he could give her. Perhaps he shouldn't throw himself on her quite like last time and freak her out again. Perhaps he should take things slow with her, and give her what her body seemed to be craving right now. Her body was craving release, and Kylo knew he wouldn't be able to leave her without. If he gave her that, Rey would without a doubt be overwhelmed with pleasure that she just might allow herself to be taken by him.
Kylo lifted himself from the floor beside the bed, making Rey gulp as she shuffled backwards on the blankets to gain distance from him.
"I know you're not afraid of me." Kylo spoke, watching the flushed girl scrambling anxiously. "Or else you wouldn't feel the need to touch yourself over me."
Rey blushed and cringed at hearing those words from the darkly dressed man. How embarrassing. He didn't need to say things like that. Yes, they both obviously knew what she had been doing just minutes ago, but he didn't need to come right out and say it. What's worse is he had said that she was doing it over him. How the hell would he know if it was over him or not? It could have been over anyone or anything. He couldn't have known, not unless he somehow got it from her mind. She hadn't even been thinking about it in his presence, and she hadn't let him mind probe her since he had entered the room. So how could he have known about it? Perhaps he had just assumed it?
"Shut up!" Rey growled through her teeth. "I would never do that over someone like you!"
Kylo tilted his head ever so slightly. "I told you that it's okay." He said again in the same calm tone. "You don't need to try to hide it from me. I know what you want."
"You don't anything about what I want!" Rey snapped. "If you knew about half of what I wanted, you would have either set me free or killed me by now!"
"Shh…" Kylo hushed as he moved slowly closer to Rey.
Rey moved backwards further until she hit the head of the bed and pressed her back firmly against it. "Don't come any closer to me!"
Kylo ignored Rey's demands. He moved nearer to her and it only took a moment until he stood beside her at the edge of the bed. He looked down at her, and noticed how nervous and flustered she was. She was so embarrassed and humiliated, but Kylo couldn't understand why. She knew how much he wanted her, and she knew how much she herself was beginning to want him. So why was she so distressed about the whole situation? Did she not see this as an opportunity to get what her body wanted? He would give it to her willingly. He had made that quite clear to her by now. Why was she holding on to herself? Was it worth the struggle?
"Don't fight it, Rey." Kylo said, lowering his gloved hand to the girl. "You don't need to. I won't hurt you."
Rey's body froze as she watched and felt the dark Jedi's leathered fingers come into contact with her cheek. It was such a soft and soothing caress exactly like the one he had given her earlier yesterday. The gentle touch sent tingles through her body. It wasn't fair. Why did he have to touch her like that? How dare he even think he was entitled to touch her like that. For some reason he seemed to have lack of boundaries when it came to her. He had already taken her first kiss, and Rey would never forget it. Why her? Of all people the Sith could be doing this to, why did it have to be her? Surely there were millions of other females in the galaxy he could go and toy with. Why did he have to take everything away from only her? It was becoming too much. This man was caressing her face in either an attempt to calm her down, or seduce her. Either way, Rey refused to let it continue. It was already making her body react to him. She was still so wound up from rubbing herself that her body was craving whatever it required to reach it's climax.
"Don't." Rey grumbled, turning her face away from Kylo's hand.
"You want it." Kylo said lowly. He moved his hand to gently stroke the scavenger girl's hair. "I know you want it."
Rey cringed at hearing the man beside her speaking like that. It tore her insides apart and made her angry. He was trying to dictate to her what she was feeling, and persuade her to give in to it. But that wasn't going to happen. There was no way so was going to give in.
Rey gave a snarl as she abruptly batted the dark Jedi's hand away from her. After doing so, she quickly leapt up from the other side of the bed and tried to make a dash for the quarters' bathroom. If she could make it in there, perhaps she could close the door and somehow lock herself inside. Anything to get away from Kylo. She had to get away. She couldn't let him get her in a position like last night. She couldn't let him overpower her like that. Who knows what might happen if they were together like that again. Especially now. Her body was even more likely to betray her.
Kylo instantly picked up on Rey's intentions, and moved quickly after her. He could have very easily used the force to stop her and hold her still. But in this instance, Kylo decided against it. If he were to do that it would have made Rey feel unfairly treated. Like as if she didn't have a chance and was being held completely against her will. Her body was already reacting to him. He didn't need to use tricks like that to make her his.
Rey had gotten only metres from the bathroom until she felt Kylo grab onto her arm and pull her backwards. He hauled her back towards him so roughly that Rey had fallen back into him. Her back hit against his chest, and she let out a gasp as she felt the dark Jedi's other hand wrap around her waist to keep her in place.
"Let me go!" Rey yelled, squirming frantically against the stronger man. It was doing her no justice. Her strength was nothing against Kylo's. Her body was still weak from her masturbation. But she couldn't let herself be taken so easily like this. She had to put up a fight. She tried to pull away from the Sith while smacking her fist into the arm he used to hold her.
Kylo gave a grunt of displeasure as he pushed Rey forward. She continued to struggle with him and kicked her legs back in hope of striking him.
"Get off!" Rey roared.
"Stop resisting it!" Kylo groaned as he continued to shove Rey forward across the room. It only took a few more moments until Kylo had successfully pushed Rey against the wall of the room, earning a frustrated growl from the girl. He held her there firmly to prevent her from fighting back. His left arm was still wrapped around her waist, while his right hand gripped Rey's wrist and held her arm against the wall.
After a few more aggravated struggles, Rey finally realised that it was useless to keep wearing herself out by it. There was nothing she could do forced up against the wall like that. It irritated the hell out her. What was with this man and getting her in positions like this? She couldn't fight back against him yet again, and she felt completely helpless by it.
"Shh…" Rey heard the darkly dressed man hush into her ear. It made her shudder. Did he honestly think he was going to calm her down? Holding her against a wall wasn't exactly the right way to go about relaxing her.
"Let go." Rey breathed against the wall in front of her.
"You don't need to fight this." Kylo said closely to her ear. "You know what you want."
Rey gritted her teeth together. "You don't know what you're talking about." She mumbled. "If you would think I wanted anything to do with you, then you're wrong."
Kylo gave a small sigh. Rey was definitely the most stubborn female he had ever met. Even after being caught pleasuring herself and allowing her thoughts to stray openly to him, she was still denying it until the very end. Why was this girl so keen on hiding herself from him? He already knew the truth, but Rey was still flat out denying any of it. But that was going to soon change. Kylo was determined to get her to open up to him and have her to admit it. If she wasn't going to come to terms with her newly found urges, then he was going to show her how strong they were. Oh the things he could do to her in a position like this. It made Kylo quiver at the thought. He would soon have her begging mercilessly for him.
"Don't deny yourself of the truth." Kylo whispered into the smaller girl's ear, as he loosened his grip and slowly dragged his right hand down her arm. "You know deep inside yourself that your body is craving to be touched."
Rey began to breathe heavier. The way this man spoke to her…whispered to her…For some reason it always seemed to send butterflies to her stomach and make her heart race. His voice. His words. His touch. Rey couldn't escape it. She felt how elegantly the dark Jedi's leathered hand glided down her arm and it almost instantly gave her goose-bumps. Memories of last night's sensations flooded back to her in that moment. The feeling of how he had her pinned to the bed. The light soothing rubs of his thumbs over her skin. The feeling of the man on top of her pressed against her. It made her body writhe.
"I can feel it." Kylo sighed, moving his hand further down Rey's arm. "Your body wants you to give in, but you keep rejecting it." He dropped his hand completely from Rey's arm, placing it gently onto her hip.
Nerves flared up inside Rey's chest as she felt the Sith's gradual motions. His hand was placed upon her hip now, and she could hardly believe it. What was he planning on doing to her now? She had never someone touch her hip like that before. It was such an unfamiliar sensation. Everything about this man was so unfamiliar to her. He had made her feel more in one day that anyone had made her feel in her whole life.
"That's not true," Rey found her voice betraying her and becoming no more than a whisper. "Stop."
Kylo gave the petite hip a light squeeze. "I can give you what you want." He murmured lowly.
Rey gulped and let out an exhale. "I don't want anything from you." She continued to refuse the man behind her, even if her body was saying something completely different.
Kylo allowed the scavenger's girls hip to fall from his grasp, as he continued to snake his hand downwards. He brushed his hand down the girl's bare leg, slowly inching it across toward her inner thigh.
Immediately noticing the change of path, Rey stiffened in alarm. He couldn't be serious. The dark Jedi couldn't be serious. What did he think he was doing? He had no right to invade her personal space like that. That thought seemed ridiculous considering what happened between them last night, but it still shocked and stunned her to feel the man touch her like that. Forcing his body on her was one thing. Fondling her with his hands was completely another. It almost somehow seemed even more perverted than prodding himself into her. It was outrageous. She could hardly even believe what he was intending. His hand was moving so close to that place. She could almost feel it. She had never been touched there before by anyone else and it frightened her. She couldn't allow him to touch that. That was beyond all limits.
"What are you doing!?" Rey questioned as she instinctively tried to shrug the hand from her thigh and clench her legs together.
Kylo couldn't believe it, he was now touching Rey's bare thigh for the first time. A girl's bare thigh. It set him ablaze with passion. He wished so desperately he could see what it looked like to have his hand upon this astounding female. He could feel her convulse under his advances and it gave him chills down his spine. He couldn't resist the urge to rub the smooth skin beneath his fingers. It felt so incredible. If only he could touch that bare skin without his gloves on. But right now under the circumstances it was impossible. If he were to fumble around to remove it, it would give Rey the opportunity to catch him off guard and escape from him. It was an unachievable goal right now. Regardless, Kylo ran his fingers up and down the length of Rey's thigh, making the girl give a small whimper. Hearing a noise like that come from her urged him to proceed with his actions with a groan of excitement.
Rey squirmed against the darkly dressed man, trying hard to hold back more noises from escaping her lips. She could feel those leather gloved fingers stroking her so gently up and down her thigh, not quite reaching her pulsing purity before trailing back downwards. It made her body feel weak and tingly. This man was so close to touching her parts. Kylo Ren was so close to touching her. It was the most bizarre thing that she never would have thought would be happening to her right now. For some reason these simple light touches were making her body react in a way she never knew possible. The dark Jedi was somehow fuelling the butterflies in her stomach and the fiery fever that spread throughout her body. Her body ached more and more for contact. It wanted to be touched. In that place. With every stroke Kylo gave her, the more she subconsciously hoped he slipped his fingers upwards just a little too far.
Kylo breathed heavier in Rey's ear as he sensed her subtle wants. It drove him crazy to feel this beautiful girl's body giving in to him. He could give her anything she wanted, and he was determined to do just that. She wouldn't be able to refuse him for long. Kylo was surprised that he had lasted this long without ravishing the scavenger girl already. There was so much more he had to do to her than simply rub her thigh. As wonderful as it felt, there were much better places to be stroking. He wanted to know what every last inch of this girl's body felt like. Even if Rey wasn't verbally agreeing to him, he knew that deep inside of her she needed this as much as he did.
Kylo gave one last stroke upwards on Rey's thigh, and halted his hand once it was just centimetres away from her untouched womanhood. He firmly tightened his fingers around her thigh, and slowly attempted to pull her clenched legs apart to separate them.
Rey felt what he Sith was trying to do, and kept her legs together as tightly as she could.
"Open these for me, Rey." Kylo breathed, pushing himself harder against her.
"No." Rey whimpered, unable to control her breathless panting against the wall. There was no way she could do that. Spread her legs for him? Impossible. That couldn't happen. The mere thought of spreading her legs for him…Rey wanted to say that it would sicken her to the core, but her body forced that away from her. She didn't want to part her legs for this darkly dressed man. But her body so urgently wanted to. She was so torn between holding onto her dignity and giving in to her female instincts. How could she live with herself if she were to let Kylo do what he wanted to her?
"Give in to me." Kylo whispered softly to Rey, as he gently nuzzled her ear. "I can feel your conflict. You don't have to try to hide it from me anymore."
Rey shivered and couldn't help but moan at feeling Kylo nuzzle her like that. His passion for her was so strong, and she could feel it radiating off of his entire being. Oh god, how was she going to get out of this? It was getting worse by the second. If this continued any longer, Rey wasn't sure what would happen.
Kylo's self control was beginning to slip from him. If Rey wasn't going to separate her legs for him by request, then he was going to make her want to separate them. He knew he had to try to take things slow, but his lust for her was getting the better of him. She was gradually giving in to him in the way he wanted her to, and it was falling into place so perfectly. He knew in his subconscious self the boundaries and the inappropriateness of touching a female the way he was, but right now his guilty conscience had been overtaken by his desires. It was too much to bear. He couldn't remain patient any longer.
Kylo abandoned his attempt to pry Rey's legs apart, and carefully slipped his fingers upwards just a little further…
A jolting spark shot through Rey's entire body as she felt Kylo's gentle touch come into contact with the fabric that covered her purity. Oh god. He was there. He was actually touching there. That place. Rey's heart, breath, mind, and thoughts all raced together at the same time. It was shocking. Alarming. Frightening. Outrageous. How could this be happening? He actually did it. Kylo Ren actually crossed all the lines possible. Rey couldn't believe it. A man's hand was actually touching her there. It was mind-blowing. Her entire body tensed at the foreign sensation that flowed through her. She felt scared. She felt nervous. She felt overwhelmed. It was too much to process.
"What the hell do you think you're doing!?" Rey snapped suddenly. "Get your hands off me you filthy pervert!"
Kylo let out an eager moan at feeling the outline of Rey's feminine genitals beneath his gloved fingertips. He felt a twinge of guilt in his chest at hearing her protests. He knew he wasn't supposed to touch a woman like that. In that spot. But by the laws of all the galaxies combined, Kylo did not regret placing his hand upon this girl. He had never even imagined he'd be able to touch a female this way. It was absolutely amazing to finally be able to touch this scavenger girl. There was no backing out now. It would all be worth it soon enough, and Kylo would prove that to Rey.
He held his fingers stationary for a moment to allow her to get used to the idea of them being there. It took every ounce of willpower Kylo had to not let his hand wander and explore every inch of the area he was touching.
"I'll show you what your body wants." Kylo tried to soothe. "Open yourself to me."
Rey trembled and her voice broke. "How dare you."
Kylo's fingers twitched with anticipation. He couldn't control the dirty desires swimming through him. He wanted to show Rey exactly what he could give her. There was no greater goal in his mind than making Rey moan and whimper under his touch. If he could touch her…rub her…make her body pulse with pleasure…he may just be able to bring her to her orgasm. That thought made him shudder with delight. Making a girl climax. Making Rey orgasm for him. That would truly be something incredible. That would set his ego alight for sure.
Unable to stand waiting any longer, Kylo carefully pushed his hand downwards, gliding his fingers further over Rey and through the small gap between her legs. He gently pressed his fingers down on her lower regions, before bringing them back up again. He stroked her like this slowly over and over in a continual motion.
Rey was unable to fight back a moan of pleasure at feeling these actions performed on her. She wished she hadn't made a noise like that, but she couldn't help it. She was being rubbed through the fabric of her clothes, between her legs, by Kylo Ren. It wasn't fair. She uncontrollably arched her back at the sensation. The dark Jedi's movements were so slow and repetitive but it made her body ache and respond to the contact. Her body was so desperate to regain the touches she was giving herself before, and now that Kylo was touching her in that place…stroking her there…with those strong but graceful gloved fingers…It was making her light-headed and weak.
Kylo continued his hand movements on Rey and could feel how quickly her body was reacting to it. Her body was becoming weak. It was exactly how he planned. He knew she would start to give in to her body's demands after he was able to touch her like this. It thrilled him to absolutely no end. He mentally took note of every single outline and feature he could feel of Rey's womanhood through her material. He was honestly surprised at how much he could make out. There were so many different pieces to the female anatomy and he wanted to explore every single part of it. He wanted to discover all the places he could touch that would earn him a noise from the beautiful girl against him.
"How dare I what?" Kylo asked seductively. "Touch you? Make you moan? Give you exactly what you want?"
Rey bit her lip at hearing the Sith say those things to her. The weakness spreading through her body made her legs shake as she feared she wouldn't be able to stand upright for much longer. Kylo held her more tightly against the wall and used his strength to keep her standing.
"I don't want those things." Rey tried, but the bliss in her voice betrayed her.
"If you didn't want those things then why are you letting me in now?" Kylo wondered as he pressed down on Rey's purity harder, sending a jolt through her.
It took Rey a moment, but then almost instantly she realised what the darkly dressed man had meant. Her legs. They had become weak under his touch, and subconsciously separated to give the man easier access to her. How in the world did that happen? Rey hardly even noticed that she had spread her legs for the dark Jedi during his strokes. It was all too much to comprehend. Her body was already doing things to betray her wishes. Rey was failing fast, and at this rate who knows what would happen.
Kylo gave a small nip at Rey's ear making her shiver. He couldn't believe how quickly the scavenger girl was becoming putty in his hands. It much better than he had ever imagined it to be. Soon this girl would be his. By the second he was pushing her closer and closer to her corruption. He was sealing her fate and intertwining it with his own. There was absolutely no better feeling.
Taking advantage of the newfound space to move his hand freely, Kylo halted his strokes on Rey. Rey couldn't help but give a small groan at the loss of contact, and wondered what exactly he was planning on doing now.
"W-What are you doing?" She mumbled airily.
Kylo gave a small smirk. "Don't worry," He teased. "I won't stop."
Rey wanted to tell the dark Jedi off for making a joke like that in a time like this. But under the circumstances she could hardly even bring herself to give a disapproving grunt at his response.
Kylo hummed in success, as he allowed his hand to venture to the side of Rey's torn fabric. He fondled with the tear for a moment, before gently pushing his fingers under it.
"Wait!" Rey suddenly gasped, feeling Kylo's leathered fingers intrude upon her.
But Kylo was done with waiting. He slipped his hand inside the crotch of the scavenger girl's pants and almost immediately met with her bare pussy.
Rey's heart skipped a beat as she let out a startled cry. Impulsively she pulled her free right arm down from the wall to grab onto Kylo's in an attempt to pull him away from her. Nerves and panic swelled up inside her. She couldn't believe it. Kylo was touching her. Her unclothed parts. No one had ever come even close to touching that place on her. She never planned on having anyone touch her there. She never wanted anyone to touch her there. It was such an outrageous and inappropriate place to be touching. Her mind was screaming no, but her body was screaming yes. Rey was way too stunned and torn over what was happening to her that she couldn't even think straight. She tugged helplessly on the Sith's arm and begged him to stop.
"Don't, please!" She pleaded. "I don't want it!"
Kylo listened to her pleas and it gave him a rush of adrenaline. Rey was still holding on to her words stubbornly, regardless of what her body was saying. Why was this girl so stubborn? He was determined to find out just why exactly she was like that.
Kylo let out an exhilarated groan into the smaller girl's ear as he brushed his fingers down her slit. This…This was what a female felt like between her legs. It was so intriguing and so much better than Kylo thought it would be. He had a rough idea on what the female body looked like, and the layout of it, but he never knew it would feel like quite this. It instantaneously sent fire to his loins. His arousal bulged firmly against his pants and he couldn't help but press it into Rey's behind as he fondled her.
He traced his middle finger up and down Rey's purity, taking in the moment of how simply new and exciting it was to be touching her special place like that. Oh how he burned to be able to put himself inside her. He could only manage to continue his strokes for another moment before his curiosity and irrationality overcame him again.
Lifting his hand back to the top of the scavenger girl's womanhood, Kylo slowly slid his gloved middle finger down through her folds. He brushed the tip of his finger over the girl's clit and exhaled in satisfaction when he heard her whimper and squirm at his touch.
"Oh, Rey." Kylo whispered feverishly. He could feel her pleasure pouring out of her at his touch.
Rey continued to whimper and tremble against the wall in front of her, while she desperately tried to remove the dark Jedi's hand from between her legs. It was impossible. He wouldn't budge. She was too weak to put up more of a fight against him. She could hardly even come to terms with what she was feeling. He had just brushed her over her most sensitive spot, and it drove her body crazy. She wanted more. She needed more. She had to have more. But she couldn't let this happen. She couldn't betray her friends like that. The Resistance. She couldn't throw away her dignity like this. No matter how badly she craved the Sith's seduction. It was becoming harder and harder to resist him. But she had to try. If there was one thing Rey was going to make sure of, it was that she was going to say no right until the very end.
Kylo continued to move his finger south past Rey's clit. He desperately wanted to explore the rest of her forbidden place, and discover more sensitive spots. He longed to see what it looked like. It felt remarkable, and he could only imagine it would look just as stunning as it felt. He pushed his finger further down the folds of Rey, and soon slid his leather over her wet suppliant entrance. Even through his glove he could feel how slippery the place was, and it made him close his eyes in passion.
"Oh god, Rey." He breathed. His erection twitched against her. "Look how wet you've become."
Rey moaned and arched her back again. She could feel the darkly dressed man bathing his fingers in her fluid and using it to slide over her entrance so teasingly. It was killing her. She just wanted this to end. She wanted him to rub her and bring her to her orgasm. Her body had already been straining enough. The sexual tension was getting to her in a way she never knew possible. As much as she knew she had to protest, deep within her was begging the man to give it to her.
"Stop." Rey forced herself to beg.
Kylo let out a grunt as he ground his erection harder against her. He prodded his drenched finger against the scavenger girl's hole, picturing how it would feel if it were to be his member there instead.
"You don't want me to stop." He said lowly, continuing his teasing prods against Rey's pussy. "I know you don't want me to."
Rey couldn't find any words to say back to the man. All she could do was moan and whimper under his touch.
Kylo slipped his finger back up to Rey's clit, and stroked over it tenderly, making her gasp and writhe. He rubbed the sensitive spot slowly up and down, and it drove Rey crazy.
Kylo was so overjoyed at feeling the girl react to him like this. He had complete control over her body. Rey's arm had already stopped trying to pull him away from her, and instead rested it on his arm. Kylo could feel her grip on him subtly pull and guide him to where she wanted him to rub her. He keenly followed her delicate demands as he nuzzled into her neck. From the way she was slightly tugging on him and moving him, he switched his back and forth rubs to circular motions instead. After earning a whine of pleasure from Rey, Kylo knew that rubbing her like that was how she wanted it. How could she say she didn't want this? It was so plainly obvious that she did. She was practically taking control of his movements on her. But Kylo knew she would never admit it if he pointed it out to her. But why wouldn't she admit it? What was holding her back so strongly when she knew she didn't have to do that? What was she so afraid of?
Kylo allowed his mind to probe into Rey's for a moment. He wanted to know exactly what she was feeling and thinking, and what was blocking her from admitting her desires to him.
Rey hardly even noticed she had let her unguarded thoughts loose and into the hands of the dark Jedi. She couldn't even concentrate. She was so overwhelmed with pleasure and pure bliss. Her clit throbbed and pulsed against his gloved finger. It felt so strange to have someone else doing these actions to her, and giving her these sensations. It was so different to how it felt when she was the one touching herself. For some reason it felt a hundred times better having someone else doing it to her. His movements were unpredictable and so different to her own. Kylo was stroking her in such slow, gentle swirls. It felt so irresistible, but also so tormenting. Such soft rubs from this man was putting her body on edge. She craved him to quicken his pace on her. But she couldn't say that to him. She hoped and mentally prayed he would rub her faster.
Kylo couldn't hold back a moan at hearing the scavenger girl's thoughts. She wanted him to rub her faster? Dear lord. That was the most deliciously erotic thing he had ever heard someone wish for. He could hardly believe she was yearning for such a thing. He somehow never thought it was possible to hear a thought like that from Rey. She was always so against everything he did to her, and now here she was mentally begging him to speed up his space on her. Then why didn't she just say it? Why couldn't she tell him what she wanted? He wanted her to admit to him what she wanted. There was no way he was just about to let her have what she wanted without letting him hear it from her first. Rey couldn't just get away with telling him it was all on his part, and none on her own. Her newly discovered desires were getting the better of her, and all she was able to do was blame Kylo and make it out like he was forcing her into everything.
"Tell me what you want, Rey." Kylo said, not for a second quickening his strokes on her.
"I don't want anything from you." Rey lied through her moans.
Kylo let out a grunt. "Don't lie to me." He breathed heavily. "I know what you want. I can feel what you want. I can see what you want."
Rey bit her lip at hearing the Sith speak to her like that.
"You're begging me rub you faster." Kylo spoke again, revealing to Rey he knew what was inside her head. "Admit it to me, Rey. Tell me what you want me to do to you."
"No." Rey pleaded, shaking her head. "You're wrong."
Kylo gave a frustrated growl as he forced his aching arousal into her. "Tell me!" He demanded.
Rey shook her head again as she unwillingly pressed back into the darkly dressed man.
Kylo moaned as he felt the girl push back into him. "Why won't you just let go and tell me. You can't hide it from me, Rey. I know what's in your mind."
Rey let out a loud whine as she felt the dark Jedi move his finger over her clit quicker. She uncontrollably threw her head back into his shoulder, and panted frantically over the powerful jolting pleasure that was shooting through her entire body. It was so breathtaking. This was exactly what she was craving for. Every inch of her being wanted her to scream out yes to what the Sith was doing to her, but it took every part of her willpower to prevent herself from doing so. Her mind was becoming foggy. Kylo was touching her at that exact pace she wanted. She needed this so very badly. Within herself there was no denying how much she hungered for this. But she couldn't verbally admit it, no matter how desperately she wanted to. If she were to throw it out in the open, it would be plainly consenting to what was happening between them. If she didn't consent with words, at least she could then pretend to herself that she was forced against her will. By doing that she could begin to rid herself of all that overwhelming guilt of betraying her friends. She needed Kylo to force himself on her and do things to her against her will. It was the only way she was going to be able to cope with the reality of what she was doing with him.
Kylo was a little stunned and taken back at hearing the scavenger girl's thoughts. She was refusing to consent to his advances because of her guilt? What's more, she wanted him to proceed without her verbal consent so she technically hadn't betrayed anyone? It was bizarre. That was the last thing Kylo thought he would find out from searching the girl's mind. Was the guilt of being with him and giving in to him that overbearing? Kylo could understand it to a degree. Everything between them had happened so suddenly, and the sexual tension and connection they were feeling for each other was so very intense. If that was how Rey wanted things to go for now, then who was Kylo to deny her of it. He knew of her true consent deep down inside of her. But even still, he wanted Rey to open up to him vocally as well as physically.
"That's why you won't admit it to me." Kylo mumbled softly, "Your guilt will become too much for you that you won't be able to bear it."
Rey briefly heard what Kylo had said to her but her mind was becoming mush and falling apart. She couldn't comprehend the words being said. The dark Jedi's vigorous rubs over her were giving her hot flushes. She uncontrollably moaned and panted as she pushed back into him. Her body had completely betrayed her and fallen victim to the man behind her. She could feel her body begin to convulse with bliss as her pussy pounded with pleasure. She was nearing her body's limit now. It was only a matter of time until she would reach that irresistible climax. She wanted to feel it so badly, but at the same time she knew once it was over, the reality of everything would sink in and engulf her.
Watching and feeling the scavenger girl writhe and whine in pleasure, Kylo could feel how quickly she was approaching her release. She was getting so close and it excited him beyond belief. Would she really orgasm for him? Finally he would be able to show her how wonderful he could make her feel.
"Oh, Rey…" Kylo moaned, eagerly pressing his lips against the girl's neck. "You're so close."
Rey was unable to say anything back to the Sith. She tried to hold off her climax for as long as she could. Her body urged for it to come, but she didn't want it to end so quickly like that.
Kylo could feel her conflicts, and the way she was straining her body to prevent herself from finishing. It made Kylo's body ache with anticipation. God, the girl was practically teasing herself.
"Don't force it back." Kylo groaned. "Let it go."
Rey subconsciously shook her head in disapproval of his demands. She tried so hard to hold on for as long as she could. Her nails dug tightly into Kylo's arm as she pushed back her release with all her willpower.
Kylo snarled at the scavenger girl's disobedience. In an instant he quickened his pace even more on rubbing her, making her whimper loudly. He could feel immediately that she was losing herself to his touches. It was the most fascinating and captivating thing Kylo had ever experienced, and he was determined to be successful in making Rey orgasm.
Rey's entire body shivered in delight at the darkly dressed man's change in pace. It was too much for her. It was too much for her body to take. There was no way she was going to be able to fight back her climax. It was all happening too quickly and she couldn't stop it. All thoughts of what was wrong and right had been pushed completely from her conscience and the only thing that filled her was how wonderful this feeling was. She couldn't control herself any longer. Her release was upon her.
Kylo growled into her ear. "Cum for me, Rey." He ordered.
After hearing that, Rey couldn't take it anymore. She let out a loud cry as a massive explosion of pleasure and hot flushes flooded through her entire body. She squirmed and threw her head from side to side over Kylo's shoulder. She wanted to scream. The pleasure flowing through her was so intense and it was the most powerful thing she had ever experienced before in her life. Never had she been able to give herself an orgasm like that. It pulsed through her ragingly and she couldn't hold back her continuous cries of pure bliss.
Kylo held the girl closely to him as he shut his eyes tightly. He focussed himself intently on the struggling and moaning scavenger girl, and took in every single second of pleasure she was feeling. Dear lord, he couldn't believe the immense bliss he'd given her. He'd never made a girl cum before. He had never seen a girl cum before. The experience was overwhelming, mind-boggling, and ever so entrancing. It was a complete success. He had given Rey just one of the many things he had to offer her, and in the process learnt so much about her that he had not yet known. As he began to feel Rey's convulsions slow, he soon realised the one very painful problem that was left to be fixed. His erection. It had become so sore and demanding during the whole situation, and especially during Rey's mesmerizing release. He couldn't help but notice how soaked with precum his pants were. It was crazy. He had never felt himself become so stimulated like that before. Paying attention to it now only made it worse. He wanted to touch it. He had to give himself something. After witnessing this whole situation, it urged him even more to want to be inside of the scavenger girl. If he did that, he was sure that he would be able to get her to make even louder screams than the cries she had given over her orgasm. It made him shudder. Her cries and moans were the most amazing sounds he had ever heard. Sure, he'd heard women shriek before, but that was only ever out of fear or pain. These noises Rey had shown him were very much different. It crawled through every inch of him, and he just couldn't get enough of it. He wanted to hear more sounds like that. Why was everything about this girl so addictive and alluring?
Kylo slowed his rubs on Rey, as she began to wind down from her release. She was still unable to think straight. She had seen stars for a moment through her cloudy vision. All she was able to do was pant uncontrollably while leaning back against Kylo. She could hardly even support herself now. She was completely relying on him to hold her and keep her from dropping to the floor. Her legs shook with jolting tingles that reached all the way down to her feet. It was so incredible. That feeling…that climax…that dark Jedi. How in the world was he able to make her feel like that? Was this what it felt like to be touched by a man? Or was it just Kylo Ren that was somehow able to give her all these sensations? I was all so outrageous and confusing. She had hardly even shared moments of passion like that with herself, let alone another person. Rey didn't know whether or not she should feel embarrassed, angry, or even just content over the whole situation. She'd never shared herself with anyone like that before. The effects of her orgasm were beginning to wear off, and she knew she was going to suddenly awaken and realise the reality of what just happened. That thought scared her. She just wanted to stay in that hazy state of mind where absolutely nothing else mattered. It was so unfair. A ping of guilt was already hitting the pit of her stomach.
Kylo could sense the girl's state of mind returning to normal. If anything that was the last thing he wanted. He could feel that she wanted to remain unconscious in passion, and not have to face the shameful reality. Her loyalty and dedication to her friends and the Resistance was so unshakeable, but Kylo was going to make sure he changed that. But for right now he couldn't have this moment ruined. He couldn't have it taken away and have her go right back to refusing him. He had to change the pace of this encounter, and drown out all the thoughts and memories Rey had of any of her friends and regret.
Kylo withdrew his hand from being inside Rey's pants, and in one swift moment he spun her around to face him.
Rey let out a small gasp in surprise as she was pressed against the wall and forced to face the man that had just invaded every inch of her privacy. Kylo pushed his forehead to press against hers, and stared intently into her eyes to catch sight of the pleasure that filled them.
Rey stared back helplessly into his, and wondered what exactly he was going to do now. Her lips trembled anxiously, and as she caught sight of the dark Jedi's eyes flick downwards to look at her mouth. His eyes returned to hers and it made her get a chill down her spine. This look. It was so full of hunger and lust. What was he going to do to her now?
Rey's question was soon answered when Kylo Ren impatiently smashed his lips against hers. It took her by surprise as she flinched at the sudden contact. Instinctively she closed her eyes, and moaned into their kiss. For some reason it made her body melt. She never realised until that moment that a kiss from someone could feel so good. But was that just her overwhelmed body talking? There were still cravings within her to feel more of this darkly dressed man. The same cravings that she felt last night during their bed session. She could still feel the after tingles through her body from her release, and it wasn't helping her regain any possible strength. The more Kylo kissed her, the more she felt herself becoming his. The way he put so much yearning and passion into it made her realise that he really did want her badly. A kiss was such a romantic action, and if Kylo were only in this for the intercourse side of things, he wouldn't have bothered with such an action. He wouldn't have bothered to pleasure her either, or even cared if she reached her orgasm for him. But why did he want her so much? It confused her to no end.
Rey managed to push her hands forward, and press them against the Sith's chest gently while he kissed her. She never realised she could enjoy so much of this man. The evil, horrible, disgusting man. All those things she used to describe him before all this happened. He was so unusual. Maybe she had judged him a little too harshly…Maybe she was too quick to hate on him…But then it hit her like a tone of bricks. This man was evil. Nothing had changed from before, or yesterday even. He was still the man that was able to kill his own father. He still supported the First Order without hesitation. He still wanted her to be his student. He was still going to bring her before their Supreme Leader. He was still trying to convert her to the dark side of the force.
An overbearing weight of guilt washed over Rey as she continued to slide her hands downwards over the man devouring her mouth. How could she do that? How could she have begun to think like that? How could she have been enjoying the dark Jedi's advances on her? How could she have thought there was any possible good side to him? She had allowed him to fondle her. She had allowed him to bring her body to orgasm. She was allowing him now to invade her mouth with his tongue. These were all things that she shouldn't have been doing. Under no circumstances should she have done anything close to something like this with this man. It was so wrong on so many levels. She had betrayed her friends. The Resistance. Finn.
Rey continued to drag her fingers down Kylo's body, making him groan into her mouth at her touch. She stopped her movements once she reached his belt, and began to play with the material of it.
Kylo was far too plagued with lust and desire to care what Rey was doing. All he knew was her hands were on him, touching him like that for the first time. Her hands had been trailing down his body and it made him inwardly hope she would trace them down further enough to brush over his desperate erection.
Rey subtly moved her hands along the sides of the man's belt as she pushed her lips back eagerly against his to distract him. After a few moments more she felt that the Sith was in fact still wearing his weapons, and clearly hadn't had time to remove them. Rey gently brushed her fingers over each weapon to determine what it was. Once she outlined her fingertips over Kylo's lightsaber, without a second thought she latched onto it and yanked it as hard as she could from him. She immediately hit the button on it, igniting the Jedi tool.
Kylo broke their passionate kiss as he hauled himself backwards in shock at feeling Rey's sudden actions and hearing the sound of a lightsaber being lit.
Rey pulled herself from the wall and regained her footing as she held the lightsaber out in front her threateningly.
Kylo couldn't help but stare at her with a visible look confusion on his face. What was she doing? Was she seriously warning him off with his own ligthsaber? It was insane. Kylo was so sure he had taken all the right steps and had given Rey exactly what she wanted. He was so sure he could feel her enjoying his displays of affection. She was even kissing him back just seconds ago. He mentally scolded himself for being so blind as to give Rey an opportunity like that. He shouldn't have even been placing his weapons so close to her. It was a foolish thing to forget. But he had been so captivated by the scavenger girl, and he had so much control over her that he didn't for a moment think she would use his weakness and turn it on him. Her hands stroking down his chest…was that just an act? Did she plan what she was going to do? The betrayal made Kylo clench his jaw in frustration, but the cleverness of the girl intrigued him.
"What are you doing, Rey?" Kylo asked quickly, trying to predict what the girl's intentions were.
Rey glared at him as she took a step forward. "Get away from me." She ordered.
Kylo watched her carefully but stood his ground. He could see in her that she had no real want to strike him. It was just all the guilt and confusion that had overcome her. She saw the opportunity and took it as it may have been her last chance.
"You don't need to feel guilty." Kylo said in an attempt to calm the girl down. "Your desires…I feel them too."
Rey hissed in aggravation. "Shut up!"
"Its okay, Rey."
"No!" Rey yelled. In a split second she made a dash for the door of the room. There was no way she could stand it anymore. Being here. Being with him. Enduring all this shame and guilt. She couldn't take it. It was killing her. She had to get away. She had to get back to her friends. She had to escape from here and find her way to the Resistance.
Kylo quickly moved after her immediately anticipating what she was going to do. She was going to try and slash the panel on the door with his lightsaber to break the lock and release the door to open. He had already lost her once back at the first base, and he wasn't about to lose her again.
In all the suddenness and panic that had arose in the room, Kylo didn't even give a second thought as he pulled out the device that connected to the disc on Rey's back. In an instant he pressed the button on the device, and watched as Rey's body jerked back before falling hard to the floor.
Her screams of pain echoed piercingly through the room as she convulsed on the ground.
Hearing those horrible screams sent disturbing cold chills through Kylo's body. He quickly moved to her side and kicked his lightsaber away from her. He dropped to the ground beside her on his knees as he reached out to place his hands on her shoulders.
Rey felt tears swell up in her eyes as she tried as hard as she could to stop her body moving from the fits it was having. That pain was so awful and excruciating. For a moment she had no idea what had happened. She was so stunned and confused. It was only when she saw the device in Kylo Ren's hand that she suddenly realised that he must have pressed the button on it, and that was what the effect of the disc on her back caused. She felt sick to her stomach. He had done this to her? Given her all this pain? She could hardly believe that he would do that to her after he was so bent on trying to be gentle with her and getting her to submit herself to him. She felt so betrayed. She knew right then that her original thoughts of this man must have been true. If he were to do something like this to her, then he obviously didn't care about her at all. So many conflicting emotions and thoughts consumed her and she had no idea what to do.
"Why!?" She yelled at the dark Jedi. "Why did you do this!?"
Kylo was a little taken back at the scavenger girl's outburst at him. He couldn't help but feel an unusual amount of regret for what he had done. Rey had been in so much pain. Tears were now falling down her cheeks. The remorse he was feeling was becoming more and more by the second. Perhaps he should have used a less rash way of getting her to stop. Perhaps he should have used the force to stop her and freeze her in position. But in the chaotic moment, using the device was the only quickest thing that came to mind.
"Shh…" Kylo attempted to hush the shaking girl. "You were trying to escape. I couldn't allow you to do that." he tried to explain himself.
Rey cringed as she felt the pain slowly beginning to subside. "You said…" She tried to say, but her words weren't coming out as easily as she wanted them to. "You said you wouldn't hurt me!"
After having that said, Kylo closed his eyes in regret. Those words. They brought more overwhelming guilt to him than he ever thought would be possible. He had told Rey several times that he wouldn't hurt her. And now he just went out it did it. How was she ever going to be able to trust now? There were other ways he should have went about stopping Rey from making a break for the door. It only occurred to him now though, and that wasn't doing him much good. Oh the horrible feeling he felt as he looked over the poor scavenger girl's frightened, confused, and pained face.
"I didn't want to hurt you, Rey." He spoke, "I didn't mean to hurt you."
Rey could hear a change in the Sith's tone when he said those words to her. They sounded somewhat strained and full of an unguarded emotion she hadn't received from him before. She turned her gaze to him slightly, and the moment her eyes connected with his she could see his hurt. She could see that somehow in his eyes he were saying sorry to her for what he had done. How was that possible? How was it possible for an evil man like him to feel anything even close to remorse over his actions? It was definitely not something Rey had expected to witness from him. But why was he like that? Did he actually care that he had caused her this much pain?
Rey's scrambled thoughts were interrupted abruptly as the door of the room opened.
Both Kylo and Rey shot their gaze upwards as a man in a First Order uniform hurried into the room.
"Kylo Ren, Sir!" the man said quickly, catching Kylo's attention.
"You're assistance is urgently needed, Sir." The man stated immediately as if he were panicked and alert. "An unidentified ship has been detected nearing the area. It could be a spy for the Resistance."
Kylo quickly climbed to his feet and moved to grab his helmet from the floor where he had tossed it, and his lightsaber. He knew this timing was incredibly bad. He didn't want to leave Rey, especially like this. But it couldn't be helped. Duty called. If the intruding ship was in fact a Resistance spy or even nothing to do with The Resistance, Kylo knew one thing was for sure. He would was going to run through whoever was on board with his lightsaber for this despicable timing.
Before exiting the room Kylo gave one last glance back to Rey. She was watching him so fixedly, and he could see in her eyes that didn't want him to leave just like that. It burned through his soul. He had an undying urge to be back beside her, but he had to set it aside and clear his thoughts. Work had to come first. With that in mind, Kylo forced himself to leave the room.
Rey watched the dark Jedi leave with the other man, and how quickly the door slid shut behind them. An instant feeling of loss rushed through her as she pulled herself upright in a seated position. The pain in her body had faded, and she was slowly regaining full control over her movements. Why did he have to leave just like that? Rey couldn't help but feel so confused. After everything that had happened today…she had no idea what she should be thinking, feeling, or wanting. It was all so crazy and bizarre and just plain unfair. What would happen now? Was she going to be alone in this room again until tomorrow? Was she going to find herself wishing Kylo to return to her? Was she ever going to be able to rid herself of all this guilt?
More tears rolled down her cheeks as she sat on the floor of the room. This day had definitely become nothing like she had expected it to.
A/N: Thanks for all of your patience to read such a long chapter! I hope you all liked it. Please leave a review and let me know all of your thoughts!
