heyo. this is my firstfanfictioni've ever written. hell, the first story i've written. sorry if it bothers you that it isn't capitalized, i'm just not that type of person.
i've always wanted to write a fanfiction, or just anything that anyone could read and relate to. i'm a bookworm, and i love reading. it always feels like i'm right there with them whenever something happens.
so here i am. attempting to make someone else feel that way too. remember to drop some comments, i don't care if it's hate, i just want some feedback. thanks.
also, this is my version of the battle of hogwarts, so if you can't deal with me changing things up a little, then stop reading now.
chapter one:
it all started at the battle of hogwarts. hermione was furiously casting spells in efforts to keep everyone in her line of vision alive. she kept watch for any familiar faces as she ran along with harry and ron, but everyone was covered in so much ash and dirt, it was hard to tell anyone apart.
when hermione saw harry in hagrids arms, dead, her heart broke. she felt so defeated, that all these deaths, all these sacrifices, they were for nothing. she felt as through her world was ending, collapsing in on itself, as a star does when it's about to implode.
even worse, she saw draco go to his parents. she saw him leave her, leave hogwarts, and it seemed as though he would never come back. what if he didn't? what if she never saw him again? what if she had to fight him soon? what if she had to kill him? no. she wouldn't think like that.
hell, draco was her friend. she didn't give up on friends that easy. but, right now, she had to focus. harry was dead, so she had to figure out how to stop voldemort from killing everyone.
as hermione was deep in thought, harry moved in hagrids arms. he winked up at hagrid as hagrid gasped quietly. then he went back to pretending to be dead, but soon enough, he rolled out of hagrids arms and declared his life.
hermione looked up and felt her heart mend for just a second, until everything went wrong. when voldemort and harry started fighting, she fought against the urge to step in and defend her friend. she knew harry had it under control, and she trusted him to do everything he could to keep everyone safe.
so she fought. she fought harder than she ever had before. she cast so many spells, it seemed as through the brightest stars in the sky had drifted down and were erupting out of the tip of her wand. she needed to win. she needed harry to win. she needed to get to her friends.
it was over. it seemed as though it had taken forever. a lifetime even. hermione was so sore, but it was not fully over. she had to get to everyone. she had to get to draco.
she saw a flash of blond retreat in the group of death eaters as they apparated away from hogwarts. she had to get to him. she hated apparating, the thought of it made her stomach clentch into knots and her breath hitch. she had to.
hermione concentrated on draco, she needed to get to him before it was too late. all that was left as she disappeared was a loud popping noise, to anyone it would've seemed only as though another death eater had escaped their angry clutches.
when hermione saw draco only a couple yards away from her on the bridge with his parents, she called out his name. he looked at her with a frightened look as his dad stepped in front of him and his mom. his dad whipped his wand out of his cane and pointed it at hermione. draco ran in front of his dad and put his arms out to block him from doing anything.
"father! stop!" draco shouted. he never contradicted his father, but hermione was his love, he couldn't just let his dad hurt her while he could stop him.
"son, back away. she's dangerous. we have to leave." lucious said.
"she's my friend."
"you are not to be friends with a mudblood. i thought we raised you better than this."
"no father, you raised me to be a right git. i will not be a git anymore. she is one of the smartest, bravest, courageous women i have ever had the pleasure of meeting."
hermione felt hot tears coming to the corners of her eyes. little did anyone know, narcissa was also on the verge of tears. all she had ever wanted for draco was for him to be happy. he was standing up to his father, the man who had put both her and her son through so much, and it took a lot of courage for him to do this. she was so proud of him, but she couldn't show that.
"son. it is time to go." lucious said through gritted teeth.
"draco, draco just come with me." hermione silently pleaded with draco.
"father. you've raised me to be an absolute ass of a human being. i cannot carry on with this existence when all it will bring me is pain. this," draco pulled up his sleeve to show the dark mark. "this causes me pain. i should not have ever listened to you. you're so corrupted with being voldemort's little puppy, and yet you can't even see what you've done to this family." draco paused and ran his hand through his hair. he had never gone this far with his father. he had never stood up to this man, and it felt so good to finally do it. "i'm leaving. goodbye father."
narcissa pushed past her husband and ran to her son. she had to say goodbye since she didn't know when she would ever see him again. if she would ever see him again.
"my beautiful boy," narcissa whispered into dracos ear after pulling him into a tight embrace. "you are so brave. so, so brave. i love you, my beautiful boy." narcissa pushed draco out to arms length and surveyed her son for the last time.
she saw him for what seemed to be the first time. she saw his stark, blond hair as it blew in the wind. she saw his sleeve falling down his arm, revealing the dark mark that would forever stain his arm. she saw his pale skin, pale from neglect and hunger. she saw his eyes, those grey eyes, searching her eyes, looking into her soul, pleading for her to come with him. she couldn't.
as narcissa pulled draco into one last embrace, he felt her breath hitch as she pushed away and went behind her husband again. he hated that man, the man who was taking his mother from him, one of the only people he ever loved.
"goodbye lucious." draco said. he sounded braver than he felt.
"you dare call me by my name?" lucious said with distain. "you are my son. you are-"
"good. bye." draco said. he spun on his heel and walked towards hermione, who was whipping her eyes from the tears that she had freely let flow down her fair face.
draco could hear his father screaming at him, screaming for him to come back and go home. but all draco could focus on was hermione. he saw her clothes, ripped from the rubble and the spells. he saw her hand, shaking as she extended it out to him.
he took her hand and gripped it as through it would simply disappear if he let go. her hand was soft, softer than he thought it would be after griping a wand for so long. when he took her hand, he noticed how many cuts and bruises she had. it devastated him to see how injured she was, and it was only made worse from the fact that he was practically unscathed.
her grip on his hand was equally as tight. she felt the roughness of his hand as she gripped his, but it did nothing to deter her from gripping his hand tightly.
he had always been an ass to her. he had even called her a mudblood. but she had long ago forgiven him, she cared too much to not have. she wasn't the type to hold grudges, she knew it would do nothing for her in the end except distract her.
of course he liked her, more than he wanted to admit. since the day he laid eyes on her, he knew there was something special about her, he just never figured out what it was. but here, in this moment, after everything he had done, she still came to save him, and he finally figured out what it was about her that he loved. it's was her courage, kindness, her smarts and her heart. there was no one like her.
"hermione?" draco whispered.
"hm." hermione responded, unsure of why draco was whispering.
"why did you come for me?"
"should i not have?"
"no, no, i'm glad you did." draco said, unsure of whether or not to continue. "it's just, after everything i've done, you're still here. why?"
"because i wasn't going to just leave you here, with that awful man who claims to be your father. you're my friend, draco, and i don't give up on friends as easily as you would expect."
"thank you, hermione."
"hm? for what?"
"for coming back to me- for me." draco stuttered out.
hermione stopped and turned to face him. she rested her arms on his shoulders and turned him to face her. she quickly glanced back to see if his parents were still there, but they must have apparated away long ago. when she turned back to him, he was looking at the ground.
"draco, look at me." hermione whispered. he shifted nervously under her gaze. "please." he relented and slowly looked up and into her eyes. those green, forest like eyes. "i would not have left you. no matter the circumstances. i will always come back for you."
draco couldn't help himself. "may i?" he asked quietly.
"hm?" hermione looked down to see his arms slightly outstretched. "ah. yes, you may." she tried to hold back her smile.
he lifted his arms and gently wrapped one around her waist, then the other. he looked into her eyes, searching for any sign that she wanted him to stop. he had one arm on her lower back, close to the waistline of her jeans, and the other up by her shoulder blades. he pulled her closer to him.
he gently pulled her until she was just against his chest. again he looked into her eyes, searching for any sign that she wasn't content or pleased with what he was doing. he was met with a surprise when her eyes were closed and her mouth agape slightly. he figured this to be a sign that she was enjoying his actions.
he didn't want to hurt her, she'd been through enough. he loved this woman, he never planned to hurt her again as long as he was breathing. he leaned in closer and used his hand to push her closer to him. her eyes remained closed.
as his lips reached hers, he could feel her breath hitch. he stopped leaning closer, unsure of what that meant.
"draco."
"hm?"
"why would you stop when i'm so, so close-"
before hermione could finish, draco pressed his lips against hers gently. he felt her breathe against his lips, opening her mouth slightly to let out breath. he knew what she was doing, she was letting him have what he wanted.
he couldn't resist, she was too good. he led his tongue through her mouth. her soft lips parted more to let him through, and he reached her teeth, which she also parted. his tongue entered her mouth and roamed around.
he put his tongue on the roof of her mouth and pushed upwards, begging her to open wider to accommodate more of his tongue. she willingly obliged and he slipped more of his tongue through, deeper into her mouth.
he roamed a little too far. she gasped against his mouth and bit down slightly, hard enough to tell him to back off. his tongue retreated and he simply lowered the pressure he was using to keep her against him in apology.
she relented her bite and let his tongue back in. his hesitation told her all she needed to know. he was worried he would hurt her again.
"draco," she whispered against his lips. "you won't hurt me, it's ok."
he took the cue and pushed her roughly against him. one of his arms roamed south and found her butt. he gave it a gentle squeeze to test the waters, and he felt her breath hitch. he looked up to see if she would show any sign of pain or alarm, but he only saw contentment. he let his hand roam again. this time the squeeze wasn't so gentle. he roughly grabbed one of her cheeks and squeezed hard enough to make her whimper, but there was still no sign of pain or alarm.
he squeezed gently from then on, until he didn't. he squeezed so hard that her eyes popped open and she pushed back from him, grabbing her butt, panting. she backed up a couple feet, afraid.
"i'm so sorry, love, i won't do that again." draco whispered, trying to calm her down. he slowly approached her again, tentatively holding his hand out as if making peace.
"it's ok babe, just startling is all."
"i saw the look on your face, there's no need to lie to me, i need to know my limits."
"it just, hurt, is all."
"i won't do it again, love." he said as she reached for his outstretched hand. they embraced again, but this time not as long, for draco apparated the both of them away from there.
hermione didn't even notice when they apparated, she was too caught up in the softness of dracos lips. the next time she opened her eyes, she saw greenery all around her, they were in a forest.
she pushed against draco to explore and maybe put up some wards, but draco gently pushed her back into him. she gladly obliged and leaned into him.
his tongue came out of her mouth and she pouted against his lips. he smirked, knowing what she wanted so badly. but, he decided he would tease her a little. he pulled back his head and looked into her eyes. she pouted, but he leaned back. his tongue traced her lips, to which she tried to open her mouth and invite him back in, but he denied.
she pulled back and pouted, showing her complaint openly to him. he laughed and slammed her against him, forcing her mouth open and shoving his tongue back in. she whimpered softly as his tongue ran across her teeth.
his hands roamed back to her butt and traced circles around her cheeks. she moved her butt back forcefully, making his hand go flat against her. he gently grabbed her cheek again and pushed her back into him, forcing her back like she was. she groaned against him and forced his tongue out of her mouth.
"my turn." hermione said.
her tongue was shoved into his mouth and shoved his tongue back. she heard his groan as his tongue was shoved back, but she knew what he wanted. her tongue stroked his teeth, where the teeth and gums intersected, making him growl with lust. her tongue stroked against his gums and she let him take her thighs into his hands and wrap her legs around his waist.
she pushed into him and they stayed like that for a little. neither of their tongues were in the others mouth, just lips purely against lips.
when they were done, hermione leaned her head back, her legs still wrapped around him.
"love?" draco asked, concerned, as hermione opened and closed her mouth as her head was towards the sky.
"hm?" hermione hummed. he felt the vibrations as she hummed the simple word, and it took all he had to not simply make love to this woman right here.
"you ok, love?"
"mhm baby. i need more." she said as her pupils dilated with lust and she cocked her head towards him and started directly at his lips.
"babe, calm down. we have to get some rest, we have a long day tomorrow, and i can't have you falling asleep now can i?"
"but baby, i want you."
"mhm, i want you to, but i need to get some rest, and so do you. so come with me, sound good?"
"do i have a choice?" she said with a chuckle.
"no ma'am." he said. he kept one arm under her butt for support and used the other one to fish around in her bag, searching for a tent or something. he gently laid kisses all over her neck as she cast spells around their clearing for protection.
"stop teasing me." she whispered, the vibrations in her neck startling draco.
"but it's so much fun." draco whispered as he bit down gently on the skin of her neck. that earned him a moan from hermione.
"baby." hermione whined.
"what? am i too much for you?" his accent was delicious.
"if you stopped teasing me then maybe you'd get something in return." hermione looked down, at dracos pants, which had a tent there from his long since hard cock.
"so now you're going to tease me?" draco questioned. "you know i could get what i wanted without a single complaint."
"mhm, but maybe i won't let you." she looked into dracos eyes, both of their eyes filled with lust for each other.
"you'd never." draco said with feigned surprise.
"wanna find out?" she said, practically begging to make love to her right there.
"if i go too far, or do anything you don't like, please, please just say stop. don't deal with it, this is not for my pleasure only, this is a joined thing, and i do not want to hurt you." draco said, his eyes filling with concern, making hermione suddenly very happy with how much he cared.
"yes sir." she said quietly. she turned around and took her shirt off, leaving her bra clasps visible to draco. "want to help me with this?"
he walked up to her and unclamped the bra, letting it fall to the ground. his hands roamed around her body and found her breasts. her nipples were hard, assuring him that she was fully turned on for him. his hands traced around her breasts, making her gasp by the coldness of his hands.
she turned around and started unbuttoning his shirt, noticing the way he stared directly at her breasts, occasionally smirking, leaving her not completely oblivious to the thoughts whirling in his head. once the shirt was unbuttoned, he shrugged it off, leaving his muscled, thin torso fully exposed.
this was the most draco had ever seen of hermione, and he was enjoying every minute of it. he removed his pants, leaving only his black boxers. his shoes had been long ago removed. his socks had disappeared earlier. she was left with her pants, shoes, socks and underwear on.
it was torture for him, seeing her so close to being nude. she just stared at him, waiting for him to make his move. he took the few steps and closed the gap between them quickly. he couldn't resist, he kissed her breasts, making her gasp. she had never been touched like this before, and she was loving every minute of it.
his hands roamed downwards and found her pants, which were quickly discarded. her socks and shoes were discarded too, leaving both of them in underwear only. she leaned her head against his chest, already tired.
"mhm baby, i can't have you tired already. we haven't even started." he whispered in her ear, and her head popped up, and bobbed eagerly.
her hands flew to his boxers, pulling them down. she didn't even take the time to notice the size of him, or maybe she did. she relished in the sight of him, fully exposed before her. she felt suddenly very self conscious of what was about to happen.
he must have noticed her face flush pink, because he knelt down and put his head against her bare stomach. he caressed her back with his hands, while kissing her stomach. his hands slipped to the band of her underwear, quickly pulling it down and off, without warning. there was no breeze in the forest, so hermione assumed it was his gasp that sent air her way.
"you ready for this?" he whispered, standing up.
"always."
"please remember you can say stop at any time. it will not offend me, i don't want to hurt you or go too far."
hermione didn't answer him, only slightly bobbed her head to show that she understood. he laid his hands on her stomach, moving them around her body to reach her back, making sure she was relishing in the gentleness of this touch. her eyes were closed, as if to give him her full trust and permission.
he moved her legs to wrap around him, and he laid her gently on the ground. her legs unraveled from him, and they hesitantly spread, revealing her folds. she felt so exposed, but she trusted him with all her heart.
he leaned down and kissed both of her inner thighs, making her sigh with contentment. she was grateful that he was going slow, this was her first time after all. his kisses moved upwards, reaching her folds, which made her clench her thighs, which he noticed and took note of.
his head moved back, giving her space for a minute, but then his fingers moved in. he made sure to be gentle, he knew how vulnerable this spot was for her. his fingers didn't move to enter her at first, his main goal was to make her relax. he gently rubbed circles around her folds.
"stop!" she quickly shouted. she shuffled backwards, noting dracos concerned expression. he was so worried of hurting her, and he'd done it already. she saw what he was thinking, the thoughts clearly written in his expression. "you didn't hurt me, it's just there's a better way to do it." he gave her a small smile of gratitude, he was so worried.
she shuffled back and reached her hand to find his, which he helped by giving her his hand. she took it and started moving it in the way she would prefer, and he took good note of it. her hand drifted away, and she whimpered softly out of pleasure.
he knew it was the right time, so his finger slipped into her. she gasped as his finger went deep into her. he started pulling his finger back out, noting how her walls closed around his finger. his finger quickly entered back in, in and out, in and out. her gasps every time he entered concerned him, not knowing what they meant.
his second finger entered, which made her hips buckle upwards out of discomfort. his other hand was there immediately to gently push her back down. her walls were tight, so he massaged her, hoping she would relax some.
she moaned as a third finger was slipped into her, she readily accepted it. his fingers slipped in and out. she tried to stifle her moans, but it didn't work. they echoed out in the forest, and soon they stopped as all fingers left her entrance.
"love?"
"hm?"
"are you ready for me?"
there was no answer.
"love? you have to answer me."
"just do it." was the only response he got. he was unsure if that was a good answer or not, but he took it anyways. she knew what to do if she was unhappy with what he did.
he guided his tip to her entrance, and put it against her, making her gasp with surprise. he pushed into her, knowing to get it over with before she could back out.
she moaned so loud he thought she practically shouted. his entire cock was inside of her, and he wasn't sure whether or not to continue.
"i need you to tell me if you're ok with me moving." draco said.
"i'm ok. i'm ok. i'm ok." she whispered quietly, over and over. he was getting worried, but he knew to trust her.
he started pulling out slowly, hearing her moan quietly. when only his tip was left, he pushed back in. then he pulled out again and kept repeating things, slowly.
when he was halfway in, he heard hermione whisper something, but he didn't know what she said.
"what?" draco said, continuing.
"stop!" hermione screamed.
draco stopped immediately, but he was still inside of her. he started to panic, not knowing whether or not he should pull out.
"i need you to..." hermione trailed off.
"what hermione? you need me to what?"
"please."
"what hermione, what?"
"harder." she whispered, barely audible.
"harder?" draco mentally questioned.
"harder." she shouted.
he thrust so hard she thought he would split her insides. he went in and out, in and out. he was so hard. he hit the good spot inside of her, making her scream out in ecstasy. he made sure to hit that spot again, and again, making her moan so loud it echoed throughout the forest.
they were done. to hermione, it seemed like it was only a second from the time when he had left her entrence, to feeling herself get lifted off the ground. draco had set up the tent, and hermione had passed out from the pain that was setting in from the love making. she came to when draco lifted her off the ground in his arms, bridal style.
he put her inside the tent, on a sleeping bag that had been fully unzipped to cover the floor of the tent so that it was warm for her body. he laid her down gently, making sure to kiss her passionately before getting up to go to the bathroom.
when he came back, she was sound asleep, and he noticed that she wasn't even using the pillow he had laid out for her. she wanted him, not the pillow, and he knew that. he took the pillow from above her and placed it under his head as he laid down next to her.
she awoke slowly and put her head on his shoulder. he stretched his arm out, letting her place her head in the crook of his arm. he was so warm. they were both nude still, and draco didn't want her to be cold. he remembered a blanket that had been in her bag when he was searching for the tent. his arm stretched, trying not to disturb the sleeping witch beside him.
once he had acquired the blanket, he put it over her gently. she curled up, putting one leg over dracos waist, and the other right up against his body. both of them had lost their virginity this night, and they were glad it was with each other.
the blanket was spread into him, since he didn't want her leg to be cold. he couldn't help but move the hair out of her face. she whimpered in her sleep, feeling his touch. he caressed her temples, letting her relax in her sleep. soon he fell asleep too.