She stared at the test, it couldn't be right. There was no way that this could happen, not now! Not like this! She was supposed to have a career, be married. Not without him! She was pregnant, how could this happen. They had always been safe, always taking precautions so this wouldn't happen.

It had been almost two weeks since she had last seen him. His beautiful face, turn away from her and walk in the opposite direction, from her, from their life. The life that was now just a dream that went up in smoke the moment the stupid plastic screen smiled at her.

4 years later

Rory walked though the crowded station grinning from ear to ear. This was it, it was her dream coming true. Nothing could stop her now. Her grin even widen when she saw a small blond running through the crowd, followed closely by a dark haired women.

"Mommy! Mommy!" The girl ran to Rory's waiting arms, before being picked up and swung in circles. "I missed you!"

Rory placed a gentle kiss on the girl's forehead, still clutching her little girl to her chest. "I missed you too. But didn't you have a good time with Grammy?" She asked as Lorelai approached them slightly out of breath.

"Yeah, we watched movies all weekend, and made fun of Taylor!" The little girl squealed.

"Sounds like you had a lot of fun!" Rory turned to her mother her huge smile still in place.

"OH MY GOD! You got it!" Lorelai jumped up and down, before pulling both girls into a bone crushing hug. "I can't believe it! Oh wait of course I can believe it, I mean it's you! But wow, I'm so proud of you!"

"Mom, can't breath." Rory laughed at her mother's reaction.

"Hey, what going on?" Luke asked coming up behind a jumping Lorelai with a tiny baby in his arms.

"Rory got the job!" Lorelai screamed before Rory could even open her mouth.

"Congratulations Rory! That's great!" He said smiling. But before she could reply something caught her eye behind him. A blond head that she had tried so hard to forget over the years, and just like that their eyes meant.

"Rory?"

"Honor?" She asked hesitantly.

"Wow! Rory Gilmore! I haven't seen you in forever, you look so good!" Honor smiled.

"Yeah! You look good too." She replied shifting Lori to her other hip.

"Thank you! That's always a nice thing to hear when your having a baby!" Honor smiled again, patting her stomach lightly.

"Oh, I heard about that, Congratulations!" She heard someone cough a little from behind her and quickly turned to her mother, then back to Honor. "Sorry! Honor, this is Lorelai, my mom, Luke, my stepfather, and this little one here is Lori," She said poking Lori's nose playfully. "Everyone this is Honor Huntzberger."

There was a collative intake of breath at the last name from Lorelai and Luke, but Honor didn't seem to notice. Her eyes were locked on Lori. "I heard you had a kid! She's Gorgeous!"

"Thank you!" Lori said smiling.

"Oh! And how old are you?" She asked Lori.

"Four!" She said holding up four of her cute little four-year-old fingers.

"Oh really!" They all were silent for a few minutes, while Honor did the math in her head. She gave Rory a questioning look, but Rory just lowered her eyes, studying the tiles carefully.

Honor studied her expression carefully, before sighing quietly. "Well, I have to go catch a taxi, but it was nice to see you again. Maybe we could have lunch or something sometime."

"Sure, that would be nice!" She looked up, trying to hide the guilt that she knew was in her eyes.

"Okay, I'll give you a call, your number still the same?"

"Yep, I talk to you soon."

"Bye," With that Honor walked away.

"Bye," Rory sighed, pulling Lori closer to her, trying to hide from the world. The world that was cruel enough to have her ex boyfriend's sister see her again after four years. The ex boyfriend who is the father of your child, which he doesn't even know about. The same ex boyfriend that asked you to marry him.

4 years earlier

Rory stared at the computer in front of her, trying to form a coherent sentence. She needed to do this, she needed to tell him, it would be a hell of a lot better if he heard it from her than anyone else. She needed to tell him that he was going to be a daddy. She needed to tell him about the baby growing inside her body.

The cursor continued to flash as her thoughts continued. But her thoughts were interrupted by the phone ringing on her desk.

"Hello," She answered hesitantly, still concentrating on the unwritten letter in front of her.

"Hey Hun." Lorelai replied. "How's it coming?"

"I really don't know what to do! I beginning to think that maybe I should call him instead, or maybe have lunch with him or something. I mean a letter just sounds so impersonal, it… I don't know!" Rory sighed, taking a sip of her hot chocolate. "And not to mention I haven't had coffee in like, 7 weeks."

"Honey, this isn't going to be easy, you know that, but he needs to know. Even if he doesn't want to be with you , he needs to at least know that he has a child in this world. You really need to tell him, and I second the whole letter thing, it doesn't sound right." Lorelai tried to calm her daughter down.

"Okay, I can do this! I mean, it's Logan! I love him. This shouldn't be this hard!" Rory sighed again.

"See, you'll be fine. Don't worry about it, he'll understand. Plus, you know, no matter what, I love you!" Lorelai paused. "And Luke, even though he's giving me the evil eye and telling me to get off the phone!"

Rory chuckled slightly, then sighed again. "Okay! I can do this! I will do this! I love you mom! I'll talk to you later!"

"Okay Hun! I love you too. Call me after you talk to him."

A/N This is my first Fanfic. I don't really like the beginning right now, but i hope you like it. If not please tell me! I'm not good with people telling me I'm not good enough but i need to know anyway!