A.N. I'm sorry if I've disappointed some of you with where this story ended up going. I tried coming up with a Emma being dominant scenario but my head space is just permanently set to Regina being a dom .. I did try but this is what I came up with. I don't know the bdsm world intimately enough to give it it's just due. For those waiting for me to finish my other story, WDYB .. I'm working on it. I'm struggling a little with it, so I'm just taking time to be zen and such .. I do want to recommend a book to y'all, It's a love story between two women and it will stir your soul. If you haven't heard of it already it's, In the Silence by Jaimie Leigh McGovern available on Amazon and worth buying. Love to all .. Mel ~
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"I can't believe you just .. walked out on Regina like that, Ems. Gutsy, I'll give you that." Ruby chuckles before her eyes grow in concern as she watches all the color drain out of her friends face. "Hey, are you okay?"
"I .. I never said it was Regina. Why would you think .. I mean .. with Regina?" Emma laughs, a shrill sound that makes Ruby's nose scrunch up before she is leaning across the booth and grabbing Emma's hand.
"Relax. I won't tell a soul. I promise." Her clear blue eyes find Emma's gaze and she squeezes her wrist before leaning back in the booth again. "Eat some french fries or something, your face looks like Casper."
But Emma just pushes the plate away as she leans forward, with green eyes wide and scared she can't help but hiss out in a whisper, "It is not Regina."
Ruby leans forward as well and her eyes are teasing as she whispers back, "Her scent is all over you. Dumb ass." She lightly gives Emma's shin a kick under the table. "Don't lie to me."
And Emma begins to sweat because she forgot about the whole wolf sense thing. God damn it. She starts to fumble over words, not seeming to be able to formulate a concrete thought as her green eyes stare at Ruby. "So .. you .. I .. you smell .. Regina .. "
Ruby giggles at Emma's discomfort and decides to put the poor woman out of her misery. "No, Emma .. I can't smell that scent. I mean I could if I wanted to but I don't. I can block that out. I'd have to go live in the forest if I couldn't." Emma is confused and her features show it as Ruby chuckles and grabs a french fry off the plate before she continues. "You know how many people come in here everyday, if I opened my senses to all of their scents .. I mean .. forget about it. My nose would be on mass overload."
And Emma can't help but wonder so she hears herself quickly blurting out a question, "So, what does Regina smell like? I mean .. what do you smell on me?"
Ruby sighs and begins to chew on another french fry. "It's a mix of the perfume she wears and like a brisk fall day."
Emma smiles and Ruby laughs, throwing a french fry at her friend. "If I couldn't smell it Emma .. I could clearly see how she effects you. And I say, if Regina Mills wants to play with you, well, by all means Emma, then.. play." She stands up and winks at her friend before sauntering away.
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Regina is opening her car door about to leave for home after a too long work day when Emma leans against the other side of her car, drumming nervous fingers against the roof of the benz. Regina arches an eyebrow at her and Emma nods back. "Henry's camping trip is this weekend right, Madame Mayor?" The old title makes Regina's stomach flip as she nods her head and Emma smirks at her. "Good, I'll see you tomorrow night then. Wear a blouse and skirt for me." Emma winks and then she is walking away. Regina's mouth is open and she quickly closes it as she climbs into her car. She watches Emma until the woman rounds the next corner and only then does she realize she had been holding her breath.
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Emma arrives shortly after dark and nods in approval at Regina's attire. A crisp white blouse with a cuffed collar and a short black skirt. Legs bare, no heels. They have dinner, make small talk. Sip a little red wine and then Emma is lacing Regina's hand inside her own and guiding her up the stairs.
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"Get on the bed." Regina's eyes glimmer like dark chocolate in the candlelight as she sits down slowly and looks up at Emma. "Unbutton your blouse." Regina's gaze stays locked on Emma's as her fingertips unclasp each button slowly. She goes to slip the fabric off her shoulders but Emma's voice cuts in stopping her instantly. "Don't. Cross your legs and lean back on your hands." Regina tilts her head up just a little and her lips purse together as she complies. She feels the first wave of wetness between her legs as a familiar throbbing begins to pulse slowly as Emma takes a step toward her. The anticipation makes her heart begin to beat faster.
Emma's fingertips brush the skin of her leg and then Emma's fingers grasp her knee. She closes her eyes as she feels herself being tugged forward as Emma's other hand wraps around the collar of her shirt. Lips ghost her ear, whispering, "Are you wet for me?"
Regina can't speak, the word catches in her throat so she nods against Emma's cheek. "Show me." Emma stands back and the candlelight flickers shadows across her face as Regina slips her right hand between her legs. She glides two fingers along her sex, her knuckles rubbing against the fabric of her underwear. She sighs and wishes it was Emma touching her. Her insides ache as she removes her hand and holds it up for Emma to see.
The glistening fingertips shine against the dancing shadows of light that flicker around the room as Emma's lips clasp them. She gasps against the sensation as Emma sucks on her flesh. "God, Emma .. please .. " She wants her mouth between her legs. Now. She needs it like her lungs need air to breathe. "Please .. "
"No begging, Regina." Emma's voice is stern as green eyes take in the pleading brown gaze. She shakes her head. No. Emma almost feels sorry for Regina but she pushes that emotion down because unless Regina tells her to stop, then this is what she wanted. So, Emma will give it to her. A slow torturous pace.
Emma's lips are by her ear again. Her breath tickling and then her earlobe is being nibbled and gently sucked on.
Dear Jesus. Emma's lips move down to her pulse point and then her flesh is lightly bitten. She gasps and her clit shivers against the fabric of her underwear.
"Emma .. please.. "
"Do you want me to stop?" Emma's lips are against her ear again, questioning.
Regina wants to scream yes but she shakes her head no.
"Then stop begging or I will." Her tone is clipped and Regina knows she means it. Her brain is grumbling but her body is a quivering mess as Emma's lips begin a trail down her neck.
Finally.
But Emma stops at her breasts and then bright green eyes are looking up at her. "Do not come. If you come, I stop touching you." Regina's features scrunch in confusion until a blast of sensations overwhelm her at once. Emma's weight presses her down into the bed as a thigh finds itself between her legs, she instantly pushes up against it and moans at the delicious friction it erupts against her clit and cunt while Emma's mouth is tracing her nipple through the sheer fabric of her bra.
And then her breast is freed and Emma's lips are kissing the meaty flesh before pulling a taught nipple inside the teasing wet mouth.
Regina has to stop herself from grinding against Emma's thigh. She feels Emma smile against her breast and wants to throttle her. She wants to flip Emma over and ride her face. That image doesn't help the increasing torment her pussy is feeling so she quickly shuts that image down in her mind. She's more mad at herself right now because she didn't think Emma had it in her to be like this. Suggesting it was just a way for Regina to in fact remain the dominant one in the playing field of their sexual encounters. A way to keep a leg up on Emma. Because if Regina is being honest she is afraid of the growing feelings mounting for Emma Swan. So, this was just a cruel way to make Emma flounder and fail and feel inadequate. To really embellish Emma as the submissive, the falling in love one while Regina's heart can stay locked away and safe. Always.
But as she tries to not come, to not rock against Emma's thigh, to not chase that sweet release in Emma's arms as the woman's mouth suckles her breasts as deliciously as she sucks on her clit, she realizes that she is bound to Emma. Like someone has cast a spell on her. And she can no longer deny falling in love with Emma Swan. No more than if she tried denying how the sun rises and sets each day.
"Emma .. stop."
Emma immediately sits up and goes to climb off the bed but Regina's hand on her wrist stops her. Brown eyes smile up at her and Emma feels her heart skip a beat inside her chest. She smiles down at the woman and Regina reaches up to trace the dimple that peeks out from one of Emma's cheeks.
"I love you, Emma." She whispers the proclamation as tears shimmer her gaze and Emma's eyes widen in surprise.
"You do?" And Regina sees the not loved enough little foster girl shine through in her expression for a moment before it disappears inside Emma's brave determined gaze. "I love you too." She whispers it back and then Regina is pulling Emma into her arms.
They kiss and it's different then other times they have kissed. It's slow and soulful. Both women feel it as their tongues touch and caress another. A tranquil feeling washes over them like finally their hearts are at peace. There is no more war raging inside of either woman. They both sigh against the others lips and then Emma is sitting up again, staring down at Regina. She entwines their fingers before asking, "Do you still want me to be dominate now?" Regina shakes her head and she can see the relief wash over Emma's features.
"Thank goodness. I really had no idea what to do, I was just winging it." Emma grins down at her and Regina can't help but laugh. A rich, deep sound that makes Emma grin wider and laugh along with the other woman. They begin to kiss again and this time an urgency consumes them. A rush to be naked and feel the others flesh against their own. To touch and taste and play, to join. To feel their souls dance as one. To gasp and moan and chant the other's name like a cherished prayer. To simply love. In this moment and always.
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