This is my first Jalex story. I'm nervous. I really hope you like it. It really took me some courage to write and upload this. I don't think it's the best but I hope you guys like it.

Forbidden Forever

Chapter 1

I'm on the couch, just another one of those boring days. Harper and I were supposed to go to the movies today, but she had a date with Zeke. Justin was in after school and Mason had "plans" somewhere. It felt like the whole world wanted me to be alone. Then the door opened. Sadly, it was just Max with his new girlfriend, Valerie.

"Me and Valerie are going to head out to the museum until mom and dad get home. see you." he said, then shut the door again. Max, museum, it just sounded weird in one sentence. So instead of doing my homework I picked up a magazine. Flipping through it, I realized I had already read it. I sighed and threw it on the table.

"I'm home!" Justin called. I looked over at him and then I realized how cute he was. He eyes were beautiful and I loved it when he walked with his hands in his pockets. Once the butterflies came, I looked away.

"You're early." I pointed out.

"Ya, the meeting ended early. Mom and dad will be home late. The party they went to is apparently going on later than expected.' he informed.

"Okay. So what." I snapped. He came over and hung his jacket on the coat rack.

"Which means you have to help me with dinner." he said. My eyes widened.

"But=" I started but he cut me off.

"No buts Alexandria." he demanded. I rolled my eyes. I wouldn't help him no matter what. He couldn't tell me what to do. He wasn't the boss.

"Now Alex." he instructed. I sighed and walked over to the kitchen. I don't know what we were cooking but I was told to stir something.

"Why me?" I mumbled.

"Not like that Alex." he sighed and walked over to me. Justin put his arms over mine and my body freaked out. Butterflies were everywhere. The spoon slipped out of my hand and hit his face.

"I'm so sorry Justin." I stifled back laughter. He wiped his face.

"It's okay." he replied. HE stumbled to the bathroom to wipe off his face so I left to my room. Sitting on my bed, I thought since there was nothing else to do. I knew it was a bad idea to help but he forced me. Being that close to him gave me chills. It was all just plain WRONG. He was my brother, I shouldn't like him. I don't know why I like him. He was cute, his eyes were like an ocean. If only I could tell him that without freaking or disgusting him. Someone tapped on my door.

"What?" I snapped. Justin opened the door. I turned my back to him.

"Alex, no need to be embarrassed. I'll just finish up okay." he left then.

"Justin wait," I said."I'm not embarrassed, it's just, something's going on right now." That was one way to put it. Right now I didn't want to look at his expression. I didn't want to see if he cared or didn't. Both would hurt me.

"Alex, what's wrong?" he soothingly said. I bit my lip. No I won't tell him.

"Its nothing. Just go make dinner." I mumbled. I saw him shrug his shoulders and leave. I wasn't eating tonight, I didn't want to flick my fork and hit his face. I curled up into a ball and took a nap.

"Alex!" someone called.

"Go away." I grumbled.

"No." it was Justin who walked in. He sat on the edge of the bed now. I scooched away but I ended up hitting the wall.

"You missed dinner. Is everything okay?" there he was again, asking and worrying about me.

"I'm fine. Just don't worry about it." I snapped. I know what I needed right now. I needed to see Mason. It would help me forget all about Justin, hopefully. I shooed Justin off and dialed Mason. He thought it was just family issues so he was at my door in a flash. We sat on the terrace and talked.

Justin POV

Just watching her sit there with him made me want to go over and punch him. He was lucky enough to have Alex. Wait, what? Alex was my little sister, I wasn't supposed to like her like this. When I saw him kiss her, it was clear. I did like her. I absolutely hated it when he kissed her. Alex was good though, she deserved someone that wasn't her own brother. She hates me anyway. Today when she was sad or whatever she was feeling, she pushed away. A sure sign that she didn't want me there.

"What did I ever do? " I mumbled to myself. I could hear her giggling. I loved her laughter, it was like magic. Something I could never have. THis feeling was probably temporary. It would go away soon. I would just let it go away. That's a good way to put it.

Sorry if it was short. I hoped you liked it though. I tried my hardest working on it. Please please please review and alert my story. Tell me how I did.