With every fiber of my soul

By Red Crescent

Chapter 1

„Be mine." He told her as she felt his hands against her small and shivering figure while he pushed her into his chest. Inhaling deeply she tried to look away but couldn't. His eyes held her gaze. Black met blue; lust clouded his iris. Not knowing how to behave in front of him, she tried to evade touching him by stretching her arms backwards. By doing so she unfortunately pressed her breasts against his torso even more what made him grunt in satisfaction. She got goose bumps at that sound, feeling disgusted.

Couldn't anybody just help her disappear? Anything was better than having to deal with this. She rather would have burned herself alive than feeling him touch her!

His breath caressed her skin as she tilted her head away, giving him full access to her neck. She breathed in sharply as she felt the tip of his nose brush her sensitive skin. If he even dared to go one step further she swore to the heavens she would punch his life into the next galaxy! If needed she even would try to find another universe for him to stay in!

Growling lightly now, she tried to take control over the situation once more. Why the hell did she have to deal with these types of situations almost every day?

Forming her delicate hand into a fist she observed him inching nearer and nearer, his lips only millimeters away from her pulsing aorta. This had to end. Right now!

"Stop it." She demanded rather angrily now, yet noticed even more furious that he wouldn't listen. She just saw him closing the distance between the both of them as his tongue licked her neck lightly.

"I said to stop it!" her voice got louder now and she hardly was able to not yell at him uncontrollably as she tried to wiggle herself free from his strong grip.

"Just stay still and be mine!" he hoarsely whispered and Chichi tried not to gag as he lightly nibbled her skin and scratched her with his teeth. In order to evade him more she arched her back and felt her muscles give way until she felt the familiar pain of her spine telling her she had reached her limit. She had not wanted to make a scene but he didn't give her another option now!

His hands bored themselves even more into her flesh and she knew she was just about to lose her temper completely.

Narrowing her eyes she let her fury take her over. "I said…." She spitted into his face yet he didn't react at all.

"To stop…" she breathed in while lifting her fisted hand that started to hurt from too much tension.

"Getting on…" shifting her feet she tried to get into a proper standing position. He was just about to wander up her chin with his lips hungrily in order to properly land on hers.

"My nerves!" and with that she punched his face forcefully only to feel how his nose made way. With a disgusting noise the bone broke under her knuckles and he flew backwards until he crashed through the wall and the next one and the one after that, until he finally landend on the ground about 100 meters away from her, totally knocked out. Flapping her raven black hair back she huffed as she cleaned her hands on the hem of her shirt which glanced forth from under her armor.

"Stupid idiot…." She hissed while her tail waved from right to left in agitated manner. Turning on her heels she walked down the floor of the space ship again, not caring about the others who crossed her, looking at her quizzically.

Oh, how she hated it here! Ever since they were being stationed in this stupid space-monster-like-ship this was the only treatment she got from those testosterone-filled-bastards! What exactly had lasted for about five months up till now! It did not mean that she didn't like it in here.

She had wished to join this unit for what felt like eternity!

But as she was the only female soldier on board she had to deal with those lust-hungry barbarians 24 hours per day!

She wasn't really sorry that their quote for injuries got up ever since she had started to travel with everybody. But as they wouldn't listen she made sure they would feel her displeasure.

Back on their planet she hadn't had that much trouble with those monkeys. As she had had a few female colleagues, this kind of thing wasn't her problem at all. She wasn't the social type so they never had paid attention to her anyway. But now, with this much little space as you had nowhere to turn to she suddenly seemed visible for 99% of the group!

And they would approach her every fucking single day!

Raising her aura for the others to feel she wanted her peace for today, she stomped around the next corner only to pump into a back she hadn't noticed at all. Rubbing her nose she readied herself for another explosion of her temper. She was just trying to breathe in as she was interrupted by the wall she just crashed into.

"What an angry expression!" the person – of course a male – jokingly said while she heard a light laugh in his voice.

Growling she shot death glares into his direction. "Stop making fun of me and get out of the way! You big gorilla!"

He held his hands up in capitulation. "Have a bad day today, don't ya?"

"Doesn't concern you at all, does it?" she spat into his face.

"Well, not really…" he grinned while scratching the back of his spiky head. "But it's not quite good for the health of the crew. The infirmary doesn't have many beds left, you know."

"And why do you think I would care about that? It's not my damn fucking problem! Don't tell me, tell them! I'm not responsible for them, but you!"

Seeing his thinking expression her tail got quite impatiently and it poked his chest mockingly. "What now, big captain?" she teased him. "Nothing else to say to small female me?"

Crossing his arms in front of his wide chest he closed his eyes and breathed in deeply. He wouldn't even pay attention to her. And as he was blocking the way entirely she wouldn't be able to sneak away. Going back to the guy lying on the floor was out of the question, naturally.

And as this man before her additionally was her captain she somehow had due to her status as a mere soldier the duty to wait for him to release her.

Trying not to sigh in frustration she waited for him to say something with an angry expression. Honestly, her face was hurting from too much tension…

"Fact is, I can't let you hurt any more men than you already have." he suddenly announced slowly. "And we don't have enough material to repair all the damage you've caused."

"What the-?" she huffed but was interrupted by his hand held up. Shutting her mouth she held her grumpy remark to herself. Her body was already shaking from too much anger lingering inside of her. He was probably the only male who was able to shut her up with just his hand as she recognized him as someone superior to her. Well, if you counted out their prince, of course...

"As my men are unable to control themselves around you, what causes fights between them in which they want to dominate each other they wouldn't even listen to my orders at all." He explained with his eyes still closed.

"Now is that my fault? I never wanted them to chase after me!" she yelled at him. "I just want-" The hand pointing upwards interrupted her yet again.

"As you are a young sayajin woman without a mate yet, it's obvious that those guys want to take you before others do. It lies in our nature and-"

"Do I look like some sort of trophy?" she shouted suddenly, cutting him off disrespectfully. "I can do perfectly fine without–" opening his eyes, he looked at her harshly what made her gulp down the rest of her sentence. See? He totally had her under control.

"Having a mate lies in our nature." He repeated slowly with a hint of annoyance. "And as your aura is shining quite brutally it attracts the most of the crew. To your disadvantage, you are the only female on board, too."

"Well, tell me something I don't know!" she sneered but only received a sly smile from him.

"You even talk like that towards your own captain." He reminded her of his position and stood straight as if to demonstrate his height. "No wonder you look attractive to most of them. Our instincts tell us to find someone equal to ourselves. It's rare to find a female as stubborn and strong as you are. And unless someone marks you as his, nothing's going to chance."

"So now?" she narrowed her eyes at this information. "You want to send me back? Get rid of me? What are you trying to tell me? Should I just find someone who plays to be my mate? Oh yeah, how thoughtful of you! It's like selling me off so that your crew is freed from my existence! Thank you very much!" her voice dripped from too much sarcasm.

"If playing your mate would finish the deal I would already have told you that." He reminded her yet again quite arrogantly while his tail suddenly loosened itself from around his waist. Chichi watched him irritated. You hardly saw him waving his tail around. Stepping back she felt the hair on her arms getting up.

What was it with this strange atmosphere all of a sudden?

"So why are we having this conversation again?" she impudently asked as she couldn't stop provoking him.

She never could stop provoking him. Ever. And although she knew speaking like that to her own captain might cost her life she just couldn't stop it as she enjoyed having those conversations with him, although she would never admit it.

"I'm merely a captain concerned about the well being of my group." He almost whispered as he hovered above her and she had to lay her head in her neck to still see his face.

"And I'm the little rebel who disturbs the peace? Is that what you want to tell me?"

Not answering her now he just continued observing the look in her eyes. He could see the fire behind her iris. He never had seen anything similar. It was true, their species had a small amount of females but a girl with a look as strong as hers… No wonder his men were after her quite desperately. Who wouldn't want to take something like this for himself? Even he thought about her at night...

"So what now?" she took him out of his thoughts as she licked her lips. "You're going to demote me? Getting me off of the ship?""

Blinking a few times he recognized that he had pressed her into a corner, his tail waving excitingly from side to side. Stepping back from her he tried to stay cool. Inhaling deeply he reversed back to his casual personality.

"No, just try not to provoke them too much. That is an order. The smaller your KI the lesser the attacks on you."

Wrapping his tail around his waist smoothly he looked at her with a stern look in his eyes before he turned around and released her from his presence, not waiting for her response.

Chichi just stood there, feeling the tension finally leave her body as soon as he walked out of her sight. It took her awhile to understand his last words, but the moment it clicked in her brain she became angry all over again.

Suppressing her KI? Did he really tell her to suppress her KI? Another wave of rage rushed through her.

"You…" she whispered to herself as she looked into the direction he had gone to. "You're making me irritated the most!" she screamed through the hallway until her echo came back to her.

Breathing heavily she started to stomp towards her chamber. Feeling how every man responded to her furious aura she got even angrier as she recognized that the captain had been right!

"Arrogant bastard!" she sneered and closed the door to her room behind her.

Said bastard couldn't suppress smiling to himself as he had heard her outburst. He would never admit it, but it was fun teasing her. He should have been ashamed of himself, he reminded his mind, as he wasn't better than the rest. He couldn't deny the lust he suddenly felt as soon as he had looked into her onyx eyes.

Although he had known and observed ever since she had started travelling with them five months ago, never had he felt the need to taste her this badly like recently. Not even when looking at her before letting her join and flying off into space. He felt himself being drawn towards her painfully clearer each day...

He sighed. He shouldn't have looked into her eyes. It made his blood boil over even more as he was a simple male too.

He shook his head. He had other things to do than double the stress on the girl and himself. He pushed the feeling that grew inside of him on the situation they were in. The circumstances were at fault, he assured himself.

But he had been aware of this matter all along.

Yet she was just his underling. As her superior he had to take care of her. That was it.

Nothing more and nothing less. He should never let her know what he felt for her. He had to be careful when being around her or his inner beast might take control over him and say something he wouldn't want to say to her at all...

Not now.

At the same time Chichi stomped through her room mumbling to herself quietly. The only positive thing she had as a lone female was the privilege to have her own four walls. Luckily! So no one had to hear her cursing besides her own.

Sighing she flopped down on her bed and covered her eyes with her arm lazily. Being angry was even more tiring then fighting for a whole day...

And yet she never could hate her captain fully as he was the one who recommended her joining his crew, although everybody was against it. He was the only one trusting her so far. He was the only one who obviously saw more in her than just a mere woman.

Therefore she respected him more than she wanted to.

Feeling her head become hot she sat up abruptly, looking rather shocked at anything that was in her room. What in the world was that feeling inside of her chest? And why wouldn't her tail calm down at all suddenly?

Covering her fuzzy companion with a pillow to hide it's movements before her own eyes she noticed her hitched breathing.

"I have to release some stress..." she growled at herself as she stood up and changed into her training armor while she cursed the one responsible for her awkward emotional rollercoaster once again.

What basically was dominated by anger.

And confusion.

And something she couldn't quite place.

Author's note:

Hello all

As you can see I have started another story with a M rating. I deleted all the other stories that weren't completed as I couldnt really grab the story line anymore. So in order to keep it cool I'm going to try to update this one weekly. So tell me what you think of this AU fiction that basically has some pretty hot stuff going on. I just wanted to write another M-rated story , the only good sex scene I've ever written was in "Chances". And after reading the last chapter again I wondered why I wouldn't try writing more of that?

My other fic "Suddenly Married" is more like a diary like story. So as I already told you, I'm going to update that one irregularely.

I hope you're up for some sexy scenes (based on my capability to write them) and enjoy "With every fiber of my soul".

RxR

Yours

Red C