He smacked my ass 18 times because I rolled my eyes at him for buying me a car.
He beat me with a belt 6 times because I asked him to show me the worst.
He kicked me out of my apartment. Why! So, he could take care of his former submissive after she held me at gunpoint. He should have called the police but not him. Oh no, she was still his responsibility.
He shackled me and covered me in hickeys because I accidentally rolled overexposing my breast. Mind you it was a nude beach.
He withheld my orgasm because I changed my mind. Which saved my life.
He yelled at me because Leila came to my office. I do not control her and apparently, he never did either.
Yet, I get pregnant because my shot failed. However, I did this on purpose, and I am stupid.
He walked out, instead of talking to me, and went to that bitch troll. I still cannot get what he said and that text off my mind.
*It was good to see you. I understand now. Do not fret. You will make a wonderful father. *
I forwarded it to myself and marked it unread. So, he does not know that I know. Let us see if he is honest with me on where he was.
I covered him up and removed the throw from the chaise, then headed upstairs. I have been lying in the playroom with the door locked unable to sleep. That stupid message playing in my mind repeatedly. I must have dozed off at some point because I wake to my phone ringing. I just sit up and stare at it as it continues to ring and ring. He has called continuously for the last 15 minutes.
"Don't you just love soundproofing!" I said to myself. I walked to the top of the stairs. I could hear them discussing looking for me.
I slowly crept to the bottom and said "Sawyer, I'll be ready in 15 minutes."
Christians head spun around quickly and just stared at me. I dropped the blanket and headed to the master bathroom to shower.
"ANA, WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN!" He screamed through the door.
I just ignored him and went to the closet to get dressed for work.
"I know what you're doing." He spoke.
"What? What am I doing, Christian? I am not doing anything other than getting ready for work." I walked out and continued to the elevator. Right as the door closed, I said, "We will discuss this later today."
Of course, later never came. I swear he was avoiding me. He had to go to Portland on business by lunchtime. All I got was this text.
*Going to Portland be back as soon as I can. *
I get short responses to my text and no flirty emails.
When he got home the following Saturday. You could feel the distance between us. We did not utter more than a few words to each other. When I asked point blank he lied, well gave me a half truth.
The things he insisted on were my trust, honesty, and never breaking any of his hard limits. I was punished every time I supposedly broke a rule and some just because he deemed it a punishable offense. Yet, he broke mine and nothing. No repercussions I think not. He will be punished for breaking my trust, hard limit, and not being honest when he went to her and told her about our baby.
I have had it. Why the hell was he punishing me? It is not like I made the shot fail.
CG POV
I feel bad for not talking to her all week. But how could I explain that I have seen Elena. Also, that I have seen her several times over the last few months. She will be pissed like she was when I had dinner with her while she was in Georgia.
"Christian?" She said as she turned toward me.
"Hmm." I said.
"Where did you go after you left here?" She could not know, could she.
I just went with the half-truth. "Just the bar Ana. I needed a bit of time to think." I got up from the barstool stool and headed towards the room. "I'm need to take a shower."
"mmhhhm." Is all she said.
God I just wanted to hold her. I missed feeling her body against mine. I just do not know how to show her how sorry I am. I am glad she did not see the text from Elena. If she knew that I still saw her, she would be livid, because I lied to her saying I would not see Elena anymore. But what she will be most pissed about is me discussing her with Elena it was he only hard limit after we got back together.
As I stepped in the shower, I started thinking about my wife and how radiant looked. My dick got so hard. I fisted my cock in my hand and ran it up and down my shaft. God, I missed my wife's tight little pussy. I thought of the last time we were together in her and I could feel my release getting ready when I heard her voice.
"STOP, you want all my pleasure to be yours. Then its only right that yours belongs to me."
Yes, we can fix this. She is coming back to me.
AS POV
I cannot believe he lied to me. But I gave him his chance to come clean with me. He will know what it is like to have your trust broken. Still fuming I followed shortly after. I cannot believe he has not called or even talked to me all week.
I hear a moan through the bathroom door, and I am pissed. I cannot touch myself unless he is present, but he can pleasure himself when I am in the next room. I storm into the bathroom and freeze. He is fucking stroking his shaft up and down. I watch his head began to fall back close to his orgasm.
I scream, "STOP, you want all my pleasure to be yours. Then its only right that yours belongs to me."
You could see the lust in his eyes. Thinking he was getting me right where he wanted me. He loves to use sex to get his way and out of discussing shit with me.
"I want you to meet me in the playroom in 10 minutes Christian." His eyes lit up.
I walked into the playroom and removed my dress. I stood next to the door to wait for my husband.
CG POV
Yes! I thought. We can fix this. She never has to know about Elena. I put my playroom jeans on. Walked to the playroom. Pushed the open anticipating seeing he in position. I glanced to where she usually sat, and she was not there. Where the hell is she?
"I want you in position." She said from behind me.
My head whipped around. What was she talking about in position?
AS POV
I took a deep breath and made my voice sound commanding. "I want you in position."
His head whipped so quickly. Shocked. That is what he was. "What are you talking about Ana?"
"Exactly, as I said. I want you in position. NOW!" I tried to make my voice as strong as I could. I do not think he believes me. "I said now Christian. You will get in position and take your punishment as I deem fit."
"What are you talking about? That is not how this works Ana. I am the DOM not you. I will not get in position. You will."
Oh really! "Alright, then I am done." I started to walk to the door.
"What? What do you mean done? You said you would never leave."
"I am not leaving forever. I just need a bit of time to think. You had you your chance, so I need mine. I will be going to Kate's for the night. I will see you after work tomorrow."
"Ana we can fix this. Trust me we can."
"Trust you. PFFFT! I cannot trust you. You cannot even be honest with me and you think you can use sex to fix this. YOU CAN'T!"
"You can trust me, and I have never lied to you." You could see the shift in him as he said that. Even he could not hide from the lie. Just then his phone beeped with a message.
"You might want to check that." I said pointing to the phone on the whipping bench.
CG POV
"You can trust me, and I have never lied to you." I flinched a little as I said that I knew I had lied and omitted the truth a few times.
I heard my message tone come through the room. Why was my phone in here, I never brought it in here?
"You might want to check that," she said.
"Ana, don't worry about it. I will check it later."
"Check it now!"
I walked to the bench and picked up my phone. My heart dropped. Oh my god she knows.
There staring me in the face was part of one lie I told.
FWD: *It was good to see you. I understand now. Do not fret. You will make a wonderful father. *
She is going to think I told Elena about the baby, but I did not. How the hell did she get this?
"Now are you ready to get into position."
"Ana, I can explain."
"I don't want to hear it. I only had one thing I asked you never to do. Guess what! You went and did it anyway when I needed you. Then on top of that you lied to me. You went to that bitch and told her about the baby."
"I didn't tell her about the baby." I pleaded for her to believe me.
"I don't want to hear it. You broke my trust by not being honest. You also broke something you hold more sacred; you broke a hard limit. That to you was grounds for an immediate severance of your previous contracts. I asked you not to do one thing for me and you could not even do it. How can I ever trust you again in this room if you don't even follow your own rules?"
My heart dropped. Fuck, she was right I broke her hardest limit. "Baby, please let me explain." I try to get her to let me talk but she just will not listen. "I'm sorry baby." I just stood there not getting in position.
"No, I don't want an explanation. I want you in position for your punishment, NOW!" When I still did not get into position she started walking towards the door. She held the door open as if she was leaving.
AS POV
I held the door open and motioned for him to walk through. "Alright, Christian. You can leave then. Go back to the fucking bitch troll or whatever the hell you want. I mean that is all you have done anyways."
"NO! Okay, I will do it." He dropped to his knees. I watched as he got fully into position but still looked at me.
"Did I say you could look at me?" "What is your safe words Christian."
His head snapped at me. "What are you going to do?"
"Do you ever tell me what you are going to do?" I questioned.
He shook his head but continued to look at me.
"Remind me. Did I tell you that you could look at me? No, I did not. I asked you your safe words."
"Ana" He started to say. But I cut him off. "SAFEWORDS! Now Christian. "I said slapping the riding crop on the bench. I think I startled him a bit as he had flinched.
"Yes Mistress!" He said quickly.
"I am not your fucking mistress. That bitch has no space in here. You need figure something else to call me. What are your safe words?"
"Yellow and red, my Goddess."
"Do you know why you are being punished?"
He shook his head at first then said, "because I left you and went to Elena."
"What did I tell you when we redesigned this room. I don't ever want to hear her name especially in here. This is ours. We made this room ours and no longer hers with her influence on anything that happens in this room."
"Sorry Goddess." He went to say it again. I raised my hand to stop him.
"That's not the only reason you are being punished. You are being punish because you lied. Now it makes me question everything you have ever said to me."
"Ana, please let me ex..." I stopped him again.
"No, I don't need an explanation. You just need to be quiet and listen to me. I am taking charge for a bit."
"Yes, Goddess" He bowed his head.
"You may look at me." His head snapped up and looked in my eyes. "Do you think I did this on purpose?" I pointed at the slight bulge from my stomach.
"No. I don't," he said shaking his head.
"Really! Because that is what you accused me of."
"I didn't mean it Ana."
"Oh really. Then I must be too stupid to understand what you meant, because that is exactly what you accused me of."
"What are you talking about stupid. I never said you were stupid." I brought my phone to his face so he could watch the video us.
I watched his face as he heard himself say "You had one thing, one thing to remember. Shit! I do not fucking believe it. How could you be so stupid?" He dropped his head and sucked in a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry baby. I did not mean it. I just can't have a kid."
"Well, you are out of luck because we have a baby on the way already. Now are you going to be a father or a daddy?" He looked at me quizzically.
"I can't be a father."
"You think you can't be a father, but you are already one. Now the question is. Can you be a daddy?"
"Ana, I just said I can't be a father."
"Well, that's just not true any man can be a father. But answer my damn question! Can you be a daddy?" I snarled. "Are you a real man, Christian?" I perplexed him. "Because it takes a real man to be a daddy. Well, are you?"
"What kind of father can I be when I don't even know who mine is?"
"You might not know your father, but you know your dad. I think you will be a great daddy. You protect everything that is yours. Now I have something that is half yours growing in my stomach." I placed me hands on my stomach and tears slipped from my eyes. It seems nothing is going to stop his self-loathing.
"Alright Christian. We will not continue. I will take care of our little problem and this will be nothing but a blip on the radar."
"What are you talking about Ana?"
"I will take care of it. I don't want you to resent me for something that I can fix since you can't be a father." I walk to him with tears in my eyes, stood tall, and command him. I will make him see that he will be an excellent dad soon enough. "I want you on the bench. You will take your punishment and we will never speak of your betrayal again." He truly does not understand that he will be a great dad.
He does not move from the spot in the floor and just looks at me. "Christian, NOW!" He stands and walks to the bench and lays across it. "I am going to spank you 20 times. You will count. You will safe word if need be."
"Yes, Goddess." I grabbed the paddle, lube, and butt plug. His eyed widened at the butt plug. "No Ana. You aren't going anywhere near my ass."
"You will take any punishment I see fit. This is not one of your hard limits. I would never break those."
"No, I will not. I didn't do anything to warrant a punishment like that."
"Did you or did you not break my trust by going to that bitch and talking about us and then lying to me about it?"
"Yes, I did. But I didn't tell her about the baby."
"It doesn't matter you didn't actually tell her. You broke my trust. You have punished me for less. You can take this punishment, or I can go to Kate's to take a bit of time for myself."
"You said you wouldn't leave."
"Well, I am not leaving permanently, I will be back. I haven't lied to you and you left me first."
CG POV
"Fine, I will take my punishment." It is not really a punishment. It is not like I have not had ass play. I mean Elena loved to fuck my ass before she sucked my cock. She grabbed the lube and squirted it in hand, rubbed it on her fingers and the plug. She rubbed her finger between the crack of my ass and slowly started pushing her finger in and out of my ass.
"mmmmm, ugghh." I moaned. God that felt good. I have not had anything in my ass in a long time. I moaned every time her finger went in and groaned when she pulled out. She knew I liked it then. She reached under the bench and grabbed my hard cock with her other hand. Slowly moving up and down my shaft and the other hand in and out of my ass. I could feel myself getting close to the edge.
"You will not cum." She said adding another finger. What the hell, she expects me not cum. Well, I was not the king of holding my orgasms for nothing. Plus, it felt too good to have her stop.
"Yes, Goddess." She continued for a few more minutes then removed her fingers and slowly pushed the plug in my ass. Oh God, it felt good. Better than I remembered.
"Remember your safe words. I am going to spank you." She said taking a paddle off the wall. "I want you to count."
"Yes, Goddess. One, two, three, four." I said as she brought it down again and again in quick succession like I do to her. Switching from cheek to cheek. HOLY HELL that hurt. How in the hell is she so strong?
"Five, six, seven, eight." Holy shit this hurts. It never felt like this with Elena. Why does it hurt so much coming from her? "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve." I could feel the tears starting to build. I just tried to blink them away. I feel so betrayed she said she would never hurt me. How could she not keep her word? "Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen." She just kept bringing it down on my ass. It was like a light bulb I could almost feel the betrayal. I could understand now I had broken my word. I made her feel like she did not matter. "Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty." She was finally done. I heard the paddle hit the floor.
AS POV
I could see that this was hurting him but not from the pain but from the fact that someone he loves is hurting him. I barely put any force behind his punishment. I just wanted him to understand the pain of betrayal I felt when he went to her and lied. I dropped the paddle and tried to sooth him.
I rubbed his back and he flinched. He only does that when he does not know I am going to touch him. We are still working on it. I could usually touch him if I told him I was going to.
"Baby, are you okay?" I asked in a calming voice.
"Yes, Goddess." He said holding in his emotions. But I knew he was not. He was feeling how I felt when I read that message. Hopefully, this would change our lives for the better.