Hey guys.
Unfortunately, this isn't the update you guys were hoping for. Whether it is three people or three hundred people reading this, I just want to let you guys know what's been going on and what's going to happen to this book and the future.
For the last few months, actually the last year I suppose. I've been really depressed. I think I'm finally coming to terms with it. I am a college student and I am balancing six classes with a sucky job at a retail store with not-so-sucky people and... it's hard. I've lost motivation to do the most basic things in life. It may sound silly but before getting this job, I used to wake up and make an egg sandwich with no problem. A few months in, I can't seem to bring myself to get out of the best. At least I haven't hit the point of not feeling like showering and still deep cleaning the house when I'm off but...still. This shit is brutal. I'm highly emotional and these days it's gotten worse. I'm not saying I'm blowing up at any and everybody at six o'clock in the morning but I seem to tear up at the smallest things. I'm doing fine in most of my classes which is a blessing given the circumstances but everybody has that one class... you know the one I'm talking about. The teacher that NEVER responds to their email. I just don't understand how you say to not hesitate to contact you when it been three days and you ain't said jack...
ANYWAY
I said all this to say I will continue and FINISH this book. One thing that depression hasn't taken from me is my love for Narusaku and my desire to write and create more content for them. I know it's taking me ages to update but I promise I'm trying my best. Please just bear with me a bit longer. I promise I do have something planned. Speaking of...
While you guys are waiting for the last arc to finish, I will be uploading some old works, personal favorites, from Wattpad. I do want to put out more stuff but I realize it is going to take time. So here is my gift to you. You who have been here from the start. I will upload them on Monday, assignments all tomorrow guys, so please look forward to that. Thank you guys so much for listening. See you next time.
