Chapter 1
Ruthie and Martin sat outside not really believing what just happened.
"God what are they going to do?", asked Simon turning to Sandy.
She looked at the couple and felt sorry for them.
"I don't know Simon, I don't know", said Sandy sadly.
She knew this would be one of the hardest things that they would have to do in their young lives. Martin could hear her silently crying next to him and he just couldn't get over the shock.
"What am I going to do?", asked Ruthie crying into her hands.
He looked up then and pulled her into his arms.
"You are not alone, I promise, I'll be there when we tell them okay", said Martin kissing her forehead.
"But they are going to hate me, so much Martin, what are we going to do?", asked Ruthie.
Martin looked down at her tear-strained face. He looked at her and knew in his heart that he couldn't abandon her but he was scared out of his mind. All he wanted to do was lash out at something, at someone. But he knew that she needed him to be calm.
"Ruthie we will be okay, we will find a way", said Martin wiping the tears from her face.
"My parents god how are we going to tell them that?", asked Ruthie.
Martin sighed and wiped the new tears that fell from her eyes.
"I don't know but you know Ruthie how I feel about you?", asked Martin.
Ruthie looked at him with her wet eyes.
"I know", whispered Ruthie.
"I love you Ruthie Camden, and while we are still a little young to be having a baby, I think we can do it", said Martin.
Simon and Sandy walked up to them.
"Ruthie, we are you going to tell mom and dad?", asked Simon.
Ruthie trembled in fear. Sandy glared at Simon before pulling Ruthie in for a hug. She and Ruthie had gotten closer since Ruthie and Martin came to visit Simon at college. In fact Ruthie was the one that told her that he and Martin were together. It seemed that they finally admitted to loving each other finally. Simon was livid at first but he soon came around when he saw how much Martin and Ruthie loved each. The problem was that Martin and Ruthie had been hiding their relationship from his parents and now Ruthie was pregnant.
"I don't know", whispered Ruthie crying in Sandy's arms.
Ruthie remembered clearly the first time she met Sandy. She was Simon's new girlfriend and now she was one of her best-friends. She was there in the bathroom today when she had taken the pregnancy test. She was there when she called her suspecting that she was pregnant.
"It's alright we will be there for you both", whispered Sandy into Ruthie's ears.
Martin looked down and shook his head and closed his eyes. He was scared out of his mind. He was going to be 18 years old and Ruthie was going to turned 15 in December. They were so young how were they going to handle a baby. He knew that they couldn't hide this. God they were going to be so hard on her in school. He knew kids could be so cruel. They were going to be extra cruel to Ruthie because not only was she a teen mother but she was a preacher's kid. They were going to be extra harsh. He had to protect her. God why didn't he use a condom. He remembered that night clearly. She was so beautiful that night. He closed his eyes and let his mind take him back to the night that he lost his virginity to the girl he loved more than life itself.
Flashback…………………….
They had driven up to Simon's school and were having fun all day with him and Sandy. Sandy and Ruthie acted like they have known each other for years. They were already that close.
"Alright you two this is your room, me and Sandy are calling it a night", said Simon looking at Martin and Ruthie.
He had suspected all day that they may have been together but he still wasn't sure. They had always been close so it was hard to tell if they were romantically involved but he always suspected that his youngest sister and Martin had feelings for each other. He sighed not letting those thoughts evade his mind. Martin and Ruthie walked into the room shutting the door.
"Hey handsome", whispered Ruthie sitting next to him on the bed.
"You think I'm handsome?", asked Martin smiling.
Ruthie smiled as well.
"Yeah", whispered Ruthie.
Martin leaned over and kissed her gently on the mouth.
"I was so stupid before not to have noticed you", whispered Martin leaning his forehead against hers.
"It's alright Martin, that hug changed my life. I felt it you know", said Ruthie looking into his eyes.
Martin cupped her face.
"I know that night before we went to pick my dad, we hugged Ruthie I never knew that I would get my soul mate because that's what you are to me", whispered Martin kissing her forehead softly before leaning his forehead against hers closing his eyes.
"Let me get ready for bed alright", whispered Ruthie getting up and walking to the suitcases that were laying on the far left of the room.
Ruthie grabbed what she needed and headed towards the bathroom. Martin also got ready for bed. He was standing in his boxer shorts and heard someone clear their throat behind him. He turned around and his eyes widen at the sight. Ruthie Camden, his sweet Ruthie, was in a tight and lacy top with silk shorts. She looked amazing in his eyes.
"Hey", whispered Ruthie.
He smiled and walked towards her. He loved this girl so much. He gently kissed her mouth and he felt her wrap her arms around his neck. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist.
"Martin", moaned out Ruthie as she felt him kissing her neck.
He loved the sounds that she was making. It was amazing. He felt his body harden and he groaned against her mouth. He sat down with her in his lap ad kissed her with all the passion that his soul possessed. He placed his hands against the back of her head and kissed her more passionately then before. He could feel her grinding against his lap and he tried to control it but it felt so good. This was going faster then they have ever gone before. Sure they had made out a lot. It was their thing. He loved kissing Ruthie. It is one of the most amazing things about being her boyfriend.
"Hey boyfriend", whispered Ruthie smiling at him.
Martin smiled too. He loved when she called him that. He was her boyfriend and he hoped in the future she would eventually become his wife. He looked at her as he soothe back her wild curly hair. He looked at her in the eyes and whispered the words that his heart has already known.
"I love you Ruthie Camden".
He could see the tears coming to her eyes.
"Don't cry baby", whispered Martin kissing each individual tear that flowed down her beautiful face.
He cupped her face and Ruthie turned her head and gently kissed the palm of his hands.
"I love you too Martin, I have always loved you", said Ruthie.
Martin smiled at that before leaning over and kissing her again.
"God, I love you I love you I love you", he repeated over and over again as Ruthie giggled in delight.
The next words out of Ruthie's mouth shocked them both.
"Then make love to me".
Martin looked at her completely thrown back at her suggestion.
"Ruthie baby are you sure", asked Martin looking into her eyes.
They had both made speeches about waiting for marriage to have sex. SO he was a little surprised that she wanted to make love.
"Yes Martin, I love you so much and I know that you will be the one that I want to be with for the rest of my lie. I don't want to wait for something that I know is going to happen anyway. Make love to me, show me how much you love me", whispered Ruthie kissing each finger on his left hand.
Martin looked at her kissing his finger so gently and lovingly. He loved this girl and he wanted to prove it to her.
Martin sat up and placed Ruthie on the bed gently. He walked over to the stereo and turned it on trying to find a station. Ruthie looked at him confused.
"I want this to be perfect for you and for me. This is our first time and I want it to beautiful and perfect like you are", said Martin.
Ruthie could feel the tears start flowing down her face.
"Baby you need to stop crying okay", whispered Martin kissing each tear away.
"I know I'm being such a girl but I love when you say things like that Martin you make me feel beautiful and special", said Ruthie smiling.
"Oh I love this song", whispered Ruthie closing her eyes and swaying to the music.
"It's Cupid by 112", said Ruthie.
Martin nodded his head as he watched her gently sway to the music.
"May I have this dance?", asked Martin.
"Yes you may", said Ruthie stepping into his arms.
They both closed their eyes.
Everybody put your hands together Girl if I told you I love you
Whooo, mmmm, yeah
Girl I love you so
112, listen
That doesn't mean that I don't care, oooh
And when I tell you I need you
Don't you think that I'll never be there, ooooh
Martin kissed her gently on the mouth and pulled her closer. She sighed and closed her eyes. She could feel him running his hands against her back. She could feel him place his warm hands under her lacy top. She felt shivers go down her back.
"Cold?", asked Martin.
"No, you are giving me shivers", whispered Ruthie kissing him gently on the chest.
He body was so perfect and strong to her. She loved been in his arms. He made her feel so safe. It was like she belonged there. She step back making sure that his eyes were on her. She reached for the hem of her top and gently pulled it over her head. She could hear some suck in and gasp. She wore no bra. She threw the top on the floor and looked at him with a small smile.
"God Ruthie you are so beautiful", whispered Martin gaping at her.
She was so small but perfect to him.
1 - Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into
Deception and lies
Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind
I'm only saying what's in my heart
He walked towards her and took her back in his arms. He kissed her gently on the mouth, making love to it. He could feel her running her fingers down his back making him moan in pleasure. He could feel her going lower to the edge of his boxers. He could feel his arousal stand up at attention. He touched the edge of his boxers almost scared to do it. Martin looked at her face and saw the determination there. She hooked her fingers through his boxers and pulled them down making them fall to his ankles. Ruthie looked down with wide eyes. She had never seen and man's penis before. He looked so large. She wondered if he could fit.
"Ruthie, it's okay if you don't want to do this", whispered Martin cupping her face.
"No I want to, it's just it's so big, is it going to fit?", asked Ruthie.
Martin laughed a little bit. "Thanks for the complaint and yes it will fit, we are made for each other", whispered Martin. Ruthie smiled at that. By then Martin had step out of them and he stood before her completely naked.
Girl when I ask you to trust me Repeat 1
2 - Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try
That doesn't mean that I'm gonna cheat on you
Cuz I'm gonna never do anything to hurt you
Or mislead you, I love you
Repeat 2
"I love you", whispered Ruthie before taking his hands and leading him to the bed.
He sat down and looked at her standing before him with no shirt on. He wanted to touch her chest so badly. He knew he was acting like a horny guy but he couldn't help it.
"Can I touch you?", asked Ruthie softly.
Martin gulped and nodded his head. Ruthie bit her bottom lip before reaching down and touching his hard shaft gently making him groan.
"Did I do something wrong?", asked Ruthie.
"God no, you didn't baby, it felt really good", said Martin looking to her eyes.
Ruthie gave him a shy smile before rubbing his shaft again. Martin started getting into it before he made her stop. Ruthie looked at him confused.
"It will be over before we start, and I want to make love to you", whispered Martin.
Ruthie nodded her head. Martin reached over and pulled her shorts and panties down. He looked at small curvy body. She was small but they curves on her body made him hard in arousal. She was amazing.
"God you so beautiful, my sweet Ruthie", whispered Martin.
Ruthie looked at him.
"Really?", asked Ruthie.
She had never been insecure but she wasn't tall and blond like Martin's previous girlfriends. She was short and a brunette.
"Yes baby so very beautiful", whispered Martin.
In his mind she was the most beautiful person in the world to him. He always thought so.
Ain't no doubt about it
Lord no, I really mean it
I rather die before, before I lie to you
Never wanna leave ya
Ain't no life without you
Never gonna leave, never gonna go, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, ohhhh
He lay her gently on the bed and looked at her face. He gave her a small smile. He looked at her flat belly and reached down and caressed it making her gasp in pleasure. No one really knew that her belly was one of her sweet spots. It always turned her on when he would touched her on her belly. Martin leaned his head forehead and placed a kiss on her flat belly. She arched her back a little bit. He continued to kiss her belly making her gasp and run her fingers through his dark hair.
"Martin", gasped Ruthie as she felt him dip his tongue in her naval.
He opened her legs and got in between them. He looked at her small body underneath him and smiled. He kissed each of her hips making her sigh in pleasure. He loved how she would make those small sighs of pleasure. He loved the fact that he was the only one that has and will see her that way. He moved up and looked at her full breasts. He licked each nipple and suckled them making her thrash around the bed in pleasure. He suckled her until she held his head against her sensitive breasts.
"Martin I need I need", repeated the words over and over again never quiet getting all words of the sentence out.
"What do you need baby, I right here, what do you need", asked Martin with his deep husky voice.
Ruthie looked him directly in the eyes.
"I need you inside my body, I want you soul Martin", whispered Ruthie.
"You already have it baby, you have my soul, my heart, and now you will have my body", said Martin.
Ruthie opened her legs and he thrust inside her waiting heat. She felt a moment of pain but it slowly turned into pleasure. She clutched his back as he rocked in and out and in and out and in and out of her trembling body. He kissed her over and over again. She grabbed his butt to make sure he got deeper in her body. Martin's eyes rolled to the back of his head at the pleasure of her tight body.
"Baby you are so wet and tight, god Ruthie, I love you", whispered Martin with sweat glistening his body.
Ruthie was in paradise. She felt her whole body turn hot and she felt it in her toes and it started to spread throughout her entire body.
"Martin I feel like I'm falling", gasped Ruthie as her body started to shake with her orgasm.
Martin gasped as he felt her body tighten against his shaft.
"Baby, cum for me let go Ruthie", gasped Martin as he felt her body tighten against his shaft once more.
"Martin", gasped Ruthie arching her body and letting it consume her.
She shook from the pleasure of it. She knew she called out his name and he still thrust in her trembling body.
"Martin, Martin", gasped Ruthie as he nails dug into his back.
Martin thrust hard trying to reach the ultimate pleasure that Ruthie was feeling.
"Ruthie", gasped Martin as he felt spread throughout his body.
He came hard in her body. He thrust once more and filled her with his seed. They both shuddered and shuddered over and over again. He could feel his body trembling. He kissed her mouth gently but he couldn't stop the small tremors that flowed through his body.
Repeat until fade
Repeat 2
Martin brushed her wet curls away from her face as he moved her to lay on his chest. Ruthie sighed and closed her eyes as Martin ran his fingers up and down her back making her purr in delight.
"That was wow", whispered Ruthie looking into Martin's eyes.
He smiled before taking her lips in a gentle kiss.
"That was amazing Roo", said Martin laughing.
Ruthie glared at him.
"I hate when you call me that", said Ruthie.
Martin found her obsession with Winnie the Pooh funny. He called her Roo because she was so small. Even though she often told him that she hated that name, she secretly loved his pet name for her. She sighed and closed her eyes.
"Go to sleep baby", whispered Martin closing his eyes.
End Flashback…………………..
"Lucy I have something to tell you", said Martin sitting down in her living room. "Ruthie's pregnant and it's mine", said Martin. Lucy's mouth opened in shock. That night she saw normally strong Martin break down and cry in front of her. All she could do was hold his hands as he cried.
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Ruthie lay on her bed in a fetal position crying gently. Her head lifted up when she saw her sister walking into her room.
"I'm here", said Lucy hugging her tightly.
Ruthie cried in her arms. Lucy held her. But all she kept thinking was how were they going to deal and how were they going to tell their parents.