Well I finally started my first Fanfic… I hope everyone is gentle when they review this.

I actually have big plans for this story believe it or not.

This is going to be a rated M story for sex drugs alcohol etc…

Please review after reading im really curious to what everyone will think!

OH AND THIS STORY STARTS FROM AFTER THEY SAVE ERI SO THERE R POSSIBLE SPOILERS!

It wasn't long after defeating Chisaki when Midoriya fell back into his routine for in training. His workout included a various types of aerobic exercises in the morning. Mainly it revoled running laps around the UA dorms. In the afternoon if he had time and was up to date in all of his studies he would sometimes head down to them gym and lift weights with some of his other classmates if the so happened to be there. But the one place you will always Izuku Midoriya is late at night behind the dorms training in Full Cowl while everyone else is sleeping.

It was 11:53 pm and Izuku was bouncing off the walls, trees, and other platforms while performing a series of flips, punches, and kicks. Training with one goal in mind, to get stronger. After saving Eri from the 8 precepts of Death there was something the was stopping him from taking what happened as a "win". From Eri being unconscious, to Togata losing his quirk, and what hurt him most of all was the death of Sir Nighteye. He couldn't help but think if only he was stronger. Maybe his loved ones wouldn't have been hurt. Maybe he could have done something. Maybe could have changed what happened. But he'll never know, and it's all because he was to weak. But never again will he let that came came to a stop in the middle of the field as he wiped the sweat of his brow and sighed. He walked over to his phone to check the time.

12:17

Almost time for him to be heading inside as it was getting late. But was more thing he wanted try. He put his phone back down on the grass and walked back to his original position in the middle of the field. As this was the final part of his training routine he squatted down and began to stretch to make sure this went off without a hitch. When he felt he was ready he squatted down hunched forward ever so slightly with both hands on his knees.

With a look of determination he whispered out to no one in particular

"Let's do this!"

Full Cowl started to come to life within his body and he started to feel the energy. But right now he wanted to push himself.

"Cmon, just like before, I can do this! 20%!"

He felt the power of One For All coursing through his body getting stronger as it pumped up to 20%. He started to hear the bones and muscles of his body creaking. He knew, and if anyone else was around to see it they would see as clear as daylight, that his body hurt like complete hell. But he could move. And with that he began to jump around.

From tree to wall he wasn't used to this speed and continuously stumbled only to barley regain his footing in time for his next move. His body screamed in agony and unfortunately while somersaulting in midair the pain became to much as he landed face first in the dirt. Full Cowl simmering down in the process.

The young hero to be clutched his face with his right hand as he brought himself up on his left hand and knee.

"Damn it!" he growled as he punched the ground in frustration no doubt bruising it in the process.

"Not yet." he said calming down and bringing himself up to a squatting position once more. "Not yet!" activating his Full Cowl again and at this point willing himself to 20% again. He jumped up and began a frontal somersault.

'I have to get stronger. I'm going to make All Might proud and one day show the world who I am! Climbing the highest mountains, becoming the world's number one hero!' he thought while continuing his flip.

"MANCHESTER SMA-PGF" Tripping over himself and landing in the dirt once more. Full cowl coming to a stop again. Midoriya grunted and proceeded to get slowly but stopped on his hands and knees. He began to tremble in frustration ever so slightly. He clenched the grass between his fingers.

"Damn it!" He cursed once more as he brought his already bruised hand up once again only to punch the ground damaging it even further. Shakily he stood up feeling the the soreness in his muscles. As he bent down to get in a squatting position once more he groaned in agony muscles screamed at him for rest. But at the moment Midoriya's stubbornness could rival Bakugou's as he chose to ignore them. 'Failure is a necessary evil' he thought. But it didn't seem to make him any happier.

Right before he could activate Full Cowl once again he felt a hand on his shoulder from behind."Um, Deku" Said a very light and slightly concerned voice.

Midoriya stood back up to his full height and turned to face the voice only to come face to face with the Zero-Gravity Quirk holder Ochako Uraraka. Sporting nothing but shorts and a shirt that was a couple sizes too big so the shirt fell off her shoulder allowing Izuku to see the pick bra strap she had underneath. "What are you doing out here?"

Recovering from his trance taking in her presence, he answered as gracefully as his mouth allowed. "O-Oh! I'm just training! Y-Ya know, pushing myself beyond my limits. Plus Ultra and all that stuff." H-He-he" finishing weakly and akwardly, blush creeping up his face.

Her eyebrows came together in confusion. "It's almost one in the morning"

Sheepishly Midoriya rubbed the back of his head "I guess I lost track of time, did I wake you?"

"No, I came down to get some water but heard someone saying "damn it". At first I thought is was Bakugou, but guess I was wrong." the brown haired girl finished. She even made an imitation of Izuku's gruff voice from earlier in about as manly of a sound she can make. Midoriya already faint blush started to make its way down his neck. "How long have you been out here exactly?" she continued

Izuku blinked at the question but quickly brought his hands up to try and count the hours. "Lets see...its was right after I dinner so-"

"That was almost five hours ago Deku" she scolded lightly crossing her arms and a slightly worried look came across her face. "Don't you think your going a little overboard sometimes?"

"S-sorry I guess I got a little carried away." his defense was weak but it was all he really had.

"But don't worry, I'll be calling it a night soon. " he said as he walked back a few meters to his phone .

As he bent down to pick it up Uraraka noticed something. "Your hand."

"What" he said standing back up to his full height as she walked over. She gently picked up his right hand and examined it. The skin was red and bruised all along the knuckles. There was also slight stream of blood that trickled down his hand to his fingertip when hand was down.

She brought the hand closer to her face taking care not to hurt it any further. Not taking eyes off his hand she asked "What happened?"

The redness that disappeared from earlier quickly made its way back to his face. Phone now in the pocket of his shorts, he brought his left hand index finger over to his cheek and scratched. "Oh ya know...just a t-training injury. No big deal." he finished weakly looking away not wanting to tell how he really got it.

"Jeez you don't have to push yourself so far." She scolded gently as she looked up at him, her cheeks puffed up an it highlighted the permanent blush marks of her cheeks.

'So cute' he thought as he was at a loss for words but nodded in understanding of her words.

She sighed softly and began tugging slightly on his arm. "Cmon lets get this bandaged up." she said as she began walking them back towards the inside of the dorm

"Oh don't worry I can handle this myself later, I don't want to take away from your sleep." he said while still allowing himself to be dragged along.

She turned back slightly sporting a large grin and a small blush. "It's no biggie, plus it'll be kind of difficult for you to do this yourself." They made there way into the dorm and to the kitchen where they stopped in front of the sink. Ochako made the water warm as she turned on the faucets. She then once again gently grabbed his hand and brought it near the water. "Be still Ok?" she whispered softly before dunking his hand under the water flow. The tiniest amount of blood had mixed with the water and washed down the drain as she scrubbed it off his finger and knuckles. She found the time look up at him and couldn't help but softly snicker at what she saw.

Right now Izuku face was ever so slightly being contorted into tiny grimaces of pain from the stinging sensation of water running over the cuts. This went on for a few more seconds until Ochako just couldn't help herself anymore. Her small chuckle became full laughter as she stopped scrubbing and just held his hand under the water.

Midoriya stopped making faces and turned his head to look at Uraraka. The smile on her face and the angelic sound of her laughter was enough to put him back in his trance as her beauty overtook him once more. From her soft short brown hair to the softness of her skin and how it somehow seemed to sparkle in the moonlight creeping in through the window above them as he took in the shape of her body. Or what little he was able to see with the oversized t shirt she had on. 'Beautiful' was the only thing on his mind before it was interrupted by Ochako nudging him in his side softly with her elbow.

"I cant believe same guy that fought Todoroki and not to mention break a lot of bones in the process…" she applied a tiny amount of pressure to his hand and giggled as she saw him squirm from the stinging sensation. "Can't take a tiny sting from a small cut."

"Hey, hey cut that out." he said shutting off the water splashing himself in the process and making somewhat of a mess wetting them both lightly. "Ah, darn it" he said looking around him and down at himself. He turned to Uraraka and saw that she had gotten water on her face and clothes as well.

"Oh god, U-Uraraka Im sorry." he quickly turned and picked up a dry rag then turned back to lightly dab her face to dry her up. At this moment she took the opportunity to look at him. Really look at him. Even though he was plain looking she couldn't deny her attraction that she's been hiding all this time. From his bushy green hair to his green eyes that she felt she could get lost in. Her eyes kept trailing lower as she saw that due to the water from the sink his shirt clung to his abdomen. His very strong, very toned looking abdomen that she continued to stare at. Quickly snapping out of it she snapped her eyes back up to his with a blush creeping its way up from her neck all the way to her permanently blushed cheeks.

"D-Don't worry about me, a little water never hurt anyone." she said as grabbed his hand stopping his actions and awkwardly removed the rag from his hand. She grabbed his shoulders and turned him around towards the lounge area and lightly pushed him forward. "Now go be a good buy and sit on the couch while I go get a first aid kit kay? Okay!"

Suddenly confused at was going on Midoriya tried to stammering out a response. "A-Are you sure? I made the mess, I could hel-"

"Nope! You've done enough, just go have a seat!" she said activating zero gravity and lifting him off the ground and pushing him while he floated in mid air.

"W-Whoa, H-Hey!" he said as he floated through the air.

"And release" As Ochako deactivated her quirk she landed softly on the couch on his back. He sat up a little as he turned to speak. "But Urara-

"No buts," she said curtly, "Now you stay, I'll be the in five minutes". And with that she turned on her heel back to the kitchen leaving a very confused Izuku to lie back down and stare at the ceiling.

Back in the kitchen Ochako leaned against the countertop and lifted her hand to her rapidly beating heart. 'God how does he do this to me' she thought before she started fixing up the kitchen.

Midoriya laid there on the couch staring into space deep in thought. He lifted his right arm up to look at an saw it was still red from the bruising from tonight but that's not what he staring. He was examining the scars he obtained from fighting Todoroki and Muscular. 'I cant keep doing this to myself' he thought.

"I have to learn to control it." he whispered to no one in particular.

"Control what?" Izuku blinked and moved his hand only to stare into Uraraka's looking down at him first aid kit in hand. He sighed sadly while sitting up and making for Ochako to sit next to him which she did.

"My quirk" he said as she pulled his right hand into her lap and began to look into the first aid kit for bandages. Midoriya blushed a little but continued on "I still can't control my quirk yet."

She found the bandages and had already began taping up his hands and knuckles. "What do you mean you can't? You seemed fine after the gamma race, and how else were you able do beat Chisaki and save Eri." she said softly as she finished taping his hand. Throwing the tape back into the kit she kept his hand in her lap, left hand on the wrist while the right on idly played with his fingers. "Your pretty amazing Deku."

He turned red from praise. "Thanks but, if I'm going to honest, some of the time when I do these great things it's just luck." he said while turning his head to look at the ground.

"During the Gamma Race I was on able to use five percent of my quirk...and when I fought Chisaki, I was only able to use twenty percent…" he sunk his head lower and Uraraka could no longer see his eyes. She wanted to say something about it but decided to let him continue.

"It wasn't until I had the help of Eri and her Quirk that I could make it to 100% without hurting myself and take him down." his voice dropping to a slightly darker tone. "Normally when I use 100%...my body just can't handle the power of my quirk and I break myself."

Uraraka subconsciously intertwined her left hand with his right as she edged him on. "So all the times when you aren't breaking your bones-"

"Im not giving it all." he said sadly. Uraraka noticed his head got even lower, a shadow casted completely over his eyes due to his hair. All the moonlight in the world couldn't help her see his eyes now.

"If I was stronger...maybe I wouldn't have let her down" he sulked. "Maybe she wouldn't be in a coma, and worst of all...maybe Nighteye wou-"

"Stop" Uraraka said firmly gripping his right hand. He stopped talking but was now biting his lip. In anger or sadness she couldn't tell but the didn't matter right now. "Deku?" she said softly

"Yeah?" he answered her call but made no movement .

"Deku look at me." She heard him mumble something but still made no inclination of lifting his head up. "Deku…" she paused wavering ever so slightly. "Please?" she said softly pled.

Midoriya seem to snap out of it at that moment and brought his gaze up to me her worried one. Instantly he regretted the way he had been recently acting. "I'm sorry..." was all he managed to say.

"Listen..." she started "You saved Eri. Yes she's in a coma right now but she will get bet and she will wake up. She gave his hand a squeeze for good measure "You are a hero Deku, a great one. But beating yourself up over things you know you can't control won't make you any stronger. You shouldn't need me to tell you that."

He nodded in understanding as he spoke "Your right I know it jus-"

"Ah bup bup, your starting a pity party and I do not want an invitation." she looked him in the eyes and smiled softly. "Everything is gonna be Ok Deku. I get how you feel too y'know. Like you've let someone down." she lowered her gaze slightly. "He died in my arms Deku. And the only thing I thought about was maybe, just maybe I could have done something." she chuckled softly and sadly. "Guess I'll never know huh."

Midoriya began to shake his head. "Uraraka wait-." he began but she beat him to it.

"I know, I know. It isnt my fault. I guess what im trying say is that this whole thing, it...it helped me realize something." she said

Midoriya felt the hold on his hand get tighter once again but didn't comment on it. He just continued to look at her at wait for her to continue. "I just really want to help people. Save people." She looked back at him. "Know what I mean?"

He gazed into her eyes seeing nothing but determination. He gave a smile and looked up with his own determined eyes at nothing in particular. "To be a hero that saves everyone with a smile on his face, no matter how bad it seems." He looked back at her "Thank you Uraraka."

She gave her best cheeky Ochako grin. "Anytime. I mean thats what its all about right?" she brought up her right hand pinky in front of his face as her left hand was still intertwined with his right and he looked at it curiously. So she shook him a little and giggled "Cmon this could be our thing." she stated excitedly "Give me your pinky"

He awkwardly did what he was told and linked his free hand pinky with hers, redness returning in his face.

"Plus Ultra?" she said edging him on.

"Plus Ultra" he said back slowly and with that she bobbed their hands gently and looked at him again and this time he got the message.

"Plus Ultra" they said in unison once more. They both looked into each others eyes for a split second but then started laugh. As they laughter died down they looked into each other eyes once more. Midoriya himself finally looked down and noticed the position his right hand was in and then looked back up and noticed close their faces actually were to each other. There was maybe about ten inches of space that actually separated them. His face became a shade that rivaled a side of Tododroki's hair. But he stayed quiet. 'What do I do now?!' he internally panicked.

A faint blush appearing on Uraraka's face as well. She on the other hand was having her conflict internally. 'Tell him! This is my chance!'

"Dek-"

"Urar-"

And then an alarm sounded from Midoriya's phone which scared both the teens into standing and acting awkwardly as they both tried to look at something other than each other. Izuku finally recognized the the sound of the noise and reach into his pocket for his phone. When he pulled in out he noticed the time on his phone read 1:30 before he hit the STOP on his alarm.

"An alarm?" Uraraka said as she calmed down from the scare but still nervously fidgeting with her hair, twirling it around her finger.

"O-Oh yeah, it was to make sure I didn't stay out to late. Training an all that..." he said weakly still red from earlier.

"Oh, that's good. Don't want to over work yourself." she said. "But it is late, even if it is saturday tomorrow we should still get some rest." taking a few steps forward to head to her room.

"Yeah, you're right." he agreed. They began to make their way in seperate directions but their rooms. But before she could get to far he called out to her. "Hey Uraraka."

She stopped and turned around and once again he took in her beauty and the color in his cheeks returned, but he didn't lose his nerve. "T-Thank you for tonight."

She smiled once more and his heart almost stopped. "Like I said Deku, Anytime." and with that she made her way to her room.

And with that Midoriya made his way do his own dorm. Ready for whatever tomorrow will bring.

THANK YOU ALL WHO ARE READING THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! I'LL TRY TO UPDATE ASAP!