Okay guys so I was looking for some FanFics regarding this and I didn't see many with torture and shit so I decided to write one! Please review! IT WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! This is Chapter 1:

I stood there in a fighting stance with a seraph blade in my hand, though I knew I wouldn't dare use it. My eyes went from Valentine to Jace, who was in Valentine's tight grip with a blade to his throat, back to Valentine. Sweat beaded down the back of my neck as I debated on what my next move would be.

Valentine smiled at me. "You get to decide if he lives or dies. It's all on you. You have one minute." He laughed cruelly. "If you decide to go with me, unarmed, I will let him go. If not then, I will kill him right in front of you!"

"You're a sick bastard, Valentine!" I seethe between clenched teeth. I shook my head. "I will never go with you! Never."

Valentine just shrugged. "Very well, Clarissa." Then he slowly drug the blade across Jace's throat, making a gash about two inches long. The gash was shallow but, it was deep enough to make Jace bleed. It trickled down his neck and pass his collarbone where it disappeared behind his black T-shirt. Jace didn't even flinch. He was, after all, a Shadowhunter and his pain tolerance was higher than a normal persons was. My eyes widened in horror and my whole body started to shake with rage.

"No!" I screeched. I was a Shadowhunter now and I knew I should be stronger than this but, if Jace's life was at stake there wasn't anything I wouldn't do to save him. Maybe there was some truth behind the words, "To love is to destroy." And Valentine had Jace. Valentine knew just how to get to me and he had won. I sighed. "Okay. Okay." I bit my lower lip, not wanting to admit that Valentine had won. "I'll–"

"No, Clary! Don't!" Jace cut me off and struggled against Valentine's grasp, but to no avail. Valentine pulled Jace closer to his body, in an almost bear hug.

"Hush, child. Clarissa was going to say something." Then he looked back at me expectantly. "Continue, dear."

I looked at Jace and pleaded with my eyes. Begging for him to forgive me for what I was about to do. "Alright. I'll go with you. As long as you swear not to hurt him."

Valentine nodded. "I swear it. Now drop your weapon on the ground and kick it to me." I hesitated but did as he said, all the while I was glaring at him. I wanted him to know that I may have agreed but I wasn't going to go down without at least a little fight. Though Valentine knew me in that way and wasn't expecting me to. I suppose that's why he went for Jace first. And as much as I hated to admit it, that was a damn smart move.

Valentine bent down and picked up my seraph blade without letting go of Jace. When he stood back up he said, "Good. Now walk over here, slowly." I clenched my hands into fists at my sides and walked over to him. Stopping in front of him and Jace. Before I could even think to react, Valentine pushed Jace forward hard and grabbed me by the shoulders, twisting me around so that my back was on his stomach.

Free of Valentine's grasp, Jace quickly pulled out two seraph blades from his belt and whispered their names. They came to life and glowed in his hands, just as ready to fight as he was.

"Ah ah ah." Valentine said wiggling a finger in the air. "You know as well as I that you aren't going to do that. I knew you were stupid but, even I didn't think you were that stupid." Jace growled low in his throat but lowered his swords and glared daggers at Valentine.

I felt Valentine pull my hands behind my back and tie them. He was none the too gentle and I felt the need to cry out as he tightened the rope even more but, I refrained from doing so. I wouldn't give him that satisfaction. I refused. He slowly backed toward the Portal in the Institution Library. "Very well then son. I'm sure we will see each other again." He said. Then after a slight pause he added. "And possibly sooner than you may think."

Feeling the wetness of the liquid in the Portal start to touch my I looked into Jace's golden eyes that I loved so much. Not knowing if I'd ever see him again I took a long look at all of him. Taking him into memory. Then I mouthed the words, "I love you." I saw him nodded slightly and mouth, "Too." Before he vanished and I was in the Portal with Valentine.

I just realized how short this is, sorry! The next chapter will be longer I swear it! lol Well if I get some fans anyway!:POh and it's writen as if I am Clary in case you were wondering. LOL!