Note:Futa albacore. Albahou/Taihcore. Some mentions of modern weapons (But little magical girl mentions) This was done as a request for someone. This also has me being the futa for once instead of the other shipgirl
Also, Check out 'AcasZ18:A Destroyer's Heart amidst the Sakura petals' and 'The Blue Rabbit and the Battleship lady'. which began it all!
I am Albacore. Transhumanist-turned submarine. And... Well, I have a serious problem I am trying to work with.
Taihou's afraid of me and is not a fan of me. Rightly of wrongly because she will be stuck with me as a roommate. Even If i didn't like her in the game one bit.
I don't mean exactly in that she breaks down and becomes hysterical at my mere presence. I mean, It's not like you are going to scare yourself staring at a submarine that doesn't seem threatening and is actually very fragile when threatened with a decent screen. It's not the same for me because of AIP propulsion along with a 'direct conversion' reactor I can't seem to use most of the time and digital systems. But have you ever wondered what it's like to be hounded for a hour? It's a miracle you can avoid screaming when some of the explosions are close enough to actually have a real danger of blasting your hull inwards.
However, Even with my knowledge of the game. I can't seem to explain why of how Taihou is behaving like that even though it's already obvious I am just aloof and tend to watch things from the sidelines nowadays. Surely Taihou should be not as afraid given I tend to announce my presence in various ways? Yet everytime I try to talk to her from behind with even so much as a whisper. she freaks out horribly and sometimes even almost drops to the floor in panic. That is funny when you think about it. But for me. It's not.
Did you try to take care of anyone that's suffering from anxiety attacks let alone trying to take care of a mentally unstable person? It's hard. You have to be constantly on edge because there's a chance they could cause a scene and when they go outside. You have to check on them every hour of so to ensure they didn't try to jump off into a pond of god forbid. from the stairs, Even the mere thought is enough to make me worried and constantly wondering if they are doing something rash. And as much as i might not say it... I.. I am concerned for the phoenix carrier. Because its announced that I will be her roommate for some reason. And to say she was horrified is not going into it, What kind of dude would decide that shoving me along with Taihou in a room as hot as a fat woman's tinderbox. I don't know.
It's not how the fandom depicts me and the yandere carrier. It's more of a fear... a attachment to her because I have a fear that she will not be around for a indefinite amount of time. Not so much as still not having kissed as a grown-up boy. I am actually freaked out about the possibility of her being crippled because she reminds me of a friend in some ways who was constantly a downer of just not feeling good at all. And If i know the quest right, She is actually a very clingy girl who's vulnerable to destabilizing emotionally and that she's fairly alright-So long as the other girl is not Akagi in question.
But when you are Albacore, The submarine that destroyed her just because some donkey-head had the bright idea of smashing out ports and turning up the A/C instead of flooding foam all over the place on top of the Avgas? Try talking to a scaredy dog that bolts away from you at the speed of greyhounds, It's easier trying to do so than trying to get Taihou to say something without her becoming paranoid of looking like she's able to explode. That's the issue i am faced with.
Personally. I am not sure what to feel about this, One part of myself views me as Albacore. The Submarine that destroyed Taihou out of sheer poor logic and panic, as well as the one to try and scare the carrier often ingame. The other part of me on the other hand... Knew Taihou as a clingy jealous girl. Quite unstable and on creaky foundations and worse, was shown to be fragile in the quest at the question of the commander wanting to stay away from her.
Simply because the Phoenix carrier... Was a shipgirl who acted like... a...eh... A paranoid and clingy girl, So much like my latent yandere self. Thrown into the deep end of kansen operations. The only source being obsession with her commander all the while having a really bad prejudicement toward me?
Even so... She may be Taihou, one of the usual go-to-yanderes in the game and she may be trapped along with me as roommates but that didn't mean she would stay on her scripted path to eventually destroying herself. No. I was given the opportunity and chance, I would make a change and try to get her to have a turnaround. For better of worse. Only time could tell.
Subconsciously, my grip on my jacket went a little tighter.
"Albacore..."
Huh? did someone just touch my shoulder?
"Albacore. can you hear me? Jeez..." Okay, It seems someone wanted to chat me up while I was busy pondernig about recent events and the phoenix raven-haired carrier in my mind.
"Ah, its you. Sorry Archerfish, I got lost there a.. uh.. for a bit." I sighed as I blinked before groaning and straining my eyes.
"Honestly, It is about Taihou again?" Hearing that. I caught something within my mouth as I tried to think up of a reply. "Ummmm... Archerfish... What does it have anything to do with Taiho?"
I had to wonder about it a little before my RAM memory kicked in. Right, Archerfish was noticing that I was being subdued recently and that meant one thing. I was thinking about the Sakura empire shipgirl again and i couldn't get her out of my head. A perceptive submarine. If i had to say..
The submarine looked with some amusement at me. "Honestly, You really think a lot about Taihou don't you?" I blinked... It was supposed to be the correct reaction for this sort of thing. right?
"Well. Something like that I guess..." I replied before I turned my attention around. Fortunately, Archerfish later the matter drop and switched her chatting to small talks about what's been going on lately. Classes and the Dragon empery girls. Not that I am distracted too much, as long as it didn't turn into a talk about Shinano of course. Damn, I kinda missed these carefree days.
Nonetheless. I did idly wonder if I could get archerfish to talk about the other girls, I wasn't very amused by her when we first met after all.
Memories of Battles past
Moving silently under AIP propulsion. I was watching the battle though the eyes of my Panavia Tornado ADVs and a few F-35Cs. The battle was intense from what i was seeing, Shells were splashing every second. Someone always seemed to go up in flames. And I saw Yukikaze and Z1 fighting for all they were worth.
Staying just under the surface, I gave the command to fire a few Sidewinders. I was doing my best to try and support the battle as I launched a few wire-guided torpedoes myself. keeping them on-course for now as I seriously wondered if i should just surface and fire a few Soviet-type anti ship missiles before diving again. There was soemthing else on my mind though.
Ever since the fighting had started, Taihou had seemed a bit pale and once the battle intensified and she took a few hits. The carrier began to shake lightly, I wanted to write it off as the carrier feeling worried but once the enemy heavy-hitting units entered combat distance. the taller Sakura carrier shakes only seemed to get a bit worse.
She may not it now, But the risk of sudden torpedo attacks were still there if the FACs broke up in trying to repel the other fast attack units. After all a destroyer torpedo technically was no different from a submarine. And destroyers were common everywhere and if one did get past... Well. The question was... Would she be able to avoid that historical fate? Would she just go up in flames again? Would she just explode? These were the questions plaguing my mind.
Surfacing just slightly. I poked my head out trying to remain unseen for as long as possible. "R-repulse. What's the plan? They are relentless!" I asked as I saw numerous RADAR echos stretching all the way back to a single damned battle line. making it hard for me to concentrate when fighting the full force of a fleet.
"Hmm.." The battlecruiser hummed as she tried to think of something, Even she was boxed in within the situation?
"Repulse! We need something of we are going-" A report from one of my fighters and just so happening to look toward something caused a gasp to cut me off as I saw Taihou heeling suddenly to just one side and trying to balance herself on reflex.
Did she just suffer a torpedo hit of was there some ongoing flooding from previous hits? Was she still suffering from the historical poor training problem? I thought Azur lane was supposed to have provided standard-grade training to all of its fighters? Was the signs of her historical sinking manifesting?
Scowling. I just dove under again as I controlled my aircraft like a drone operator from a cubicle might drive a Predator UAV around. It was quite jarring, really. On the surface.. everyone was fighting for theirselves but in the depths? i was just cruising around, marking off dots and targeting them with smart bombs and strafing runs as I watched the results from targeting pod cameras on how my handiwork went. In one occasion someone was caught surfaced, And I got to see a HDTV experience of what it's like to target another enemy submarine with multiple salvoes of PERUSADER medium flechettes.
Needless to say, There were more holes in her than welding seams on Iowa by the time that rocket run was done. If she was a real person. she would have been literally reduced to a heap of gore, And right now I wasn't sure if I should consider the image of that.
Although I was having some difficulty. My fighters were desperately holding their own against the hordes upon hordes of enemy shipgirls and aircraft. everything being used, from bolted-on 35mm lightweight cannons firing AHEAD ammo to Sidewinders and even Flechette 70mm PERSUADER rockets being used to shoot down bombers. on one occasion surfacing to fire off my pack of Tor missiles before diving underwater again to avoid retaliation from nearby bombers.
Of course, that didn't account for Taihou... I wasn't aware that a few destroyers were slipping in and popping off long lances before running away not to mention the presence of a primitive but formidable analog/vacuum tube/whatever-you-call-it C3I network coordinating enemy torpedo bombers and fighters. And by the time someone noticed it was too late as a choked scream rippled though my ears like a distorted violin.
"What the hell was that!? Was that taiho!?" I heard nothing but her scream ringing in my head. I began to surface with disregard for my safety and kicked my engines to full power. I tried to estimate whoever could have fired that as I tracked a Sendai-class as being responsible for that. "Why you...!" In a instant, I ordered one of my F-35Cs to break protocol and begin a risky dive with no regard for stealth from high-altitude. dropping a pair of 1-ton Paveways followed by a Rockeye 2 to ensure destruction... But the damage was already done.
I felt something else, Panic. And I felt something sick within my stomach as I witnessed Taihou being on fire and one of their fast-attack flotillas. who had stopped after watching a armored cruiser get knocked out so fast with no mercy whatsoever.. They were startnig to regroup and close in.
I didn't have time to panic as I made my way toward the carrier, I didn't even have time to think properly even though some of my fighters wanted to already land as I reverted to simple basic thoughts and I forcibly drew on my powers.
"This better work.. This better had work... Please.. Heal!" Taihou seemed to be in fear from seeing me but as it stood, She was in no condition to knock me back as I concentrated. drawing on my healing skills. I was unable to tear my eyes away from a bad-looking hole in her machinery.
There was a kind of reaction, but it was hard to see anything.. Well... There did seem to be something, I saw how tiny lacerations and blast fragments were mending with a emerald-green light. Great, I had the perfect form of beauty intensifying skill. But it was useless since I had who knows how much time and I was getting shot at.
Had I been in any other state of mind I would have cursed myself for tunnel-visioning and failing to keep away the persistent torpedo lancers. But my mind and cube was in such a state of emotion hysterical mess that I hadn't even noticed I was freaking out bad.
Anger. Self-loathing, rage. sadness. insecurity and fear were only just out of many of the jumbled mess being spun in me as I watched the flames on her refuse to go out and her hull beginning to groan and fail with every passing second.
"One of our fleet carriers is hurt!" Z23's voice bought me back to realspace as I looked up to see the swarms of aircraft in the skies and the shadows of shipgirls closing in on my position. There were also a few advanced models like Summers and the pulsed beeps on my RWR from what I thought were probably Towns and Takaos with their RADAR sets active.
It was the sight of all of this... That the sirens were just viewing all of this as a test. Uncaring about the results of that it was like I had any choice in fighting a pointless war...
Kansen Defender.
Suddenly. There was only one thing left in me and it burned through my systems with such fire that any reasoning or restraint I might have had were all lost. subsumed by lower-level thinking driven by this beast-like hunger that was my rage.
Leaving Taihou there. I armed my guns and landed my fighters deftly as my machinery began to groan and shake. It would take minutes for my allies to get Taiho into the backline where she would be safe... And it was all the time I would need.
In the beginning, I pitied them and I thought how i might go about taking them out easily...
My eyes began to glow a angry violet-purple shade as I let out a mechanical screech like a eldritch abomination from the deepest depths of Roguelite hells as my mouth was forced open. revealing blood-stained teeth, Right now my only and main desire was to exterminate my enemy as one might go about exterminating a fungal infestation... And a burst of magic sent me flying forward in a somersault without warning.
With my cloud of rage I smashed into a little destroyer. sending them skidding out into the sea as oil and scrap metal splattered outwards from her central boiler/engine room. The noise reminded anyone of two maglev trains colliding into each other violently at top speed. drowned out by the sound of oil spraying from where I had struck as she buckled to the ground.
The rest of my enemy units and friendly shipgirls realized what was going on as my allies looked on in horror, while my enemies began bombarding me as the newest threat. Cruisers and battlecruisers too were shooting at me with demolition. even Star and AP shells. Even the carriers too began firing at me all just to stop my rampage.
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Anyone that wasn't stained in blood who happened to be near me was either gruesomely destroyed beyond identification of turned into a screaming flame torch running around. I had no time to dwell on that, as soon as I no longer sensed any potential threats before I made my way back to the carrier's side. shutting down and passing out on her out of sheer comedown from what I had just did and the look of pure horror on everyone face's as I was there covered in blood and cannibalized parts... right next to Taihou.
It had been some time after that. But the memory still struck to my mind, and no matter how much I wanted to get it out of my head. It couldn't go away as I watched the door close behind my superior and listened to the sound of the receding walking.
I turned back towards the hallway and continued my walk. taking in the view of the decoration outside and Kansens around, I didn't see anything in the sky from my point. but the windows and the paintwork reflected the light of the clear weather.
It was true that I did not have much to do for now, Since I was just sitting around like this. Perhaps I should perform my routine exploration of the base? This might be hardly necessary given I already knew much of the layout by now. but it was my go-to behavior for when I did nothing.
How weird... This is the first time that Taiho's starting to make me feel sorry at all.
I was in a emotionless mood as my wandering thoughts bought me back the memory of a friend who i used to be close to, now no longer anymore. This was a long time ago, but in the world of the internet. A lot of things can happen just because someone was being lewd with another person leading to arguments.
Even as good and dedicated as they may be. They always have another friend who they don't talk to you about unless its behind your back neither do they want to let go of someone that's arguably more yandere or nasty than you. But I suppose they all succumb to irrational sunk costs in the end.
My thoughts suddenly turned back from my past human life to the shipgirls here. And one girl in particular...
They all do in the end...
On a whim. I decided to speed up my pace. The memory of my incident with my former friend fresh on my mind.
The party was well underway when I arrived. Essex and Yorktown were making fools of theirselves, Shoukaku and Saratoga were sharing a private joke. Lexington was talking to Laffey. Belfast, who had been following me had split off from me toward the guest of honor as I presented Lexingtion with something I made myself.
"Well. Good job there Lexington, You've outdone yourself again." I said with a gentle smile. not unlike my official art.
"Thank you both, Albacore. Saratoga." The Union carrier replied and returned my smile as she accepted and set it beside a few other recipients she had received. I struggled against my pouty disappointment. Although I knew it would be unpredictable with Shipgirl culture. I still wanted to see her face when she saw the custom-fab chocolate and a very expensive chef meal I tried creating myself.
Sighing and groaning as I stretched my legs. I turned away and noticed Belfast was still chatting with someone. I glanced around the room and found her sitting to one side of the room with someone else. She stared, her vantage position allowing her to see everyone with the minimal level of effort. Knowing what to look for, I noticed she was observing with amusement and calm. rather than her usual smile.
I shrugged to myself and walked over toward Taihou silently. who was talking to Kaga. "..Taihou!?" I nearly yelled to get her attention.
"A-aaaaiaeeee!? A-a-Albacore!?" Of course Taihou was still jumpy from hearing me with a stern voice as if tearing someone apart verbally. Who knew?
"...Uh.. Did i get you good again?" I spoke in a confused tone as Kaga looked at me with disinterest. I had to admit, I was actually worried on how they both might have reacted to my raised voice.
"What are you doing here!?" Hearing that question. I crossed my arms as I arched a eyebrow upwards and stared at her. "Saw you in the party. I came by to see you. How are you doing?" Kaga let out a idling noise as she looked over at Taihou. who returned her gaze before looking back at me.
"Thanks to you, I am on edge right now because of what you did." "Albacore... Ah, The one who can even defeat other submarines." Both Taihou and Kaga squealed as Taihou was less than impressed while Kaga had that same expression-Calm and not amused at just about everything.
Remembering her ingame quotes and personality. I never heard that "Because of what you did" said with such obvious irritation. Not even from rabid AL/KC or Nanovita fans like myself. For a moment, I wonder what had gotten her to be so worked up. Then it hit me, I just sighed.
"Yeah... Taihou, I need to tell you something. It's... for the lack of a better word.. Important!" I asked gently as Kaga seemed to have picked up on the change in my voice.
"What is it? It involves the Commander, isn't it?" It looked like I was getting under Taihou's nerves. But that was not important right now, The incident with my friend was still there in my mind.
"Kaga." I said calmly, my eyes not leaving Taiho's. "Taihou and I am able to discuss some shipgirl business. Could you please go check on Akagi. make sure she is not doing anything stupid?" Wide-eyed. Kaga nodded and backed away. navigating though this sea of people.
I waited for her to get out of talking range. and then returned my attention to the Phoenix carrier. "Now, This is something important. It's for your sake because of... of... your... attachment."
"What makes you think you can rope away the commander just from me?" I groaned in frustration. If this is how she was like as a yandere...
"It's got something to do with the commander himself and me, isn't it?" I stepped into her sensitive topics. "You're upset that you can't get close to the commander himself yet I can... and you've not happy about it."
"That I know. I do a fine job in your place however, child. I check every inch of my commander's body for pests and dirtiness. I've already licked clean every nook and fold~" Wanting to just punch her at that changing pitch and the fact a loli's voice didn't belong to someone like that. I restrained myself as I placed my hands on my hips and gave her a stern look.
"Taihou. This doesn't involve what you do with the commander in your spare time... But the thing is.. Your attachment... and jealousyness, I was once like that before." I didn't mention the fact that this happened in my past life on the internet because I was jealous of a friend being with other people to the point of even admitting I wanted to be with them. "Do you know what happened once i took this to my logical conclusion and I was very unhappy and demanded that they don't talk to their friends?" My voice caught up for effect. "I... no, They said goodbye to me. told me that until I had gotten help. That till then, It was goodbye." I shook my head. That incident still burned at my heart no matter how much time it has been.
"Goodbye? Lost? Albacore, I devote myself to the commander's body. I understand his needs. I am the only one he needs!" There she goes again, I narrowed my eyes as I frowned. something rare and concerning to see from me.
"Taihou. This is almost the same thing I was doing, just virtually before I lost everything about them. You being that clingy... obsessed... You are going to end up doing something that will hurt the commander. And he will in turn push you away from him. Or worse, He may never talk to you again no matter what." I set my hands on her shoulders. "Regardless on what happens. Taihou, I'm your friend. I will be there for the foreseeable.. future. No matter how hard you push me away, I will be there for you."
Taihou looked unhappy and then pushed me away. "Fine! I think about it. Getting along? With you? Everytime you come around, You drag me off to something..." She turned and stomped toward where Gridley was mooning over Illustrious. I sighed and looked at the rest of the party, Apparently the Nagatos had arrived with Z1 and they were striking up a chat with the Arizonas. Well, If that talk was considered 'talk' with the glare PennsyIvania was giving them. Z1 walked over to speak with Javelin, and poor Spence was caught in the middle of it.
Groaning at my exhaustion and my body feeling like sludge. I listened quietly as I didn't intend to get involved too much, Taihou's personality still making me anxious.
I stood outside, the door was closed but I could open it.
I twitched as I recounted what happened.. I never really thought that even after what I told her... Taihou would still end up making the same error... Trying to devote herself entirely and worship the commander... taking every need to the point of complete and utter obsession... Even implicit advances in the form of tasting her.. bathing with her... Depraved things with her.
And guess what the commander did? He told her to take a day off, stop until she had gotten better. Needless to say. she didn't take it well. Funny on how she still followed her scripted path to some extent.
"Taihou?" I announced outside the door. "...Can she hear me? at all?" I gripped the door handle. considering the idea of opening it to check on her. "Taihou... Its the commander again, isn't it?...So... What do you want me to do? Make some tea for you? Sitting in bed all day, It... isn't good for you. is it?" I opened the door as i saw her in bed. sprawled out on the blankets not even turning her head to face me.
"Albacore..." Her voice cut though the silence of the room as I watched on. I shook my head at seeing her be reduced to that state. Just laying in bed thinking nothing and being sad for days until I had gotten better and returned to normal.. But still feeling sad when I thought about it.
"No... Taihou, You.. you pushed everyone away. Just told them to not come in. Even shoukaku and archerfish came down to see you, you know. You didn't even.. were.. yourself when they came into the room. Taihou, They were worried for you. Even archerfish was unhappy."
When she talked back. She sounded fairly quiet. "...I always thought everything I was doing was for the commander's sake. But I never once thought about your words. When you said that to me yesterday, I suddenly realized how much I've been like you before you lost your...How awful I've been."
Trying not to just shake her of just leave. I stood there and listened as I tried to not get sick. "But I'm in love with the commander. All I ever think about is him. When I close my eyes. All I see is my commander, He was my whole world. And just like you.. I threw it away..."
"...Taihou, Everytime you've like this... I've been there for you. Always. From that whole video game thing up to you arguing with Akagi and the party and... Now.. This... I.. I am sorry I didn't say this earlier, But.. I am worried about you, I don't want to see you like this. If you hurt yourself now. I would feel like I was responsible for what you did, And... I.. I once thought my... 'commander' too was perfect. No flaws. and yet still 'They'... left me for someone else, Because they were already with someone else. I don't want to see you being scared of me... of hurt."
The reaction was something that took me by surprise. Was it working-!? "Albacore, I thought you enjoyed scaring me. I thought you only ever saw me that way. You don't think that despite what I said to you... pushing you away from me... You don't think I hate you, even with my words of my body? You worry about me?"
Shaking my head as tears began to build up at the corners of my eyes. I shot back as I looked saddened at what she was saying. "No! I don't hate you at all. I once used to entertain the thought, But after seeing what it did to you. And how I feared the commander would push you away someday for a concubine or god-forbid. turned out to be abusive and demanding just like chinese or japanese husbands with the wives having no options to fight back... That's not something I want to happen to you!" I jogged over and buried my head into her shoulder as I stared at her with tears. Surprise and confusion evident on the carrier's face.
"You've just like me... Before.. Before I lost them! I don't want the same thing to happen to you again! If he threw you away for someone else or if he just discarded you like refuse... I-If that destroyed you, God forbid! I would not forgive myself! I am sorry I didn't say this earlier! I thought my feelings and my actions toward you would say otherwise! I don't want you being hurt emotionally like what happened to me! And I don't want you to be scared of me! Even when you hated me. I was still there for you even if the commander just viewed you as a disposable m-mistress.. J-Just like in china or the bride markets in Vietnam of Thailand..." More tears began to build up at my eyes as I was starting to break down emotionally on the spot.
"I can't break that promise again! Even when the commander showed he wasn't interested in you worshipping him. you never gave up on one single thing in your whole service! I am not going to sit here and watch you start now! I let you punch me in my guts as much as you want! as hard as you want! You can make fun of me and call me a coward and a failure of a shipgirl and the things you like to do so much! J-Just please... Taihou, Don't destroy yourself! I don't want to see you being crippled... I..." I slumped against her body as I tried to hold back the tears. "I...I love you.. Taihou, I don't want you making that same mistake again... How I was a stupid girl back then who never grew past being obsessed with someone until it was too late... S.. So please... Don't leave me like this... Don't be like this, Taihou... Because.. I love you..."
Staring at me confusingly. The sakura empire shipgirl hesitantly pulled me into a hug as I kept breaking down and making light but audible sniffling sounds. the expression on me looking like I was sad but unable to muster up the tears to start sobbing. "I.. I'm sorry. Albacore.. I... I truly didn't meant.. If what you said... I didn't want to hurt you, even though I hated you..tolerated you... I only wanted I thought was the best at the time for the commander... But I never picked up on how you felt about me... I didn't want to end up like Akagi... or be lonely without anyone that could spend time with me... Like I did." Despite wanting to look away. She decided to look at me in the eyes still keeping me in the hug.
"Just...Don't blow yourself up... I need you...And I can't bear to see someone make another error just like I did.. even though I did my best to show them what would happen i-if they did what i also did... Taihou... I can't lose you..." Holding me close to her chest, She tried her best to comfort a emotionally distressed submarine even though she had no prior experience with such things.
"A-albacore. Calm down... I am here and I am not going to explode, I don't hate you... And I don't want to make you bitter toward me."
Going to admit that as I was listening to her going on about the commander and how she admitted that she was surprised at the idea of me not wanting her to be scared of the submarine that was myself. I did something rather blunt by asking her the question of doing depraved things and her replying on why I wanted to hear that again given I knew it... And my answer to it was in the form of me pulling down my panties to show my girl-penis.
"O-Oh.. Albacore, I never thought you had... the Commander's penis. Do you need Taihou to soothe you~?" I laid down in bed as I stared at her with narrowed eyes and a pout. Going to admit that my tsundere personality was slipping out in more ways than I thought.
"H-hey... Just so you know, I don't go around telling people that I also have a men's part. A-And hey, you don't need to crush me under your weight either!" I stammered out as she just giggled softly and stroked my hair.
"Hmm. but your bulge is saying otherwise~." Sighing. I tried to cross my arms before I tried rolling her over so I was on top of her. still pouting softly at her as she stared back with a heavy breath.
"I-It's my first time.. Just so you know, I-It's not like I was with anyone before..." Before long my futa was fully hard, For a submarine I was big in size. but in contrast to a cruiser of battleship's i wasn't actually that large. Still. it seemed like I was fairly typical for say. A kansen with a special gun of so.
"Your first time? It's also my first time as well. Too~. And I thought I would spend it first with the commander instead of you." Rolling my eyes at that, I positioned my legs as my dick began prodding her entrance and I gripped her arms to steady myself as I began pushing myself in.
"K-Kyaaauughh... Y..You've so tight taihou..." I hissed as I never really thought about just how tight the carrier was when the head of my futa slipped inside. While the carrier seemed to be taking it well, I was very sensitive but that didn't stop me. shoving more of my special weapon in until I felt the tip rubbing against her womb. My knees trembled in pleasure as she moaned and I squealed before I began pulling my girl-dick out only to thrust back in.
"A-Albacore chan... A-Aauhh!" Taihou yelped as while I first started out slow. my desire didn't stop there and already I was beginning to speed up my motions. having raised my head to stare back at her with a lewd and pleased panting look as she held onto my hips to control my pounding of her to some extent.
"Hyaaaa! So tight and... good. T-Taiho! Haauhh!" I gasped as I stretched out her insides, my futa being squeezed and gripped to the point I almost thought I was going to get winded. I didn't however as I kept up at my current pace, each thrust and rubbing of my legs against her's giving out lewd noises and the noise of two rubbery sponges washing each other as I felt myself leaking a droplet of cum so from my futa already.
My own energy only seemed to quicken the pace of her panting as before long she looked like she was struggling to not get overloaded by the sensations that were buzzing though, stifled moans and lewd noises left me every two secodns of so as I pulled back and slammed hard on one thrust. causing her to nearly arch her back, Her breasts bouncing also only added to my lewdness as I paused briefly to also expose my own as well. holding onto her for dear life.
"Aauhhh! K-Kyaa...Khaahhh...!" I mewled on top of her, no doubt I was starting to get close as my futa began swelling. The blinks on my eyes were also becoming faster now as I became rather forceful with my thrusts. Taiho noticed the changes, Even when she was stuck in the bliss of being pounded by a submarine with increasing speed and motivation.
"Aahh...! MMhuuhh-mm...A-Albac..core-chan..." She tried to gasp between moans that only became louder and louder. "Ahh..! Do-do you like m-my body-s...Mmuh,-m-much?"
My hands stroked her shoulders before I gripped to them again and redoubled my efforts. Pumping my hardened gun back and forth as I buckled into her in time with the reciporocating movement. Her chest began to bounce more and more as she writhed beneath me. her moans starting to turn into high-pitched whimpers and cries of pleasure to which I also responded with my own. fucking her as hard as I could and trying to break past the entrance of her womb to my hardest. My futa began to swell more and more as it signalled my approaching climax and I began to shake my head.
"T-Taihouuuaaakkhh..! H-Hyaa! Kyaaa! I...fuckin..Kaaa!" I tried to cry out as Taihou saw what was going to happen. She was in a similar state also able to climax like I did, practically forcing me to thrust into her with the hands on my hips by now. "Haaa! A-Albacore I am also going -to! Mugh! Albacore-channnnnn! Aaauuhhh!"
I groaned and grunted as my futa began to distend. bulges of submarine batter making their way down my futa into her. the sheer euphoria from simply feeling her pussy stretching to try and accuumulate them sending me over the edge as I seized up and I heard taihou crying out as each bulge exploded inside her. so much coming out that I felt some slight dripping from her entrance as I whimpered softly from what I thought was probably the most intense orgasm I had ever felt.
"Haauhh...Aah...aaahh..." I mewled as the carrier beneath me shuddered, her insides trying to milk every single drop even though I had stopped as of just now. "Aa-ahhh...my head spins~..."
The dark haired shipgirl didn't respond as she rubbed my back. still panting heavily at me as she trembled in the afterglow. I was left a panting mess but she didn't fare any better as I kept my futa buried inside her. preventing any cum from escaping as I breathed softly onto her big chest.
"T-That was...Mmuhhh..." I pulled out. watching a tail of Kansen cum coming out and taking the time to stare back at my newfound friend. "C-can we do it again... with your mouth?"
Panting heavily, She looked a bit perplexed at why I was wanting to do that when I should be tired enough to just go to sleep already. She didn't dwell on the thoughts as she let go of my hips and I hoisted myself up to straddle her. "A-Albacore chan...Y-You still want more of me...?"
Nodding. I crawled over to her weakly as I stroked my dick. My futa still staying somewhat hard as I sat next to her and I helped her get into a comfortable pose. "Y-Yeah... I wonder w-what it's like..." I already had the tip very close to her face as she didn't hesitate. taking my thing in her hands and stroking it briefly before taking it into her mouth, With my lingering sensitiveness from my last orgasm. I groaned as I felt my shaft slide into her hot, although rough mouth as the carrier did her best. taking halfway of it before taking more inside on the second slurp. Was she that good at this sort of thing?
"K-kieee..."I panted shakily, trying not to suffer a pain attack in my chest as I hitched only to grunt again.
Despite my awkward position. Taihou laid her hands on my stomach. her touch making me well-aware to keep looking at her as she bobbed up and down on my futa, I just began to grip her head to keep it intense as I tried to not cause any pain and I began closing my eyes again, tempting the carrier to attempt sucking all of my dick in. shooting me a seductive glance. And from my view I got a nice look at her chest and her crotch, which was still leaking more cum.
"Kyaa...o-ouh..." I began to pant heavily again. my futa threatening to cum already as she sucked me off.
The dark-haired shipgirl just smiled gently at me as I began to whimper, the pressure building within my futa and my climax nearing. i tried to hold back but It just got too much for me as I felt something forcing its way past my base into the tip of my special gun.
"Kyaaa-aaannn!" I moaned harshly. buckling my hips as I started cumming again.
Spurts of cum flew out as I shoved her head down to the base of my futa. Jets of hot white cum splattered in her mouth as I forced her to swallow all of it. pumping load after load down her mouth as I wanted to pass out on the spot from this weird sensation. her mouth still swallowing all of it as I released her head again and I laid down. exhausted on my back.
"Haaa...haah...muhhh." I hoisted myself up again as I stared at her, waiting for her to recover as she caught her stamina. before long we were back to normal and refreshed as I decided to ask her shyly, fidgeting my fingers. "C-Can i do it with you again?"
Taihou just stared at me. wondering how much of a enduracne I had, surely I should be exhausted by now? "O-One more round? S-sure~" I got over to her again and changed positions such that she now was straddling on top of me and I was laying down on the bed. trying not to rub against her entrance as I waited.
"A-Albacore chan, Claim your prize~" The carrier whispered to me. obviously trying to tease me as again I pouted softly before just getting to work on it. I grunted as I actually found her to be a bit bulky and I had to exert myself just slightly to hold her up before yanking her down my futa, Immediately I moaned as Taihou's hands dug into my own. the previous act having meant that my futa was now coated in cum. every inch already easing into her as she began moving up and down. riding me as the only responses to each of us were pants and moans.
"Mmuh! Aauhh!" Taihou panted back at me. the breath mixing with mine's as I whimpered and yelped in pleasure. my hands holding on to her own as I tried to not pass out from exhaustion.
My fingers let go to grip her thighs as I helped her ride my futa. The carrier proceeded to tease me anyway by pinching and squeezing my flat chest as this excited me even more beyond words. Something that she exploited, softly rubbing and teasing me as I kicked my legs around. wrestling her body up and down my futa with nothing but basic submarine instincts.
"N-Not fair!" Taihou stopped with the pinching as she leaned back. both of her hands resting on my chest as she sped up, bouncing non-stop on my futa as I began to make high-pitched quiet screams and cries which only excited my partner even more, the carrier riding me in visible pleasure. Due to how fast she was bouncing. her chest also was moving right in my vision, her expression telling me she didn't intend on that.
"Albacore... Albacore!" The sakura empire carrier gasped out as I shoved my futa up into her pussy again. both of us approaching our third climaxes rapidly. her wet insides clenched and crushed my futa around randomly, her hips becoming random as It was getting harder to keep moving and I thrusted in faster to try and make the best out of it until finally. with me gasping at feeling like the head of my futa had just penetrated her cervix. I couldn't stop the pressure going up my penis as with a whimper I came, unloading everything I had inside taihou with more and more ropes of submarine cum shooting into her entrance. each hot load making Taihou groan as we both moaned and whimpered in the afterglow.
"Ah...haah...hyaa.." I slowly began to lift her off. letting her rest next to me as I rolled over to face away from me, feeling too exhausted and like bricks.
"There... satisfied now..~?" I felt her running my hands up my chest and stomach as I shivered and only whimpered a 'yes'.
"I wanna go to sleep now..." Feeling too tired. I began closing my eyes as Taihou held me in her hands. waiting for me to sleep peacefully to which I did so quickly, relaxing and going quiet.. But just before I did so... I heard Taihou realizing she had to clean up the mess.
Ugh.
"They seem to be hanging around each other a lot more now..." "Seems like it. They also like to go into one room and stay there for hours sometimes..." "I never thought I see the both of them like this..."
Sitting on Taihou's lap on a bench. I was playing a mobile game as I giggled and groaned at the feeling of the carrier having wrapped her arms around me. keeping me from falling over as I found it hard to concentrate on the game. "T-Taihou~... I-It feels cold when you do that!"
She peeked over at me with a wondering expression as it was sunny and things had been good, She hasn't been as crazy as she was before.. But she can be still quite lusty and seductive for no reason. "Hmm? It is the good of bad sort of cold~?"
Smiling sheepishly. I shook as my hands tried to keep steady. "The good one! Mmuhh..." Still. as long as she has me, She can find her strength to fight. and as long as I have someone to take care of. I won't stop being a mentor. I hope that Taihou can understand what the most pure form of love might be like someday... As a Yandere who understood that, instead of obsessing over someone to the point of it being merely lust rather than true passion.
Although, I wouldn't mind being with her. As long as I have her. I feel the yandere side of me is content.
To be continued?