"... Since you left without a warning

I face the dawn with sleepless eyes

No i can't go on..."

Chapter 4

Today was Monday the 24th January and the day that dream Edward returned to Folks. I sat in my truck taking long, deep breaths. This day was, is the day that will probably change everything. I didn't know how time worked but if Jasper opened that letter today then I have absolutely no idea what is going to happen.

Jasper's POV

It was early morning. A new day. The day, according to the letter, that the new girl wanted me to read whatever was inside. I was tempted at times, to open it, but then I would remember the girls pleading eyes and I couldn't. Alice had been complaining that she wasn't able to see the girls intentions and has been frantically trying to look into everyone's futures.

She was worried that the girl will have some sort of drastic affect of this family. To me, she seemed desperate, scared and lonely. The girl constantly worried about something but what? I didn't know.

As I reached for the letter that I so desperately wanted to read, I heard the front door click and felt the immediate loneliness that came with Edward. He had returned. I picked up the letter and went downstairs to welcome my brother home.

There Edward stood in the doorway, eyes shadowed with guilt and loneliness. I tried to send him the family's joy and happiness at having him back but it didn't really effect him. He just smiled gratefully.

"Your back. I knew you would be back." Alice shouted, letting her excitement get the better of her. She skipped gracefully down the stairs and hugged Edward in a grip that would have killed a human. She was beautiful, inside and out. She was the type of person that saw past all of the bad, looking at only the good in people.

Most saw Alice as a chipper and hyperactive girl , and that was what she is but only in part. She has a sadness, a longing inside her to remember something, anything from her past. That is why she places her joy on the surface, it's there to mask the sadness.

"Welcome back, Edward." I said, smiling slightly before opening the letter. I froze, reading and re-reading the letter that the Swan girl had given my one week ago. It was impossible. There is no way that she, a human, could know this.

18th January 2005.

There are so many things that I know. There are so many things I have to tell. But they are impossibly,ridiculously unbelievable, so this is the best way I could think of.

Today I will see Edward for the first time in biology and, much to his dismay, he will find my scent extremely appealing. My blood will sing to him like no other humans have before. He will then proceed to be very rude to me and run out of the room. This meeting, i'm afraid, leads to Edward going on an unexpected trip to Alaska. However I know that he will return to you and your family on 24th January 2005.

How i know this? You wouldn't believe me if I told you. Even I am still struggling to believe the fact that you exist. Edward exists. The Cullen's exist. Especially since i have spent a long time denying just that.

If I am wrong (and a part of me hopes I am) then ignore this letter. Burn it, laugh at it, flush it down the toilet, I don't care. But if i'm right then this is just the beginning and honestly I don't think I want to start from the beginning.

Bella Swan

"How?" Edwards voice sounded loud in the silence. Everyone who had gathered to greet Edward now stared silently at me, asking about what i had read.

"It's a letter for a human girl at our school, Bella Swan. It...predicted everything that Edward had done. She even gave the exact date that Edward would return and... I think she knows what we are." I said wearily, choosing my words wisely. It was in the slightest hints that gave her away. She wrote about the scent of her blood and how it will sing. That is only how vampires would describe the pulled from their bloodsinger.

"That isn't possible. It is a prank, let me see it." Rosalie snatched the letter from my hands before I could speak. "What does she mean 'this is the beginning'?"

"If we knew that we wouldn't be asking questions now would we?" Edward replied and then shook his head. "I think we should ignore it and go to school. At least until we can talk to Carlisle."

Everyone agreed and left for school in Edward's silver volvo.

Bella's POV

School was normal. Nothing has changed yet. The Cullen's continued to ignore me and Edward asked most of the 'get-to-know-me' questions that he did in my dream. Why I don't like the cold? Why did I move here? As every hour went by, I am starting believe that my dream was not a dream at all but a vision. A very long vision.

But my mind was still struggling with what my heart is telling it. Everything I have dreamed so far has come true, so will everything that has yet to come, come? Or will it change? Will I change it? Or will me just knowing change it? Part of me wanted my future to change. I didn't want to suffer through Edward leaving again, I wouldn't survive it. I couldn't survive it.

I needed to write another letter to get the Cullen's prepared for my story. But I can't write it to Jasper again because he will open it to soon. It needs to be someone who doesn't know about the letter yet. Someone who was not home when Jasper read the letter. Carlisle.

It was a good idea. I had an excuse to see him anyway. had said I needed a check up so this would be like killing two birds with one stone. Right?