This is my first Fanfic ever. I got the idea for today and just started writing.

Disclaimer: I dont own Zootopia or any Characters.

Hi my name is Shin, I'm 26 , have brown almost red hair and consider myself a handsome looking Man also I'm currently lying in a pool of my own blood. I have 1 Bullet in my chest that apparently pierced my left lung as I keep coughing up blood and two in my stomach. I guess this time I really fucked up.

Well lets talk a bit about myself. My life has always taken the worst possible direction it could take. My Parents apparently pissed off a local Mafia Boss named Tohsaka Kenji really REALLY badly on their trip to Japan. From what I heard later on they hit the Daughter of the old Geezer and broke her legs while driving a leased Car totally stoned. The old Fart found them a day later and Iced them in a Fish Factory he owned. I don't really blame him for that, I guess karma is a bitch.

Out of a whim he didn't do the same to the 3 year old me. Thinking back I wish he would have. The next 5 years of my life consisted only out of physical punishment and training. I would get woken up with a bucket full of ice and water and and spend the days getting pushed way beyond the edge of my body. On my 8th birthday (the day they killed my parents as they didn't know my real birtday) they started to educate me in all kinds of basic knowledge and started beating all kinds of martial arts into me. Every time I failed at something the teachers would inform the old man and he would beat me half to death.

On the Night of my 10th Birthday I got called to the old fuck. He told me that he would officially accept into he's family after I completed the Test he was about to give me. I had some hope then and there that I might finally be part of something and maybe I would get treated better from now on. He lead me into a small dark Room. There I instantly froze up. In the room I found 3 of the old fossil's goons holding down a Boy maybe a couple years older than me. They handed me a Tanto (a Japanese short sword/dagger) while Kenji pointed a Gun at my head from behind. The Boy kept begging me not to do it.

I walked out of the Room that day having killed not only the boy but also every speck of personality and feelings I kept clinging on the last 7 years. And from that day on I've been haunted by constant Nightmares of that Boy pleading at me. The next 6 years things didn't change much, I continued my training and got regularly beaten half to death doing so. Oh! I just remembered they introduced armed training into the schedule oh was that a fun time until I got the hang of that. I honestly don't know why I kept going going on but I did.

When I turned 16 I started doing odd jobs here and there for the old man that mostly consisted of helping getting rid of some Dealers that kept messing around on his turf and clean up behind some of his more seasoned professional Workers. Half a year later I started getting my own Targets and quickly staring rising up the Ranks. By the time I turned 20 years old I was the best Hitman the old Geezer had and one of the best in the whole country. I completed all assignments I got with absolute cold-blooded precision. The only thing that kept changing were my Nightmares, the Faces in it were steadily increasing.

That brings us to the time two weeks ago. I got one of the more unusual jobs. Apparently some rich couple messed with the old man and things went south. He sent two of his goons to sort things out and it turned out not only our guys had guns. He hadn't heard back from these Guys until now so my Job was it to clean things up before it got even more messy.

When I arrived at the place what I found was a just a catastrophe. From what I could tell our guys tried to attack and the Wife charged them trying to protect her Husband I guessed at the time. She got shot in the stomach and bleed out in the end, the Husband must have shot one of our Guys in the Head during that moment. The other one shot him the chest and then thinking he finished the job he must have turned around and tried to call the Boss as he got shot in the back right through the hearth with his phone is his hand.

I was about to call for some Cleaners as there was not much for me to do here when things went so far south for me it's not even funny... I heard a faint sobbing coming from one of the closets. What I found in there was a little girl not older than 12 years old. I reached for my Gun to finish the Job when I heard her say the one word that kept hunting me for the last 16 Years

"...P Pl Please.."

In that moment all that I had sealed in me since that night 16 years ago came crashing down on me. All the Faces the kept haunting me turned into the face of the girl in front of me. I fell to my knees then and there having a mental breakdown. I don't know how long I was sitting there but some little sound brought me back. I looked at the girl and asked: "What's your Name?"

"C-Caroline"

My only thought at the time was 'Fuck it all to Hell!'. I grabbed the Girl and ran.

I spend the next two weeks running from Kenji's Goon's and about every Hitman in the region. On the way I called in some Favours form some People I knew I can trust to get Caroline out of this mess safely and maybe give her a chance of a new and better life. In the end the plan was that while I was laying out a wrong trail to be the distraction Caroline would sit in a plane to the other end of the Country to get adopted by an old couple that lost their daughter a year ago.

Well so I ended up sitting in an old abandoned Motel roughly 30min outside of a small Town north of Kyoto waiting for the Party to start. I heard some Cars pulling up and got myself ready. The moment they broke open the main door all the Lights in the Motel went out and the previous installed Sound system started playing "Highway to Hell" on an ridiculously loud volume.

I put on my Night-vision goggles thinking 'The party just started!'

The next 3 and a half minutes Kenji lost more Men than he did the last 20 years.

So here we are again. I'm currently bleeding out with one hell of a smile on my face. That's when I hear some footsteps coming closer and a couple seconds later I am surrounded by the old man's goons. Next I hear a voice that I was all to familiar with.

"Shin, look what you've done. You've created this whole mess just for just one little Girl? Was it worth throwing away the life I gave you? Just what have I done wrong?"

"Well you could have tried to see me as actual Family **cough** instead of a Tool and bought me a **cough** Happy-meal for my 10th birthday instead Asshole" I said while coughing up blood.

As vision started to fade away and everything turns cold I started to smile again. "Oh well **cough** its time for the Fireworks anyway"

I muffled hear the old man say "Wha..." then everything suddenly turns white and hot for a split second. Then darkness...

I've spend who knows how long drifting around in the darkness. 'Is this Hell? I'm dead right? I've been a Murderer since I was a child I deserve no better'

I start thinking about Caroline 'I hope she gets to grow up being loved in that Family I've sent her to'

Family... Maybe that's all I ever wanted. A save place where no one beats me, where I'm cared for, where I would have grown up being what I wanted and not a tool other wanted me to.

'Ha! I guess I blew that chance with years of murdering people.'

Suddenly the people I killed started appearing around me and dragging me in to one direction. The dark figures teard at my flesh and brought me further and further towards a red light in the distance.

'I guess here comes what I signed up for'

After what must have been hours of being almost torn apart by my personal demons suddenly a bright Figure appeared. She looked like and old Lady with long white hair. When she came closer and extended her arm to me I noticed she looked like an older Caroline. She just kept smiling at me with a look that pleaded me to grab her hand. I looked at her and shook my head thinking I don't deserve whatever she offered me.

Her face turned into a frown and she rushed to me and forcefully grabbed my hand. Shocked I gaped at her face that now showed that gentle smile again.

"Try to live your life better this time"

When I heard these words that were spoken by a gentle voice ever thing around me disappeared again. Caroline and the Demons were gone and I was in darkness again but this time it was warm.

I could hear muffled voices around me, someone was screaming in pain.

'Do I really get a second chance? Can I really live a life without bloodshed in peace?'

As I was thinking that I could suddenly see some light and the voices turned clearer. All of a sudden I was in pain, I tried to open my eyes but it was too bright and I got blinded.

I could hear a voice say "Congratulations its a healthy boy, here Mr Wilde"

I felt like I was carried around so I tried to open my eyes again but all I could see was some blurry orange thing. Then I heard a very gently but exhausted voice say "Nick show me our child"

I was moved again and my vision started to clear as well as turn grey.

'I guess I was reborn! I've somehow gained a second chance and these voices must be my Parents.'

I attempted to get a clear glance at what must be my new mother when that gentle voice started speaking again. "Hey little Jack I'm your Mama welcome to the Wild Family"

Finally I could focus on the Face in front of me and what is saw was a giant talking BUNNY? WHAT?

So that was the First Chaper. I've read a lot of Fics where humans end up in Zootopia but never seen any real reincarnation Storys so i decided to write one myself. I don't know where i will end up with this story and i don't know how often i will get updated it but i will try to keep it fluff for the most part. There wont be as much violence as i this chaper. Also im not a native speaker and i tried to proofread a couple of times but i guess my grammar is still shit.