Bella is happily living with her daughter, Renesmee, when the Cullens show up at the park they are at. They don't know it is Bella yet, but when they do find out will Bella and Renesmee except them back, or will the Cullens be forced to leave them alone forever.
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Chapter one
I put my baby to bed. Renesmee is only eight months, she looks like a year and a half old though. She has bronze locks down to her waist, brown eyes, and the rest is divided between me and Edward. They left two months before Renesmee was born, i got over them after i had her.
She is my only priority, i can't be depressed when i have a miracle as great as her. I kissed her plump face and closed her light. I closed the door quietly and left the door. I walked downstairs and did some homework. I was taking online classes so no one figured out about Renesmee, Charlie thinks i am dead.
I faked an accident and i have not been found. It broke his heart, but i knew it had to be done. After i did ten hours of homework i got up and went to Renesmee's room, she would wake up any second now.
After she was born a nomad found me and bit me, but i am able to control my thirst around Renesmee. I sat down in my old rocking chair, i had in my room back in Charlie's house. Renesmee's eyes popped open and she began to cry a little. I jumped up and flirted to her side and picked her up.
"Sweetie, what are you crying about? Don't cry, i am here, you are okay." I whispered, stroking her chubby face. She pressed her hand to my face, she was hungry.
"Okay sweetie, i will get your bottle." I walked downstairs with her, talking to her, making her laugh. I sat her in her highchair and opened the fridge. I pulled out some blood and poured it into her cup.
I sat down and laid her in my lap and fed her. She finished the bottle in no time and then moved on to the pancakes i warmed up for her. After she finished i gave her a bath, she splashed water all over me, then i dressed her in the cutest outfit, pink dress with tights.
"There you go, all dressed and beautiful." I whispered, after brushing her locks and slipped in some pins. I sat her down on the bed, she could walk, but i didn't want her to, so she didn't. But at least she crawled, it was cute. I took at least five hundred pictures of her a day, documenting them and scrapbooking them. I have around fifty to sixty scrapbooks so far.
She smiled in response and pressed her hand to my face. She wanted me to take a shower, i was wet.
"You splashed me sweetheart. Come on." I stuck her in her bouncer in the bathroom and got into the shower. After showering i dressed in a grey knee length dress and black pants. I brushed my brown hair and put a headband into it.
"Done, now what should we do? Go to the park?" I asked, she laughed and i took that as a yes. I packed my diaper bag and put a sweater on Renesmee. After i did the same to myself, so i looked like a human. I put Renesmee on my back and i ran all the way to Olympia. We always stayed out of Forks.
I didn't own a car, Renesmee and i felt like running was better for the environment and for us. A little fresh air won't kill humans.
We got to the park and i placed Renesmee in a baby swing, i pushed her and she laughed over and over again, making me smile.
"Excuse me, but is this your daughter?" Someone asked, i turned around and met a pair of topaz eyes. I gasped.
Alice.
Alice was here! So were the rest of the Cullens, behind her. Did she recognize me? I don't think so. I put my shield around me and Renesmee so Edward could not read our thoughts. I saw him stiffen in the background.
"Um . . Yes."
"How do you have a daughter? You're a vampire?" Esme asked, covering her heart.
"Well, i had her before i was changed." I explained. "The vampire that i was with left me pregnant. But he didn't know."
"Oh, well i hope i see you around."Alice said, turning and skipping away. The rest of the Cullens left, except Jasper, he stared at me for a few seconds then left.
"Renesmee, let's go somewhere else, okay?" I asked, picking her up. She pressed her hand to my face. She was asking why. Edward's head snapped in our direction.
I hadn't realised my shield was down. "She has a power?" He asks.
"Yes, now if you will excuse us." I nodded coolly. Renesmee moved to my back and i took off running, i could tell they were behind me. I put my shield up again and zigzagged through the forest. I ran all the way to Canada, by then Renesmee and i decided to hunt.
We both took down a few deer then made our way back. I had the feeling someone was following us again. Suddenly Jasper was in front of me, Alice behind, Emmett and Rosalie on either side. Edward, Carlisle, and Esme filling in gaps.
"What do you want?" i hissed.
"Momma be nice." Renesmee told me in my head.
"Renesmee, shh." I told her. The cullens looked at us curiously.
"Momma, please?" She asked. "I don't like it when you are mean."
"Renesmee, you don't know them."
"You aren't being nice." She scowled, using her hand to talk to me. Edward burst into fits of laughter and i growled at him. The cullens turned their gazes to edward.
"I have to get dinner ready, what do you want and make it quick." I growled.
"But you hunted already." Rosalie told me. I growled at her. Soon enough we were all fighting. After a few minutes i was in the grasp of Emmett and Jasper was right in front of me, standing protectively.
Renesmee was sobbing in Rosalie's arms, Esme standing in front of both of them.
"How do you have a daughter?" Carlisle asked.
"I already told you." I hissed.
"Lies." Esme yelled.
"No she was telling the truth." Jasper and Alice said at once.
"I am not giving back this child until i get answers." Rosalie yelled. I hissed at her.
"Why does she look like Edward?" Carlisle asked. I struggled against Emmett's grip keeping my eyes on my daughter.
"From now on i wish i never met you freaks. I loved you once, all of you. But you just turned out to be creeps, how can you separate a daughter and a mother? Esme you should know, you tried to commit suicide after your boy died."
"How do you know about that?" Esme asked.
I chuckled darkly. "I know everything. I know Edward loves to play the piano, i know that Jasper can tell your moods, Alice can see the future and is a shopping freak, i know Emmett and Rosalie are together, Rosalie was raped, Esme lost her son, Carlisle was attacked by a vampire and bit everyone except Jasper and Alice-"
"How do you know all of that stuff?" Edward asked.
"Edward you never do stop spying on me, even when i was human you would sneak into my room and watch me sleep." I snapped.
"Bella?"
"Your ruined your chance, listen to your daughter crying over there. You did that, your family did that!" I yelled.
"We didn't know."
"It doesn't matter, she is still crying and i am still heartbroken because i can't comfort her." I snapped. Emmett let me go and i ran to Renesmee. I snatched her out of Rosalie's arms and hugged her tightly.
"Never come near us again." I growled. I ran away, maybe ten miles then climbed a tree. I sat Renesmee next to me on the branch and hugged her.
"Shh, it is okay sweetie, they won't come near us again." I whispered to her. I kissed her hair and put her on my lap.
I saw a flicker of colors and i narrowed my eyes. Renesmee's eyes closed and i put her on my back. We ran all the way back home and i put her in her bed. I sat in her rocking chair and waited for her to wake up the next morning. Though it was much earlier.
At two in the morning she woke up screaming. I ran to her bed and picked her up. "What is the matter, what happened Renesmee?" i asked,picking her hand up and putting it to my cheek. A dream, her being taken away from me. I began to sob dry sobs. I held her close to my heart.
"Shh, it is okay, they won't take you away, i promise." I cooed to her, but she cried even more. I hugged her and rocked her back in forth, slowly she stopped crying and fell back asleep, i held her in my lap the rest of the night. The next day we held each other until lunch time, we didn't move or talk, we just clutched onto each other.
At lunch her stomach growled and so i made her something to eat. We then went out into our garden to pick some vegetables and pull out weeds.
"Momma, can i jump into the stream?" Renesmee asked. The stream was waist deep for her and calf deep for me, we played in it all the time.
"Sure." I said. She jumped and and splashed around, laughing and giggling while i picked some strawberries and pears.
"Momma look, i caught a fish." She called.
"Okay, you can eat it for dinner tonight if you want." I suggested.
"Eww, it is still moving." She screamed, she dropped it and fell into the pool. I dropped my gardening tools and jumped in with her. We splashed around until storm clouds came into view and it started raining. We ran around in the rain also. Even though it sounded kiddish it was fun for both of us.
After an hour or two we went inside carrying a few baskets of crops. We set them on the counter and started cleaning them.
"Momma, i want to go to the park again."
"Sure, we can go on Saturday, we have to go shopping tomorrow." I placed a bowl of pasta and her bottle of blood in front of her. She insisted on feeding herself today so i cleaned the kitchen while she did so.
"Momma, i love you." She said when she finished.
"I love you too sweetie, i will never let you go." I whispered, touching the tip of her nose.
"Momma, i want to watch a movie, Ariel, the mermaid one."
"Okay." I changed her into a nightgown and braided her hair. Then i made a bed for her in the living room and switched on the movie. We watched the movie together then she fell asleep.
There was a knock at the door, i went and looked outside and saw the Cullens standing there, with the Denali coven. Tanya was practically on top of Edward, she was trying to get him to kiss her.
I frowned when i saw them. "I told you never to come near us." i yelled through the window. Edward looked up at me.
"Bella we miss you." Alice cried.
"I don't miss you." I snapped.
"Please let us in?" Emmett asked, his lip pouting like a two year old.
I closed the curtains and walked away. Next thing i know my door it broken and the cullens are standing in my foyer. Renesmee wakes up from the noise and trots over to me, she starts crying when she sees them.
"Because of you she barely slept last night, and she won't sleep tonight either, thank you." I hiss, picking up Renesmee. She lays her head on my shoulder and cries more.
"Can i hold her?" Alice asks.
"I doubt she will let you. I think you hit her yesterday, and so did Edward and Jasper." I snap, rubbing Renesmee's back.
"Renesmee, can i hold you dear?" Alice asks, coming to my side, and peering at her face. Renesmee puts her hand to my face and says no inside my head.
"Why does she keep doing that?" Jasper asks.
"It is her power, i can hear her thoughts when she touches me. Anyone can. Now get out of my house, i believe you have been trespassing all day."
"How did you know?"
"Edward has been trying to read my mind."
"Why can't i?"
"I am a shield, mental anyway." I whisper, i look at Renesmee's face, it is still red and wet. I walk to the bathroom and put her on the counter, i can hear Esme and Carlisle behind me.
"Renesmee, it is okay. They aren't going to take you away in your dream. Shh." I tell her, i grab a towel and lightly dry her face. "it is okay."
"You really are a good mother." Esme sighs.
"Go away." Renesmee yells. Esme and Carlisle look taken back.
"She is right, time for you to go home. Renesmee, do you want to go back to sleep?" I ask her, knowing she wouldn't want to.
"No." She grabs my shirt and clutches it, i picked her up and hug her tightly without breaking her.
"How can you stand to be around her, you are less than a year old." Jasper asks.
"I am a good mother, i don't kill my children." I smile at him darkly. "I don't leave them either." I tell Carlisle and Esme. They look down ashamed, they should me.
"Bella can i at least give you a hug?"
"I will pass. Thank you everyone for ruining our plans."
"I will go shopping with you, you can leave Renesmee with Carlisle and Esme." Alice announces, she starts jumping up and down. I give her a cold look then go upstairs to my room. It is a large room with a blue and cream colored theme. I lay down on the queen sized bed and put Renesmee next to me. "Shh, honey don't cry anymore." I wipe some tears that had fallen.
"They are going to take me, like they did in my dream." She whimpers. I let my shield down to show Edward what he did, i heard him wince and i smile.
"No sweetie, they won't take you. I won't let them." I tell her, stroking her hair. She holds onto one of my fingers and closes her eyes.
I hum her by lullaby Edward made for me, it always calms her down. But i changed a few notes to make it hers, i heard Edward sigh when he heard me start it, then stiffen when i change notes.
"Sorry Edward, but this version is much better." I whisper when she is asleep. I hear the one my one leave, someone puts the door back into place.
