Hey everyone! I am back. You know I haven't been posting or updating for some time. My best friend of 15 years died in a car crash and I had to attend to his sister. I hope you all understand my reasons. I had to do write cause it help me relieve stress and overcome depression but I still won`t be able to update regularly but I will try. I hope everyone likes this fanfic which will have short chapters and only 5 chapters but if you want me to continue then I will. So let's get into the story!

Warning: I don't own HP and I am just playing with the plot and the characters.

I ran out of the common room and sat down by the boy`s dormitory stairs. I wanted to shout and cry but I did neither of those. I just sat and looked out of the sky. I felt my eyes moisten but I held back the tears. The starry sky and the bright full moon looked so heavenly, so beautiful but my heart was broken. Broken so much that it could never be repaired. All these years I waited to ask her. All these bloody years but she chose my best mate over me. Hermione. The love of my life. Chose my best mate over me. When she ran all along the common room to kiss him. Heh, I can`t even say his name. I felt the ground slipping from under my feet. I felt my heart burst into a thousand pieces. All the hope, the love, the longing feeling to be with her, disappeared forever. She chose him. She chose him. She chose him.

I sigh and think, will I never be loved? Does God want me to not have any love? Does he want to take away the only one ray of love in my life? The first person to like me unconditionally? The one person to never leave me? Betray me? WHY? I want to scream out but I can't. My heart is heavy and my brain cant form words. My mouth is dry. I finally break down and I start to cry. My cry reverberated around. Echoing in the cold and dark stairway walls. The same coldness and darkness which surrounds my life and heart.

I kept on crying. After sometime I got up and went to bed. I decided that I would distance myself from them because clearly they would be busy with each other and wouldn't want me with them. I'd be a nuisance. I closed the curtains around my bed and after putting my glasses aside I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up very early. I quietly brushed my teeth and freshened up before dressing and heading down to the Great Hall. I reached the hall and quickly finished my breakfast and went straight to Transfiguration. I went in to see Neville sitting there with a sombre look on his face. I went and sat down beside him. Ten minutes before class Hermione came into the classroom and looked around. Harry looked away and ducked. I hoped she wouldn't see me. She didn't and sat down in the front bench. Neville and I were seated at the back and then after making sure no one was eavesdropping I asked him, "What happened to you?"

He looked at me and I saw the shock on his face to see my usually bright green eyes looking so dull.

I laughed lightly and said, "Heartbroken aren't you? Who was it that broke your heart?"

He nodded slowly. He looked at me with questioning eyes and I nodded at him, urging him to continue.

Neville sighed, "Luna. I was going to ask her out but yesterday I saw her with Terry Boot. He was the only guy in the Ravenclaw House who didn't bully her. I sat and watched as Terry asked her out and Luna jumped into his arms, kissing him. I couldn't bear to look. I walked away from them and ran to our dorm. I cried a lot and I don't know when I fell asleep. I woke up very early and got some breakfast before coming here."

After Neville finished speaking I noticed a few tears spilling out of the corner of his eyes. He quickly wiped them and asked me, "What about you? How did you know?"

I laughed a painful laugh and just nodded my head towards Hermione who was now joined by Ron. The both of them holding hands.

Neville`s eyes widened with realisation and he just sat there.

Throughout the whole class I noticed Ron look happy and had a very mysterious smirk as though he had just won something in a competition. He then looked around and frowned. I felt a suspicion sneaking into my mind. I always thought that Hermione didn't like Ron in that way. I found that smirk very disturbing. The class finished in the blink of an eye for me. Neville and I walked out and went through the rest of the classes without any hindrances except for the dull pain which kept on bothering me when I saw Ron and Hermione kiss and act like a couple. I tried to avoid them but I wasn't very successful. After the classes finished a fifth year prefect came to me and handed me a note from Professor Dumbledore. I started walking towards Dumbledore's quarters. Just then, I heard a female voice which I knew very well, call out to me, "Harry! Hey Harry wait for me please!"

I tried to ignore her and disappear in one of the many hallways when Hermione catches up to me.

"Harry why were you ignoring me? Didn't you hear me calling for you?"

I said, "No I didn't hear you. I am running late to meet Dumbledore I will talk to you later."

I tried to rapidly walk away but I felt Hermione grab my hand and stop me.

"Harry I know when you are lying. I have been your friend for 6 years now. What is bothering you?"

I replied in an icy tone, "I am sorry Hermione but you were my friend and I have to go now. I think you should go to your boyfriend who might be waiting for you and wouldn't like me taking up all your time. Goodbye."

I ripped my hand away from hers and rapidly walked away. I thought I heard a sniffle behind me but I ignored it and kept on walking away. I felt few tears leak out of my eyes but I brushed them off and wiped my eyes before standing before Professor Dumbledore`s quarters. I was about to utter the password when…

Dun, dun, dun, dun! Suspense! Stay alert for the next chapter! This fic will be of maximum 5 chapters so if you want me to make it longer just PM me. I am pretty sure I have made many grammatical errors but you know my problem. I hope you all understand. Till then.