A/N: I got some super gay ideas while watching episode 4 and now this is happening.
I don't own Euphoria or any of the characters I'm just taking them for a spin.
Cassie stood look out while Maddy and Fezco engaged in the age old practice of exchanging goods for money. A slightly muffled groan of satisfaction reached Cassie's ear and she stifled a gag. Exchanging goods for compensation The blonde quickly shook the thought from her mind before it could wander to places she'd regret.
Instead Cassie wondered how Nate could actually believe Maddy was a virgin given her *ahem* experience and how Maddy could enjoy being with guys so much that she was willing to cheat so often and so brazenly. Maddy was so confident and never stopped until she got what she wanted no matter what. Cassie always envied Maddy's unabashed nature and the way she walked through life; as though the world had no choice but to accept her will. Cassie sighed, wishing she could somehow absorb even a tenth of the latina's fiery spirit.
Every guy I've ever been with only wanted one thing. Cassie mused quietly to herself To fuck me and get it on camera. I get that men are pigs but can they at least switch it up once in a while?! She snorted out a laugh The sex wasn't even that good. Her expression softened as an image of MCkay popped to the forefront of her mind unbidden. Well sometimes the sex is alright. But even he doesn't value me as more than a sexual prize she thought as she remembered his earlier dismissal of their relationship.
Cassie frowned. Why do I always fall for assholes. And why do I always give them what they want knowing how it will end. Regardless of whether guys wanted her for their porn collection or as a trophy on their arm if they didn't care for who she was as a person she knew she shouldn't put up with it. I'm through being a side character in my own life. Cassie all but stomped her foot with the finality of that thought.
As the faint sound of rustling clothing reached her ears Cassie resolved to stop wasting her time on anyone who didn't truly care about her and to do whatever she wanted just like everyone else. I'm going to go after my own happiness whatever that looks like.
Cassie turned just in time to see Maddy and Fezco emerging from behind the food stands. "You're welcome Fez." Maddy said over her shoulder as she reached Cassie, spinning the girl around and ushering her away, as she grabbed 2 water bottles from his stand.
"Ain't you supposed to say thank you?" Fez replied with his trademark drawl.
"Nope." Maddy said popping the 'p' for emphasis as she walked away not sparring him another glance.
Once Maddy stopped dragging her she all but pushed Cassie down onto a bench. Cassie looked her friend up and down raising an eyebrow at how not disheveled she looked.
"Fez is easy, Cas, five finger discount." Maddy winked as she made a very clear gesture with her hand at her crotch.
Cassie once again swallowed a faint disgust. "You could do so much better." she said.
"And I do, on the reg, with Nate. But he's got a stick up his ass right now - or at least wants one up there or something- and besides every guy is different! Why settle for just one when there's more to experience on offer?"
"Hmmm" Cassie hummed as she considered her friends words. She was startled from her thoughts by the sound of Maddy's text notification.
As Maddy became absorbed in something on her phone Cassie's eyes caught the shadows playing her friends stomach and she couldn't help but let her eyes wander along the slender frame on display before her.
"I'd like to see what experiences you could offer." Slipped past her lips before she knew what she was saying. Cassie's eyes grew wide with horror and she was sure she nearly gave herself whiplash with how quickly her head snapped up to meet Maddy's gaze.
Maddy quirked an eyebrow at the abrupt statement and looked at Cassie unsure how to respond.
"I mean are we gonna take that Molly or what?" Cassie quickly recovered only breathing once a smile slid across Maddy's face.
"Girl you read my mind." The latina replied as she reached into the waist of her pants and pulled out a baggy with two capsule pills in it. "Here" she said handing over a water bottle and one pill. "Hydration is key." she said with a giggle before downing her own pill.
Cassie took the pause provided by an entire water bottle to think about what she had just said. Where the hell did that come from? she wondered. I decide to stop messing around with fuck boys and now I'm hitting on Maddy? She felt a rising panic Fuck am I gay? before she could get completely lost in the coming panic attack she heard Maddy clear her throat.
"You gonna take those drugs or just keep looking at 'em?" The latina ribbed before turning to seemingly study the carnival.
No more thinking Cas. she thought to herself "ust feel it. and she popped the pills.
Cassie downed the Molly with a large gulp of water and, as she opened her eyes, felt exhilaration shoot through her body at the look Maddy threw over her shoulder. Maddy tossed her head back, letting out a genuine laugh, and Cassie couldn't help but do the same as she quickly stood to follow her friend.
My god. Cassie thought Has she always been this...captivating? Cassie's eyes raked along Maddy's form from behind as she followed along. Cassie's eyes settled on Maddy's perfect rear. She decided that, yes Maddy had always been captivating and, more importantly, Cassie had always been captivated by her.
Cassie was so caught up in Maddy that she didn't notice the girl had stopped moving and nearly bumped into her. Maddy's attention was thankfully, and unsurprisingly, elsewhere and Cassie sighed at the embarrassment she'd been saved.
"We'll head in here" Maddy commanded with a flick of her hair as she tossed out their drinks and headed into the Maze of Mirrors.
Cassie quickly followed behind as the giddy chemical rush of Molly began its rise through her system. She tried not to think about the tingle that ran down her spine at the tone of Maddy's words. Cassie remembered her earlier resolve. "ust feel it and she allowed a small smile to slip onto her face at how pleasant the tingle had been.
Cassie stumbled as her eyes adjusted to the light change in the dimly lit Mirror Maze versus the bright carnival outside. She flailed somewhat and found her hand grasped in Maddy's. "This way." she whispered with a slight tug before allowing the limb to fall back to Cassie's side.
Cassie's hand burned in the most amazing way where she'd been grasped as they walked further into the Maze and the rest of her body felt cold in comparison. She studied her hand intently, though she made sure to keep an eye on Maddy lest she get lost, thinking about how pleasant it would be if she could find a way to spread this feeling through her body. She contained a moan at the thought.
They reached, what Cassie assumed was, the middle of the maze; a brightly lit circle of mirrors. She turned realizing she had no idea which way they'd come and did not care. She ran her fingers through her hair as she stretched marveling at the softness of it and the near complete lack of tension throughout her body. Cassie let out a squeal at how amazing she was starting to feel.
"Fuck that whole fucking family" Maddy spoke interrupting the silence.
"For real" Cassie sighed out as she continued to gaze at her reflection, stretching this way and that to see every angle. Every once in a while, her eyes would follow Maddy's reflection and she was content not to wonder why and simply revel in her friends very enticing choice of outfit.
"Cause right now, I'm looking at a thousand different versions of myself and not only do I look good I fucking feel good." Maddy nodded to herself in the mirror as though to prove her point.
Caassie turned to look at her friend "It's a bitch" she breathed out even as she thought I bet fucking you would feel fucking good
Maddy continued with no indication she'd heard Cassie speak "So if they've got something to say they should just say it to my fucking face, right?" Maddy almost growled out never looking away from her reflection.
"Or you could just sit on my fucking face." Cassie said before her eyes grew wide, head snapping up to look at Maddy.
"Right! Wait...what?" Maddy questioned as she fully turned to face her friend.
An unfamiliar surge of confidence overtook Cassie as she leveled her gaze with Maddy's. "That's what I want to do" Cassie said as she stepped closer before circling the other girl slowly. "I feel like this is a turning point," she whispered from behind leaning in close to Maddy's ear.
"Totally" Maddy gasped out as she briefly felt the press of Cassie's breasts on her back.
"We should just pick the hottest most confident, bad bitch versions of ourselves to be" Cassie continued "and fuck for the rest of the school year." She finished as she faced Maddy again meeting the latinas eyes with a confidence that was likely 85% drug induced.
"Yo." Maddy whispered as she broke eye contact in favor of watching Cassie run her tongue along her lips.
Now or never Cassie thought as her hands came to rest on Maddy's hips before moving forward to capture her in a kiss. The two moaned in unison as their lips met. Maddy's hands hesitantly came to tangle in blonde hair. Cassie smirked as she felt the latina run her fingers through repeatedly. She was no doubt caught up in the same softness that had captivated Cassie minutes before; softness that was swiftly forgotten as her tongue met Maddy's for the first time.
Cassie groaned at the feel of their tongues tangled together. She explored Maddy's mouth all the while reveling in the faint whimpering sighs the other girl was making. Cassie felt a dull and familiar feeling pulsing through her body radiating from her clit. She wrapped her hands around to take fistfulls of Maddy's mouth watering behind, giving it a firm squeeze, before pulling their body's more firmly together. Cassie took Maddy's bottom lip between her teeth nibbling and sucking before running her tongue along the bruised flesh.
Maddy's breath hitched. She gripped her hands tighter in Cassie's hair, rolling her hips forward against the taller blonde girl, seeking friction anyway she could. One of Cassie's hands found their way to Maddy's breast and began to knead and grope the soft warm flesh through her purple top. The action drew a constant stream of sensual sounds from Maddy's lips muffled only by Cassies.
Cassie tore her mouth away from Maddy's intent on tasting other parts of the latina but paused as she heard the faint sounds of giggling nearby. Glancing at their surroundings she remembered where they were and sighed. They were very close to, likely past, indecent exposure territory. Though it pained her to do so Cassie grasped Maddy's hips stilling their delicious movement against her own. "Mads" she said gently over the frustrated groan Maddy let out.
"Maddy." Cassie paused to kiss the pout on the other girls face. "Maddy as hot as this is. And this is so fucking hot. We need to find a better place. I don't think either of us wants to be arrested for indecent exposure." Cassie finished with a laugh to try to ease the tension that had seemed to envelop them as she spoke.
The silence that followed made Cassie wish she hadn't said anything at all. As the seconds ticked by she cleared her throat in an attempt to remove the rapidly forming lump there. The sound certainly got Maddy's attention causing her head to swiftly shoot up, as though she'd been startled from deep thought. The look of pure lust that met Cassie nearly made her gasp.
"Your place or mine." Maddy rasped out in a tone that positively dripped with possibility. Cassie knew that, if she hadn't been wet before, that question alone ruined her underwear for sure.
Quickly Cassie pulled Maddy into another intense, though short, kiss. "Mine" she barely replied and the latina was all but dragging her out of the carnival and into her car. Cassie hardly noticed the bird Maddy flipped Nate and his family or the hopeful smile on Daniels face as they passed by. All she saw was the perfectly manicured fingers wrapped around her own.
Fingers she was very eager to have wrapped around her bed sheets. At that thought Cassie felt her clit jump and turned to study Maddy in the driver's seat. As though she felt eyes on her Maddy quickly threw Cassie a smirk before turning her eyes back to the road. "What are you looking at?" she asked.
"Nothing, just thinking." Cassie replied coyly
"Oh yeah, anything you care to share with the rest of the class?" Maddy replied looking at the other girl and, this time, letting her gaze rake up Cassie's form meeting her eyes with a wink before turning back to the road.
"Why don't I just show you?" Cassie replied as they approached a stop light. Cassie unbuckled her seat belt before leaning over, laying kisses and nips at Maddy's neck, and reaching down slipping her hand into Maddy's tight purple pants.
Maddy let out a combination between moan and sigh at the contact letting her head fall to the side giving Cassie more room. Cassie had barely dipped her fingers into the latinas slick heat when a loud horn honk ripped through the air around them. Startled, the girls pulled quickly away from one another. "Fuck!" Maddy cursed and flipped a bird behind them as they sped off with Cassie giggling beside her.
"Oh yeah, laugh it up. Like its not hard enough driving while turned on as fuck and high on molly. I thought we were trying not to fuck in pubic miss "this is hot but lets go somewhere better."" Maddy finished half mocking tone.
"Firstly that's not even what I said." Cassie began.
"Yes it is!" Maddy insisted with a laugh and an eye roll.
"Secondly," Cassie continued ignoring the latinas interruption. "don't blame me cuz it's not my fault you always look 100% fuckable every day and now I'm finally getting the chance. Excuse me for being eager!" Cassie replied only partially joking as she crossed her arms and looked out the window.
"You're just saying that because you're on drugs." Maddy whispered in a tone that was too small and broken for Cassie's liking.
"I might have the courage to say it cuz I'm on drugs but it's still true when I'm sober." Cassie replied lowly as they pulled into the driveway of her sleeping house. Cassie noted the blue flash of the TV in the living room; no doubt her mother had passed out on the couch again. Cassie sighed as she turned back to look at Maddy. "But that's a talk for tomorrow when we're sober." She unbuckled her seatbelt and reached over grasping Maddy's chin to bring them face to face. "Right now we're both high on some really good shit and I'd love to fuck you're brains out before we peak. Okay?"
They held their gaze for a moment before Cassie pulled Maddy in for their third kiss. Unlike the first two this one was slow, while still passionate, the burn was more gentle and held a lasting promise.
As Cassie pulled away and met Maddy's eyes again she saw more of the confident latina she was used to shining through. Cassie knew how rare it was for the girl before her to really open up and she hoped that, come daylight, Maddy would still be willing to explore this conversation and whatever was between the two of them now.
A/N: Hope ya'll enjoy the ride. Leave a comment if you feel compelled either way I think you're swell.