Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tale.
Hello again! Please don't read if you're underage! Same story line but I felt it wasn't going where I wanted so I'm going to be fixing that. So sorry for disappearing on you guys! And for any errors you may see. Working on it.
June
"No." His voice is laced with confusion, "what do you mean 'no'." His dark green eyes focused on me.
"We have to end this." The courage I gathered hours before our meeting completely disappeared and left me with an ache in my chest.
"Why!?" His voice rose in frustration, his eyes never wavered from mine.
"Please understand—" you're making this so hard.
"Understand!" He interrupted, "understand what Lucy, how you are planning to leave me?" His harsh glare is one that will haunt me. "How do you want me to understand this bullshit?"
I swallowed thickly, "it's easier this way."
"Easier." He mocked and placed distance between us, I remained glued to his bed watching his every move.
"Yes." I said softly.
"Hm," His back faced me, the muscles in his arms flexed at his death grip on the edge of his desk as he leaned into it.
None of this is easy but I have too for Natsu's sake. I have to end this before everything is ruined.
"We should take a break." I said softly.
It all happened so quickly, the sound of his fist slamming against the wall caused me to flinch.
"God damn it!" He hissed as he shook the pain from his hand.
"Are you crazy!" I hopped off his bed and faced him head on. "You could've broken your hand."
A dry chuckle spilled from his lips, "I don't give a fuck about my hand." He spat, "what I care about is this stupid shit you're trying to pull."
I ignored his comment and reached for his bruised hand, "you should care dummy." His knuckles are flamed in red but no broken bones; I should have known it would take more than that. I sighed deeply as I glanced over at the hole in the wall, "why do you act so carelessly?"
"Why should I care about my hand when you mean much more." His soft voice warmed my insides, "Lucy." My gaze lifted from his hand and dragged up toward his face, his green eyes are genuine but he's worried.
This is it, Lucy, what you have been practicing.
"This is your chance Natsu." I smiled because it's true, "You can make it out of this place and become someone great." Like your father.
His hand slipped from mine, "no, if you can't be with me because of this than I give it all up."
Anger seeped through my body like a wildfire, "I refuse to let you do that Natsu. I will not be the reason you throw your dreams away." I stood in front of him defiantly.
"Is that what you think?" He walked closer to me, close enough that his scent wrapped around me and made me yearn for his touch. I could not even look him in the eye, "Lucy you're my dream."
Please stop.
"You're my chance, a chance at a life that I want for myself." Callous fingers grabbed my chin and pulled my face up toward his, a small gasp escaped my lips at his simple touch. "I could never give you up."
How does he know the right things to say. The right words that cause my knees to buckle, my heart speeds up and the everything melts away.
My bottom lip quivered as tears gathered in my eyes clouding my vision for a moment, "I love you too much." His thumbs wiped away the tears that had begun to fall, his warm touch is enough to spread goosebumps on my skin.
I couldn't breathe or speak because if I'm being honest I'm a selfish girl and even if Natsu has no idea what's to come tomorrow.
I want us to be together tonight.
Our breathing tangled together as his lips touched mine, my heart fluttered in my chest and I knew that I couldn't resist. I buried my hands in his salmon-colored hair and pressed closer to his chest, the feel of his tongue caressing mine made me dizzy. His hands made their move; one held me tightly to him as the other rests on the back of my neck, molding me to him.
My body is overheating from the excitement he is causing, when his teeth tug on my bottom lip even I'm surprised by the sensual sound that escapes. "Fuck Lucy," his forehead rests against mine as I try to steady my beating heart. "I need you," his voice dropped dangerously low.
Stop looking at me like that.
His ravishing stare made my heart skip a beat, "let me have you." He kissed the corner of my mouth, "please." His smokey whisper ghosted over my ear and caused a shiver down my spine.
Forgive me.
I didn't even answer, I pulled him into me and kissed him hard, my back arched as he held us in place. I'll never forget the feel of hands, wrapping around my body as our kiss intensified. Those strong hands traveled lower and squeezed my ass causing a moan to slip from my lips.
Our kiss ended for a second before I was lifted up, my legs locked around his waist. He placed a chaste kiss on my lips before leaving open-mouth kisses down my throat, the feel of his teeth nipping at my ear caused my core to tighten.
"You smell so fucking good." He groaned against my skin.
"Natsu," I moaned.
His feet started to move and soon we're falling back against his bed, my heart drummed in my ears as he lifted himself off me and locked his bedroom door. He pulled his shirt off and dropped it on the floor, his eyes are practically glowing with lust and I feel the heat pool between my legs. I have to catch myself from eating him alive with my own eyes because his sculptured body is something to gawk at.
The bed dipped from his weight, "come here."
I couldn't stop the giggle that past my lips when his hands caressed under my thighs only to jerk my body to his, I gasped at his actions. It felt possessive, the way his hands dug into my soft flesh, even if he doesn't leave a mark the feeling is something I'll remember.
"Can I take this off?" He asked, we've been intimate before but that doesn't stop him from checking with me.
I smiled sweetly back at him, "you don't have to ask but yes you may."
He moved away from me so I could sit up, I lifted my arms above my head and waited for him to get the idea.
He simply laughed at my flushed face, "you're so cute." His hands skimmed under my shirt before lifting the material up and over my head. The sheer bralette let nothing for the imagination, "you're fucking killing me Lucy." His hands reached out and cupped my breasts with a squeeze, my insides turned to goo.
"Natsu." I whined, partly from the feeling he caused but mostly because no one was going to make me feel the way he does.
"Fuck, I love when you say my name like that." He kissed my chest, "lay down." I moved further up the bed as he followed.
The dim light from outside his window casts a glow over his face, I reached out and softly touched his cheek and watched as his eyes fluttered closed, "you have no idea what you do to me." He breathed.
"Show me." I didn't even recognize myself, I'm never this bold. EVER.
His quiet little laugh stabbed at my heart, "I plan to princess, stay with me and I'll show you everything." He reached for my hand that was resting on his cheek and kissed my palm. He laced our fingers together before pining our hands to the mattress.
He peppered kisses in between my breasts and down my stomach until he reached my shorts, he watched my expression as he slowly slipped them off and dropped them to the floor.
"Damn Luce," the feel of his finger running along my slit almost had me begging. "You're freaking soaked."
"Don't say that." His naughty words have a way with me.
He hummed, "I know you love when I talk about your pretty pink pussy."
"Nat—"
My voice died in my throat when his finger dipped into my core, "what you were saying?" He smirked as he added another.
"Ah, oh God." My toes curled at the feeling of being stretched so deliciously.
"I'll never get tired of seeing you like this," he hissed as he continued to work my body. His thumb added pressure to my clit and I couldn't catch my breath, "all the noises you make."
His body shifted, I felt his breath ghost over my sensitive bud before his tongue gave it a firm lick. My back arched off the bed, "your scent, the way you taste I'll never get enough."
"Oh fuck Natsu." My breathing was coming in pants, I was so close. "Please, more."
His hot mouth sucked on my clit as his fingers buried themselves inside me over and over, I was coming undone.
"Yesss don't stop." I moaned, my eyes rolled back and my legs locked up as my orgasm wrecked through my body.
My heart pounded in my chest as the high wore off, Natsu retraced his kisses up my body and to my lips. His tongue dipped into my mouth, I gave it a firm suck and his hand squeezed mine. I reached between us for his sweatpants but he batted my hand away, "let me."
He moved off me and laughed lightly, my brows scrunched together, "what's so funny?" I frowned.
"You're pouty face is fucking adorable." He teased, "you looked so disappointed."
"Oh shut up." I laughed, "you're always touching me. I can't help it if I want to return the favor." I battled my eyelashes at him, the laughter was gone and in it's place was wanting.
His body shuttered at my words, a satisfied smile pulled at my lips. It's a treat knowing I have that affect on him.
"Maybe next time, if I don't have you right now I'll go insane." He crawled back into bed with me, looming over me as my legs made room for him.
My heart cracked, 'next time.' I swallowed the lump in my throat and kissed him passionately burying all the uncertainties and cherishing this moment.
His dick slid up and down my slick folds, he released my lips and yanked my bralette loose.
Thank God for front clips.
"That's better." He said as his lips closed around my nipple, his tongue swirled around the sensitive bud before he switched to the other.
My legs tightened around his back, pulling him more to me. He groaned lowly, "so eager I like that."
"Please... I need you." Just this last time, please.
Maybe it was the sound of my voice that triggered something inside of him because as soon as the last word left my lips, his hard member buried itself deep in my core.
The air left my lungs at the feel of him, he pulled back slightly before thrusting back in. The pleasure was building once again, his fingers gently pulled at my nipples and I practically purred at the sensation.
"Lucy," he growled deep in his throat. He leaned back on his heels and gripped my hips torturing me with slow deep stokes. His dark eyes fixated on where we were joined, "you feel so good."
"Natsu." I fisted the bedsheets.
"Shit." He said through gritted teeth, he grabbed my legs and placed them over his shoulders giving him more leverage as he thrusted deeper, hitting that spot that caused stars to explode behind my eyelids.
"Oh God!" I moaned loudly, waves of pleasure cascaded over my body as a gush of warmth soaked his sheets.
"Lucy," my name spilled from his lips as he thrusted deeper inside me, "fuck." His lips captured mine in a sloppy kiss as he emptied himself into me, his movements stilled, he slowly pulled out and dropped to my chest.
I couldn't bring myself to untangle from his body, I brushed my fingers through his messy hair and lingered in our last time together.
"I love you." If he felt me tense, he didn't comment on it. "And we'll figure it out." His chin dipped in between my breast as he stared back up at me, "I promise."
He moved off me as I covered myself with his comforter, "Natsu—"
"No," he said as he handed me his shirt. "No more, not tonight."
There's something I have to tell you.
"Let's go to sleep," he yawned softly and crawled back in after he pulled on his boxers.
I pulled his shirt over my body and bought the collar to my nose, it's amazing what a scent can do for you. I'll be keeping this even after it's gone.
I glanced back at him, "what about—" I knew I was forgetting about something or rather someone.
He pulled me down with him and curled against my back, "he's gone till morning." He kissed my shoulder, "he'll come around Luce."
I doubt that but I never had the heart to tell Natsu that his older brother despises my entire being.
His arms wrapped around me, "don't run from me Lucy." His nose rubbed against me lovingly, "I can see it in your eyes and it's fucking terrifying."
I'm a terrible woman.
"We'll make it work." He promised, and I didn't have the energy to argue anymore because once he is asleep... it'll all be for nothing.
He held me tightly against him and I know why, I know he's going to hate me in the morning but right now he loves me and I love him.
So I snuggled deeper into his embrace and allowed his warmth to lure me to sleep because after all, I'm a selfish woman and if this is all I ever get I'm going to soak him in as much as I can.
A faint tapping coming from Natsu's door had woken me up,
Tap tap
I panicked and glanced at the clock on the nightstand, 3:04 a.m. shined through the dark.
Oh no.
"I know you're in there." He tapped again.
"Shit shit shit," I whispered as I carefully slid out of his arms, frantically looking for my clothes.
Why is his room so messy! "Yes." I found my shorts and quickly pulled them on, I tip-toed over to my bag and took the letter from the pocket. I held the envelope close to my heart as my eyes drifted back to Natsu, I wiped away the tears that began to fall. I quietly placed the letter on his pillow and walked toward his door, I reached for the doorknob and took a deep breath.
Zeref was leaning against the opposite wall with his arms crossed, I lightly closed to the door behind me. I tucked my hair behind my ear and took a step toward the living room.
"Did you end it?" He asked, his voice as cool as ever. I never understood what I did to make this man hate me.
I gripped the strap of my bag, "I told you I would." Except I didn't, not even close. I didn't stop walking through their home as he followed a few steps behind.
"It's for his own good, Lucy." He pressed, adding salt to the wound.
"I know." I reached for the door knob, it's all over once I walk out this door.
I couldn't move, my hand stilled on the door. "Please," I cursed my weak heart but didn't stop, "don't make me do this."
His tongue clicked against his teeth, "you do realize you're risking my brother's freedom?" He casually added, "you're not even supposed to be here."
I inwardly flinched, "your father has been begging for a reason Lucy. Don't give him one."
My heart shattered at reality I was facing, Jude had shadows everywhere and if I'm caught again. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding, "I understand." I couldn't cause Natsu anymore trouble, I don't want to be the reason he fails.
"Good." He said.
The cool breeze met me at the door, I didn't look back once that door closed and locked right behind me, getting rid of me once and for all.
The latch on my window remained unlocked as I climbed through, Jude was on a business trip overnight which gave me plenty of time to escape before morning.
Zeref never said I had to leave Magnolia, his exact words went more like this:
"Stay away from him, or I'll tell your crooked father how you've been seeing Natsu this whole time behind his back. I'm sure my baby brother would love seeing you behind a glass window, not to mention his whole career would be ruined for getting involved with an underage girl."
I waited for an answer, "Hello?" Levy's groggy voice drifted through the phone.
"Levy." I tried to keep my voice level.
"Lu— Lucy?" Her voice sounded more clear, "Lu it's 4:30 a.m. in the morning."
"I know," I breathed. "I'm sorry but you're the only person I trust."
The line went quiet, "what's going on?"
I closed my eyes for second, trying to convince myself that this needs to be done. I have too.
"Can I stay with you for awhile?" I asked lightly.
"That's it?" She sighed in relief, "of course you can but you could have asked at a decent hour."
"I mean stay for awhile, Lev." My heart wouldn't stop beating so hard in my chest as I waited for her response.
"What happened Lu? You're not making much sense."
No details, no one can know for his own good.
"I just can't live here anymore, please." I pleaded, "please Levy come get me." My voice cracked, "please."
"I'm getting my shoes on, I'll be on the road in ten minutes." I heard noise in background, she really was getting ready.
"Thank you Levy." I was so relieved, "I owe you."
"Yeah yeah," she said, "what are your plans for school?"
I dreaded that question, Jude asked me five times a day.
"I don't know, classes don't start for another month I didn't really think about it." I winced at my own stupidity.
"Something's going on with you Lu, lately you haven't focused at all on your college courses and that's just not like you." She huffed, "I'm getting in the car I'll be there soon."
"I'll be ready." I hung the phone on the hook and hauled my suitcase on my bed, I packed all my clothes and left everything else.
I'd be starting over but at least Natsu's just getting started, he's a small town boxer on the rise while I'm a simple woman with a lot of family baggage.
I'd never hold him back so I'm letting him.
Thank you for all the support and still reading after all this time. I'm working on all the chapters and then more so be patient with me. Thanks again!