Quote of The day: "You were given this life because you are strong enough to live it." - Robin Sharma

Chapter 21

The next morning I woke up with Leah fast asleep beside me. Her eyes were slightly red and puffy from crying but other than that she looked...peaceful. To be honest, a peaceful Leah Clearwater is probably unheard of. I silently go out of bed and went to have a shower and get changed, then I decided to go downstairs. If Sue wasn't already up then I would make breakfast for everyone.

As it turns out Sue and Harry were already up when I got into the kitchen. Sue was by the stove scrambling eggs and Harry was at the table reading the news paper.

"Anything good?" I asked him as I went over to join him at the table.

Harry shook his head. "Not really, a couple of missing persons but that's about it."

"Morning Bella, would you like some eggs and bacon?" Sue asked kindly.

"Morning, eggs and bacon sound great." I told her and then gave her a thank you once she had put my plate in front of me. I practically inhaled my eggs before I got up from the table, took the plate of eggs and bacon that was meant for Harry and put it down on the counter. Sue gave a small sound of protest but then watched on in curiosity as I began searching the cupboards and fridge.

I grabbed a couple of different fruits out of the fridge, took the bacon off the plate and returned half of the eggs back to the pan. I then cleaned the grease off of the plate and cut up an apple, an orange and a couple of strawberries before handing the plate to Harry.

Harry and Sue looked at me with raised eyebrows for a second but made no comment as Harry began to eat his food.

About an hour later, Sue left saying that she had to go to work and it was only me and Harry, with Seth and Leah still asleep upstairs.

"Harry..." I asked cautiously.

"Yes, Bella?"

"If I asked you to, would you consider going to a heart specialist?" I blurted, figuring it would be better to rip off the plaster that to gently pull it.

Harry's hand froze and he now held his coffee cup a few inches from his mouth. "You know." His eyes widened, "I haven't told anyone yet. How did you know?"

I shook my head and ignored the question, "Would you?" I asserted.

"Bella, there's nothing to worry about, nothing that the doctors here at La Push can't handle." He reasoned and I felt a sudden wave of panic come over me.

"Please, Harry. You have to go see someone, please." I begged. If Charlie wasn't here, then I at least want Sue to be happy. If Sue was happy then maybe Charlie would forgive me and maybe then I could forgive myself.

"Bella... What do you know?" He whispered and I was taken aback by the question.

"More than I should." I confessed. I knew I shouldn't say anymore, I had already changed the future too much, I'm not even sure what will really happen now, but I can't let Harry die.

Harry watched me silently. He stared into my eyes as if analyzing me as friend or foe. I could almost see the gears turning in his head and his mind trying to wrapped around what ever questions he had about me.

"Fine, how about we strike a deal?" I questioned, determined to get Harry to see a specialist or maybe even Carlisle if I could.

"What kind of deal?" His suspicious was evident in his voice.

"I will answer all your questions about me, if you agree and make an appointment with a heart specialist or Carlisle Cullen."

Harry sat there I deep thought and the gears in his head continued to turn. I saw many emotions flash across his face but they left too quickly for me to identify them. As I sat and waited for his answer, I couldn't stop the anxiety building up within me. What if Harry refused? I don't have a plan B nor a plan C or D.

"Okay." That one word made me release the breath I didn't know I was holding and relax my tense muscles that I didn't know were tense. However, I couldn't relax just yet. Harry watched me and I went into the living room and picked up the phone, along with the yellow pages that sat just beside it and I place them both down beside his. I knew he understood the look on my face, it was a look that said 'Do it now or the deal is off'.

I continued to stand beside him as Harry called a specialist in Seattle and, unhappily, booked an appointment. Once he finished I couldn't stop the ridiculously happy grin the found its way onto my face.

"Morning, Dad." Seth called making me and Harry jump.

"Morning, son." He replied, than said "There are some eggs in the pan for you and your sister."

"Awesome." The 13 year old boy cheered. "Morning Bella."

"Morning, Seth."

It didn't take long for Seth to consume all of his food before he was out the door, taking Harry that he was going to the beach. Once I knew that the front door had clicked shut, I turned to face Harry who said, "Okay, tell me everything that you know."

"I know everything."

"Everything?" Harry's eyes widened when I nodded my head.

"Everything. I know about the wolves, the cold ones. I know everything that is going to happen within the next three years." My voice was calm and controlled but in truth I feared that Harry would called me insane or childish. However, I didn't expect Harry to nod and say, "Continue."

"Well, do you remember when I was in a coma for three years?" I asked and Harry nodded, "When I was in that coma I dreamed about this. About these three years of my life, for the moment I entered Folks. At first I thought it really was just a dream but then I met the some people I met in my dream and the same things that happened in my dream happened here, in reality."

Through my explanation, Harry had began to shake his head in disbelief. "You don't believe me do you?"

"Bella, it's not that I don't. The idea of what you are saying is..."

"That's okay. The Cullen's didn't believe me either." I cut him off. "Sam has already phased hasn't he? And so has Jared, Paul, Embry, and Jacob, correct?"

I watched as Harry opened and closed his mouth but made no sound. So I continued, "I know who is going to turn next. Next will be Quil and then after him will be Seth and Leah, and then after them will be Collin and Brady..."

"Stop!" Harry held out his hand. "Seth is too young to phase and Leah, she is a female, females don't phase."

"But she does Harry, she is a carrier of the wolf gene, they both are. They phase in front of you and then you die from a heart attack." When the words came out, my hand flew to my mouth like I was trying to take the words back. I can't believe I just told him that! It was way too much information. I just decided yesterday that I would try to stop changing the future and now this!

I looked up at Harry, he looked as white as a sheet. I heard a sob from behind me and saw Sue with her hand covering her mouth in surprise. This was not good.